The Lazy Son and His Naughty Secretary
Completed (read chapter 5). 2 full penetrative sex scenes. I only wish this continued… I love a pervert masochistic seme who gets turned on being trash talked but is also sadistic because he’s aggressive once he gets going on being trash talked haha. I remember reading this but kinda want to reread it properly again. Chihiro x Ryuunosuke. Secretary x young master. Kinda servant x master. Private secretary x son of CEO. Seme x straight. Older seme x younger uke. Handsome seme. Stoic seme. Closet pervert seme. Under eye mole seme (left). Spoiled uke. Feisty uke. Tsundere uke. Rich uke. Masochist seme. Pervert seme. Hentai seme (who gets turned on when trash talked haha). Prideful uke. Past trauma uke (was kidnapped, abused and psychologically tortured by captor). Claustrophobic uke. Diva uke. Diva and bodyguard type whip spoiled uke into shape seme. Prideful uke. Despite uke being so prideful and spoiled, he has balls and works hard when forced and confesses first. I don’t dislike this kind of cute but feisty uke. Poor uke has traumatic past and being kidnapped and verbally and physically abused by the perpetrator. That’s why uke believes himself to be so worthless.
Pittosporum
UTD (read chapter 13). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c13 naked sweet love making in bed sadly short). First kiss c04 when seme kisses uke and after rejection forcefully kisses uke. Deep confessions (c1 FINALLY!). I FUCKING LOVE THIS! This literally has all my kinks but poor seme though (the past trauma was bad). The cover does NOT do this work justice whatsoever plus seme’s much taller and bigger than uke but you can’t tell from the cover or even inserts! The sexual tension due to seme’s onesided desire for uke is FUCKING HOT!! Hetero sex seme (twice plus in the beginning when he’s about to get it on with a chick). Fuckboy seme with 2 girls one in the beginning about to fuck and another in that middle of the act. I just LOOOOVE how seme slowly tries to get closer to uke. This became a favourite “F+” just because of chapter 2 and seme’s sudden change in personality letting out his hidden desires for uke and makes it out to be a joke not to scare uke away! By chapters 5&6 it’s DEFINITELY “AF+”!!!! JESUS CHRIST THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST MADLY ANS DESPERATELY IN LOVE SEMES EVER! THOUGHTS: Okay that said, the first sex scene and from what I can see on Amazon.JP for sample of volume 3 which came out just ac few weeks ago December 1st, 2023 so hopefully Renta will release the licensed chapters soon (by the way I read this whole thing which had 13 chapters out in one sitting December 26, 2023 from early morning till evening), the sex scenes while super cute and full of sweetness are underwhelming with all the buildup that was setup what with seme’s sexual tension and “I’ll mess you up” and all I was really expecting a super pentup and horny seme to go nuts on uke but he just seems happy and relaxed which honestly isn’t what I was hoping for. I was hoping for some unrestrained tension and wild instincts I mean the guy was so damn pentup he has to unload on random chicks imagining he was violating uke and yet the sex scenes between our main couple fall flat of sexiness compared even to seme’s slut father being fucked by another seme. I mean they showed the cock going in and all while they never do here… Honestlt a letdown so I’m gonna have to reduce the rating I initially had from “AF+” to “F+” for that reason… Like don’t build us up so much to flop like a deflated