Completed (read 5.5 chapters). 1 full penetrative sex scene (+1 heavily implied as they started naked and fondling and licking but they never showed the actual intercourse hmph!). I liked it a lot! Seme and uke holding back their feelings due to their own guilt over uke’s older brother’s death, who is also seme’s best friend.
SemePOV. Kyosumi x Hibari. Photographer x high school student. Guardian x charge. Young older seme x young uke /younger uke. Cohabitation. Domestic life. Handsome seme. Good-looking seme. Ex-model seme. Smoker seme. Son of doctor seme. Pretty uke. Quiet uke. Housework uke. House chores uke. Unrequited love uke. Mutual hidden feelings. Mutual Secret onesided love. Sleeping kiss uke. Seme knows uke’s feelings but pretends not to as he lives with guilt of feeling responsible for uke’s older brother (seme’s best friend), Misago’s death. Uke and his big brother Misago were orphans and big brother took care of uke. Seme feels responsible because he told big brother to come fast to help him with a photo shoot (big brother Misago was Seme’s biggest supporter for Seme’s photography and helped him take off his career by being his assistant) and big bro died on the way while riding his motorcycle. Sleep lick uke (hey uke-chan isn’t that a but much? Lol). Seme getting turned on and wanting to ravage uke instead of pretending to sleep while uke does his naughty thang. Seme is also in love with uke but keeps it to himself because of his guilt and thinks it’s his fault he’s trapped uke to make this situation happen so believes uke’s feelings are a conflation of his need for love and the loss of his family, seme knows he must set uke free from his trap to make his own choices but also doesn’t want to and just accept uke’s feelings so uke will be his and his only. Confession seme (by first admitting he knows about uke’s feelings because he feels the same way). Rejected seme (uke said he couldn’t return Seme’s feelings because he doesn’t deserve it). It seems uke’s last words to his Niichan were out of jealousy, angrily shouting that he might as well love with Kiyosumi (seme) because uke was jealous of his Niichan getting to spend so much time with the guy he liked (seme) and knowing sides to him that uke didn’t know (uke has been in love with seme before his Niichan tragically died). Proper confession seme (seme confessing his love many time).
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