Looking back, it was not the time neither I had a good strategy, I was going for the rejection ngl. We were in school trip in the capital (Looking back-back, I feel a bad because I didn't do it in the last day but in the antepenultimate, such a way to ruin a trip. Don't do that folks) and were 'friends' but not to close and I am very sure she is heterosexual but I still want to take out my feelings for her as much it sounds selfish. If you want to increase succes I recommend to try to know If they are into girls first, as the obvious it is ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ
So when were in a bookstore I verbiage 'I like you' and then just silently still looking for books (2 1/2 years of crush in no more than 1 sentece, I am not good at maths). She didn't say anything and I didn't say anything. At night, I drunk told her I knew she didn't reciprocate my feeling but I still want her as friend and didn't want to makes things weird for the rest of the group, she said 'ok, will not change anything'.
It was a bit weird for a time 'cause I didn't know how to joke or talk with her again. I still liked her but at the same time I didn't want her to think I was still trying to...woo her because, well, didn't want her to feel uncomfortable. So for a time I was obsessed If I was weird or being not normal me. Overall, I *think* we are good again, though sometimes I still think If I am being weird but less and less.