balloon… I’m so happy that their feelings are mutual and seme’s feelings reached uke but what the hell happened to all that tension? Uke is so sexy and sensual how can seme stay sane in front of that and have normal vanilla sex?? As a fujoshi I feel a bit cheated :/ NOTES 2: OMG OMG I WAS ALLL WRONG ABOUT PREVIOUS CHAPTERS SEME WASN’T SEXUALLY ATTACKING UKE ALL THOSE TIMES DUE TO BASIC THINGS LIKE TRAUMAS OR TRIGGERS HE’S JUST SO MADLY IN LOVE WITH UKE AND UKE KEPT PROVOKING HIM AND HE ACTED ON HIS DESIRES!!!! AND ALL THOSE HETERO SEX SCENES WAS SEME RELEASING HIS PENT-UP DESIRE SO HE DIDN’T ATTACK UKE!!! NOTES: From what I gathered by chapter 4, seme is much more complex than the typical handsome BL playboy seme. We can figure out that seme has a complicated relationship with his mother. She deeply cares for him and misses him but it seems his father left his mother probably for another man as his distraught mother keeps saying “you won’t become like your father right?” to him which is why despite his mother telling seme to come visit home, he chooses to stay away from her instead opting to attend boarding school to be away from her. On top of that, seme clearly has unrequited feelings for uke which he probably feels guilty for due to his mother and so tries to deny them but can’t stay away from uke (who’s honestly too cute for his own good so we get it seme-kun!). Now it’s unclear till now if seme is repressing homosexuality in general (is he actually gay) which is why he keeps sleeping with girls left and right or if it’s just his feelings for uke in particular but either way he doesn’t want to disappoint his mother and so is struggling with that. OK! By chapter 5, it’s clear seme is trying to deny his feelings for UKE not gayness in general! That said seme’s trauma runs much deeper poor guy! Because, HOLY SHIT. The trauma seme endured as a child witnessing his slut uke father being fucked shamelessly by another man in an open car for all to see and calling out seme’s name after he saw his son (seme) saw him AND INSTEAD MOANING EVEN HARDER AS IN TAKING EVEN MORE PLEASURE FROM BEING SEEN AND TRAUMATISING HIS OWN SON like a bitch in heat letting himself get fucked mindless and poor seme coming in his pants from the shock… :( C01: I LOVE how the tables get turned! Confident cool seme who oozes sexual confidence too effortlessly teases uke for getting turn on while peeping when seme was fucking some chick and messes with uke and makes him come making uke feel humiliated yet seme is the one quietly escaping into a bathroom flustered and aroused beyond belief with a hard-on! C02: BUTTERFLIES IN MY GUT from how seme just worms his way into uke’s life and when uke lectures him with his easy-going careless troublemaker ways seme snaps. OH FUCK I GOT RHINOS STOMPING MY GUT OH SHIT FROM CAREFREE SEME REVEALING A DARK SIDE WHEN UKE CARELESSLY SAYS HE SHOULDN’T MESS AROUND AND GO FROM GIRL TO GIRL (saying that’s why the teachers consider him a troublemaker) AND SEME JUST SNAPS BANGS THE WALL SUDDENLY AND LOOKS AT UKE WITH A DANGEROUS AND SCARY BORED GAZE ASKING IF THAT MEANS UKE CAN TAKE THEIR PLACE THAT IF THAT MEANS SEME CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS TO UKE EVEN IF UKE CRIES AND TELLS HIM HE DOESN’T WANT IT THAT IT MIGHT BE ROUGH AND HURT AND WOULD MAKE HIM HATE SEME EVEN MORE THAT SEME WON’T STOP IF UKE CAN TAKE THAT THEN HE’LL CUT ALL TIES WITH ALL OTHER GIRLS AND UKE IS SHOCKED AND SEME SUDDENLY LAUGHS SAYING UKE TOOK THAT SERIOUSLY BUT FUCK THAT WAS SO FUCKING HOT BECAUSE YOU KNOW EASYGOING SEME MEANT