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Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). Altarf x Yona. Prince x servant. Rescuer x rescued. Black haired x silver haired. Tanned x fair. Arab x white. Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Manly seme. Beautiful uke. Delicate uke.

Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). Ukawa Itsuki x Torisumi Yuuhi. Hairdresser x college student. Beautiful seme. Handsome seme. Ikemen seme. Piercings seme. Earrings seme (dangling earrings). Hunk seme. Hot seme. Puppy like seme. Love at first sight seme. Confession seme (c01 asks uke to date him so kinda confession at first sight haha).

UTD (read chapter 7). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). This is so interesting after skimming the first chapter I want to read it so bad (we’re October 7, 2023). I LOOOOOOOVE THIS!! It’s been a LOOOONG time since a brand new BL has captured my attention! Now my only hope is that the gorgeous shorter but manly playboy-type Riku is seme to MC (who looks seme but can most certainly be uke!). I READ THE WHOLE THING (6 CHAPTERS SO FAR) IN ONE SITTING OCTOBER 8, 2023 and I am SO HOPING MY BOY RIKU WHO WAS UNFAIRLY JUDGED UKE BY MC IS SEME TO MC!!! I LOOOOOVE THIS PREMIIIIISE!!! For now I will keep the seme x uke as Riku x MC unless MC really changes into a proper seme! I NEED MORE NOWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! Premise: MC (Harada Akiharu) is a university student from the economics department who’s a hardcore fudanshi and whose online BL novel has garnered a lot of popularity in the BL circle and whose main protagonists are modelled after his real life OTP couple (not a real pairing but rather his own fudanshi delusions which he shamelessly ships as “Hiroriku” and bases his novel characters off of) of two close friends who are the idols of the campus for being an extremely good-looking mega ikemen pair of friends who are talented and famous for their looks. MC even deluded who was seme and uke between the two were the taller more manlier athletic one seme and the Prince-like playboy-type well-dressed but still manly, uke, lol. Yet his fantasies become too close as he becomes neighbours with the handsome Prince-like “uke” of his fantasy pairing when he is kicked out of his building for safety reasons and moves into a housing complex close to his university, lol!! What’s more, the handsome “Uke” of his OTP confessed to MC and makes very SEME moves! Kirisaki Riku x Harada Akiharu (not known who’s seme uke but I really want pretty boy to be seme to MC). University students. Neighbours. Seme x straight. Uke x seme (sorta as MC uke thinks Seme is a Uke). Blond x black haired. Gorgeous seme. Pretty boy seme. Handsome seme. Ikemen seme. Popular seme (ladies and in general). Cool seme. Piercings seme. Earrings seme (studs and lines). Fashionable seme. Shorter seme (they’re practically the same height but MC uke is quite tall being 179cm). Handsome uke. Manly uke. Tall uke. Confession seme (c01 asking MC to go out with him). First moves seme (seme makes all the first moves like being physical, romantic, asking to kiss, etc). Hot seme asking MC Uke permission to kiss him (c06). MC’s OTP pairing: Aoyama Hiroki x Kirisaki Riku. University students. Childhood friends. 3rd years. Economics department. Black haired x blond. Popular x popular. Gorgeous seme. Handsome seme. Ikemen seme. Cool seme. Manly seme. Taller seme. Mole seme. Chin mole seme (left side). Gorgeous uke Handsome uke. Ikemen uke. Manly uke. Playboy type uke. Piercings uke. Earrings uke. Cool uke. Fashionable uke.

UTD (read chapter 25.5). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c24 naked with uke on top first and then sexy uke making seme lose control and fuck him missionary; c23 that’s when sexy times start). This is so crazy cute and unlike what I thought (24/7 smut), it’s so wholesome!! And there’s an adorable baby girl! This story is so beautiful and touching… I CRIED LIKE A BABY NO ACTUALLY UTTERLY SOBBED AND HAD A MOMENT WITH MYSELF AY CHAPTER 18 (the old man who abandoned his daughter and got a letter from her in English as she was adopted in the US and has uke read it to him but uke hated him at first as it brought back his own abandonment but felt guilty and accepted and the old man who tried to win uke over to get his help and finally the daughter writes that she hated and resented her father for a long time but now that she’s older and so much time passed she says she doesn’t feel that anymore and said “father, I forgive you…” I bawled like a baby at that and so did the old man… Kwon Haebeom x Sung Ho. Village head x outsider. Village leader x ex-military. Straight x straight. Height difference. Age gap. Older seme x younger uke. 36 x 38. Rich seme. Super tall seme. Huge seme. Big seme. Buff seme. Manly seme. Broad shoulder seme. Daddy seme. Tsundere seme. Blushing seme. Big dick seme (c12 uke sees semes cock and he’s shocked at how huge). Rough around the edges but extremely generous and selfless and giving seme. Super smitten seme. Huge dick seme. Manly uke. Buff uke. Beefy uke. Orphan uke. X-ray innies fingering (c23). Tokoroten uke (c23 with seme’s fingering). Tokoroten uke (c24 penetrative sex). These two are SO ADORABLE! Seme is so smitten with uke and uke falls so naturally for seme aww!! I love how they naturally start to flirty and become lovey-Dovey. Even uke starts to get flirty and sweet to seme. It’s so natural even if both are straight it’s just a pure soft love!

