how tf do u guys socialize?

i dont   reply

Tried downloading social apps to create friends and I can't even say a single "Hello" because I was too nervous.   2 reply

I know right? Like, it's fascinating to me how some people who just met have a LOT to talk about and just talk and talk, become friends and hold on to that friendship. Like, how? I can't. I become bored easily, hate small talk, have trust issues and if I have a question to ask i always wonder if it's too personal and never ask it anyway.   1 reply

Why socialize when you can sit in your room all day   reply

I laugh and nod to whatever they say   reply

Idk i just start talking about shit and suddenly they like me and find me funny? And wanna be friends lol. Idk like i always talk just shit and say what is on my mind and don't give a flying fuck   1 reply

like this, [visuals included] aHUM : hey..what are u into lately? (or some shit idfk the proper sentence to use ok shut up) oh shit ! i like that too .. OR ALTERNATIVE: oh rlly? that’s so interesting what do u like abt it aha omg ur so cool !!! be my friend or die you’re welcome. i just saved everyone with best boy lucas,, and yuta too   reply

I hate that word after hearing it 100x times from my parents   reply