Koi to wa Baka de Aru Koto da
Noiceee first two stories are pretty good! 1) older uke x much younger seme. they have difficulties due to age gap but its resolved~ 2) gloomy quiet uke x tsundere mean controlling obsessive seme. they are childhood friends! issues arise when uke finally defends himself and someone else talks to him for once, seme blows up and kisses him! Seme ultimately loses control and uke is touched by this??? lmao but seme cant just go crazy with uke’s ass yet since uke would like to be told i love you first. no jerjer with these two but they do do it non-penetrative style~
At the End of the Road
READ ENTIRE STORY ON BATO.TO BC OFFICIAL ENGLISH TRANSLATION WAS ON THERE anyways. Story was OK. Big disappointment that there was no jerjer : The body swap idea was pretty interesting but could have been executed better. The MC woke up in another students body, and the original student woke up in his body for like 2 seconds before dying. So MC could no longer return to his original body and the poor boy died. Reason? The boy died via suicide. Why? Bc he was raped (coordinated by his pos twin brother and some scary dude and his gang) the whole thing was video taped and circulated around the whole school and the poor boy became the center of rumors. He begged his twin for help, that he was sorry for whatever he did, etc. His twin brother was loving all this. It was his sweet revenge. WHY did he want revenge? Bc this pathetic pos was jealous that his brother was smarter and more well liked than him. PATHETIC. So he orchestrated this gang bang to get back at his brother. As a result, the poor boy became miserable and committed suicide. When he woke up in MC’s body, of course he had no will to live :’( so he gave up quickly and the doctors could not revive him. Rip
Two in Six Billion
WHAT AN AMAZING READ!!!! FANTASTIC!! Psychological semi horror thriller yaoi (but jerjer is like 1 panel and not great BUT ANYWAYS), obsessive/yandere seme and cowardly suicidal bullied uke!! Summary: Katou (uke) wanted to start his new school year with a fresh start and positive atmosphere. But unfortunately he got stuck sitting next to Oda (seme). Oda is the cream of the crop top popular students but he is also a bully. Not wanting to do his hw, he turns behind him and demands Katou to do it for him. Oda has always been super bored of his easy life. Grades and athleticism came easy for him. As a silver spoon, he had it all. So doing this hw is such a bore to him. Of course getting the random kid behind him to do it is preferred. Poor Katou, cowardly, quiet, mousey, and not able to speak up, hesitantly obliges in defeat. Afraid of saying no to Oda. The rest of Oda’s lackeys saw this, and immediately went ham on bullying Katou and making him do THEIR hw as well. Poor Katou is spineless and couldnt refuse. The light bullying at first then evolved into full-fledged assault and humiliation. Oda was never around for these instances, his lackeys did all the bullying. Whether Oda was aware or not, we dont know. But he likely didnt care what his friends were up to. So he probably wasnt aware they were severely bullying this kid. That doesnt matter tho, bc he had to have had some idea something was going on? He probably didnt care enough to pay attention. He could have stopped it all. Thus, Katou grew to hate and detest Oda. The pain and suffering he is going thru is all because of those lackeys, and by extension, ODA. Katou couldnt take it anymore. He stopped going to school, and stopped leaving his room. He grew extremely depressed, and anxious. A few years go by like this. He basically rots in his room, depressed in bed. One day, Katou cant take it anymore, and decides to commit suicide. He cuts his wrist and tries to drain his blood, slowly succumbing to the blood loss and closing his eyes. He experiences the last moments of his life, and to his disdain he sees the face of the one who ruined his life one last time: Oda. When he wakes up, he realizes something is off..his entire bathtub is filled with his blood. Somehow, he is still alive? And not dead?? He looks at his wrist and miraculously the cut he did is gone. He is beyond confused, scared, and panicking. His mother asks if he’s ok in the bathroom, and he quickly says yes, but he realizes something strange. He is now hearing an echo in his head. Its his mother’s thoughts. Quickly, Katou tries to clean up the mess and head to his room. Upon further inspection, and constantly trying to cut himself, he learned two things: 1. His body is now indestructible. Now matter how he hurts himself, his body immediately heals. He cannot die. 2. He can hear other people’s thoughts. This drives Katou insane. He cannot handle this, this life now. Always hearing the thoughts of others and cannot even kill himself now. Katou tries to go out for a walk, hoping this will help. But his life is even more beyond miserable now. He enters a store and coincidentally, Oda is there. Katou is