I hate it. I hate when the victims' suffering serves as nothing more than the protagonist's means towards enlightenment. It's misogynistic BS that needs to die. The uke in this story is a sexy Mother Theresa who has no personality besides catering to the seme's underdeveloped needs. Seme is peer pressured to rape uke. Uke lets seme rape him. It sounds stupid cuz this is absolutely not true irl but this is how it's told in the story. He lets himself be gangbanged raped, including with a tool wtf (at least they used a condom thank God for small favors). All of it to lessen the emotional burden on the seme. And 3 years later, it's the same who's suffering, having turned to cutting himself out of guilt (even though he's still hanging the uke ughh). Uke, the actual victim, seems to feel no suffering himself and instead comforts the seme.
Iyagaru Anta no Kao ga Mitai