Reading (read chapter v2c06). 8 full penetrative sex scene (first time c01 rape in a back-alley clothed with Big seme behind uke fucking him against a wall and implied seme kept fucking uke even after coming inside; 2nd c01 different long fuck session doggystyle with naked uke clothed seme pounding uke from behind then pulling uke up by the arms and fucking him harder; 3rd c02 uke fucked from behind again naked by clothed seme but we only see uke being pounded and then missionary but didn’t count it as a separate session as not enough panels; 4th c04 only one panel of naked uke getting pounded hard in bed and seme is shirtless but don’t think he’s naked as he’s always wearing his pants; 5th c03 another session after sexually frustrated seme obediently waited for uke seme pounds uke into the mattress spreading his legs in bed in his flat for the first time uke partially clothed with his socks on and seme torso naked but it looks like he’s fully naked too for the first time (!) +implied seme fucked uke ALL NIGHT LONG as later on another panel with nighttime shows seme’s still fucking uke and uke thinks how he’s going to die; 6th c06 in bed BOTH naked including seme properly shown missionary; 7th c07 but naked on the couch with seme lying down and uke on top and seme viciously groping uke’s ass cheeks; 8th v02 bonus super domestic fuck clothed against kitchen sink with seme behind uke). Seme’s sex shack with uke where he dubcons uke for sex is this disgusting abandoned warehouse with a dirty bed damn poor uke… THOUGHTS: OK, I admit I didn’t think I would like this whatsoever but… this su my jam… I’m just at chapter 2 (December 25, 2023) and I put this off for years despite my curiosity because I thought it was just gonna be some story with a trash older seme raping this poor uke and some redundant plot. I was not expecting to like this one bit. BUT. THIS IS HOT. It is REALLY SEXY. And it’s giving me butterflies… Do we have a trash seme? Yes, probably the worst kind who rapes, feels good on his own, uses his uke like a plaything and fucks and leaves. BUT. We also get this super delinquent and who becomes scary and dangerous when it comes to his uke and indiscriminately punches the living daylights out of so-called buddies just for uttering that they want to fuck with whoever seme is fucking (uke) even if not seriously JUST FOR UTTERING IT??? FINAL THOUGHTS: I LOVE that uke took the most important firsts of seme, falling in love for the first time, caring for someone while they’re sick for the first time in his life (v2c10), SEMESOINLOVE WITH UKE!! C02: Ok, I had some butterflies fluttering in my belly here… Despite the horrible rape and get fact that their love shack is an abandoned warehouse with a dirty bed, seme’s jealous possessive rage at one of his club buddies commenting they wanna fuck whoever seme is fucking as seme’s attention has never been on a sole girl before and punches a dude out bloody was pretty damn hot I must say… C02: SO FCKING SEXY OMG AFTER SCARY DANGEROUS SEME MERCILESSLY BEATS THE LIVING SHIT OUT OF THE GUYS TRYING TO RAPE HIS UKE WITHIN AN INCH OF THEIR LIVES AND ALL BLOODY, SEME POSSESSIVELY TELLS UKE HE’S NOT ALLOWED TO SPREAD HIS LEGS FOR ANYONE ELSE AND THEN FUCKS AND POUNDS UKE SILLY UGHHH [cont] THIS MAY NOT BE OMEGAVERSE BUT SEME IS AS ALPHA AS THEY COME BITING UKE’S EAR BLOODY JUST TO LEAVE HIS POSSESSIVE MARK ON UKE! IF UKE WERE OMEGA SEME WOULD HAVE IMPREGNATED HIM BY NOW YEESH! C03: GOT BUTTERFLIES FROM SEXUALLY FRUSTRATED SEME WHO IS BEING BLUE-BALLED BY UKE SAYING HE WANTS A BREAK FROM SEX TO CONCENTRATE ON HIS EXAMS AND SEME IS NOT EVEN SLEEPING WITH ANYONE ELSE WHEN HE USUALLY DOESN’T GIVE A FCK ABOUT ANYONE AND SLEEPS WITH WOMEN ALL THE TIME. [CONT] SEMESOINLOVE AND HE DON’T EVEN KNOW IT YET WHEN HE TELLS FRIENDS THAT HE DIESN’T GIVE A SHIT ABOUT UKE’S GRADES BUT HE IS GOONG ALONG WITH UKE’S WISHES OTHERWISE UKE WILL HAVE NO REASON TO KEEP SEEING HIM AWEE SEMESOINLOVE AND THEN HE MAKES UKE SEE HIM JUST TO BE AROUND UKE EVEN IF THEY DON’T HAVE SEX BUT THE MOMEBT UKE IS DONE SEME IS A PREDATOR! THE SEXUAL FRUSTRATION DROUGHT OF SEME BREAKS SPECTACULARLY WHEN SEME JUMPS UKE AND POUNDS HIM INTO HIS MATTRESS FUCKING UKE IN HIS FLAT FOR THE FIRST TIME AND RHE RHINOS STOMPED IN MY GUT AT HOW DESPERATE SEME WAS FOR UKE FUCKING HIM BETWEEN UKE’S LEGS LIKE HE BELONGS THERE AND KISSES UKE WHILE THEY FUCK OMG!! Plus, seme has never had to take a break from sex in his life so that’s proof enough! Plus, his friends discuss how seme is in love as he’s not acting like his usual self at all! Waiting for sex and only having sex with the same person, that too not just a male but high school student. Plus, not having sex with anyone else and even going to see his beloved without having sex but just to see him. DESPERATE IN LUST SEME WITH RAGING THROBBING ERECTION READY TO POUND UKE! C10: I AM MELTING. Seme is so gentle and caring and affectionate and overprotective of uke while uke is sick… Seme has never taken care of anyone while they were sick but he loves and cares for uke so much he’s doing everything from cooking (which he’s also never done), cleaning, sponge bathing uke, spoon feeding uke and generally just doing SEVA for uke and he’s so loving and such a natural… AWW I WISH THIS WAS AN OMEGAVERSE AND SEME BECAME UKE’S BABY DADDY HE WOULD MAKE SUCH A GOOD DADDY! Uke/SemePOV (c02,03). Kuga Ayafumi x Asahina Nazuku. Older seme x young uke. 23 x 16. Delinquent x high school student. Gambler x Honor student. Red-haired x black hair. Straight x uke. Height difference. Sex buddies. Sex friends. Strangers. Playboy-type seme. Playboy seme. Handsome seme. Sexy seme. Wild