shocked, he cant move. The person responsible for his ruined life is now in front of him, enjoying his life. Its not fair. As Oda walks out of the store, Katou hears his thoughts: “Who is that weirdo?” Katou cant take it anymore. He is filled with hatred for Oda. Why does Oda get to be happy? He should die, just die. Katou is filled with these angry thoughts. Somehow, or by the power of Katou’s new supernatural abilities, he causes the truck outside the store to start moving towards Oda. The truck runs Oda over and kills him? Katou snaps out of his hatred thoughts and realizes what he’s done. He runs over to Oda’s body, freaking out. He calls out to Oda, over and over, please dont die please. Katou is frantic and wishes and pleads for Oda not to die. Then in a panic he runs away. Katou is afraid, anxious, scared, and panicking. He isolates himself once again in his room, unable to come to grip the reality of what he’s done. He feels ashamed, he feels he is a murderer now. With trembling hands, he googles the accident for information. To his shock, Oda did not die. Katou cant believe this. It doesnt make sense. With all that blood loss, Oda should have died. Curious about Oda’s condition, Katou visits him in the hospital. Unbeknownst to Katou, his supernatural ability caused Oda to live, despite his wounds that should have killed him. When he pleaded and called for Oda, this gave him his life back, and in turn killed the driver instead. Also unbeknownst to Katou, Oda now has the same supernatural ability as Katou: hearing everyone’s thoughts. Although, he also has another ability, superhuman strength. When Oda woke up in the hospital bed, he was confused on what happened. When the nurse and doctor came in to explain what happened, he was able to hear their thoughts. He was confused on what that echo in his head was, and asked the doctor and nurse wtf it was and whats going on. Oda also makes it clear these echos are really, really fucking annoying and he wants them to stop. Alarmed at the “auditory hallucinations”, they recommended to keep Oda for longer in the hospital. Oda’s friends from school come to visit, and it only gets worse. Oda can hear all their thoughts, and their truths. That even tho they say stuff like “Miss u! Hope u can get discharged asap” in their heads they are truly thinking the opposite, and hate his guts. Oda now sees these people for who they are, awful 2 faced monsters. He cant stand it. He cant stand being surrounded by monsters like them. And the constant noise of always hearing everyone’s thoughts is too much. He starts to have a mental breakdown due to all this. After he hears the real thoughts of one of his “friends”, he punches him. But bc of his superhuman strength, he fucks up the dudes face bad and causes a fracture. People then stop visiting Oda. Just as well, tho, since he just wants silence and doesnt want these monsters near him. When Katou visits Oda, Oda is wincing, waiting to hear more unwanted thoughts from someone. But then, he hears nothing. Oda, to his shock, cant hear this person’s thoughts. In a frenzy, he immediately gets up and grabs Katou, frantically states “Finally, someone normal!!” this shocks and scares Katou!! What on earth happened to Oda?? He looks weak, frightened, and insane! Completely different from the arrogant cream of the crop bully he once knew! But Katou quickly realizes, he cant hear Oda’s thoughts at all!!! Ecstatic to finally have some peace and a normal person near him, Oda asks Katou a lot of questions like his name etc. And asks Katou to please visit him again tomorrow. Katou, feeling so uncomfortable and not wanting to do this, spinelessly obliges. Katou is confused. why cant he hear Oda’s thoughts? For now, he feels lassoed into pretending to be friends with Oda now, despite hating him so much. The change in Oda’s demeanor was also very shocking for Katou. After being discharged, Oda frequently asks Katou to hangout and stuff. Katou begrudgingly obliges each time. Feeling nauseous at having to humor a fake relationship with the person he hates. Oda desperately wants to always be with Katou, bc Katou is the only person he cant hear the thoughts of and the only source of peace and quiet in his life now. Soon, of course, hanging out with Karou constantly and always thinking about him, Oda started to harbor deeper feelings for Katou. Whether these feelings are love, or simply and obsession, we cant say, Because both are merged so deeply and indistinguishably from each other. Oda also wonders why he cant hear Katou’s thoughts. He comes to a brash conclusion that, perhaps Katou is like him and also has powers? And, if thats the case, then… they were clearly meant to be in each others lives. Katou was, in a way, sent for him…as his savior from all the noise and monsters around him, as a beacon of peace and quiet. Oda then comes to this conclusion, and states “Katou… was sent for me. He is mine..and mine only.” Wanting to confirm