EVERY WORD AND HE HAS THIS DARKER DESIRE FOR UKE HE HIDES UNDERNEATH HIS CAREFREE DEMEANOR FUCKKKK!!! SO FUCKING HOTTTTT!!! GODDD AND THE FAN TRANSLATION OF THAT SCENE WAS EVEN HOTTER I WANNA KNOW THE JAPANESE VERSION FFFFFCKKKK (it’ll hurt and it might be tough on you but I won’t stop)…. UGHHHHHHHH!!! C05: FUCKKKKKK THE RHINOSSS WERE TOMOING ALL OVER MY GUT AND LOINS FLUTTERING LIKE CRAZYYYYY DUE TO SEME’S LUST AND DESIRE FOR UKE AND SEXUAL TENSION AHHH!!!! OMGGGGG I NEARLY DIED FROM OVERLOAD OF SEXINESS HOLY SHIT! BACK IN C04 UKE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT SEME’S MOM BEING LONELY AFTER SHE HELPED UKE OUT BEING A BIT PREACHY WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT SEME’S GOING THROUGH WITH HIS MOTHER LIKE IMPLYING YOU SHOULD GO SEE HER OR SOMETHING WHICH TRIGGERS SEME AS HE’S DEALING WITH HIS OWN GUILT FOR HAVING GAY DESIRES FOR UKE DESPITE HIS MOTHER’S EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY REGARDING FATHER TURNING GAY AND SO SOMETHING INSIDE HIM SNAPS AND KISSES UKE BUT WHEN UKE SMACKS SEME TO STOP SEME THIS TIME FORCEFULLY KISSES UKE SOME MORE AND THRUSTS HIS TONGUE INSIDE DESPITE UKE’S RESISTANCE AND THE WAY HE LOSES CONTROL AND HIS LARGE HAND GROPES UKE’S NAKED ASS CHEEKS AND RUBS HIS HOLE LIKE HE’S LOST HIS MIND AND SCARES UKE UNTIL THE ONLY THING THAT SNAPS SEME OUT OF IT IS WHEN UKE BITES HIS TONGUE/LIP WHICH IF UKE HADN’T DONE THAT TO SNAP SEME OUT SEME WOULD HAVE PROBABLY ENDED UP RAPING UKE IN HIS PENT-UP DESIRE… BUT FUCKKKKKK THAT WAS HOT HOW SEME LOST CONTROL AND MADE ME THINK OF THAT SEXY WARNING HE GAVE UKE BACK IN C02 WHERE HE SAID HE WOULDN’T STOP EVEN IF IT HURT UKE… MY LOINS ARE ON FIYAHHHH!!!! AND THE WAY SEME HOLDS UKE LIKE IT’S HIS FEMALE THE WAY UKE RESISTS TRYING TO PUSH HIM AWAY AND HOLDING ONTO HIS SEXY MANLY SHOULDERS BUT SEME JUST WON’T BUDGE, SEME SIMPLY LOSING HIS MIND WITH LUST FOR UKE JUST EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS CHAPTER WAS SO CRAZY HOT!!!!! [CONT] AND FUCK HETERO SEX SEME AGAIN WITH TWO CHICKS MAKING THEM WEAR THE SAME TYPE OF PAJAMAS UKE WORE AT HIS HOUSE IN C04 AND HAVING THEM HAVE BLACK HAIR LIKE UKE AND COMING IMAGINING THE ONE HE’S FUCKING IS UKE UNFHHH!! And then throwing up after talking to his mother on the phone both from the guilt and fucking people that weren’t uke… [CONT] HOLY FUCK NOW WE GET A FLASHBACK INTO SEME’S CHILDHOOD AND GET TO KNOW WHAT TRAUMATISED SEME AND HIS MOTHER (I WAS PRETTY MUCH SPOT ON EXCEPT HAD NO IDEA IT WAS MUCH WORSE…) AND FUCK POOR SEME… HE WAS SUCH A CAREFREE HAPPY INNOCENT CHILD BUT HIS BITCH SLUT FATHER RUINED EVERYTHING… I FEEL *REALLY* BAD FOR SEME HE WAS SO INNOCENT POOR KID… SEME CAUGHT HIS SLUTTY BITCH WHORE FATHER BEING FUCKED IN PUBLIC BY ANOTHER MAN AND THE WHORE BITCH FATHER MOANED HARDER LIKE A PROSTITUTE AFTER BEING SEEN BY HIS OWN TRAUMATISED SON AND THE SIGHT OF A COCK SPEARING HIS FATHER’S HOLE SHOCKED SEME BUT WORSE HE REALISED HE CAME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE IN HIS TROUSERS AFTER SEEING THAT HE HATED HIMSELF FOR WANTING TO DO IT TOO… POOR POOR SEME… C06: Story of how seme fell in love with uke. AND OMG THIS WHOLE CHAPTER MADE MT HEART SKIP A BEAT AND MT GUT WRENCH WITH BUTTERFLIES AND RHINOS OMGGGG! So anyway, seme was so traumatised by what happened that he basically fucked his way straight after that one unmentionable incident with his whore father and thereafter was only sexually attracted to girls UNTIL UKE CAME ALONG AND RUINED HIM FOR OTHERS… IT WENT FROM CURIOSITY TO HOPELESSLY FALLING IN LOVE AND LUST AND