Stockholm syndrome
OHHH MY GODDDDD????!:?:!:!:!/!???!!! POSSESSIVE AF SENE HE IS LOTERALLY INSANE LITERALLLY A PSYCHOPATH I LOVE HIM SM!!!! Ch 35 when they about to do the jerjer in the tub after 10 yrs of seme being in prison for attempted murder (of the guy uke got caught having sex with [seme secretly recorded them bc he is OBSESSED with uke!!!]) and same-sex rape! (uke didnt testify against this or w/e). Seme is now rich and is chief of a company??? ex-con to chief…hmm possibly he is a gangster now! At this point……UKE IS STUCK WITH HIM….He can never EVER escape seme!!! He got Stockholm syndrome BAAADDF!! LEFT OFF CH 39 : They been living domestically (he has no CHOICE tho lmfao!!!) There are cameras everywhere to monitor him and the doors are always locked and there are always guards. poor dude can only live in the room. Eventually He has earned enough trust to be allowed to go out and shop at a supermarket to cook dinner. But then he gets a text from someone (a friend??? idk, i didnt recognize the name so may have to reread the story). and he immediately freaks out bc seunghun heard it and before anyone can react jeubin cuts himself with the knife (by accident?) when he was cutting onions. Seuhngun tells me he is not allowed to use knives anymore and he is only allowed to use scissors (ok then how is he supposed to cook dinner if he cant use knives????stupid head???). He sits him down and leaves to bring a bandaid. Jeubin quickly gets up and hides his phone in his bag and sits back down. Seunghun comes back and places bandaid on the cut & says he doesnt want spicy beef soup for dinner anymore. Theres silence. Then jeubin asks him whats wrong. Immediately the air is TENSE and SCARY!!! Seunghun says “Your phone. It was here on the table a minute ago. Where is it” OOP ….. Jeubin then states “I put my phone in the charger” and suggests they order pizza. Seunghun believes it for like 2.5 seconds before Jeubin tells on himself by sighing loudly in relief lmao dumb. Seunghun then tells him to start talking. Jeubin admits that he received a call from a friend(?), Kim Seungjoo, who he met up with back in the day. But last time they hung out Jeubin told him to stop contacting him bc it just kept bringing back bad memories of that time in the past. But for some reason, he contacte Jeubin anyway. Seunghun asks Jeubin what was the reason & Jeubin says he doesnt kno since he didnt answer anyway. Seunghun asks him why not and Jeubin says there was no reason to. Seunghun then looks at him all scary and says “So you and Kim Seungjoo are still in contact with each other?” This is chilling lol Jeubin tells him NOT to misunderstand bc its not like that. But then the PSYCHO just takes Jeubin’s phone. CALLS SEUNGJOO, And tells him that he and Jeubin have sex everyday and not to contact Jeubin anymore if he doesnt wanna get hurt??? asdfghjsjes???! But then when Jeubin frantically takes the phone back, and tells Seungjoo “I’ll call you back later!” it turns out SEUNGHUN DIDNT ACTUALLY CALL SEUNGJOO AT ALL!! IT WAS JUST A FIB!! OMG! Then he tells Jeubin that if Seungjoo calls him again then to say those exact words They argue a little over that and then do the jerjer. During which Jeubin i guess admits to himself that he really does like Seunghun, even tho hes crazy af. Then they have a little talk and Seunghun admits he’s crazy for Jeubin, if that weren’t obvious already. While at a cafe, Jeubin wonders to himself if he actually loves Seunghun back. Which, realistically, he really SHOULDNT? Bc he is being held captive against his will?? Lmao???? But he thinks back to what Seungho said, about Jeubin being his first for everything. As such, Jeubin feels a sense if responsibility to be with him. Its not clicking that he really has no other choiceeee lol Minwoo shows up and asks to talk. (apparently he was apparently pushed off a bridge in college but he survived it somehow idk i forgot what the scene was in that chapter but everyone thought it was seunghun who did it). He survived and discuses Seunghun with Jeubin, how they both worked together to make sure he got the maximum sentence in jail. Well, to make sure Minwoo stays away, Jeubin starts telling him all about how the sex he and Seunghun have is the best sex ever & that he is crazy for him. Minwoo doesnt believe him but Jeubin tells him to do ahead and use his cell to call Seunghun if he doesnt believe him. We find out Jeubin says all this stuff to rile him up bc the last time a guy was involved he got killed. So Jeubin doesnt want that to happen again. He then leaves the car they were talking in and calls Seunghun to have sex. While Jeubin is at home some guy??? Comes in. I guess he knows Seunghun and asks Jeubin if they’re living together. Jeubin says “isn’t it obv?” idk if hes a prosecutor or was involved in the case. But then he says “So the victim has decided ti shack up with his attacker” lol. But we then realize that this rude guy was actually Seunghun’s bully he mentioned in ch 15, and i think Seunghun tried to kill him as revenge afterwards in school. But anyways then in college i think this guy reported an attemoted murder and thus resulted in Seunghun getting max sentence. OH MY FUCKING GOD. No. Pls. It cant be. We find out. That this rude guy, ALSO gets fucked by Seunghun T_T apparently Seunghun likes to screw around and mess with the pretty ones (why? Probably