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Yagi to Ookami no Hatsujou Jijou

Complete | Tokishiba | 2000 released

excellent jerjer scenes. Good plot for short story!

Sadistic Beauty BL Sidestory

Complete | Lee Geumsan | 2000 released

LMMFFAOAOAOAOAOASKDJEDBSIRBWKW WHAT THE FUCK!!!! BITCH!!!! I HATE THAT I LOVED THIS THIS MANHUA IS INSANE…. LOVED IT

Lima Syndrome

Complete | 밥솥,Babsot | 2000 released

Friends in HS. Guy tricks bottom into thinking he is an omega but he rly an alpha this whole time. Meh. ignore this bc the Juicy part is that he is INSANELY possessive and OBSESSED with his friend that he purposely made ppl bully him and isolated him. To the point where as adults the poor fake omega guy cant rely on anyone except alpha friend. Its only 7 ch so the plot moves fast :( wouldve been amazing if it was longer. In the end, a girl from HS contacts uke again (she tried earlier but he ignored her bc he fully thinks she is just as bad as the bullies for not helping him in HS), bc she needs to tell him the truth. The truth that uke’s bullying and suffering in HS was all caused by his friend (the seme). Uke is taken aback, shocked, and upset/unsure of how to process everything. Its hard to come to terms that your entire life was a life and was orchestrated by someone you thought was your best friend. When he finally returns home, his friend admits that he has been thinking of a lie to tell him. But nothing sounds convincing, so he admits it all. Uke gets upset and starts punching seme. “Was it also your plan to make me fall for you??” uke admits his feelings towards seme, but it feels bittersweet bc of how he was lied to his entire life by the friend seme. In response, seme pushes down uke and is elated that uke is finally returning his feelings. Errr….>>; albeit uke probably wont like him anymore bc of all this but i mean, feelings are hard to just get rid of. Uke feels this way. He wishes he could forget everything about the seme, so that he could hate him properly. Anyways, Seme then kidnaps him and keeps him hostage in a secret location. Unsure about his train of thought tbh, but he is psycho so /shrug. Anyways in the end the seme bites the uke’s calves so that he is unable to run , or even WALK??ever again. I believe some sort of procedure was done on both calves so that uke could never run again. END. again, would have been crazy good the story was longer and more slow burn. End at side story 1 where we get some kind of christmas AU??? FALSE ALARM, NOT AN AU… Uke was just reminiscing back to happier memories like during christmas when everything was still happy and when he was still being deluded/lied to. He hates when he remembers the happier times bc it brings him back to his current reality of being a prisoner. We come back to the present and Uke is being choked and bitten while seme is fucking him :’( slurp *@* Uke begs to be killed but seme is like lol wdym im fucking u to death rn babe …omg(ToT). seme asks why uke is mad. He gueses its bc uke treasures their past before the truth was revealed. Seme says that makes him very happy lmao End of Side Story 3