ALMOST BECOMING A STALKER JUST TO BE NEAR UKE! At first he was curious about the guy who kept placing second and when he frivolously tried to chat him up, uke shot him down cold and then he was annoyed but after seeing uke cry, he started getting more interested. One day he overheard uke somewhat defending himself saying seme is only human and people should want to approach him normally instead of trying to get something out of seme and while seme knew uke’s just a righteous goody two shoes and was just talking idealistically, it still made him cry and then his keen interest became obsession and did nice things for uke anonymously like giving him vegetable drinks since uke was barely having enough money to eat. His obsession became POSSESSIVENESS IN THIS ONE HOT SCENE WHERE SEME IS WATCHING UKE LAUGH FREELY AND BEING PATTED BY A MALE FRIEND AND SEME THINKS “DON’T TOUCH HIM” and REALISES HIS POSSESSIVENESS BECAME TERRIFYING AS A CASCADE OF POSSESSIVE THOUGHTS WANTING UKE TO MONOPOLISE UKE AND VIOLATE HIM “I WANT TO RAVISH HIM - I WANT TO MAKE A MESS OF HIM - I WANT TO BREAK HIM - I DON’T WANT HIM TO BELONG TO ANYONE ELSE - I WANNA KEEP HIM HIDDEN SO ONLY I CAN SEE HIM - I DON’T WANT ANYONE ELSE TO SEE HIM CRY BUT ME - I DON’T WANT HIM TO SMILE FOR ANYONE ELSE - ETC” FUCKKKKKKK SEME YOU GOT IT BAD!! YOU PRACTICALLY A STALKER NOW YOU HANDSOME BOY! SEMESOINLUST SEMESODESPERATELYINLOVE!!!! SO HOTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! FOR THAT REASON OF BECOMING OBSESSIVELY DESPERATE FOR UKE SEME NEVER PLANNED ON GETTING INVOLVED WITH UKE FOR HIS OWN SAFETY. C08: SEME IS MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND WITH FANGIRL FEELS AND RHINOS STOMPING MY GUT ALL OVER THE PLACE AND MAKING MY HEART SKIP A MILLION BEATS… BECAUSE. OUR HIGH SPEC FRIVOLOUS EASYGOING CAREFREE SEME WHO’S NEVER CONFRONTATIONAL AND LETS PEOPLE DO AND SAY AS THEY PLEASE LOSES HIS COMPLETE SHIT AND UNLEASHES MURDEROUS CARNAGE ALMOST KILLING SOME OF HIS SO-CALLED FRIENDS (MORE LIKE SYCOPHANTS) FOR BAD-MOUTHING UKE (FOR BEING POOR) AND DEFENDING HIS BELOVED’S HONOR… HE PUNCHED AND SLASHED THEM BLOODY WITH GLASS SHARDS AND CAUSED ABSOLUTE MAYHEM IN THE SCHOOL CAFETERIA AND WORRIED UKE WITNESSES AS SEME STANDS THERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CARNAGE A BLOODY MESS AND WARNS “YOU LITTLE SHITS” NEVER TO SPEAK OR UTTER UKE’S NAME AND NEVER RUN THEIR MOUTHS ABOUT UKE AND TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM AND KEEP HIS NAME OUT OF THEIR FILTHY MOUTHS UGH AND HIS KILLING INTENT IS CRAZY AND HE JUST RUINED HIS (FUN EASYGOING) REPUTATION FOREVER WITH HIS GANG LIKE OMG HE DOESN’T EVEN CARE WHEN IT COMES TO HIS UKE LIKE THIS SEME WILL KILL ME INSTEAD *FANS SELF DESPERATELY* C09: Seme’s mother basically reveals seme’s feelings of intense love for uke as she caught on since she’d never seen her son make such a tender expression that time seme and uke took a taxi from his house back to school back in C03 (or C04 I forget). Geez, seme’s mom basically did the confession lol. And his mother realises that all those times he never came home for any holiday is because uke was always there was he loves far and can only afford to go home during summer holiday. C10: This chapter literally made me tear up and cry… because everything seme did was for uke… And uke remembers all the little hints of how much seme loved him and cared for him and UKE FINALLY REALISES!! OMGGGG WE REALISE HOW DEEPLY AND MADLY IN LOVE WITH UKE SEME HAS BEEN ALLLL THIS TIME OMGGGG AND UKE US REALIZING IT TOO! SEME’S WHOLE WORLD IS