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toxic friends and your experiences
i know people fall out with their friends, but i lost most of all mine. only ones i have now are recent (i don't have any old friends that i've know for longer than a year). reason being is that i dropped them because i believed i was toxic (i was 13/14) and i dropped them when they were being mean/lowkey bullies (cringe but being fr. also talking sh1t about their own friends and their appearances bc of how insecure they were, i couldn't handle it because once I spoke up and told the person they ALL including the person i told isolated/ignored me).
i recently reached out and apologised, only half way to realise to myself why i dropped them.
im work best alone, but it hurts when i get purposefully isolated/ignored. but i don't mind being alone. I want to hear other people's experiences
I wouldn't say they're really toxic but these past few months my mental health started to really get worse cause of them. (not them entirely) while I'm ok with ppl calling me out if I had a bad behaviour bc I want to improve for them but I can't always improve by myself, I need help. I need support and they were like "You'll just do it again" I fel...... 1 reply