PLACEBO: Let's Play

Ongoing | Cuke Soap | 2023 released

THIS IS CRAZY WTF!!!! LONGER VERSION OF THE PLACEBO MANHWA!!! Uke hates his new little stepbro bc he’s always trying to steal the limelight and get all the attention for himself only. He does everything in his power to annoy and ruin what little good thing the uke has in his life. Its clear that the seme has been doing this since they first met. Why? Not sure. Seems like he equally hates the uke but may also be obsessed with him?? Seme stepbro ends up going to the same uni and the same business program as the uke, which PISSES HIM OFF. Uke tells him to GTFO his life!!! He HATES him!!! The rage is REAL. But then the seme says these words: “Lets play” and the uke undergoes a hypnosis spell. It turns out, one day the seme was rummaging thru his dad’s books and found a hypnosis book. He decided to try such techniques on the uke, and to his surprise it worked. He then used the uke to basically be his slave and do menual tasks and chores for him. But, one day, he became curious. How far can he go with this? And slowly starts incorporating sexual acts in the hypnosis. He makes the uke suck him off whenever he wants. WHY he does this??? Since he clearly hates the uke??? Maybe to dominate him since he hates him idk The hypnosis always ends when seme says “Playtimes over” and the uke will not remember anything that happened during the session. Seme keeps doing this now, where it seems like he now feels he owns the thing he hates. Cuz then we find out that uke has a little crush on a sunbae. The seme DOES NOT LIKE THIS. It pisses him off. A LOT. Tho he doesnt kno why lol. So he ~kicks it up a notch~ one night take takes the uke’s virginity during hypnosis. Somehow the uke isnt aware or feels his sore butt/hip or the cum in his ass when he wakes up??? Hello?? So during hypnosis the uke is very agreeable and obedient, but irl he detests and loathes the stepbro. The stepbro thinks its very funny, and knows that if the uke every found out he gave sloppy and his ass to the person he hates the most, then he’ll absolutely kill himself. Seme finds this very amusing lmaoooo tfffff. Stepbro starts getting closer to the sunbae that the uke has a crush on, and the uke is NOT happy about this. He approaches stepbro about this and they start arguing and he HITS HIM. Omg. Seme ends up with a bloody nose ans laughs. Pushes uke and says “Lets Play” :( How can uke possibly escape the hypnosis??? T-T it seems impossible Left of ch 16 After the jerjer during the hypnosis, seme laments that its a shame uke couldnt be like this all the time. Later on he goes to the store w uke’s crush to buy a camera. The crush remembers to buy hand creme and asks seme to give it to uke. Seme Lol’d. He says ok. But in actuality he swaps the cream for a cute black kitty keychain instead and throws away the hand cream. He tells uke that crush wanted to gift that to him. Uke opens the gift and reminisces about his previous highschool crush. This crush was his friend and they got along really well. He even gave uke a sticker of the same black cat bc he said uke looks like it. At this moment, seme saw them getting along well and didnt seem to like it. Fast forward we then see uke yelling and pushing seme and cursing him out. Not sure why, but knowing what we know, seme probably said or did some shit to piss off uke. This causes the whole school to dislike the uke bc they’re seeing it differently; they’re seeing the older brother yell at and abuse the younger bro, whose so much more nicer and popular. This causes the school to bully uke, and his friend stays away from him moving on. Me thinks this was all semes plot to get uke alone and bullied. This is what the uke reminisces about when he seems the cat keychain. He thinks perhaps its just a coincidence . LEFT OFF CH 18 LEFT OFF CH 19: NOOOO uke got hard during class bc he had a dream last night with his bro seme fucking him in class! Now he’s stuck in class! Seme noticed maybe and asked whats wrong. Uke is pissed off and tells him its none of his business. But then seme is like “How can I leave if something is my fault? Lets Play :^)” and the uke’s friend walks right in!!! NOOOOOOO!!!! LEFT OFF CH 27 Seme takes uke home before friend thinks something is off with his behavior. They do jerjer~ Afterwards, uke is still bothered by the fact that his wet dreams are about seme. Later on, at the club retreat seme gets too drunk. Friends tell uke to take him to his room. Uke does so, but as soon as he walks off, seme grabs him in a drunken state and starts touching him. Uke, clearly not hypnotized, is flabbergasted and in shocked and grossed out. He keeps trying to push seme off and punching him to no avail bc seme is too strong. Uke gives in and comes. Afterwards he escapes, and seme falls asleep. Uke is distraught