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I just want to let this out
Depressing shits down there
Hi! I really just want to let this out... I'm feel really lonely, even though there are a lots of people here in our house I still feel so lonely...I want to have friends so badly but I think that no would ever like me, that I am just a horrible person, that I would mess everything up I do anything, I cant make eye contact to people...I cant even remember the faces of my cousins now lmao and they are also staying at our for five days, we took a family picture and when I looked at the photo I feel like puking...I feel so sick, I think that I dont deserve anything...I'm just an ugly loner fuck, that thought of me having a bf or me just liking someone makes me feel so sick like "how dare I have a crush on him?? Im so fuvking ugly!" I dont know what to do anymore!! I am also failing my class....I cant do anything fuvking right! Im fucking attention whore! But not even I single peros that I know knows how I feel....I dont want to die...I keep having suicidal thoughts but I know I dont want to die...at least for now...but that shit is really tempting haha...but I want a fucking relife...I dont care if I remember the past or not I jusy want to get better Its all my faulth everything is my fault....why am I like this????? I am so sick mentally and physically- I just want to fucking cry! But I cant........lol now I kinda feel better shit why do this depressing shit happens when Im with a lot of people lmao....
You what bestie, honestly same. But I thought to myself if not now, when will i change then? I already left so much regrets in the past, literally so much that im willing to trade my life and soul just to rewind back to the past and change my future which the current me is in a horrible state and a mess. But, we can only move forward and rewind tim...... reply