sweety1997's manga / #Rape(3)

I am at the second part now. I mean the art looks nice and the dialogues are not trashy or something. But so far now i do not understand why the victim is not more repulsed and reactive to being raped. now he is being raped again. dude...i am so confused by yaoi mangaka. why do they always have to start of bl stories with rape or some form of force? Yeah, sure you can do tragic stuff. This is a criminal story. But then work it out so that it seems more realistic and not some form of "he raped me, then i became gay and now i love him and this is totally not stockholm or any form of fluff puff weird crazy crap.". I love mangas and bl, but these rape-love stories get out of control dude....i am reading on to see about all the fuss. may be they will work all out more nicely. but...man....

I love this, but at the same time I am a bit taken aback. They have two biological children and have been through so much together and the uke still acts as if he is some 15 year old who just started dating his first love 3 months ago and its his first teenage relationship. I wish there was more ease and comfort between them. It really makes me uncomfortable at times how he is still not warmed up properly to the seme and it takes him ages to get the uke to relax and let go enough to behave like a normal couple of adult lovers.