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Second-hand suicide
I think i have this thing called "second-hand suicide" Its when you wanna die but your too scared to do it yourself so you let someone or something else do it for you, like letting nature take its course I just want nature to take me so that way my parents or my friends don't have to feel like they could've changed something I may have lost my will to live but i refuse to be the reason someone else loses theirs
the most realistic way ive thought of this happening was to walk out on streets hoping for a car to crash into me. havent gotten desperate enough to try it yet. reply
I sometimes feel like I'm being held hostage by the expectations people have for me, and I know that's a cruel feeling to have towards people who have nothing but love and acceptance to offer but, god... I kind of resent it sometimes? I just wanna leave, I don't want to make anybody feel bad. reply
same, im too much of a damn pussy to jump off a building so i just start walking home without looking at the road, i stop eating so maybe ill die of starvation or illness but the problem is that i want to die a death as painless as possible reply
omg i was just thinking abt this like 2 mins ago- damn ig i have second-hand suicide lol.
sometimes when im awake at night and bored i go outside on my driveway hoping someone will shoot me or kidnap me or smth idk, i just want to die but i’ve never thought of killing myself reply
id be nice if someone said they were going to kill me and allowed me to delete my history first. im more concerned with my parents going through my phone than actually dying. reply
I'm still not entirely sure what this means. Do you want someone else to end your life for you? i kinda relate this statement, like I want to die, but I'm just too much of a pussy lol. Everything seems so pointless ad dull, and I'm just struggling so much, haha. 2 reply
just want to say if anyone here needs someone to talk to, u guys can message me !! i know how hard life is lately and i’m all here for u guys, i’ll gladly listen to u! reply