his hypothesis, he asks Katou out to karaoke. At karaoke, Oda asks Katou if he can hear thoughts as well? Katou, shocked by this question, begrudgingly says yes. He can hear thoughts. Oda, trembled as soon as Katou said those words. He knew it, he knew Katou was special. His savior. Oda then goes down on his knees and asks Katou to be his savior. This freaks out Katou, and Katou quickly realizes he made a mistake. He quickly says “im going home!” and runs off. Katou, freaking out and panicking in his bed. He cannot believe everything that Oda said. Him? His savior? You gotta be kidding me! He is insane! Of course, Oda follows him home!!! Oda enters Katous room, and katou freaks out more! bc wth!! Oda apologizes for abruptly asking him something so crazy. He states to Katou, he should’ve been clear and started off with his feelings first. Katou is like “Huh? feelings?” and Oda says “Yes. Katou, you’re very special to me. I love you” Katou couldnt believe what he was hearing. How could Oda love someone like him? He wanted him DEAD. He hated him! To fall in love with someone who had that much hatred for you, is foolish. Katou then explains all this to Oda, that he hates him.. he wanted him DEAD, bc of what happened in middle school. Oda listens carefully, his face shocked by what he is hearing. Then Katou admits it was him that got Oda killed. Oda asks him “Did you really make the bus move?” Katou hesitantly says “Yes, of course i mean, how couldnt it have been? i wanted you to die at that moment.. and then the truck started moving.. when you think about it, it had to have been me!” Oda is COMPLETELY ecstatic?????? He is SO happy! he says, “Dont you see?? You CHOSE me! You saved my life! Even though i was so awful to you back then, in the end you still chose to save me.” Which, makes sense. If we remember that at that moment Katou was pleading and begging for Oda to live and be ok. Why did he call out to Oda and beg for him to live if he hated him so much? Lol. Oda then explains to Katou that that day, the driver died and Oda lived, which made no sense considering Oda’s life threatening wounds and the drivers non wounds. This breaks Katou, because he sees now that he really did kill someone.. Oda is beyond happy. He hugs Katou, and kisses him. He thanks Katou for choosing him and being his savior. Oda then rapes Katou (jerjer). Katou, empty and dead inside, is unable to fully grasp everything anymore. He dissociates, because he cant bear it anymore. Oda fully drowns himself in Katou, and never wants to leave his side. One last time, Katou tries to resist, tries to be clear to Oda that he HATES him. Katou wraps his hands around Oda’s neck and tells him his hatred, and that he wished Oda had died back then. If it werent for Oda, then Katou could have a normal life like he wanted. Oda is happy, he chuckles. Nothing Katou could say atp would deter Oda and his love/obsession with him. Oda then lovingly tells Katou, “Dont forgive me then, until the day you die.” Katou then starts crying. He cant take it anymore. He doesnt want this. He doesnt want to be with Oda forever. He just..wants to be normal.. Oda then tenderly caresses Katou, and tells him, Only when we are together can we forget everything and become “normal” again. In this hellish world, the only ones who understand us are each other, and thus should be together forever. He tells Katou they should stay together forever, until the end of their days. Afterwards, Oda states he wants to get an apartment together, so that they never leave each others side. When he leaves, Katou notices the bruises and hickeys all over his body from the sex. Katou is like the hell..and says “What was he thinking leaving these marks all over me.” But then he realizes….why ARE there marks on his body? Shouldnt they have healed by now? Katou then wonders if his body and powers are changing again.. Katou gets a call from Oda(he ignores) and then a message from Oda, asking if they can be together again that day. Katou, unable to deal with this anymore, tries to run off. He says “I have to run, I have to get away from Oda” but Katou runs into a crowd and cannot stand the constant noise of everyones thoughts. He stumbles and sits on the ground, clutching his head, nauseas. Then he starts getting another call from Oda. He cant take it. He starts to panic. Then some rando almost trips on Katou and starts getting in his face. Katou, clearly not socially ept, cannot adequately answer back. The rando pushes Katou and threatens him with a fight. Katou, freaking out and panicking, braces for impact. Then, thankfully, Oda shows up and stops the man. He threatens the man and states he called the police. The man then runs off quickly. Oda then redirects his attention to Katou and asks him if he’s ok and if hes hurt. Katou asks him how he was able to find him and how he knew where he was. Oda responds “I suddenly felt uneasy and went looking for you. Then i saw you wrapped up with that