So I don't know whether this counts as an experience, but well, I am kinda missing her right now, so I will share. It seems maybe, I had feelings for my professor who is 5 years older than me. She is damn short, but has a nice deep, though scratchy voice. I wasn't into her looks, and I didn't care for her at all in beginning. But she taught us so many things, which I never knew. I was in awe with her smartness. And maybe then, I started to notice her more. I didn't like it when she smiled at other male or female professors. I hated her at times too, but I am mentally ill, so my sense of looking at people is a bit warped. Anyway, I later on found out she has a handsome boyfriend. And I won't meet her again anyway, since I am already a few days away from graduation. But I will always remember her. I don't know whether this was a crush, since I never experienced a crush. But it was something, I guess.
It was definitely a crush or maybe a little more than a simple crush. And when u say u hated her... it could be more like u were angry with her, I guess. It is perfectly normal to feel that way especially when you care about someone. It usually happens when they do something you weren't expecting.... It's pretty cool to have shared it btw (▰˘◡˘▰) Good luck! - this is for the after graduation :P
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It was definitely a crush or maybe a little more than a simple crush. And when u say u hated her... it could be more like u were angry with her, I guess. It is perfectly normal to feel that way especially when you care about someone. It usually happens when they do something you weren't expecting.... It's pretty cool to have shared it btw (▰˘◡˘▰) Good luck! - this is for the after graduation :P