UKE… UKE EVEN FOUND A NOTEBOOK IN WHICH SEME NEVER TOOK NOTES BUT ALL THAT’S WRITTEN IN IT IS THE WORDS “YANO IS ALL I NEED.” WITH PEN SCRATCHES TO COVER IT UP! AND UKE LOVES SEME TOO AND RUNS TO HIM WHEN HE REALISES ALL THE SIGNS OF HOW DEEPLY SEME HAS ALWAYS LOVED UKE I AM CRYINGGGGGGGGGG!!! UKE RUNS TO SEME ANS HUGS HIM THINKING HE WANTS TO TREASURE SEME ABOVE ALL ELSE THANK GODDDDDD!!! THEIR FEELINGS ARE FINALLY MUTUAL!! SEME YOU HAVE ENDURED SO MUCHHH YOUR UKE IS YOURS NOW ENJOYYY!!!! C10: FINALLY MUTUAL DEEP CONFESSIONS (but as expected SEME IS INTENSE AND SO FULL OF INTENSE DEEP LOVE AND DESIRE AND UKE’S IS JUST SO SWEET!!). This goes beyond the regular “I like you” confessions! Seme’s is literally “I don’t care about anyone or myself. I don’t care about anything other than you.” OOOOF AND HE SAYS THIS WITH THE MOST SOMBER EXPRESSION THAT FORSHADOWS LIVES COULD BE LOST OR TAKEN FOR THIS LOVE JUST SHITTTTTT HE WOULD DIE IF UKE’S NOT IN HIS LIFE… GUHHH!! And seme throws in a casual proposal saying this won’t end after high school ends, and basically warning uke that he’s stuck with him as he won’t let uke leave him if uke ever finds someone else… And the sexual tension is so HOTTT and UKE FEELING THINGS UGHHH AND SEME HOLDING BACK SAYING ALL HE WANTS TO DO WITH MAKE A MESS OF UKE UGHHH SemePOV (c05-06 (some sight before that)). Odajima Sono x Yano Hisaya. High school students. Boarding school. 2nd years. Dormitory. Roommates. Smart x hard worker. 1st x 2nd rank. Natural genius x super studious. Prodigy x scholarship student. Carefree x majime. Straight x uke. Red hair x black hair. Gorgeous seme. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Ikemen seme. Popular seme (ladies). Tall seme. High spec seme. Athletic seme. Good in sports seme. Rich seme. Rich upbringing seme. Effortlessly easy life (talented, sports come easily, smart, handsome and rich). Cybergenics seme. Earrings seme (studs on each side). Playboy seme. Fuckboy seme. Fickle seme. Frivolous seme. Untouchable seme. Boyishly manly seme. Broad shoulders seme. School topper seme despite never studying. Seme was always who excelled in sports and academics even without trying. Easy going seme. Blushing seme (only in secret when uke’s not looking like c04 hehe he recalls uke asleep leaning on his shoulder in the car). Unrequited love seme. Deep unrequited love seme. Onesided love seme. Forceful seme (c01,05 (this was was HOT AF!)). Hard-working uke. Sister complex uke. Serious uke. Hetero sex seme (c01 seme is vigorously fucking a chick with her legs spread wide with seme holding them wide apart showing her partial pussy pubes and big tits out; c05 fucking two girls with most tits out and fucking one spread legs; c06 attempted by failed). Erection seme (c01 from recalling uke’s sexy face when he messed with him). Tenting trousers seme (c01 remembering uke). Flustered seme (c01 about how turned on he got). Slapped seme (c02 by girls). Aggressive seme (c05 forcefully kisses uke despite uke resisting). Slapped seme uke edition (c05 smacked for kissing uke without warning but undeterred seme forcefully kisses him again after a pained expression SO HOT). Ass groping seme (c05 his large hand squeezing uke’s cheek and his finger down uke’s crack and implied rubbing his hole). Kabedon seme (c05 when uke rejects seme’s lustful advances by biting seme). Seme losing his mind with lust and desire for uke (c05). Obsessive seme (c05). Seme always watching uke secretly (c06). Stalker seme (c06 almost on how he changes his plans to make sure he’s alone in the dorms with uke). Intense Confession seme (c10 with “I don’t care about anything other than you”). Uke reply confession (c10 “you’re the only one who makes me feel this way” aww).