seme. Tall seme. Cool seme. Manly seme. Masculine seme. Piercings seme. Earrings seme. Loop earrings seme. Classic Badboy seme. Rough seme (with uke and his general personality). Temperamental seme. Moody seme. Forceful seme. Aggressive seme. Fighting seme. Delinquent seme. Predator seme. Strong seme. Cool hairstyle seme. Darker undercut seme. Tattooed seme (on hands). Jewellery seme. Rings seme. Chains seme. Smoker seme. Ripped seme. Abs seme. Sex beast seme. Dangerous seme (c02 when a man tries to lay his hands on uke). Scary seme (c02 don’t touch his uke). Caring seme (later). Loving seme (later). Overprotective seme. Helpful uke. Booty calls. Painful first time (c01 rape). Bloody first time (c01). Cumface seme (c01 coming inside uke). Anal creampie (c01 it’s shown more as implied as it’s pouring down uke’s legs). Raw anal ex implied (c01 from previous line). Cum mixed in with blood pouring out of uke (c01). Painful after-sex (c01 painful ass). Seme feeling so good from the first time sex (rape) with uke he wants to do it again and subtly threatens uke by revealing he knows where uke goes to school saying he’ll come there. Seme can’t get enough of uke after fucking uke senseless and making uke exchange contact info for continued booty calls. Jealous seme (c01 seme was jealous of uke being affectionate to a cat and pounces uke and then gets more jealous that uke’s attention is distracted from seme by cat). Jealous rage seme punching another guy for commenting he wants to fuck whoever seme is fucking as receive is surprised seme is going exclusive as that’s never happened before (c02). Possessive rage seme (c02 mercilessly beats the living shit out of the supposed buddies who tried to rape his uke). Possessive seme (c02 tells uke he’s not allowed to spread his legs for anyone else but him). Biting seme (c02 biting uke’s ear bloody). Possessive seme (c03 marking uke with his bite god seme is such an alpha if uke were an omega he would have impregnated him by now). Territorial seme (c02 marking uke with his bite). Sexually frustrated seme (c03 being told to wait for a week by uke to study). Blue balls seme (c03). Bad mood seme from sexual frustration (c03). Possessive seme (c06 when seme tanks uke away from that black haired btch who tried to sabotage uke’s relationship to seme telling her to keep her hands off what’s his (uke)). Ass groping seme (c07 seme squeezing uke’s ass cheeks viciously; love a seme who can squeeze uke ass like mochi fufu).

Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). Akito x Yo.

UTD (read chapter 8.7). C8.7 is another couple (features the seme type from who got dumped by uke in c05 on a dating app date). 4 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c06 in bed partially clothed missionary; 2nd extra post chapter 8, brief quick panel missionary with his glasses on by uke’s request; 3rd in extra partially clothed with seme wearing wife beater and fucking uke from behind lying on top of him and then doggystyle after using sex toys on uke; 4th c8.6 explicit wet dream sequence with another couple fucking in abandoned lecture room and then this couple joins with uke being fucked doggystyle). C04: SEMESOINLOVE I love this wholesome sweet seme SO MUUUCH! My heart throbbed and some butterflies fluttered at seme’s trying to hard to win uke awwww!! C05: The hurt on seme’s face when he admits it would hurt him if uke is with someone other than him so he also signed up for the same dating app uke did GAVE ME BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY GUT!! C06: Uke has a date with this really handsome and cool seme guy but all he thinks about is his seme meeting someone else and falling for them and it hurts uke aww. C07: CRAZY UNEXPECTED PLOT TWIST!! Otaku seme was one of the cool kids at uke’s university who has an otaku disguise and Tanaka is not even his real name (Nakata) is!! He is actually a cool guy who also has an anime hobby as he likes fashion as much as his otaku hobby. Basically, straight seme who is cool and handsome never cared that his girlfriends didn’t lie his otaku side but when he started getting talked about at conventions by nerds saying the “normies” are invading our space, seme started to dress up like an Otaku to fit in more and found it fun. He recognised uke at one of those gatherings from his backpack and planned to call out to him but realised uke didn’t recognise him at all and basically ignored him. He found this side of uke so cute seeing him so happy in his element different from how he is in college that he started falling for him. But he also realised uke seemed to have a very bad inferiority Complex about his nerd side and being gay (which seme also found out accidentally). Seme wonders why uke is so ashamed when he isn’t ok his otaku side. Seme kept up the charade planning to tell uke once uke was more comfortable. Seme has fun with uke’s stupid lies at school talking about getting laid with a girl when seme things uke was bed girl and can’t stop the laughter and uke not realising that Seme who’s part of the cool gang is actually his otaku boyfriend haha. EXTRA: seme is such a closet sadist parading as a nice guy and I love it! He sexually bullies uke and guilt trips him into doing kinky cosplay sex using uke’s need for cool people validation as leverage as uke wants to keep their relationship a secret and seme is mad about that. SemePOV (c07). Nakata (Tanaka) x Kotaro. University students. Fake nerd disguises. Otaku x ex-otaku-cum-popular guy. Actual cool guy x nerd. Famous game player x regular otaku deep down. Super talented x regular. Straight x gay. Otaku Couple. Cool x fake cool. Black haired x red