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I LOVE DIS SO MUCH really interesting to see how the slumber boy slowly turn into refined king author didnt afraid of making big impact on the chapters which is very interesting ch s2 29

Summary from unknown I think Law may just have finally realized what his obsessions were doing to himself. Remember the part when Law explained his habit of burning his palm with the cigarette and when Jesse burned him? Law said that if he does not feel pain, as the administrator he would be able to maintain the reality and stimulation separate. But he was surprised when Jesse burned him; perhaps he felt pain and all that he knows to be fake, and of his own creation, was all too real for him. In the last chapter he also uses the word 'aftermirage'. An aftermirage is when the effect of the stimulus is continuous despite the fact that the stimulation has ended. Now we need to consider the most confusing part of the webtoon: the dreams and realities. Both Jesse's and Law's stimulation begins and ends randomly. When Jesse is confused of all lies of Law, Law must also have been confused of his own lies/created scenarios because of Jesse's reactions. Simply put, Law tricked & hooked Jesse under his 'experiment' of subconscious realization to truly see what Jesse feels for him, thinking and hoping that in the end, in the very deep, Jesse must have felt something; at least affection of some form. Instead, he continuously experiences doubts, suspicions, and even 'give-up' state of Jesse; state which is so different from Law's imaginations, expectations, and his own reactions in the past. That is why at the very end of the 'experiment', instead of resetting the moritat he revealed everything and set free Jesse to the real world. But Law, himself was still trapped in his own memories. He keeps saying 'do not control me'. But to whom does he say that? He first says this to Jesse, then to his parents, then finally to himself. In the end, just like Jesse said while embracing Law, Law is just a stray that's lost in its own big world and confused. In reality he needed the leash on him to survive, which he accepts when Jesse puts it on. My conclusion is this: Jesse may be arrogant and rich, spoiled individual; but at least he is his own person. Law, on the other hand, has always been 'handled' and labelled as the infidelity, servant, toy, and etc since childhood; he was never a person. For so long he refused to accept this reality. So he blames Jesse. Law knew Jesse was more complete as a person, which he envied. But envy has, at certain point, turned into admiration and then to love; he was silently begging for affection of Jesse, so that in turn he could be completed. And it is this love that caused all these dreams and delusion of moritat; love that is so great that he wants to hurt Jesse, kill Jesse. But in the end, he is still incomplete; the moritat 'experiment' proved nothing more than the fact that Jesse is more capable and Law overestimated himself.

twisted yet couldnt stop reading! I feel so sorry for sangwoo :( its not his fault that hes become like that. Prepare for fucking heartbreak. Ch 68

well-polished characters. heart-warming. love it!!!! although i expect more to their story

This is so on point. You'll never know when things will stay as fun as this time, or you'll never know when happiness can just turn over in a blink of second. I get Jungwoo's pov and chara. It was good slice of life & bl story manhwa, hwvr it took too many chapter for such story. Typical how boy meets his lover story. deeper explanation of the story would be better

Holymadafaka that was so sweet. Great pace, romantic! Fangirling mode: always on. DEFINITELY ONE OF THE BEST MANHUA'S MY FAV KIND OF STORY dang that was so so perfect

Holy... this manhua is so freakin awesome! Great pace and story plot! Beautiful art too! Each character has interesting personality! And Yu Yang's personality is just so interesting. I love the way he hide his pain. He is brave, not ashamed saying he's gay. Silent X Cheerful, perfect couple. I love the way this story wraps up, I also want to see more of Lin Xiang x Xiao Guang from "Guang Xiang" moments. HUH HAH. Oh anyway there are some boring and repeated chapters but still worth continuing. MORE COUPLES! SO CUTE Ch 121