over how he just gave in and why he let that happen AND why it felt so natural????? After coming out from the bathroom, friend that he is crushing on shows up & asks him if he washed his hands well. Uke says yes. Friend is glad and then says uke should use the gift he gave him then (the hand cream that seme threw out). Confused, uke still thinking that his gift was the cat keychain. But not wanting to appear rude, he plays along. Next day, uke calls out to seme and grabs him in front of a friend(girl) and says they’re gonna walk home together. Pleasantly surprised and enjoying this, seme goes along with this and says bye to friend. At an alleyway, uke pushes seme, and demands to know what happened with the real gift his crush asked seme to give him. Seme tries to play dumb at first but then notices a group of ppl pass by and the uke’s crush is one of them. Seme then says “Oh I threw it away” when uke demands why, seme says “Cuz i thought it’d be funny… seeing you all happy over a random toy i bought in passing instead of the present ur crush got you” which uke then punches him hard asf bc wtf! But this goes according to seme’s plan bc the group saw that and the girl screamed and the crush ran to seme’s rescue. Distraught that his crush saw, uke desperately tries to save face. Not wanting to hear it, his crush and everyone else tells him to cool off. Realizing hes gonna lose his crush AND friend, to the seme’s lies and manipulation again, uke starts having a mental breakdown. Uke spends the next few hrs at home crying. Seme comes home and notices uke’s puffed eyes and sees he was crying. Uke finally asks “I know….I’ve been shitty to you….but why do you keep doing this to me?” Seme relents. This is what he’s always wanted. To see uke cry in front of him. But why does he feel so shitty? “You really wanna know?” seme asks. Then we see into his past. Ever since they met, seme has always thought that uke was glowing and beautiful. He wanted to get closer to him and be friends or what have u. But uke immediately felt threatened and mad at him bc seme was so perfect and their parents always praised him for everything. It wasnt fair. Uke naturally perceived seme as trying to take his life away from him. This seems like how when a kid gets jealous of when a friend or sibling gets more attention from their loved ones than him :) And thats why uke lashed out at seme. But this was never the case. Seme only wanted to impress and be closer to uke bc he admired him and thought he glowed beautifully. But every time he tried to explain himself, uke would yell at him, push him away, or accuse him some more. Eventually seme just stopped trying. And at some point tried to not be involved with uke’s life. But it was hard. As he realized that the friends uke kept, werent good people and either bullied him or had ulterior motives. Even when he tried beating up one of uke’s friend who was bad mouthing him behind his back, the friend said “Why bother? Dude he hates your guts, why are u defending him lmao? Even when i asked why, he just does. You’re seriously hated by him” End flashback. Present time, seme answers uke and says “Because I hate that you hate me” omg :( he’s being so honest and raw rn. Unfortunately uke doesnt understand and is like tf r u talking about what does that even mean?? Then uke gets a phone call and its the friend-crush asking to speak to him in person. Uke excitedly agrees, bc hes love struck and the call tells him that maybe his crush hasnt been totally manipulated by seme & he still has a chance to salvage the friendship. Seme semi-begs him not to go, and if they can pls talk. Uke, RUDELY, tells him no need bc its not important wtf! Uke PLS! Uke then goes to his crush’s house and explains everything as to why he doesnt get along with his brother (minus the highschool incident bc its too embarrassing). Crush completely understands and still considers the uke his friend, and if he needs to talk to anyone then to pls dont hesitate to see him. Uke is feel so relieved and happy that seme’s manipulation tactics didnt work. After uke leaves, crush calls seme and asks why he didnt give uke the hand cream present like he asked him to? Seme says “I dont wanna say” The crush chuckles and says OK thats fine, you two fight like kids lol. Make up with uke when he comes home ok, we still have a group assisment! thanks bye! To which seme says in a pissed off way “Wow. What a saint” perhaps hes annoyed that crush didnt fall for his scheme lol When uke comes home seme wants to continue where they left off earlier and continue talking honestly to each other aw. But fkin uke says nah and gets him semes face and says “Your manipulation didnt work on Crush, hes smarter than the other idiots you managed to trick” and this pisses off seme. So he says “Its been awhile… lets play” OOP