haired. Unrequited love seme. Handsome seme. Mushroom haircut seme. Cool hairstyle seme (real). Otaku seme. Uncool seme (he dresses like a nerd and uke considers him a creepy Otaku type but I find him hot haha). Cool seme (c07 we find out seme is actually a cool guy). Geek seme. Nerd seme. Lame seme (fake). Glasses seme (real). Fashionable seme (real). Stylish seme (real). Earnest seme (but seme’s real personality is a little more cunning, bullying and manipulative and I love it!). Aggressive seme. Hard-working seme for his love for uke (c03 seme who tried to become good at cards just for uke to notice him). Bully seme (real). Sex bully seme (c07,extra). Seme who loves to tease his uke. Cute uke. Stylish uke (not natural; he wants cool friends so puts in effort). Shallow uke. Insecure uke (is scared of being labelled a geek by the cool kids in school due to past trauma). Low self-esteem uke. Inferiority complex uke (about his otaku side). Uke rejects a perfectly good man (seme) just because he’s a geek and and therefore uncool). Anal masturbation uke (c01). Confession seme (c01). Seme asks uke to go out with him (c01). Rejected seme (c02,03 poor boi). Sweet seme who can’t give up on uke despite being rejected so many times aww. Confession seme (he keeps saying he likes uke all the time so hot and sweet!). Mutual feelings (c06 uke confesses back and seme confesses again). Sex bully seme (c06 hehe seme loves teasing his uke like a real seme). Twist (c07 turns out seme was actually a cool guy who is also into anime since he was a kid so he’s a cool otaku). Seme using uke’s guilt about being ashamed of their otaku ness to bully and manipulate uke into kinky sex play (extra). Cunning seme (extra seme’s cunning side came out when he revealed his true nature at c07 but we get to know him better and he really does love uke but doesn’t agree with uke’s need for validation from cool people or the fact that he hides his hobbies). Pervert seme (extra when he makes uke wear cat ears and anal plug tail). Kinky seme (extra). Anal tail plug (extra). Kinky sex play (extra when seme makes uke wear a butt plug tail and cat ears and cuffs). Cosplay sex (extra).

Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). THIS LOOKS SO GOOD GOTTA READ IT! Tsuga Touma x Kotani Sentarou. Bartender (?) x work from home. Playboy x ??. Older seme x younger uke. 27 x 26. Black hair x light hair. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Tall seme. Playboy seme. Shades seme. Sunglasses seme. Blunt seme. Unrequited love uke (was love at first sight but realised he was a dirtbag haha but still couldn’t help falling for him).

Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). Skimmed chapter 1 and this looks SO GOOD!!!!! Oto x Masa. Fashion model x select shop owner. Good friends. Celebrity x ex-Model. Dom x dom. Superior high rankings doms. Dom x sub. Younger seme x older uke. 25 x 27. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Earrings seme. Manly uke.

Reading (read chapter 55) (bear with the shitty translations until chapter 3 (utter crap) because it’s gets NORMAL BY C04). 4 sex scenes (first time c11 (starts sexy time at c10) in hotel bed in bathrobes from behind but.. WHAT THE FUCK THEY DON’T SHOW ANYTHING THIS IS NOT EVEN CENSORED BUT IMPLIED WHAT THE FUCK IS THIS BL?!!); 2nd c32 in bed missionary naked but how would I know SINCE THEY DON’T SHOW ANYTHING!; 3rd c33 from the back but again not down and 1 panel but counted it as it’s not like anything is shown ANYWAY DAMN IT; 4th c49 both naked I think missionary in bed but again nothing shown but at least more of an idea of what’s happening after fingering and bj from seme to uke; First kiss c09). We’re June 16, 2024 and I haven’t started a new BL manga in a bit but I’m actually very intrigued by the first skimmed chapter hmm!! WHAT THE FCK IS THIS THEY DON’T SHOW ANYTHING WHATSOEVER THE SEX IS ONLY IMPLIED EITHH ABSOLUTELY NO NUDITY BELOW THE WAIST IN FACT THEY DARKEN IT WHAT’S THE USE OF HAVING SEX IF YOU WON’T SHOW IT WHAT THE FCKKK!! This went from 5/5 to 4/5 due to NOTHING SHOWING!! Aside from that MAJOR LETDOWN, it’s a fun read that kept me going and also got me to chuckle and LOL a few times from uke’s antics or something Seme did. I love how Seme is the my pace dumb but smitten boyfriend who’s completely oblivious to being smitten and uke is the feisty short-tempered girlfriend who has to reign in her stupid airhead boyfriend lol! NOTES: WHAT SHIT IS THIS THAT THEY DON’T SHOW THE SEX SCENE AT ALL!! JUST THEIR FACES GRUNTING AND HAVE NO IDEA IF SEME IS FINGERING UKE OR WHAT HE’S DOING DOWN THERE LIKE WHAT THE FUCKKKKK!!! C04: All misunderstandings between them get cleared up after uke drunkenly admits to being gay and to keep it a secret. Uke jumped to conclusions about seme as he’s not homophobic and doesn’t hate uke. He’s just a normal straight guy so can’t relate. Also uke admits Seme’s cold and unresponsive demeanour makes uke uncomfortable so seme starts to be more easygoing and free even telling uke he can stay outside if Uke wants to have fun and bring home guys to fool around with. Seme had broken up with his girlfriend so was alone and hates being alone so asks uke to stay with him until he has to meet with his brother in Barcelona in a few days. Their unpleasant companionship becomes awkward fun after that. [cont] IT STARTS!! STRAIGHT SEME THINKS UKE IS CUTE! C06: OMG Seme who was ambivalent to uke in the past and completely uninterested now finds uke REALLY cute haha! Seme is the kind of guy who’s actually nice and chill once you get to know him or at least become close to him. Seme uninterested with others he doesn’t care about