As much as I hate to admit it, I’ve attempted suicide several times before. I’ve tried stabbing myself, hanging myself, etc. If I couldn’t do that, I’d self harm (please never do this, I’ve been coping and I hope whoever is going through self harm is doing better than me) It was a long time ago though, but it still doesn’t mean that I don’t think about killing myself often. I still struggle a lot with myself and my thoughts, especially since I’m not yet happy with my environment and myself. But I’m sure I’ll learn to accept myself and handle these suicidal thoughts through time.