Katamuku Karada

Complete | OKUDA Waku | 2000 released

One Shot. Immediate rape. Seme Yakuza bad guy has been in the group for awhile. He saw uke a few times and fell in love. He loved his dignified back. Inquiring why uke is never seen in the group, the leader (uke’s father) tells him that his son is raised normally in a normal life and thus doesnt belong in the yakuza world. Thus Seme comes to terms that the only way for him to have the beautiful refined uke is to forcefully take him. He receives this opportunity when the Leader (uke’s father) has cancer and requests that Seme take over the group since he is dependable. Seme agree on only one condition: The Uke. If he can have the uke. Father begrudgingly obliges imo. Seme then takes uke and forces himself on him for months (aka rape). And each time he asks uke if he loves him. Uke always says no bc he hates all this. Uke hates being embraced, he hates the feeling of the rape, he doesnt like pain, he hates it all. So he always says NO. Then one day the leader dies bc of his cancer. Uke doesnt know how to feel about this, since his father was never in his life on purpose since he was meant to be raised normally. He feels empty? As he describes this, the seme gentle hugs him from behind. Slightly taken aback by the fact that even a yakuza could embrace so gently, the uke then throws himself on seme and says they can have sex. Seme, enthusiastic but not wanting to take advantage of a grieving person, hesitantly says ok. He says he’ll do it gently, to which the uke perks up and seems to really want that. Sex is good. Uke says it feels good. Seme now understands that force isnt the way to go with the uke. The best way to approach him and have him fall in love with seme is to be gentle and treat him gently. Uke realizes that he rejected the seme this whole time (bc rape duh), but accepts him now bc he cant stand on his own rn d/t fathers death. Afterwards, uke thanks Seme for being there for him. Seme then happily sees that uke seemed refined and strong, but in actuality he is fragile and just wants someone to treat him gently and take care if him. And that makes the Seme love Uke much more. Pretty ok jerjers but would have been GREAT if there was more build up and not a one shot!