from the trauma/experience of wanting Jeungin so badly in college or maybe the bully was the catalyst for him causing him to want to be cruel and mean to all pretty boys afterwards). Jeubin’s face… T_T ugh just leaVe that awful place. Anyway, Seunghun calls and this guy picks up the phone. He starts asking why Seunghun hasnt been to see him recently, is it bc he has a new plaything? Does his ass taste better than his? All this shit he asks on the phone in front of Jeubin. Jeubin is beyond furious, hurt, and maybe even confused. Thinking is rapist/kidnapper loved him fr. But then, why should he think such a thing, if hes a victim? In a rage, Jeubin leaves. Guy tells him that Seunghun will be there soon and if he sticks around maybe they can have a threeway. Jeubin gets more mad and tells him “Whether you two fuck each other or not has nothing to do with me!” and leaves. In the taxi he reminisces when Seunghun tells him he loves him, and starts crying. He has the taxi take him to a nearbye bridge. He then calls Kim SeungJoo. Seungjoo shows up and they talk and he prepositions Jeubin to come over for sex as a way to make him feel better i guess?? But then SEUNGHUN shows up! He somehow finds Jeubin?? Seunghun is PISSED OFF. He says it took him 2 fucking hours ti find Jeubin, and he is BEYOND angry and he wants to KILL. So he grabs Jeubin to take him back home to discuss why he left, but then Kim tries to get him to let go of Jeubin but then Seunhun just kicks Kim in the face and tells his assistant to grab him. Jeubin keeps trying to fight Seunghun off and tells at him to tell him go. Seunghun tells him to shut up before he throws BOTH his assistant and Kim off the bridge omg. Seunghun then says that hes so mad that he could just kill Kim rn. Jeubin tells him not to or else, but the. Seunghun punches him to get him to shut up. Then he takes him back home. At home we see that there was..a fight that happened..furniture broken and blood everywhere o_o; Seunghun demands and asks Jeubin why he is acting thus way and why he left? As if Jeubin didnt hear what that ither douche said on the phone out loud?? Seunghun again asks Jeubin why he’s acting this way. Jeubin in a roundabout way tells him that he was chastised by Seunghun in the past for being a slut that fucks many, so why is Seunghun doing the same? He inadvertently says that Seunghun is a two timing bastard and he is upset. And why did he say all that stuff earlier about lovjng him if he has sex with other men? Seunghun realizes this and is happy?? That Jeubin is jealous & that jeubin is upset bc he thought Seunghun was having an affair? He says “Lets clear up the misunderstanding. I have only ever done it with you.” and that he put the other guy in the hospital for joking around on the phone (hence why theres blood everywhere). So turns out that was hust a big little funny that the other guy tried to do but it backfired on him bc Seunghun came home all angry for joking like that and almost killed him & then went to look fir his Jeubin :D Now Jeubin still doesnt believe him and he still feels hurt but Seunghun reiterates that he only knows how to pleasure Jeubin and that is that. they do the jerjer They then get matching watches instead of rings as committing to one another. Then do more jerjer. Jeubin confesses he only loves Seunghun and no one else, thus the confinement isn’t necessary. But i assume he knows jt wont ever stop. Anyways, he is still holed up but enjoys it i guess? LEFT OFF CH 53
Vivarium
INSANE AMAZING LOVE IT..,LEFT OFF CH 6 CH 8’ CH9 LEFT OFF CH 24 LEFT OFF CH 30: UKE MEETS THE DOC/DAD & SEME IS REVEALED TO MAKE DRUGS W HIS BODY BC HE WAS CREATED IN A LAB THUS HE IS THE GOLDEN GOAT?? Basic synopsis: Guy who WAS born into a well-off family; blew it all away on gambling. He is a selfish, spineless, pathetic, narcissistic, greedy fuck who used anyone and everyone to get more money for gambling and stock trading. He couldnt even hold down a job bc he also has no work ethic. Eventually, his parents cut him off from the family completely and disowned him bc he just brought shame and embarrassment to the family. Same goes for any friends he had, they cut off ties with him. Bottom of the barrel now, but his personality is still rotten. To the point where, while dressed in a fancy-ish suit, will approach some poor construction ladies taking a break and berate them for not working. He’ll make elaborate claims that he owns the construction company that employs them, and if they dont want to get in trouble for slacking then they should pay up now and give him money. Absolute scumbag. YET SOMEHOW, there is an individual out there who LOVES this guy and his rotten personality. Cue the seme, he is also extremely well off and handsome and intelligent and has everything handed to him. He is also born into a wealthy family. While we dont know much about him, we DO KNOW that he fell head-over-heels for scumbag-kun at some point. His love grew into a psychotic obsession and he ends up kidnapping the MC. He brings him into a warehouse and ties him up and jerjers him while he’s unconscious. When MC comes to, he thinks he can threaten and scare his way out of this with cheap tactics, of course. Seme is unfazed and proceeds to further show how obsessed and psycho he is for MC. MC is completely disgusted and shocked at Seme’s “love” for him. Seme rationalizes the