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DEPRESSION RANT
ok so I feel so useless to my friends and my family and myself I hate my body I starve my self everyday because I feel like I'm not good enough for eneyone they all hate me right is that why the people that were supposed friends talk bad about me behind my back and think I'm crazy in the head wow I can't believe I exist still I'm really close to just cutting the life line and just ending it all I hate this place why can't I just be normal like all the others why do I have to be different and disappoint all the people I know why...why did I get chosen to be weird why dose it feel like they all hate me.
Sounds like you need therapy, starving and cutting yourself is not a healthy behavior. And you asked if you’re fine?!!?! Well I may not know much, but all I know is that this could be something severe if this is true. Start by eating(maybe something soft like yogurt), not too much tho.. it may hurt your stomach for a while. Then find or do someth...... 1 reply
You’re not fine, and it’s okay to accept that. Coming to terms with what you’re dealing with is a big step, denial will only slow down your healing process. I know how it feels to be useless to friends and family, and it sucks, it really does. However, those are your own negative thoughts and don’t reflect how your friends or family perceiv...... reply
I literally used to struggle with the same things as you. Exactly like what you typed there. But now I'm alright!!! I realized, in this life almost nothing matters because we all are gonna die anyways. Beauty is temporary, my body is temporary, relationships, popularity, and bad things are temporary. Nothing lasts forever. So doesn't that mean chas...... 1 reply