but becomes nice if he cares, basically is actually a soft guy and shows his true self with ones who know him otherwise is cold and blunt. I love that uke who when he had a crush on seme wanted to be close to seme and would get so happy but now that he wants to keep his distance, seme is the one who seems to want to close the gap! SO SEXY! C08: Love that seme follows uke when they run into each other by chance again haha. By now seme really likes uke’s company and finds him really cute (due to his contrast between innocent and having a temper) but in a I wanna keep hanging out with him and the fact that he’s gay isn’t a problem. I can’t wait for seme to find uke cute and want to make him his! They’re at a club and seme is going off with women but laughs at uke’s antics. C09: OMG SEME KISSES UKE THINKING HE REALLY IS CUTE AND WONDERS IF HE’S BISEXUAL and propositions uke!! C28: (Flashback) AWWW UKE MADE ME TEAR UP crying after a bad experience where he almost got gang-raped and relaying sadly how lonely he feels as a gay guy and his friend hyung listens and also confesses he’s gay. I LOVE UKE FRIENDSHIP WITH HIS SENPAI HYUNG YOON DAWOOL (a department and 3 years older) who’s also gay but has a bad sour personality so doesn’t have any friends. C29: I cried here!! Dawool hyung and uke’s friendship is truly sweet! Hyung apologises for snapping at Uke via an anonymous letter on radio save IT WAS SO TOUCHING I CRIED AWWWW!! C30: Personally I’m not a fan of uke’s confessing first but it did fit. Now I want seme to go crazy for Uke!! C38: (Flashback sent Childhood): Explains why seme hates being alone and why he’s never serious about anyone. Defence mechanism. Enter Seme’s grandma even he started getting used to being all by himself in America dealing with shitty racist bullies who shut up once he knew how to deal with them. C39: Grandma showed him warmth and at first he hated it it was awkward as he was used to being alone but then he got used to it and needed her so when she died a few years later he was heartbroken and hated being alone. C40: Seme count take the pain of losing the only one who was so close to him so he Never cared for people deeply so as not to feel pain as everyone leaves as it’s just a natural part of life and there’s no point in caring too deeply. C42: FINALLY FIRST HINTS OF JEALOUS SEME!! AND POSSESSIVE SEME!! It’s subtle but there’s 3 obvious instances: 1) when uke is horsing around on his dear Dawool hyung’s back seme just stares and then subtly tugs uke’s shirt saying uke is probably tiring his hyung our (subtle call to get off and away); 2) When uke is walking with seme and hyung in the middle, Seme possessively cuts in to hyung’s path to be close and dote on uke & 3) When seme’s bad boy seme-type best friend Eden Lee kissed uke as a greeting in their first meet, surprised seme pulls him back and while dlesnt act upset, the vicious grip Seme grabs his friend Eden by was PRETTY HOT!!! C44: I LOVE HOW OBLIVIOUS SEME is to how much he’s into uke. So so far it was clear Uke was head over heels but seme was lukewarm, like sure he likes Uke but mainly that he serves the purpose that seme believes Uke wouldn’t leave him as his biggest fear is being alone, aside from the fact that he really finds Uke cute and does genuinely like him. So even though uke is visibly more into Seme then seme is into uke, it’s hilarious that he’s the one who can’t stop thinking about uke when they have to separate rooms to accommodate seme’s seme-type best friend wild bad boy Eden Lee (who is clearly gonna have his own romance with uke’s beloved Dawool hyung who’s gonna be Uke in this case (he was at first seme coded)), seme doesn’t mind being in separate rims rooms and while he finds it cute that uke is sad about it and pouty, he doesn’t understand what the fuss is about thinking they’re gonna spend time together anyways it’s just at bedtime they have to separate. Also that he’d be fine since he’ll be with friends whereas uke wants to be with him. Uke realises he’s the only one who feels like it’s a big deal (in earlier chapters Seme also doesn’t get why it was a big deal to uke that seme is still friends with his ex girlfriends). That said, Seme can’t stop thinking about uke constantly even when he’s with his close friends and supposedly wouldn’t be lonely even if it’s just to think how silly but cute how Uke is being to be so clingy making a big deal out of this situation and laughing about uke’s antics yet is totally oblivious to his ALWAYS THINKING about uke and even thinking uke loves chicken when they eat it with seme’s friends. It feeds seme’s ego so there’s a sense of superiority in that “he’s so cute for being like that but I don’t really get it” way. YET. Seme is the one who ends up going to uke’s new temporary room when it’s been ZERO DAYS since they moved rooms HAHAHA. Seme down bad and doesn’t even realise it LOL. Also oblivious to his own jealousy in c42 LOL. C45: SEME BEING SO DOWN BAD BECAUSE uke which was kinda annoyed that seme didn’t miss him when he came to give the fried chicken is shocked when seme who’s a little drunk came over and over and over to give him things like beer and snacks and just random excuses to keep seeing uke HAHAHA!! C46: First serious lovers quarrel: Our Baka Couple have another fight over stupid seme’s obliviousness of being unaware if his own actions. He’s said before that he keeps getting dumped because he’s too open-minded and laid back about his relationships and this time when uke is angry at seme for agreeing to spend alone time with a girl who clearly wants to get with him, uke storms away and seme is annoyed with uke for always being upset with him