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Growing to hate BL...
Ok chill I'm playing with you, I don't HATE it, that's a pretty big word, but I just find myself not wanting to read them anymore. Am I the only one who's having this kind of phase? Idk how or when, I just realised that every time I see a Manhwa/manga/manhua Recommendations and it has to boys in it, I beg in my head while I search it to not be BL (Because yeah my Newsfeed has things I'm interested in, and BL is simply one of them) and if it is BL, I get disappointed...? Is that the right word? Like I don't feel like reading it because of it is BL... and I'm getting frustrated for feeling it, is this what people call a burnout? When something you really like suddenly doesn't interest you anymore? Because it's frustrating AF, especially because it's something I've liked for years, like the other genre I like, but why this genre specifically?I wanna let go cause deadass it stresses me out, but like it's been thier for so long that I'm not sure if I should. I Like I wanna read it and enjoy it, but I somehow can't...?
LOL Why did I make this sound like such a serious topic? ╥﹏╥ Yes I'm deadass frustrated by it, something I once enjoyed is annoying the hell out of you, but why do I feel like I made it sound like A life or Death situation?
PS: Thank you for listening to my ted talk, I feel like getting it out my chest, and I thought what better way to talk about BL related things then mangago, right?
But for real tho... have you all ever experienced something like this?
(Im going to assume you're a gay man here, correct me if Im wrong.) What you're going through is internalized homophobia, nearly every bi, gay and lesbian have gone through this. You'll get over it soon, but for now, just try to read one of your favourite genres but make it bl? For example, if you like reading horror, read a horror bl. You could al...... 1 reply