Boku wa Ninkimono

Complete | Inutoki, Shouhe | 2000 released

Super good but unfortunately its a one shot!

Haikei Pass / Jougi

Complete | | 2000 released

DAMN THIS WAS GOOD!!! Sadistic ABUSIVE homophobic seme who is a POS towards the poor uke bc the uke confessed to him. Seme then treats him like SHIT and rapes him! Uke hates it but seme blackmails him to stay with him. DARK AND FUCKED UP! Such a great plot its a shame its only 2 ch!!!!

Two in Six Billion

Complete | Denzou | 2022 released

WHAT AN AMAZING READ!!!! FANTASTIC!! Psychological semi horror thriller yaoi (but jerjer is like 1 panel and not great BUT ANYWAYS), obsessive/yandere seme and cowardly suicidal bullied uke!! Summary: Katou (uke) wanted to start his new school year with a fresh start and positive atmosphere. But unfortunately he got stuck sitting next to Oda (seme). Oda is the cream of the crop top popular students but he is also a bully. Not wanting to do his hw, he turns behind him and demands Katou to do it for him. Oda has always been super bored of his easy life. Grades and athleticism came easy for him. As a silver spoon, he had it all. So doing this hw is such a bore to him. Of course getting the random kid behind him to do it is preferred. Poor Katou, cowardly, quiet, mousey, and not able to speak up, hesitantly obliges in defeat. Afraid of saying no to Oda. The rest of Oda’s lackeys saw this, and immediately went ham on bullying Katou and making him do THEIR hw as well. Poor Katou is spineless and couldnt refuse. The light bullying at first then evolved into full-fledged assault and humiliation. Oda was never around for these instances, his lackeys did all the bullying. Whether Oda was aware or not, we dont know. But he likely didnt care what his friends were up to. So he probably wasnt aware they were severely bullying this kid. That doesnt matter tho, bc he had to have had some idea something was going on? He probably didnt care enough to pay attention. He could have stopped it all. Thus, Katou grew to hate and detest Oda. The pain and suffering he is going thru is all because of those lackeys, and by extension, ODA. Katou couldnt take it anymore. He stopped going to school, and stopped leaving his room. He grew extremely depressed, and anxious. A few years go by like this. He basically rots in his room, depressed in bed. One day, Katou cant take it anymore, and decides to commit suicide. He cuts his wrist and tries to drain his blood, slowly succumbing to the blood loss and closing his eyes. He experiences the last moments of his life, and to his disdain he sees the face of the one who ruined his life one last time: Oda. When he wakes up, he realizes something is off..his entire bathtub is filled with his blood. Somehow, he is still alive? And not dead?? He looks at his wrist and miraculously the cut he did is gone. He is beyond confused, scared, and panicking. His mother asks if he’s ok in the bathroom, and he quickly says yes, but he realizes something strange. He is now hearing an echo in his head. Its his mother’s thoughts. Quickly, Katou tries to clean up the mess and head to his room. Upon further inspection, and constantly trying to cut himself, he learned two things: 1. His body is now indestructible. Now matter how he hurts himself, his body immediately heals. He cannot die. 2. He can hear other people’s thoughts. This drives Katou insane. He cannot handle this, this life now. Always hearing the thoughts of others and cannot even kill himself now. Katou tries to go out for a walk, hoping this will help. But his life is even more beyond miserable now. He enters a store and coincidentally, Oda is there. Katou is shocked, he cant move. The person responsible for his ruined life is now in front of him, enjoying his life. Its not fair. As Oda walks out of the store, Katou hears his thoughts: “Who is that weirdo?” Katou cant take it anymore. He is filled with hatred for Oda. Why does Oda get to be happy? He should die, just die. Katou is filled with these angry thoughts. Somehow, or by the power of Katou’s new supernatural abilities, he causes the truck outside the store to start moving towards Oda. The truck runs Oda over and kills him? Katou snaps out of his hatred thoughts and realizes what he’s done. He runs over to Oda’s body, freaking out. He calls out to Oda, over and over, please dont die please. Katou is frantic and wishes and pleads for Oda not to die. Then in a panic he runs away. Katou is afraid, anxious, scared, and panicking. He isolates himself once again in his room, unable to come to grip the reality of what he’s done. He feels ashamed, he feels he is a murderer now. With trembling hands, he googles the accident for information. To his shock, Oda did not die. Katou cant believe this. It doesnt make sense. With all that blood loss, Oda should have died. Curious about Oda’s condition, Katou visits him in the hospital. Unbeknownst to Katou, his supernatural ability caused Oda to live, despite his wounds that should have killed him. When he pleaded and called for Oda, this gave him his life back, and in turn killed the driver instead. Also unbeknownst to Katou, Oda now has the same supernatural ability as Katou: hearing everyone’s thoughts. Although, he also has another ability, superhuman strength. When Oda woke up in the hospital bed, he was confused on what happened. When the nurse and doctor came in to explain what happened, he was able to hear their thoughts. He was confused on what that echo in his head was, and asked the doctor and nurse wtf it was and whats going on. Oda also makes it clear these echos are really, really fucking annoying and he wants them to stop. Alarmed at the “auditory hallucinations”, they recommended to keep Oda for longer in the hospital. Oda’s friends from school come to visit, and it only gets worse. Oda can hear all their thoughts, and their truths. That even tho they say stuff like “Miss u! Hope u can get