Lost in the Cloud
UTD (read chapter 100). First kiss c16 (deep French kiss forced by seme to humiliate and get back at his stepmother), 2nd c91 (actual first real kiss with seme asking permission awww), 3rd c94 (in public at the movies sexy deep French kiss), etc. Almost kiss (c82 when seme tries to kiss uke again but uke rejects it). C06: Uke confronts seme angrily as seme is really making uke miserable by messing with uke by almost spilling the beans and threatening uke indirectly in front of uke’s object of affection / unrequited crush and grabs at seme and seme says it pisses him off that uke cut off seme from all the photos and that he’s more good looking than ukes crush. Anyways seme pretends to be innocent even though uke realises now that seme is a bully who likes messing with him and secretly is happy to find a “toy” to distract himself with. C13: We learn that before uke fell for crush (Chan-Il), he was actually quite mean to him and pushed him away a lot and said terrible things as uke is a loner. I’m surprised in a good way as I thought loner uke just generic BL fell in love you the bright fun-loving seme-type guy but it wasn’t like that at all. Uke kept Chanil at a distance and was truly mean saying like “I don’t care about what the fuck you think just stay the fuck away from me” or “stop trying to act like we’re friends” etc when the seme-type crush was so nice and sweet to him and genuinely trying to be his friend and get close to him. I didn’t think uke was rue mean type when were first introduced as he seemed like the pushover nice guy so seeing him be so randomly mean to his crush back then is a bit of a shock. Uke from c01 seemed like he didn’t want to worry his mom and all so seemed good-natured… C20: SEXY FIRST HINTS OF JEALOUS SEME! We don’t know why seme is into uke yet as he seems to hate him but he’s still interested in uke to do all he did so far like blackmail him, bully him, bring uke home (he’s never done with that with any of his friends) and kiss him forcefully and showing his true bad personality to uke when he’s hiding it from everyone else including his closest friends. And now SEME IS JEALOUS FOR THE FIRST TIME SHOWN AS HE RECALLS HOW MUCH UKE HATED BEING KISSED BY SEME GAGGING ANS CRYING DISGUSTED AND WONDERS IF UKE WOULD HAVE REACTED LIKE THAT WITH HIS CRUSH (seme’s friend Chan-Il) IMAGINING UKE BEING INTO THE KISS AND GIVES HIS FRIEND (uke’s crush) THE STINK EYE BOY IS SO JEALOUS!! He wonders what’s so good about uke’s crush (AKA seme’s friend Chan-Il) when he thinks he’s so much better. C23: I love that seme starts to yearn for uke when he follows uke with his eyes and sees uke smiling with others yet hating him. Uke has now started completely ignoring seme and it’s really getting to him. Seme is obsessed with uke in his own way. He’s ALWAYS thinking of uke and how uke hates him. C27-36: [FLASHBACK OF UKE’S HORRIBLE PAST] C27: Start of uke’s flashback as a kid when he first met his ex-best friend Choi Minwoo (who becomes a handsome pretty boy seme type with an under eye more (left)) when was 10 and they became inseparable (he’s the reason uke has a trauma) uke is like a completely different person. Whereas now he’s a nerd type who studies, likes photography (and is good at it) and a loner and outcast, he used to be super sporty, jock-type (seme-looking) and athletic. He became more delinquent and aggressive after his parents