without telling him why and wonders if they’ll break up and thinks maybe it will happen since there’s no chemistry between them but his heart throbs painfully at the idea and doesn’t understand why (boy you’re in love and don’t want to break up duh!). [cont] For the first time in his life, seme is pissed at someone (uke). Because he’s bewildered as to why uke is pissed with him (read above para), that uke won’t tell him and it shows and his seme-type best friend Eden comments how surprising it is as seme never gets annoyed when seme tells him he’s annoyed with a friend, saying that’s never happened as seme never talks bad about anyone since he doesn’t consider humans lol so if someone is problematic seme cuts them out with a nonchalant sigh rather than annoyance. Eden says Seme doesn’t care enough about people to be upset with them once telling Eden there’s no reason to. Eden rightly concludes it’s about seme’s roommate (uke) and accidentally sends a text seme was thought was too harsh to send but wrote in the heat if his annoyance: “Woojin, you’re too sensitive.” C47: WHOA CHAPTER OF HARD TRUTHS. Seme and Uke talk about the fight when uke confronts seme (read since paragraph) and while Seme didn’t mean to send that text, he doesn’t get why uke makes such a big deal about seme’s going out with a girl for a meal. Turns out seme is into open relationships and doesn’t rule out the possibility of meeting someone new. That said, he wouldn’t do it without the partner’s consent as he doesn’t outright cheat but he’s into polyamory. Seme says he wouldn’t make a fuss about all the things uke is making a fuss about it if the tables were turned. And that if something asks him out, he’d ask uke before going out with them (to which uke vehemently days he’d never agree) but that ultimately he’d go wherever his heart took him. When uke asks seme if he likes uke at all, Seme admits he only likes those who like him, it’s the same with uke now, that even if Seme finds him adorable, he likes Uke because uke likes him (I wouldn’t necessarily agree there Seme hehe I think the poor guy is deluding himself as he got interested in Uke before he was sure uke was interested in him lol but for now let’s just mourn uke who believes seme’s own denial). Seme asks if it’s a deal breaker if Uke wants them to break up and uke tells him while he’s not ok with this he doesn’t want to break up. Uke loves Seme too much to lose him even if it hurts him that seme might start dating someone else, he wants to stay by seme’s side. Nooo uke, have some self respect! But I kinda hey right now he can’t think of letting seme go as seme is his first everything even if uke is just another in a line of so many for Seme. Uke just accepts that he’s the one who’ll lose in this relationship because he’s the one who’s in love in this relationship. Seme is special to him even if uke is not to seme. NOOOO! DAMN YOU SEME I HOPE YOU FALL DESPERATELY IN LOVE WITH UKE ANY UKE BREAKS *YOUR* HEART!!! GRRRR!!! C48: Even though seme said all the above, it doesn’t get past his Seme-type best friend Eden that seme is acting like he’s gonna spend the rest of his life with uke. Eden knows they’re dating as he caught them holding hands and being lovey dovey and says he’s weird now because he’s acting in a way he never acted before and asks seme what would happen if they break up and seme freezes. Seme is unceremoniously kicking out Eden just because uke is gonna move back in. Seme assures his friend nothing’s changed this is just like any of his past relationships so Eden asks him to come out to pick up girls which seme hesitates. C49: SEME WHO IS SO IN LOVE AND TOTALLY IN DENIAL AND OBLIVIOUS TO HUS OWN FEELINGS. After what his friend said, seme can’t stop watching uke and thinking he’s so pretty, like THE WHOLE TIME STARING AND every body part thinking uke is pretty everywhere and seme is impatient in bed and sucking odd uke which he’s never done before and seme is so totally smitten thinking uke is beautiful while fcking him and still staring after uke falls asleep thinking he wants to see uke more even though uke is right there. SMITTEN SEME. SEMESOINLOVE! C50: UTTERLY BESOTTED COMPLETELY SMITTEN SEME WHO CAN’T STOP STARING AT UKE REGARDLESS OF WHERE THEY ARE OUBLIC OR PRIVATE BECAUSE HE THINKS UKE IS TOO CUTE OR BEAUTIFUL OR PRETTY OR HANDSOME OR COOL. Now uke knows seme is only going out with him because uke likes him and vows to like him more to remove any possibility of anyone stealing him away yet when seme acts utterly besotted and smitten like that, it makes uke believes seme is so much more in love with uke than uke is. C50: Love how annoyed seme gets from being away from his uke. For the first time he’s annoyed he’s not getting time with uke as uke suddenly gets super busy. Seme wonders if he actually misses uke or if it’s just his usual loneliness kicking in. Boy YOU DOWN BAD YOU NEED YOUR UKE! It’s clear by the next chapter which of the two it is fufufu! C52: Seme best friend Eden takes seme out to a club to the hopes of breaking up his relationship with uke (just so he can move in with seme because he hates his current roommate, the ever anal strict and bad personality Yoon Dawool (uke’s dear close hyung friend in the same department)) and seme knows uke will get upset but tries to justify that he already told uke what he’s like (that he won’t stop others from being with him as he’s into open relationships) yet for the first time EVER, where before he would be happy to be with other people, NOW HE IS BORED AND DOESN’T GET WHY! Even his friend comments on how normally seme would happily be flirting with other girls together and is puzzled as