david_holmes's manga / #Tragic Past(3)

UTD (read chapter 19.5 official; read c13 fan trans; reread only c12-19.5 official (so damn good)). ? full penetrative sex scenes (c18 first time seme erection and wanking together). Lots of fingerfucking (job for seme so has to do it, doesn’t enjoy as he’s straight). First kiss c11 (so hot non-penetrative love making but with fingering where seme makes uke come). 3 rules of Shangri-La between studs/foreplay men (seme) and “birdies”/prostitutes (uke): 1) don’t make them come, 2) no intercourse & 3) no falling in love (you get completely expelled from “Paradise” if that happens). This became an absolute favourite as in [E,F+++] after chapter 13 as seme kept thinking about uke and how he wouldn’t get to touch him anymore unless uke requested him and then that INSANE WITH JEALOUSY WHERE HE WAS ABOUT TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THE MEN THAT WERE FUCKING UKE IN A GANGBANG. I swear this reads like A REALLY GOOD AMAZING FIC AND THAT IS SAYING SO MUCH OMG (favourited this and wrote the last 2 lines June 13, 2024). I AM DYING FOR MORE I’M AT CHAPTER 15 I NEED THE REST PLEASE OMG WHEN WILL THIS GET UPDATED SO I NEED TO WAIT MONTHS OR YEARS AGAIN?!!! NOOOOOOOOO I NEED IMMEDIATE UPDATES GET HAPPENS AFTER C15?!!! *CRIES IN FUJOSHI* // UPDATE: OMG OMG OMG OMG IMAGINE THE ANIMALISTIC HOWL SQUEAL I MADE (though not as loud as I would as FIL is with us right now) WHEN I SAW THEY UPDATED CHAPTER 16 ONWARDS THE VERY NEXT DAY JUNE 14, 2024; THIS IS THE WHOLE REST OF VOLUME 3 (AND AFTER CHAPTER 15) RIGHT AFTER I MADE THAT DESPERATE NOTE STOPPING AT CHAPTER 15 LOL I AM SO INSANELY HAPPY THIS JUST MADE MY MONTH!!! // NOOOOOOOO I’M ALREADY UP TO DATE AT CHAPTER 19.5 CLIFFHANGER JUNE 14, 2024 LIKE PLEASE NOOOO I NEED MORE NOW BUT HAVE TO WAIT YEARS NOOOOOOOOO!! IT WAS JUST ABOUT TO GET GOOD WITH THEM FINALLY FINALLLLYYY ABOUT TO HAVE SEX AND SEME PASSIONATELY MAKING SWEET SWEET LOVE TO UKE!! C12: Some tensions arise between the MCs as seme is now ordered to move to other prostitutes as a stud and prepare them and while all the bottoms go wild to finally get a taste of that sexy hetero man, uke is jealous but pretends to be strong. Seme is not jealous but he’s uncomfortable and keeps looking at uke… Come on jealous seme!! Make your appearance! But uke sees seme being gentle, caring and loving to another uke just like he was with uke and uke breaks a little inside… Poor uke I WANT SEME TO FALL MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!! C13: OMGGG MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT AND ACHING LOINS FROM SEME LOSING IT SEEING UKE BEING FUCKED BY 4 MEN IN AN ORGY. IT IS THE FIRST TIME SEME SHOWS SIGNS OF WHAT IS OBVIOUSLY JEALOUS POSSESSIVENESS! HE NEARLY GOES BATSHIT CRAZY SEME AUTOMATICALLY SPRINTS RUNNING TO UKE TO TEAR UKE AWAY FROM THE OTHER MEN BUT STOPS HIMSELF WHEN HE REALISES WHAT HE’S DOING SEEING UKE SMILE AR BEING BUKKAKE’D BY ANOTHER MAN! THEN SHOCKED SEME AT HIS OWN ACTIONS WALKS OFF WHILE HIS HEART WAS BEATING VICIOUSLY! Would he is assaulted the other men like he did with the man he found his wife cheating on him with? SEME’S LOOK OF PURE SHOCK AND UTTER BETRAYAL ON HIS FACE WATCHING UKE HAPPILY GET FUCKED FEOM BEHIND WHILE GIVING HEAD GAVE ME SO MANY BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY BELLY UGHHH!!! THERE WERE LIKE 5 CLOSEUP SHOTS OFF HIS HORRIFIED SHOCKED FACE UGHHH!! [cont] BUT I REREAD THE CHAPTER OFFICIAL VERSION AND IT’S EVEN HOTTER BECAUSE UKE WAS ON SEME’S MIND SO MUCH BEFORE THAT SEXY MOMENT! LIKE CASUALLY YET PERSISTENTLY HOW UKE