guy, its a good thing i showed up before things got bad” Katou then realizes, for the first time ever, he felt a sense of calmness, relief, and security at seeing Oda’s face. But he is confused. The reason he got into that mess was because he was trying to run away from Oda. Or…did he subconsciously seek Oda out? With this, Katou then thanks Oda for saving him. Oda then says, “You dont need to thank me. Because, Katou, you’re special to me.” Oda then takes Katou to his place so Katou could feel safe and take a breather from what just happened. Katou appreciates it. At Oda’s place, Katou is now reliving what just happened back there. That was so scary and terrifying for Katou. Its traumatic. He starts shaking in a panic, rethinking how bad it could’ve gotten had Oda not found him. Oda then gently and lovingly holds Katou and tells him, “Its alright. Its just you and me here. Nothing scary is going to happen. You can come here whenever things get tough. No one can hurt you in this room, dont worry.” Katou starts tearing up. He wonders why… why being inside Oda’s arms…feels so warm? Katou then starts crying bawling and Oda gently comforts and caresses him. After Katou falls asleep crying, Oda takes it upon him to snuff out anyone that hurts Katou. He prepares a mallet and hides his identity, and goes out to kill the man that hurt Katou that day. As time goes on, they both become dependent on each other, as if they were seeking a high. Oda shows Katou the world of intense pleasure in sex, and Katou becomes dependent on Oda’s warmth and safety. They both become engulfed in each other Over time, Katou loses his powers, and can no longer hear other people’s thoughts. Of course, he doesnt rly seek to hurt himself anymore. As the years go by, his dependency on Oda turns into a strange twisted form of love, like Stockholm syndrome. Katou realizes he cant ever leave Oda, he needs him in his life. He is crazy about him now, which is funny considering he hated him so much in the past. Katou is still anxious and jumpy, and has no social skills, but no longer as depressed now and not suicidal. He comes home every day to Oda like a little puppy, and just becomes engulfed in Oda’s pampering and babying of Katou, with all the love Oda wants to give him. Katou comes to realize, his new fears now are if Oda will leave him one day. Because atp he cant live without him now. Since Katou now also loves Oda. He admits to himself, if Oda ever left him, he’d beg and cry for him not to. Oda is now beyond happy. He gets to now live with the one important and special person in his life. At some point, after Katou lost his ability to hear other’s thoughts and became normal, Oda was then able to hear Katou’s thoughts! Oda, of course, lovingly welcomed this change. Of course he doesnt tell Katou about it, that he already been knew that Katou’s powers have been gone for years and he has now been able to hear his thoughts. Oda loves this. We also see that Oda takes it upon himself to murder every single person that ever hurts Katou, including the bullies who made his life miserable in middle school. Oda thinks its so silly for Katou to have these anxieties about their relationship atp. Because even if Katou no longer had powers, Oda would absolutely never leave him. Oda is beyond obsessed and in love with Katou now. Nothing can ever tear them apart. And u know what? Katou is fine with that now. END
Camellia
GODDAMN!!!!! DARK GRITTY ANGSTY TABOO INSANE STORY!!!! Extreme sadistic abusive seme older brother x Extreme masochistic doormat uke young brother Unfortunately it was discontinued early and there are some plot holes and inconsistencies towards the end, but its to be expected if it got discontinued. My only nitpicking is i wish the younger brother has a little bit more confidence in himself and defied the older bro more, instead of just accepting getting beat up all the time lol. It would have made it juicier~ But alas~ It was very good either way! They are also BIOLOGICALLY RELATED BROTHERS LOL
Chou to Kumo no Su
its OK. Was expecting more. MC’s mom dies and her boyfriend then slowly replaces her absence with her son. He seems overly possessive and controlling, not allowing MC to go out and making him get a womb tattoo. At some point bc of all the grooming , MC developed Stockholm syndrome and didnt mind the sexual abuse anymore. But the boyfriend doesnt seem to want to come to terms with that? He prefers if MC kept putting up a fight or something. Pretty weird and unsatisfying. Its all fondling and jerking offf MC until HS, then back door play with fingers after. Only 1 jerjer scene and it was towards the end when MC liked being the boyfriend’s slave replacement at that points. Mostly psychological manga with dull plot. The characters arent very expressive except for key moments. Plot moves slow for a manga with only 2 chapters. The boyfriend’s sex circus show thing eventually got exposed and he had to flee, leaving MC behind. End.
