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I dunno if its rare but when the uke is more buff with big, muscular thighs. ESPECIALLY the thighs. Just choke me with them. I love it when they are also a little slutty(?) not sleeping around with lots of guys but is like super lewd with their man and loves trying new things in sex like filming and slightly risky places but gets more turned on at ......   4 reply

"Its okay, I understand" and "It's just hormones". I hate it. Imagine, hyperventilating, crying, shaking, feeling hot and cold like you have a fever, alone in a room, puffy eyes, whole body tingling and someone comes up and says one of these two things. Maybe it's just me but I hate it. I am not okay. I am on the verge of vomiting or throwing up. T......   1 reply

Honey, it sucks but everyone has insecurities. Especially nowadays when the 'healthy body image' is stick thin and unrealistic. I am roughly 30 pounds overweight and I have many body insecurities. I have my weight, height, uneven and large breasts, scars, stretch marks, wide neck, big feet, freckles, moles, spots, dry skin etc. It sucks but we as h......   reply

Too many...but probably when I told my teacher I got drunk in front of the whole class because I wanted to be cool and she was going to call the police so I cried the whole day and I still haven't told my parents. They forgot to in the end and I never actually got drunk, not to mention here you are allowed to drink with your parents permission in y......   reply

Yeah, my parents know. Not the saucy stuff but they know I read it and have even bought me a few books. They know that sometimes sex is implied they just don't know about the fact that I read it in all it's glory, uncensored and all. I mean, that's like telling your parents you watch porn. You don't do that. I am quite lucky since I grew up in a ve......   reply

I can only answer question 1 and question 3 and I am sorry if this is not very helpful advice. For the first question, I advise you talk to a professional. It sounds scary at first, but it's a big step in the right direction. It's okay to have bad days but when they are happening often and having a big impact on your usual day to day activities, i......   1 reply

Last year - 13 Now - 14 5 years ago - multiple mental health issues due to bullying Now - education has been compromised due to mental health (basically I hate life right now) Three years ago - being cool at the cost of my friendships and regretting that whole year later This year - to put everyone before myself Four years ago - my bullies This ......   reply

A lot of reasons sadly. My mental health is pretty bad. Anxiety,panic attacks, overthinking (an extremely unhealthy amount), antisocial, binge eating disorder, low confidence and self-esteem, overly sensitive (to the point that I have panic attacks after being told off), constant mental breakdowns in class and constantly apologizing makes people an......   2 reply

Don't worry about it! I started at 8 and when I was 10 I told my 2 best friends and they accepted it and they even started liking it when we were 12. My parents know and I don't hide it at school. I have friends who like the smut too and we always talk to each other about it and all of her friends don't care. I'm very lucky. I'm 14 now and literall......   1 reply

Yes and no. I love my best friends both as friends, but I have feelings for one of them but at the same time they are poison to me. The amount of horrible things they have done to me is kind of insane yet, no matter how hard I try, I can't stop being friends with them. They know everything about me, including my weaknesses, and they use it against ......   reply

I have a few and most of them are BL haha - Fruits Basket was one that taught me a lot of valuable lessons that will stick with me throughout my entire life. - Heartstopper (not a manga, a comic) is one that strikes a cord in me every time because it deals with very serious topics in realistic and healthy ways and helped me realize how much suppor......   reply

I was 8 years old and my first yaoi was a super explicit doujinshi called fate/zero dj - fuck/ero You can probably imagine.... http://www.mangago.me/read-manga/fate_zero_dj_fuck_ero/   1 reply

1- Wake up anywhere between 2:30 and 4:30pm (after continuous wakings in the night from my cats scratching at walls, jumping on me, tickling my feet with their tail and hitting/patting my face) 2 - Stay in bed reading yaoi and watching anime with my two cats until dinner 3 - Eat dinner (usually toast) 4 - Remember I am supposed to be doing homewor......   1 reply

I'd love it if I could join~ You can add me on either @yaoi._.official or @otakugurl883   reply

I sang in front of over a hundred people at scout camps and concerts when I was 12. It's really weird that I was able to sing in front of so many people but would have panic attacks just walking through the halls and being near my classrooms...that's why people thought I was faking and wouldn't leave me alone saying if it's fun to skip class even t......   2 reply

Alpha. Haha, that's rich! I literally can't do anything. I fail every test because I can't even answer one question, I miss school because I literally cannot get out of bed, I am so unattractive, I am the worst at sports I can't even jog for a minute and so much more. I am also the EXACT opposite of popular. I am a goth so everyone who is 'cool' ha......   1 reply

RAPE. I hate it, and sometimes yaoi romanticizes it and makes it seem like it's not a big deal. Like, "oh, I was raped guess I'll move on with my life" or "he raped me but I still love him/fell in love with him". If someone goes through that, they are gonna suffer from trauma, sometimes PTSD and depression, sometimes they will have a fear of human ......   2 reply

I would like to join~ You can add me on either @yaoi._.official or @otakugurl883   reply