to why seme seems so down and not into wanting to hit on other girls, lol. SEME YOU DOWN SO BAD FOR UKE YOU MISS HIM TERRIBLY!! Eden tries to distract him by giving seme a girl’s phone who has asked for his number just when uke barges into the club fuming that seme is doing this again but when seme sees uke is suddenly beams with utter happiness calling it uke’s name, much to Eden’s shock and disgust haha! Eden your tactics won’t work your friend is too much in love HE DOWN BAD!! C54: GOT BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FROM STUPID OBLIVIOUS UNAWARE OF HIS OWN FEELINGS SEME’S JEALOUSY. After uke says he needs time to think when they talk about the fact that seme yet again hurt uke with his open minded free Love thinking (meeting his friend Eden at the singles bar/ club), seme thinks it might be the sign that uke wants to break up because that’s what his previous girlfriends used to team him before it was over. Even though he thinks it’s inevitable as he sent to a place he knew would upset uke, he wasn’t even having fun until uke showed up, he didn’t go out with anyone or flirt so he doesn’t think he actually did anything wrong. That said, the thought of breaking up makes his chest throb and doesn’t understand why. When uke tells his Dawool hyung the truth about his relationship with seme, hyung goes batshit crazy as there’s one thing he doesn’t forgive and that’s cheating as he was cheated on by his ex-boyfriend (even though seme hasn’t technically cheated), and stomps his way to uke’s boyfriend furious and ready to beat him with a baseball bat lol and uke tries to stop him. JEALOUS SEME whose chest hurts and feels betrayed seeing uke hold his hyung by the waist thinking after uke said he needed time to think yet is supposedly having fun with someone else (he’s not he’s trying to stop the man from beating his boyfriend lol). Seme was clear about being in an open relationship, that would also apply to uke yet being hurt by that for some reason and completely oblivious to the fact that it’s hyung is about to beat him haha. Seme gets a taste of his own medicine btch, you wanted an open relationship right? That also applies to uke you get, then why feel so betrayed when uke does it eh? He realises he doesn’t have a choice but to accept the situation but finds it unpleasant! HA HA! Seme stupidly asks if uke and his hyung are dating in his hurt jealousy and uke uppercuts him from rage hahaha! C55: SEME WHO IS OVER THERE MOON LIKE A SPOILED HAPPY PUPPY SEME JUST BECAUSE UKE DOESN’T HAVE ANYTHING WITH HIS HYUNG. Uke asks if seme doesn’t care that uke would get with other people (thinking seme would never get jealous as he doesn’t care about uke the way uke loves seme) but seme days as long as they’re not the reason behind their breakup he has to accept it (but seme has a hard time saying those words as clearly he doesn’t realise he hates the idea lol). UTTERLY INFATUATED SEME. TOTALLY SMITTEN SEME who acts sorry lovey Dovey and spoiled to uke aww! [cont] SEMESOINLOVE YET INDENIAL HAHA BUT SAYS HE ALWAYS ACTS LIKE A FOOL AROUND UKE, he does insane and his feelings are all over the place, that he feels strange and he says this while acting like a spoiled baby to uke wanting his attention and touch and UTTERLY THE MOST IN LOVE MAN EVER LOL. C56: UTTERLY IN LOVE INFATUATED SEME WHO MISSES UKE SO MUCH WHEN UKE LEAVES FOR HOME HE LIES ON UKE’S BED AND SNIFFS HIS SMELL ON THE SHEETS! C58-59: it goes from seme missing uke LIKE CRAZY and refusing to break up with him (58) when his friend Eden tells him to as there’s plenty of fish in the sea (Eden just doesn’t want to live with his hardass roommate (uke’s close hyung friend) because he got too personal about his past failed career as a prodigal rookie violinist) and Eden is shocked that seme has indeed changed so much. SEMESOINLOVE. C59: BREAK UP!! Uke has a horrible day hearing his disgusting broadcast station Club problematic senior talk shit about him (how he’s brawn no brain etc) and sees seme be given a gift by a woman (seme was anxiously waiting for uke to come back missing him terribly and the woman who likes him just approached him on her own) so he breaks up with seme being overly sensitive and sad saying he can’t do this anymore that he was in over his head. Seme’s heart is also breaking but he’s scared of the pain he felt losing his grandmother so agrees reluctantly to the break up thinking everyone eventually leaves anyway… Uke/SemePOV (c04 onwards alternates but c16-17 almost totally SemePOV). Seung-Hyuk x Cha Woo-Jin. University students. Reunion. Chance Meeting on a trip (Europe). Light brown hair x dark brown hair. Broadcasting department x physical education department (sports major). Broadcasting station announcer (university extra curricular) x club member. ?? x 21. Straight x gay. Experienced x virgin. Player x innocent. Unrequited love (uke). Falling out of love (uke). Gorgeous x bland (but he’s cute though). Cherry popper x cherry popped. Handsome seme. Prince like seme. Cool seme. Under lip mole seme (left). Chin mole seme. Popular seme (ladies (c03)). Sexy body seme (c02). Unresponsive seme (misunderstood). Expressionless seme. Pokerface seme. Unbothered seme. Blunt seme. Disinterested seme. Pushover seme who can’t refuse others despite not caring. Uke says he’s an annoying kind of yes man who pisses you off but will agree haha. Fluent in Spanish seme (he’s been to Spain countless times). Nice body seme (manly and muscular but not overboard) (c02). Muscular seme (c02). Abs seme. Broad shoulders seme (c02). Smoker seme (c01). Chin mole seme. Womaniser seme. Ladies man seme. Seme for whom sex is no big deal. Rich