Popo's manga / #sad shit(1)

I'm conflicted about this story. The beginning made me cry a lot. My heart ached for everyone. Yuki and Tomohisa having to deal with Yuki's father's disapproval and attempt to break them up. Yuki's desire to have a child with Tomohisa. Tomohisa having to deal with his guilt, the loss of Yuki, taking care of essentially a stranger in Yuki's body and his decision to get Yuki help and turn himself in.┗( T﹏T )┛ But I can't get behind Tomohisa sleeping with a mentally ill person. And Yuuta is not only a child but the child Yuki wished to have with him (╯°Д °)╯╧╧ Idk man, idk. Kinda fucked up that at one point, they're shown together with their "child" even though Tomohisa was also fucking Yuuta while Yuuta was in the role of their "child" idk maaaaaaan Gonna give it 4 stars for now since it elicited so many emotions from my but it's fucked up lol. Tomohisa's last line in chapter 1 still breaks my heart "Won't you come back to me?"