Dispar
THE AUTHOR LITERALLY ABANDONED THEIR STORY AT CH 30.5 DO NOT FUCKING REREAD DROPPED AT THE ABSOLUTE WORST CLIFFHANGER WTF (The Seme was abusive and controlling and obsessive af and uke was a docile little coward who was so in love with the seme. They are half brothers. But after Seme got attacked and developed amnesia, he became so soft and kind towards uke it was kinda jarring honestly. Pacing then felt off. Uke then finally decides to leave seme after a rando side couple came in and tried to pretend seme was one of their lover (revenge side plot by the weird uke of that side couple). Uke felt dejected and foolish trying to play lovers with a man who, prior to amnesia, treated him as nothing more than a personal toy he could command. But them Seme goes thru some depression bc the uke has been gone for 4 days and his memories are coming back bits and pieces and he is slowly starting to realize he actually loves the uke too. His bff (who seme has loved in the past but the bff rejected him many times and the uke is actually jealous of the bff) tried to comfort him and reassure him that they’ll find the uke. But then the uke comes back at the worst timing and sees them together. Left off at this shitty cliffhanger
Formless
VERY GOOD. Cowardly crybaby pathetic Scaredy cat Uke x Abusive Scary murderous aggressive Seme Uke was stalking the seme for awhile bc he liked him a bit. Uke memorized his schedule and everything. He didnt realize his stalking went too far until he accidentally slept outside the seme’s apartment until 11, when he usually leaves by 8. He saw seme wearing a nice suit and decided to follow, hoping to see if he’ll go into a club or not. Instead, he followed the seme into a warehouse where the seme murdered and killed a man. Uke couldnt believe his eyes and became so frightened. Shivering in the corner, he tries to stay quiet until the seme finds him. The seme’s interest is piqued to see his stalker has followed him all the way here. Uke is shocked that the seme knew this entire time that the uke was following him. Seme finds the uke’s facial expressions and reactions to him amusing. But uke tries to call 911 which pissed off the seme and he hits the uke hard, enough to get uke to bleed. shaken up by this, the uke begs for his life. Seme finds this so interesting and demands sex from the uke. Uke initially says no but then seme threatens him. They have jerjer and the uke HATES it. Afterwards the seme threatens the uke not to talk to anyone about the murder, otherwise he will kill his brother and then mother. Uke complies with all this. Uke’s home life is: His dad died leaving big debt to his family, his mom got lung cancer, and brother took the inheritance money from dad’s death and ran to the phillipines to start a business. Thus, uke is working hard every day to keep his grades up to maintain his scholarship but also to work as a tutor to pay off the debt. Every since the experience at the warehouse, UKE NO LONGER WANTS ANYTHING TO DO WITH THE SEME LMFAO. No more stalking to liking seme or anything!! Uke got so spooked from that experience and hated the sex so much, he developed some kind of PTSD where he vomits from the stress when he thinks about it, trembles at the thought/sight of the seme, hiccups uncontrollably sometimes, cannot sleep at night, and starts crying in seme’s presence. Uke REALLY doesnt wanna be around seme at all anymore, and wants to run away. But he CANT. Bc seme threatened him, and wont leave him alone now. Seme wont leave him alone now bc it seems he’s taking a liking to the uke’s pathetic demeanor. Seme still hits uke, and pulls his hair when he gets mad. Uke rly rly rly hates when he does it, and starts crying. Seme enjoys this. LEFT OFF OFFICIAL TRANSLATION CH 11 (official is better quality and better understanding than the fan translation)
Camellia