pinetr3e's manga / #drama(18)

WOW! A ROLLERCOASTER OF A GAME! KKKKKKKKKK No, seriously tho. This has put me through such stress, i dont even know where to start! The story itself is amazing. I wish i could read the books (because the manhua was adapted from it) instead because i think they would be a lot better, with a lot of details and a more developed plot. The plot was explained in the manhua but sometimes the story got so confusing to me but i think i got the general picture. What i like the most about this story is that it really makes you reflect on some topics, most of all on the porn industry. The porn industry is too stigmatized but honestly if we take a look at it, is it really that bad to make porn? (i’m talking about the idea of making porn itself not the industry because the business is totally corrupted). I mean, people do consume this material. I’m not sure if the manhua REALLY desigmatizes it, but it brings a discussion either way. The characters have a lot of depth and growth. It’s so interesting to see McQueen talking about how he was deluding himself, thinking that he was creating art with porn (again not that it’s bad doing porn??) (OH AND i really wanted to know more about Mcqueen’ past, like how did he really end up doing porn?). And Chang with his neglected feelings from the very beginning thinking that it would make him less strong if he admitted it. And also Ed’s whole journey, not feeling anything and then regretting and then accepting that he did porn (but honestly, i thought that he blamed it a lot at McQueen and less on himself even tho mcqueen never forced him to do it…). But i do understand, when you’re angry, i mean... shit his life was ruined, people will just use everything they can to feel better with themselves. Sometimes i think the pacing of the story was good and others that it was just weird. I feel like maybe the story needed to be better distributed between the chapters?? I mean, i even thought that they weren’t going to explain anything when it was like 10 chapters left. I do like the story, but the couple itself… i don’t feel the love for them that i do with others and that is a shame but i dont know why it happens.

Some person on the comment section said that it's bad to see the low ratings of this manga just because people don't understand it. BITCH YOU'RE ABSOLUTELY RIGHT.... I DON'T UNDERSTAND, EXPLAIN IT TO ME. I do get the whole "i'm gonna live my life and do what i want since i'm dying and if i feel something for someone i'm going to do something about it" BUT WHY IS NO ONE TALKING ABOUT NAKANO GETTING RAPED? ABUSED? LIKE WHAT... and the way they have this twisted relationship and fuck only to remember Yuka? mann that's fucking weird, WHAT THE FUCK Also, it could be the translation but the dialogues of this manga make zero fucking sense idk

MANO NA MORAL, MANO NEM TENTA COLOCAR FALHA NESSE MANGA PORQUE NAO TEM NESSA PORRRAAAAAAA. INCRIVEL DEMAIS QUE ODIO. HISTORIA BOA PRA PORRA, COM DESENVOLVIMENTO INCRIVEL, PERSONAGENS HUMANOS, QUE SOFREM PRESSOES REAIS. PORRA INCRIVEL. TO ATE ESCREVENDO EM PORTUGUES PRA DEMONSTRAR TODO MEU AMOR CARALHO SEM PALAVRASSSS. QUE NEM DISSE UM COMENTARIO: "IT HURTS LIKE UNLUBED ANAL" BUT YOU KNOW WHAT? IT'S FUCKING WORTH IT. E A ARTE É INCRIVEL VAI SEFUDER FIVE FUCKING STARS

This is mature as in you need to be mature to read it, it's got that real feeling to it, but i got quite confused with how the story was being conducted. Midway, I started to get angry at Kei because it felt like he was toying with Nao's feelings, though i know the truth is that he didn't realize them. But, the dialogues and the thoughts got me confused and i get the feeling that it was the way the author chose to wrote it. I liked the explanation of one comment that said "It's not leading you by the hand telling you exactly what to look at and what everything is. You don't understand everything because THE CHARACTERS don't understand everything. It's open to interpretation. It's the natural progression of a relationship and the anxiety felt throughout fucking hurts man." But i still have complaints... like after Nao's confession it would be natural if they had talked about it, but they just carried on. Also, what's with the plot of the drugs, the old man selling the drugs, that suspicious as fuck guy and his grandpa dying. Like i guess she wanted a real feeling to it but for me it just looked like some loose ends, disconnected. Tho i agree, that's kinda what life is I would still give 3.5.

THIS RIGHT HERE IS A MOTHERFUCKING MASTERPIECE! OH MY GODDDD WHY IS THIS SO UNDERRATEDD WHYYYYYYY I LOVE EVERYTHING ABOUT IT THE PLOT THE CHEMISTRY BETWEEN THE CHARACTERS THE FACT THAT EVERY ONE IN THE TEAM IS GAY MANNNNN IT'S AMAZINGGG THIS POWER COUPLE RIGHT THEREEEEE SLOANE AND DEX MANNN CHEFSS KISS THE DEVELOPMENT *MWUAH* BEAUTIFUL AND I FOUND OUT THAT THIS MANGA IS A ACTUALLY A SERIES OF 10 OR SO BOOKS (incredible, not gonna read it tho lol) BUT HOW WAS NO ONE GONNA TELL ME THAT ASH AND CAEL ARE ACTUALLY A THING? I CAN DIE IN PEACE. FAV.

BRUH, I NEED A MOMENT. The whole manhwa is so TENSE and captivating, i was hoping to breathe when i got to the side stories. WHY THE HELL ARE THEY MORE ANGSTY THAN THE STORY BRUH? i swear to god. Eu to so aquele audio "QUE EXPERIENCIA AO MESMO TEMPO AVASSALADORA, VIAJANTE E FASCINANTE". I think the story is really well developed, there were some questions here and there but i think it all wraps up really well and it is a very interesting plot. I just wanted peace in those side stories and something healthy for them. The author said it themself that their relationship is imperfect and unstable (Yeonjing is paranoid about losing Choi now and Choi will die as soon as Yeonjing does, so...) i dont know how to feel. I just want them to be happy and healthy but maybe after everything they have been through, they are broken inside still. But they fit each other well and hopefully will heal together (tho what both of them needed was therapy) 4.5 stars

I finally read this! Congratulations to mee!! This is really nice. I think the message behind it is very beautiful, tho i think the background plot could be better: Harehito's past and his "grandpa", how Oujiro's mother left, how he was abandoned by his father to be collected and then the reunion with his father when he was going to throw anoter kid because he was sleeping (?).... all this could be better explained or made in a different way. If you only look at the couple and their feelings, it's beautiful, i love it, and tho i wasn't expecting Harehito to be uke, it didn't feel that odd either. It was a good read!

The art is good. I got a bit confused towards the ending, but i think i understood. The uke was abused by his first and second lover. He didn't like the violence, but got numb and put up with it. Somehow, he ended up in the s&m club where he met his second lover. The seme was scared of being stupid for trying to play the hero because he thought (after the talk he had with Haru's ex) that Haru enjoyed those things, BUT HE DIDN'T. Well, they talked and worked it out. I think its okay. Haru's safe now and his seme is caring.