Yonin no Nibiiro
really investing read. all the bases were covered really well, both the yakuza aspect and the bl aspect were developed without ignoring one for the other like how the mom did to makoto and ai oops. finished the book just for ai, well he's messed up but then again every single one of these mfs were. and ai's beautiful as all hell so he gets a free pass. this would've been realistic (especially all those emotions, looking at the world from the well you're in, the way loneliness and never feeling love in a house w people twists you etc etc. pure amazing portrayals) if it weren't for how stupid some of these mcs were. good god sometimes their decisions pissed me off so much lmao. but the plot was really good, everyone had their own really twisted redemption and karma served with extra sauce.... the only thing that was constant in this absolute mad tornado of a plot was ai's pretty face. i swear i'll never get enough of bottoms like him ahhhhhh...
Deichuu no Hasu