david_holmes's manga / #Suicide(2)

Completed (read 5.5 chapters). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c04 rape; +another shown and heavily implied c05 but not bottom part). Premise: basically both seme and uke survive a near death experience (in fact they should have died: uke by suicide slitting his wrists and seme hit by a truck caused by uke’s nascent powers), and come out with super powers (able to hear people’s thoughts except each other’s and super strength and indestructible bodies). Seme especially does a 180 after his own near death accident, he goes from being a high and mighty “I’m better than everybody” full of himself looking down on everyone to being weak and insecure after he realises he has crazy powers that make him a freak. C02: The best part is that seme is still the same seme after he wakes up from the accident with superpowers and still acts high and mighty at first (punching out a classmate who came to visit him at the hospital when he thought the guy was bad mouthing seme but really he was hearing the classmate’s thoughts) but becomes freaked out when he realises he hears everyone’s thoughts and not talking and also has superpowers (super strength when he punched his classmate yet it felt like he was hurting tofu and nearly killed the guy breaking his jaw). When seme realises that he can’t hear the thoughts of the guy who comes to visit him in hospital (uke; whom alarmingly he still doesn’t even remember who he is even though he ruined uke’s life and again crossed paths with him right before the accident), seme latches on to uke as of his life depended on it and pleads for uke to visit him regularly, which uke does. Seme also becomes super possessive of uke. C03: While seme keeps desperately holding onto uke trying to get closer to uke and having uke all to himself, uke entertains him due to crippling guilt and pretends to be friends with seme. Seme constantly texts and calls uke and asks uke if he can also hear other people’s thoughts, uke says he can and then seme asks uke to be his saviour. C04: Yandere seme stalker seme who not only secretly put GPS on uke’s phone to track him but murdered all of uke’s high school bullies and kills anyone who hurt uke… Timeskip 5 years later ever uke lost all his powers for a while but seme is still totally smitten with him so uke doesn’t tell seme about losing his powers as he’s now terrified of losing him. Meanwhile, seme has been able to hear uke but loves him madly still. C05: Uke gets the news that his mom is dead and while uke is crying, seme comforts uke but is elated that another person in uke’s life is gone until no one will be left but both of them and he can’t wait☠️ Mental Seme… SemePOV (c02,04). Oda Nobumasa x Katou Kiyomi. High school students. Classmates. Bully x victim. Bully instigator x bully victim. Blond x black haired. Suicide from bullying uke (c01 slashed wrists). Handsome seme. Cool seme. Bad boy seme. Piercings seme. Earrings seme (stud). Popular seme (natural leader whom others want to follow). Popular seme (ladies). Playboy seme (sleeps around with older women and Bigshot older women). Cybergenics seme (is the smartest, best athlete, has good looks and from a rich family). Life on easy mode seme. Oresama seme. Horrid personality seme. Bored seme (due to always getting everything he wants as he’s smart, good looking and rich). Delinquent type seme. Moody seme. Disaffected seme. Blasé seme. Nonchalant seme. Cruel seme. Mean seme (c01 calling uke lame after he hears rumours that he committed suicide). Bad attitude seme. Seme who considers other people as human trash (c04 except uke who he thinks of as his saviour). Desperate seme (c02 for uke post-superpowers). Needy seme (post-superpowers). Possessive seme (c02 post-superpowers). Yandere seme (post-superpowers especially by c04). Super possessive seme (c04). Smitten seme (post-superpowers). Obsessed seme (post-superpowers). Stalker seme (c04 kinda as he admits that he knew where uke lived after he followed uke home the day before and dropped by unannounced). More Stalker seme (c05 he put GPS tracker on uke’s phone). Murderer seme (c05 Seme killed everyone who bullied or hurt uke in high school act anyone who dares hurt him now). Insane seme. Confession seme (c04). Freckled uke. Ugly uke (more like a nerd). Nerd uke. PTSD uke. Trauma uke (from bullying). Hikikomori uke (post-bullying). Shut-in uke (post-bullying). Panic attack uke (c03). Rape (c04 seme just forces himself on uke). Basically, what happened was uke was picked on and bullied by seme on the first day of middle school and due to that, the other guys in class started properly bullying uke which escalated from making him do their homework proper bullying like scribbling things on his desk, throwing garbage water on him in the bathroom, taking pictures with his pants forced down, etc. Meanwhile, seme wasn’t part of the escalation, but he was the one to instigate it and continue making uke do his homework but left uke more or less alone after others started to bully him properly. But it’s still totally seme’s fault. So then uke stopped going to school and eventually became a shut-in hikikomori due to the trauma. Poor uke… And the worst part is, seme doesn’t even remember uke after he did that to him and ruined uke’s life when his shitty bully classmates were talking shit about uke and rumours about him killings himself or whatnot. When seme crosses paths with uke again, he calls uke a creep and thinks of uke as a freak and gross. Seme on the other hand, has always had everything he ever wanted as he was rich, always first in academics and sports. He got bored and disgusted by the people around him who struggled to be anywhere near what he does very naturally and thinks of them as failures and losers. That’s why seme is so blasé and bored with life and nauseated that he will be surrounded by pathetic creatures like this for life. Seme is actually a horrible person who looks down on everyone since he himself is too blessed and is jaded due to that. I love that after the accident (by uke’s powers where uke wished he’d get hit by a truck but also wished he didn’t die when consumed by sudden guilt when he realised that he might a murderer) and seme starts to hear people’s thoughts, this brings seme down a notch or ten, he gets humbled as he acts like a lunatic to others since he can what their thoughts but people get freaked out by that. People that seme looked down on now think of seme as a freak… Serves seme right, hmph! Uke tries to commit suicide to leave the hell he’s living in by slashing his wrists but somehow he wakes up unhurt (but full of the blood spilled when he slashed his wrists and the bloody knife), a with the ability to hear people’s thoughts and an indestructible body (he tries to cut his wrists again but it didn’t work). Also, he can make his deepest wishes come true like when he saw seme again and wished he’d get hit by a truck and he did.

Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). I know I’ve already read this manga (not sure if I read it completely though) but I remember liking this angsty story. Souma x Hayato.