MC’s grossed out reaction due to his parents always dragging him to church every sunday. MC Is shocked and freaked out that seme knows that about him—which begs the question, how much does he know?? (a lot, we find out. Seme tracked MC’s browser movements and clicks and all his stocks transactions). MC tries to overpower him but this doesnt work as Seme is somehow a super human and has insane strength, so when MC tried to tackle seme down it didnt really do much. This only turned on seme “I never thought you would be on top of me like this” with a creepy ecstatic erotic look. He then jerjers MC forcefully rapes him. MC HATES ITTTTTTT. We also see that seme apparently somehow installed some kind of body physiological tracker chip inside the MC’s body, for easy access and reading of MC’s body reactions. MC eventually passes out and the seme’s butler/worker/secretary comes in and lets him know that they should pack MC in the trunk to bring him into their home/hotel/place. This shows that seme has an accomplice. MC wakes up & seme washes him. Then he takes him to bed where he is tied up. Seme explains that this will be MC’s new home. MC is determined to escape somehow but seme never ever seems to leave his side. MC reluctantly gets used to the routine of being fed and washed, but he doesnt stop thinking of escaping. At some point seme thinks that MC is pent up and offers to jerk him off but MC hates it. He also reminds seme that he SAID he wouldnt do anything that he doesnt like, sex included! Seme stated of course he’ll keep his word. After seme cums on MC’s face, he goes off to shower. Then seme’s accomplice comes in and hands MC some towels and change of sheets. MC’s begs him for help but the accomplice says no since he just started working there. MC gets frustrated and angry and demands to be let go. Accomplice laughs at MC’s rotten personality, and assures him that the seme gets tired of things easily. And not to worry bc seme will get tired of him at some point but advised him to play nice for now otherwise he’ll get hit by seme. And since seme has super strength then it’ll definitely hurt him baaaad. He stated that with enough time seme will get bored of MC and give him hush money. MC immediately gets excited about this -__- and asks repeatedly asks how much money. He gets so happy like he forgot his current situation smh. Accomplice assures him that MC will get his sex-pay . Lol ouch.
Kokoro O Korosu Houhou
Fantastic amazing story. MC gets repeatedly raped by his step bro and he HATES IT. MC has a mental break and allows step bro to just go to him and rape him. Its almost like a self harm kind of thing. Bc he hates it yet is numb to the rape. He still physically feels it and moans thooo. At some point MC has enough and quits his job (this is bc he had a crush on his senpai at work but when they started going out the step bro ruined it all by fucking MC while he was on the phone with the senpai. Then the senpai is angry at MC for cheating on him [he doesnt know the full story or that mc is being threatened and blackmail with a video, and thus breaks up with MC] and causes MC to spiral), he changes his phone number and moves out of his apartment. He tries to run, get away from the pain of it all..but his brother eventually finds him. And they do jerjers a lot. MC then decides to kill step bro by giving him a sleeping pill and choking him. Yet, he couldnt do it. He simply couldnt. He then calls his step mom and tells her everything. MC then decides to OD on the sleeping pills. When he wakes up in the hospital, he finds out the stop mom died(probably bc she needed to rest plus the agony of learning your son was raping your step son the whole time), and that step bro was taken away to live with his relatives on mother side. Everyone blamed Hikaru on the step moms death bc the step mom initially went out looking for him when she saw he left the house. But we know it was being exposed to the elements and also learning the truth of her son raping her step son that killed her. So essentially it was both their faults! Anyways, This gives MC time to heal as best as he can with his father and seek therapy. He works part time. At the step mom’s 3rd year anniversary, MC decides to send step bro an invitation. We see its bc he wanted to reach out. Step bro doesnt want MCs pity, or to hear MC ask if he’s repented. MC then admits it wasnt step bros fault that step mom died, but his. bc he told her the whole truth. Imo it was both their faults. They both cry in this air of like, acceptance for what theyve done. In the manga they are described as two partners in crime who know each other the best out of everyone. The two meet up occasionally to talk casually. Senpai sees this and exclaims to MC why tf is he meeting up with Hikaru. Hikaru gently tells, basically, Hikaru hasnt changed one bit..and he was relieved at that. and he wasnt changed either. Neither have. Woah. We then see step bro and MC at step bros place and they kiss and try jerjer but MC says the trauma has caused him to become impotent. Whaaaaaat. Thats the end. They remain with each other. MC has developed severe stokholm syndrome and step bro remains obsessed with him. They remain with each other in their own suffering. Relenting to each other, bc atp the only ppl who understand their inner darkness and pain is each other. A shakespearean tragedy.
Hostage