seme. Puppy like seme. Super clingy seme. Wanko seme. Super touchy feely seme. Seme is the type who’s hates being alone and is super clingy in new friendships but drops them like flies once he gets a girlfriend (he’s lost many friends due to this bad habit). Utterly Smitten seme (later especially c49). Totally infatuated seme. Puppy like uke. Seems uke had love at first sight due to seemed handsome face but it ended soon after joining the university broadcasting station club after he was recruited by seme (c02 Uke overhead some guys from that club including seme talking shit about uke how he’s probably gay and has the hots for seme and at first says he doesn’t care but when they say uke could jump Seme as he’s in sports seme says that would be a problem as he’s not into gay people). Turns out it was a misunderstanding and seme doesn’t hate gays, he’s just straight and so can’t relate but uke jumped to conclusions after drunkenly confessing he’s gay and pleading with seme to keep it secret, seme says he’s not the kind of person who’d do that and is disappointed that uke thought so little of him, all misunderstandings clear up after uke also says he’s uncomfortable with seme as seme is so unresponsive (seme wanted uke to let him k ow if there was anything else uke doesn’t like) (c04). Big dick seme (c09 seme admitting he is on the bigger side). Painful first time (c11). Condom sex (c11). Post-sex pain (c12). Erection Seme implied (c17 seme recalls sex with uke and gets hard but we don’t see it as they never show anything just he’s crossing his legs to hide his hard-on). More erection Seme not explicitly shown (c20 seme gets hard looking at uke and gets a stiffy and tells uke he wants to do it again). Uke confesses first (c30). Dating (c31-32 onwards). Jealous seme (c42 (FINALLY!!) when uke is touchy feely with his dear Dawool hyung and horsing around jumping on his back, Seme tugs uke’s shirt saying uke is tiring his hyung out (so subtly get off and away from him)) and then most notably when semes seme-type best friend kisses uke when meeting uke for the first time, Seme grabs his friend’s arm in a vice like grip even though he didn’t act especially visibly upset other than surprised). Possessive seme (c42 Seme cuts into uke’s hyung’s side to crowd uke away from said hyung friend). Seme who keeps thinking uke is so pretty during sex (c49). Jealous seme who’s hurt by his own choices (c54 seme gets a taste of his own medicine when he sees uke being close to his hyung holding him when uke said he needed time to think and realises uke is allowed to have his own side fun if seme is one who said open relationship). Slapped seme (c54 more like punched haha because uke got angry he said something stupid like if uke is dating his dear Dawool hyung). Basically, uke who’s a sports major had a fast crush for this handsome broadcasting major guy and joined his club after being recruited on the first day. Uke acted like a wanko with a puppy love crush around seme so others got sus. Seme is a so-called “yes man” who can’t refuse others despite his Pokerface and nonchalant and uninterested demeanour. Uke’s crush quickly ends when he overhears some broadcasting club members talk shit about him saying he’s creepy and gay for acting lovesick around seme and seme says he doesn’t care (in a whatever way) until they say uke being a sports major can pounce seme and seme says that would be a problem as he’s not into gay people. Uke goes on a solo trip to Europe for the first time to forget and have fun and have a nice gay fling with a nice foreigner but he mistakenly didn’t reserve his hotel booking properly and so is stuck homeless for the night on a rainy day. Imagine the WTF moment when out of nowhere his university crush just HAPPENS to be at that very hotel (what are the crazy odds eh lol BL gods) also in this random European country and city at the same time as uke lol. Uke asks if he can crash with him for the night and seme says yes. Seme still acts completely disinterested and says he doesn’t care when uke tries to thank him. Seems seme got robbed and lost everything so asks uke to help him out. Turns out uke got the wrong idea about seme and they clear up the misunderstanding of seme being homophobic and hating uke for being gay after uke drunkenly confesses he’s gay and to keep it a secret (c04). I love that seme thinks uke is cute but in a this guy is actually pretty fun and wants to be friends with him. I like that because I love to see when “man this guy’s kinda cute he’s hilarious and fun” to “man this guy is cute I want to make him mine” lol! AND HONESTLY, I’m a sucker for stories with uke’s falling out of love and wanting to keep their distance but the seme is now the one who wants to close the gap! I love how seme once he realises how much he enjoys uke’s company because uke‘a antics are entertaining and hilarious, seme starts clinging to uke more and more until he’s so touchy feely all the time with uke. Also, sex is no big deal to uke and he separates that with his regular life, seme lost his virginity very young so that’s why it’s like eating. For seme sex isn’t equal to feelings or love so the fact that uke takes it so seriously baffles him, he can still see uke as a friend after that. Also after the one night stand with uke abroad though, seme becomes more into uke as in seeks him out but also because their paths keep crossing somehow. They become roommates. After Seme and uke start dating from c31 Uke I’d very clearly smitten with Seme but seme doesn’t get it. Seme’s frivolous and never felt deeply about anyone due to his loneliness and what he had to deal as a kids always being left alone.