DOESN’T COME TO HIM ANYMORE (since seme is free to be with other birds (bottoms)) AND WORRYING OVER IF UKE IS EATING WELL ETC AND THEN REALISING THAT HE RING EVER GET TO TOUCH UKE UNLESS UKE REQUESTS FOR HIM AS A STUD (“TEASER” IN OFFICIAL VERSION)! C14: MORE BELLY FLUTTERINNG FROM BUTTERFLIES AS SEME CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT UKE CONSTANTLY REMEMBERING THAT SEME HAREM ORGY WITH UKE TAKING MEN IN ALL HIS HOLES AND IN HIS MOUTH AND TRIES TO STOP THINKING ABOUT IT BUT CANNOT HELP IT AT ALL AND GETS HORRIBLY UPSET, JEALOUS OVERPROTECTIVE SEME (who doesn’t realise it’s jealousy yet because he also feels extremely protective of uke) WHO IS SEETHING WITH ANGER FEOM UKE SMILING AND LIKING IT AND WORSE THAT THEY TREATED UKE SO ROUGHLY AND IN RAGE SEME SQUEEZES THE WATER BOTTLE HE’S HOLDING DISTORTING IT GREATLY WHILE IT’S FULL OF WATER! GOD IT WAS SO HOTTTT!!! BUT IT’S THAT THIS SCENE PLAYS LIKE A WAKING NIGHTMARE FOR HIM, LIKE IT’S LITERALLY A TRAUMA RUT HIM TO HAVE TO RELIVE THAT SCENE IN HIS MIND. Just the pure look of deep and utter betrayal on c13 when he first sees it and the horror at uke enjoying it just gets my heart pumping and loins aching! C15: THEY FINALLY MEET AGAIN YAYYYYY!! AND MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT WHEN UKE ANSWERS TO SEME THAT HE ENJOYS HIS “JOB” AND SEME’S CHEST THROBS PAINFULLY (OMGGG) FROM FURIOUS JEALOUSY AND HURT AND THEN HE REMEMBERS THAT TRAUMATISING SCENE OF UKE BEING FUCKED IN ALL WAYS AND SEME LOSES IT AND SCREAMS HOW COULD UKE LIKE BEING TREATED LIKE THAT AND REIGNS HIMSELF IN AFTER UKE IS BEWILDERED BY SEME’S OUTBURST! SEME IS SO JEALOUS AND HURT FROM UKE LIKING BEING TAKEN THAT WAY BUT ALSO BECAUSE HE DEEPLY CARES ABOUT UKE. But BOTH ARE SUCH IDIOTS IN LOVE AS UKE REALISES HE’S JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE OF SEME (oblivious to his own feelings even after another Bird tells him so) and SEME WHO IS STRAIGHT AS A ROD AND FINDS IT ALMOST UNBEARABLE TO BE GET INTIMATE TO PREP OTHER MEN YET IS TOTALLY FINE WITH UKE AND CAN EVEN KISS UKE NO PROBLEM WITHOUT FEELING GROSS OR THAT IT’S A DRAG OR A CHORE BUT THAT HE IS ALMOST SINGLE MINDED ABOUT UKE THINKING ABOUT HIM AND HIS HEALTH CONSTANTLY. And THEY KISS AGAIN. And it’s so sexy and soft and seme lets himself get into it even though it’s another man. Seme admits to uke he can’t do it with any other “Bird/bottom” (man) other than uke… YO I CANNOT WAIT TILLL SEME FINALLY CAN GET AN ERECTION FROM UKE!!! C16: OKAY. So you know how I’m DYING to see seme’s first chub with uke? Well it hasn’t happened yet BUT HE IS STARTING TO FEEL SOME DESIRE SEEING UKE NAKED BODY, LIKE BECOMING SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO UKE AS HE’S STARING AT UKE’S NAKED BODY AS UKE’S NAKEDNESS MAKES HIS HEART POUND NOW!! ALSO HE IS BECOMING JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE NOT WANTING UKE TO GO BACK TO WORK (prostitute himself) but is still subtle as he didn’t say anything, just wonders unhappily that uke will be going back to work. ALSO HE IS GETTING MORE PASSIONATE PREPPING UKE NOW AND CHASES AFTER HIM WHEN UKE LEAVES TO ATTEND TO HIS CUSTOMERS BUT DOESN’T ACTUALLY HOLD UKE BACK EVEN THOUGH SEME REACHES OUT TO GRAB UKE’S ARM WHILE UKE IS WALKING AWAY. SEME HAS SERIOUSLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH UKE MAN IS DOEN BAD AND DOESN’T REALISE IT. I FVKING LOOOOOVE THIS!! It all gave me butterflies fleeing in my belly!!! C18: OMGGGGGGGGGG SEME IS SO DEEPLY IN LOVE AND WE GET OUR FIRST SEME ERECTION!!! HE JERKS THEN OFF TOGETHER AND CUM TOGETHER OMGGGGG!!! SEME