When I was younger I would read f'ed up fanfictions

From like 14 to 16 I would go on ao3 and search up the stories with the most fucked up tags cuz one I liked fucking myself up due to being incredibly chronically online and second to test what I could take before straight up not being able to continue reading. I remember seeing summaries that were not just weird but straight up criminal...
Theres much of cp on that site people are ok with, you can click on any fandom tag and im sure you'll find a fanfictions tagged underage it's actually weird