Kokoro O Korosu Houhou
Fantastic amazing story. MC gets repeatedly raped by his step bro and he HATES IT. MC has a mental break and allows step bro to just go to him and rape him. Its almost like a self harm kind of thing. Bc he hates it yet is numb to the rape. He still physically feels it and moans thooo. At some point MC has enough and quits his job (this is bc he had a crush on his senpai at work but when they started going out the step bro ruined it all by fucking MC while he was on the phone with the senpai. Then the senpai is angry at MC for cheating on him [he doesnt know the full story or that mc is being threatened and blackmail with a video, and thus breaks up with MC] and causes MC to spiral), he changes his phone number and moves out of his apartment. He tries to run, get away from the pain of it all..but his brother eventually finds him. And they do jerjers a lot. MC then decides to kill step bro by giving him a sleeping pill and choking him. Yet, he couldnt do it. He simply couldnt. He then calls his step mom and tells her everything. MC then decides to OD on the sleeping pills. When he wakes up in the hospital, he finds out the stop mom died(probably bc she needed to rest plus the agony of learning your son was raping your step son the whole time), and that step bro was taken away to live with his relatives on mother side. Everyone blamed Hikaru on the step moms death bc the step mom initially went out looking for him when she saw he left the house. But we know it was being exposed to the elements and also learning the truth of her son raping her step son that killed her. So essentially it was both their faults! Anyways, This gives MC time to heal as best as he can with his father and seek therapy. He works part time. At the step mom’s 3rd year anniversary, MC decides to send step bro an invitation. We see its bc he wanted to reach out. Step bro doesnt want MCs pity, or to hear MC ask if he’s repented. MC then admits it wasnt step bros fault that step mom died, but his. bc he told her the whole truth. Imo it was both their faults. They both cry in this air of like, acceptance for what theyve done. In the manga they are described as two partners in crime who know each other the best out of everyone. The two meet up occasionally to talk casually. Senpai sees this and exclaims to MC why tf is he meeting up with Hikaru. Hikaru gently tells, basically, Hikaru hasnt changed one bit..and he was relieved at that. and he wasnt changed either. Neither have. Woah. We then see step bro and MC at step bros place and they kiss and try jerjer but MC says the trauma has caused him to become impotent. Whaaaaaat. Thats the end. They remain with each other. MC has developed severe stokholm syndrome and step bro remains obsessed with him. They remain with each other in their own suffering. Relenting to each other, bc atp the only ppl who understand their inner darkness and pain is each other. A shakespearean tragedy.
Kowarekake No Omocha
ch 1-3, 6.5 for slave uke who is a “toy” x possessive young master seme.
May Belongs to Me
It was OK. Had great potential in the beginning but kinda fell off and became a little too wholesome lol. Bottom was also kinda too slutty to really make the whole kidnapped/chained up scenario work well. Basically: Slutty homeless cat-like temperament uke x quiet puppy-dog-esque obsessive seme Seme is too gentle and puppy-like, but he makes up for it in his obsession with uke. But he doesnt hurt or do anything bad to the uke once he captures him, just chains him up and takes care of him gently. This kinda allows the uke to control the situation and ask for things, despite being the one kidnapped! For context we find out that they knew each other as kids and the uke got jealous of the black cat that the seme adopted. Thus uke took the black cat and let him outside (but poor kitty got hit by car rip) and seme cried bc now he has nothing. But uke was like “No, you stille have me. The real May is still here with you (his name and the cats name were the same coincidently). Thus the seme’s severe obsession with the uke began. When uke moved away, they lost contact. But then seme found him again working at a restaurant. Since then, he’s followed uke and eavesdropped on all his conversations, learning of the uke’s life and his many bad luck with partners. Seme then decides to spike the uke’s drink to kidnap him and keep him forever like a cat. Again, this scenario doesnt work well imo bc of the uke’s feisty and slutty temperament.
Dispar
THE AUTHOR LITERALLY ABANDONED THEIR STORY AT CH 30.5 DO NOT FUCKING REREAD DROPPED AT THE ABSOLUTE WORST CLIFFHANGER WTF (The Seme was abusive and controlling and obsessive af and uke was a docile little coward who was so in love with the seme. They are half brothers. But after Seme got attacked and developed amnesia, he became so soft and kind towards uke it was kinda jarring honestly. Pacing then felt off. Uke then finally decides to leave seme after a rando side couple came in and tried to pretend seme was one of their lover (revenge side plot by the weird uke of that side couple). Uke felt dejected and foolish trying to play lovers with a man who, prior to amnesia, treated him as nothing more than a personal toy he could command. But them Seme goes thru some depression bc the uke has been gone for 4 days and his memories are coming back bits and pieces and he is slowly starting to realize he actually loves the uke too. His bff (who seme has loved in the past but the bff rejected him many times and the uke is actually jealous of the bff) tried to comfort him and reassure him that they’ll find the uke. But then the uke comes back at the worst timing and sees them together. Left off at this shitty cliffhanger
OΣG!!! = Oh My God =