discharged asap” in their heads they are truly thinking the opposite, and hate his guts. Oda now sees these people for who they are, awful 2 faced monsters. He cant stand it. He cant stand being surrounded by monsters like them. And the constant noise of always hearing everyone’s thoughts is too much. He starts to have a mental breakdown due to all this. After he hears the real thoughts of one of his “friends”, he punches him. But bc of his superhuman strength, he fucks up the dudes face bad and causes a fracture. People then stop visiting Oda. Just as well, tho, since he just wants silence and doesnt want these monsters near him. When Katou visits Oda, Oda is wincing, waiting to hear more unwanted thoughts from someone. But then, he hears nothing. Oda, to his shock, cant hear this person’s thoughts. In a frenzy, he immediately gets up and grabs Katou, frantically states “Finally, someone normal!!” this shocks and scares Katou!! What on earth happened to Oda?? He looks weak, frightened, and insane! Completely different from the arrogant cream of the crop bully he once knew! But Katou quickly realizes, he cant hear Oda’s thoughts at all!!! Ecstatic to finally have some peace and a normal person near him, Oda asks Katou a lot of questions like his name etc. And asks Katou to please visit him again tomorrow. Katou, feeling so uncomfortable and not wanting to do this, spinelessly obliges. Katou is confused. why cant he hear Oda’s thoughts? For now, he feels lassoed into pretending to be friends with Oda now, despite hating him so much. The change in Oda’s demeanor was also very shocking for Katou. After being discharged, Oda frequently asks Katou to hangout and stuff. Katou begrudgingly obliges each time. Feeling nauseous at having to humor a fake relationship with the person he hates. Oda desperately wants to always be with Katou, bc Katou is the only person he cant hear the thoughts of and the only source of peace and quiet in his life now. Soon, of course, hanging out with Karou constantly and always thinking about him, Oda started to harbor deeper feelings for Katou. Whether these feelings are love, or simply and obsession, we cant say, Because both are merged so deeply and indistinguishably from each other. Oda also wonders why he cant hear Katou’s thoughts. He comes to a brash conclusion that, perhaps Katou is like him and also has powers? And, if thats the case, then… they were clearly meant to be in each others lives. Katou was, in a way, sent for him…as his savior from all the noise and monsters around him, as a beacon of peace and quiet. Oda then comes to this conclusion, and states “Katou… was sent for me. He is mine..and mine only.” Wanting to confirm his hypothesis, he asks Katou out to karaoke. At karaoke, Oda asks Katou if he can hear thoughts as well? Katou, shocked by this question, begrudgingly says yes. He can hear thoughts. Oda, trembled as soon as Katou said those words. He knew it, he knew Katou was special. His savior. Oda then goes down on his knees and asks Katou to be his savior. This freaks out Katou, and Katou quickly realizes he made a mistake. He quickly says “im going home!” and runs off. Katou, freaking out and panicking in his bed. He cannot believe everything that Oda said. Him? His savior? You gotta be kidding me! He is insane! Of course, Oda follows him home!!! Oda enters Katous room, and katou freaks out more! bc wth!! Oda apologizes for abruptly asking him something so crazy. He states to Katou, he should’ve been clear and started off with his feelings first. Katou is like “Huh? feelings?” and Oda says “Yes. Katou, you’re very special to me. I love you” Katou couldnt believe what he was hearing. How could Oda love someone like him? He wanted him DEAD. He hated him! To fall in love with someone who had that much hatred for you, is foolish. Katou then explains all this to Oda, that he hates him.. he wanted him DEAD, bc of what happened in middle school. Oda listens carefully, his face shocked by what he is hearing. Then Katou admits it was him that got Oda killed. Oda asks him “Did you really make the bus move?” Katou hesitantly says “Yes, of course i mean, how couldnt it have been? i wanted you to die at that moment.. and then the truck started moving.. when you think about it, it had to have been me!” Oda is COMPLETELY ecstatic?????? He is SO happy! he says, “Dont you see?? You CHOSE me! You saved my life! Even though i was so awful to you back then, in the end you still chose to save me.” Which, makes sense. If we remember that at that moment Katou was pleading and begging for Oda to live and be ok. Why did he call out to Oda and beg for him to live if he hated him so much? Lol. Oda then explains to Katou that that day, the driver died and Oda lived, which made no sense considering Oda’s life threatening wounds and the drivers non wounds. This breaks Katou, because he sees now that he really did kill someone.. Oda is beyond happy. He hugs Katou, and kisses him. He thanks Katou for choosing him and being his savior. Oda then rapes Katou (jerjer). Katou, empty and dead inside, is unable to fully grasp everything anymore. He dissociates, because he cant bear it anymore. Oda fully drowns himself in Katou, and never wants to leave his side. One last time, Katou tries to resist, tries to be clear to Oda that he HATES him. Katou wraps his hands around Oda’s neck and tells him his hatred, and that he wished Oda had died back then. If it werent for Oda, then Katou could have a normal life like he wanted. Oda is happy, he chuckles. Nothing Katou could say atp would deter Oda and his love/obsession with him. Oda then lovingly tells Katou, “Dont forgive me then, until the day you die.” Katou then starts crying. He cant take it anymore. He doesnt want this. He doesnt want to be with Oda forever. He just..wants to be normal.. Oda then tenderly caresses Katou, and tells him, Only when we are together can we forget everything