idk orz's manga / #manhwa(9)

really good plot and touching story. i can really feel uke's emotion and hates

Summary from unknown I think Law may just have finally realized what his obsessions were doing to himself. Remember the part when Law explained his habit of burning his palm with the cigarette and when Jesse burned him? Law said that if he does not feel pain, as the administrator he would be able to maintain the reality and stimulation separate. But he was surprised when Jesse burned him; perhaps he felt pain and all that he knows to be fake, and of his own creation, was all too real for him. In the last chapter he also uses the word 'aftermirage'. An aftermirage is when the effect of the stimulus is continuous despite the fact that the stimulation has ended. Now we need to consider the most confusing part of the webtoon: the dreams and realities. Both Jesse's and Law's stimulation begins and ends randomly. When Jesse is confused of all lies of Law, Law must also have been confused of his own lies/created scenarios because of Jesse's reactions. Simply put, Law tricked & hooked Jesse under his 'experiment' of subconscious realization to truly see what Jesse feels for him, thinking and hoping that in the end, in the very deep, Jesse must have felt something; at least affection of some form. Instead, he continuously experiences doubts, suspicions, and even 'give-up' state of Jesse; state which is so different from Law's imaginations, expectations, and his own reactions in the past. That is why at the very end of the 'experiment', instead of resetting the moritat he revealed everything and set free Jesse to the real world. But Law, himself was still trapped in his own memories. He keeps saying 'do not control me'. But to whom does he say that? He first says this to Jesse, then to his parents, then finally to himself. In the end, just like Jesse said while embracing Law, Law is just a stray that's lost in its own big world and confused. In reality he needed the leash on him to survive, which he accepts when Jesse puts it on. My conclusion is this: Jesse may be arrogant and rich, spoiled individual; but at least he is his own person. Law, on the other hand, has always been 'handled' and labelled as the infidelity, servant, toy, and etc since childhood; he was never a person. For so long he refused to accept this reality. So he blames Jesse. Law knew Jesse was more complete as a person, which he envied. But envy has, at certain point, turned into admiration and then to love; he was silently begging for affection of Jesse, so that in turn he could be completed. And it is this love that caused all these dreams and delusion of moritat; love that is so great that he wants to hurt Jesse, kill Jesse. But in the end, he is still incomplete; the moritat 'experiment' proved nothing more than the fact that Jesse is more capable and Law overestimated himself.

that was really interesting. all the drama and how the author wrapped up the story in perfect timing are just so amazing! like you can feel their emotions flowing everytime you read it. bitterness persistence everything just perfect! definitely re-read material!

Can i give 11 stars for the cuteness of byul. Cute uke, and i love seme’s personality, he loves to dominate the uke but still hold him dearly especially when uke’s crying. Hot sex scene too! Its getting more and more better, great character development! Love it so much! Ch 102

Pretty good for a oneshot

I really didnt have much expectation from this story but hellllllll it was so damn hella ride. At first i like him better with yoon, but bcs of some very complicated reason they cant be tgt. And eventually taeyul whos straight come to like woo and being a couple. However woo still cant get over his past lover, thus making him feel somehow guilty and hoping he'll get back tgt with yoon. And their mutual love is so interesting to follow. Taeyul is one crazy possesive (literally) guy, very different from when he's still a friend to woo. Both taeyul and woo have very interesting personalities as well. But well, jut prepare yourself for upcoming heartache. Them both has insecurities and trust issues like crazy. Sometimes you'll think woo's gonna come back to yoon or even still be with yul. very damn well-plotted and can totally make you freaking out for real tgt with crazy ups and downs heartbeat. Theres no way i wont recommend this! this is totally for those who appreciates well-plotted stories rather than goddess art/much sexy scene. Beware of abusive content tho

THAT WAS CRAZY FUCKING GOOODDDDDDDD their effort to be with each others is just so hnghhh Ah how i wish dowoon will be happy tho. Def one of best. FAVE! I love the plot i love the drama and definitely love how the title really match the story so well <<<3333333333