NOT WANTING UKE TO GO BACK AND TAKE CUSTOMERS *AT ALL* FINDING EXCUSES SINCE CHAPTER 16-17 TO KEEP UKE AWAY AND KEEP UKE TO HIMSELF! NOTE HE’S ACTUALLY CHASING AFTER UKE GRABBING HIS ARM AND TELLING HIM NOT TO GO OMGGGGG!! BURGLED IN MY GUT AND BELLY!!! SemePOV. Apollo x Phi. Stud x prostitute. Ex-salaryman x prostitute. Straight x gay. Divorced x prostitute. Foreplay man x whore. Fair x tanned. Older seme x younger uke. 34 x 26. Handsome seme. Big seme. Tall seme. 192cm. Gorgeous seme. Fit seme. Gorgeous body seme. Abs seme. Disaffected seme. Stoic seme. Somber seme. Sullen seme. Big dick seme. Sexually experienced uke. Violent side uke. Male prostitute uke. Tragic past uke (forced into child prostitution at 10 by his shitty abusive drunk father). Trauma uke. Uke lived in slum and after being abandoned by his worthless father, got into gang of kids trying to survive by robbing and prostituting and when military came to “cleanse” homeless, uke accidentally killed (or thinks he did after he pushed him off the rundown building they were living in) his leader/pimp/fellow young lover after a fight when he was fcking a woman. Uke got saved by the owner of the brothel and owes his life to him. Uke thinks that ex-lover/pimp may be alive when uke gets stalked and taken pics of and sent weird texts with pics of what he did and how that guy’s legs and feet looked like when he’d killed Hassan (the pimp/lover). Seme walked in on his wife cheating on him with another man having sex right there in their home. Seme beat up his ex-wife’s lover so bad he was in the hospital. Fingerfucking seme. Seme’s job is to turn on and finger uke to get him ready for his clients. Jealous uke (c12 when seme is assigned to be the stud for other birdies (uke) and sees seme finger and be sexual with them). I wanna see JEALOUS SEME AND POSSESSIVE SEME THOUGH!! SUPER JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME FINALLY COMES THROUGH (c13 SemePOV when seme leaves the island to take care of his divorce papers and returns after 4 days to see the usual male orgy and uke being fucked by 4 men being cummed on, SEME IS SHOCKED AND GOES MAD WITH JEALOUSY RUNNING TOWARDS UKE TO TEAR UKE AWAY FROM THE MEN ONLY TO REALISE WHAT HE’S DOING AND STOP HIMSELF AND FREAK OUT AT HIS OWN BEHAVIOUR!! FINALLYYYYYY!!!). Desperate seme (c18 stopping uke from leaving to take customers (from getting fucked by other men). Possessive seme (c17-18 keeping uke sexy on vacation and keeping uke all to himself). ERECTION SEME (c18 HIS FIRST ERECTION BEING TURNED ON BY UKE CALLING HIS NAME BUT JUST BY UKE AND WANKING THEM TOGETHER!). Uke commented about how big seme is without erection. Uke comments a lot about how huge seme’s cock is. SORRY BUT I CAN’T STOP READING CHAPTERS 13-19 (especially 13-15) OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN BECAUSE OF SEME’S SUDDEN AND INTENSE JEALOUSY AND POSSESSIVE PROTECTIVE LOVE THAT MIXES IN WITH HIS GENUINE CARE FOR UKE.

Reading (read chapter ?). I only JUST discovered this author (Mar.9, 2022) because I happened to stumble on another work (“Snow Fairy” with the photographer seme) by chance and fell in love with sensei’s absolutely beautiful art. And this is certainly no exception, it is STUNNING ART. Like BREATHTAKINGLY STUNNING. It’s so beautiful that I am least bothered about who tops/bottoms and THAT IS SAYING EVERYTHING (not just a lot) since as we know that’s the first and most important thing I look at, who sem/uke is and if I like the type and pairing. SemePOV. Yamato x Shiki.

Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???).