and become “normal” again. In this hellish world, the only ones who understand us are each other, and thus should be together forever. He tells Katou they should stay together forever, until the end of their days. Afterwards, Oda states he wants to get an apartment together, so that they never leave each others side. When he leaves, Katou notices the bruises and hickeys all over his body from the sex. Katou is like the hell..and says “What was he thinking leaving these marks all over me.” But then he realizes….why ARE there marks on his body? Shouldnt they have healed by now? Katou then wonders if his body and powers are changing again.. Katou gets a call from Oda(he ignores) and then a message from Oda, asking if they can be together again that day. Katou, unable to deal with this anymore, tries to run off. He says “I have to run, I have to get away from Oda” but Katou runs into a crowd and cannot stand the constant noise of everyones thoughts. He stumbles and sits on the ground, clutching his head, nauseas. Then he starts getting another call from Oda. He cant take it. He starts to panic. Then some rando almost trips on Katou and starts getting in his face. Katou, clearly not socially ept, cannot adequately answer back. The rando pushes Katou and threatens him with a fight. Katou, freaking out and panicking, braces for impact. Then, thankfully, Oda shows up and stops the man. He threatens the man and states he called the police. The man then runs off quickly. Oda then redirects his attention to Katou and asks him if he’s ok and if hes hurt. Katou asks him how he was able to find him and how he knew where he was. Oda responds “I suddenly felt uneasy and went looking for you. Then i saw you wrapped up with that guy, its a good thing i showed up before things got bad” Katou then realizes, for the first time ever, he felt a sense of calmness, relief, and security at seeing Oda’s face. But he is confused. The reason he got into that mess was because he was trying to run away from Oda. Or…did he subconsciously seek Oda out? With this, Katou then thanks Oda for saving him. Oda then says, “You dont need to thank me. Because, Katou, you’re special to me.” Oda then takes Katou to his place so Katou could feel safe and take a breather from what just happened. Katou appreciates it. At Oda’s place, Katou is now reliving what just happened back there. That was so scary and terrifying for Katou. Its traumatic. He starts shaking in a panic, rethinking how bad it could’ve gotten had Oda not found him. Oda then gently and lovingly holds Katou and tells him, “Its alright. Its just you and me here. Nothing scary is going to happen. You can come here whenever things get tough. No one can hurt you in this room, dont worry.” Katou starts tearing up. He wonders why… why being inside Oda’s arms…feels so warm? Katou then starts crying bawling and Oda gently comforts and caresses him. After Katou falls asleep crying, Oda takes it upon him to snuff out anyone that hurts Katou. He prepares a mallet and hides his identity, and goes out to kill the man that hurt Katou that day. As time goes on, they both become dependent on each other, as if they were seeking a high. Oda shows Katou the world of intense pleasure in sex, and Katou becomes dependent on Oda’s warmth and safety. They both become engulfed in each other Over time, Katou loses his powers, and can no longer hear other people’s thoughts. Of course, he doesnt rly seek to hurt himself anymore. As the years go by, his dependency on Oda turns into a strange twisted form of love, like Stockholm syndrome. Katou realizes he cant ever leave Oda, he needs him in his life. He is crazy about him now, which is funny considering he hated him so much in the past. Katou is still anxious and jumpy, and has no social skills, but no longer as depressed now and not suicidal. He comes home every day to Oda like a little puppy, and just becomes engulfed in Oda’s pampering and babying of Katou, with all the love Oda wants to give him. Katou comes to realize, his new fears now are if Oda will leave him one day. Because atp he cant live without him now. Since Katou now also loves Oda. He admits to himself, if Oda ever left him, he’d beg and cry for him not to. Oda is now beyond happy. He gets to now live with the one important and special person in his life. At some point, after Katou lost his ability to hear other’s thoughts and became normal, Oda was then able to hear Katou’s thoughts! Oda, of course, lovingly welcomed this change. Of course he doesnt tell Katou about it, that he already been knew that Katou’s powers have been gone for years and he has now been able to hear his thoughts. Oda loves this. We also see that Oda takes it upon himself to murder every single person that ever hurts Katou, including the bullies who made his life miserable in middle school. Oda thinks its so silly for Katou to have these anxieties about their relationship atp. Because even if Katou no longer had powers, Oda would absolutely never leave him. Oda is beyond obsessed and in love with Katou now. Nothing can ever tear them apart. And u know what? Katou is fine with that now. END

Boku o Warui Ko ni Shite

Complete | HAIDA Nanako | 2017 released

its OK. Feels very surface level. Bullied by father uke x spoiled brat seme was WAS bullied by parents but then was adopted to a wealthy family. Seme rapes uke twice but then uke falls for seme. Seme doesnt rly believe him. After awhile seme looks closely at uke and starts to fall for him as well. Plot is very basic and moves pretty fast without any deep convos tbh. Its just OK. dropped at ch 10 lol

Munetaka sama no Dame Meido

Complete | Chifuyu | 2017 released

It was OK but uke was way too cutesy and childish its just unrealistic (bc he is a child……) and seme is like bland. Jerjer scenes are decent but its a basic smut plot. Seme doesnt even really bully bully, he just playfully bullies uke with lude acts