divorced and he starting fighting a lot with his mom (being a careless bad son or maybe just a regular rebellious teen) and falling in with a bad crowd at the end of middle school when his then best childhood friend Minwoo, got influenced by the older bad kids who smoked and all. C31: Flashback of the falling out between him and his ikemen seme-type then best childhood friend and neighbour Choi Minwoo back when they were 16 (end middle school in Korea?). They both got drunk on Minwoo’s dad’s alcohol and uke kissed him which is shocking because I thought his best friend would put the moves since he’s always been touchy feely one… But his best friend got grossed out and told him to fuck off… C33: CRUEL SCENE of best friend pretending to like the kiss to humiliate uke by blindfolding him and make him kiss this gross fat nerd and cruelly laughed at uke saying that’s what uke did to him… Damn… C34: FLASHBACK. MORE HORRID INTENSE DRAMA. Uke confronts his now ex-friend about the horrid thing he did and they end up in fist fight with the friend not being sorry and saying how it made him puke that uke thought his brotherly affection was taken for something else all these years and both crying the ex friend tells him he never wants to see his disgusting face again and better yet to go and fucking die... The next day, the rumours start with the ex friend telling the whole school that uke tried to kiss him while sleeping and uke’s becomes a nightmare… C35: RAPE. This ex friend is just PLAIN CRUEL. Even though he felt betrayed by uke’s noncon kiss hole he slept, he became the ringmaster of uke being billed daily at school and even encouraged his gang to rape uke while he stood by emotionless fully aware of what was happening… YOU ARE NOT HUMAN NO MATTER WHAT WHAT THE FUCK?!!! What kind of piece of shit is he that he egged on cruelty of that level… Not only to incite horrible bullying to someone you considered your brother but RAPE?!!! What the fuck????? C36: When uke’s mom was going to confront uke’s childhood friend’s family (they’re family friends), uke almost committed suicide threatening to jump off the building. The reason why uke was so hostile to his crush (not his childhood friend, the recent Orange haired guy in his photography club who uke took tons of pictures of), is because he reminded uke of his cruel ex-best friend. C47: I love how even MOB characters are noticing how weird seme is acting around uke, like an obsessed stalker haha. The character who’s uke’s “friend” monologued that seme was just standing behind uke as if waiting for uke to notice him with his intense eyes. HOT. C53: INSANE RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT AND ACHING THROBBING LOINS FROM THE GUT-WRENCHING CRAZY JEALOUSY OF SEME AND FIRST WHEN HE PANICS AND RUNS THE WHOLE SCHOOL DOWN LOOKING FOR UKE AND SEME’S FRIEND (CHANIL WHO UKE HAS A CRUSH ON) AFTER HE’S TOLD BY A MUTUAL FRIEND THAT THEY STUDIED THE WHOLE WEEKEND TOGETHER (seme freaks out thinking “together the whole weekend?!” AND WHEN SEME SEES THEM TOGETHER HIS INSANE YANDERE JEALOUSY JUMPS OUT SEEING UKE LAUGH AND SMILE AND THINKING MURDEROUSLY “WHY OF ALL PEOPLE DOES IT HAVE TO BE CHANIL?” WITH TICKING JAW AND HIS NAILS PAINFULLY SCRATCHING THE WALL!! HOTTTTTTT!!!! C57: Seme realises his friend Chanil (the one uke has a crush on) has a crush on a close female friend of his and tries to set them up so he will leave uke’s side. So cunning seme this will break uke’s heart though. C58: Uke’s object of unrequited love Chanil fell in love with a good friend of seme’s and seme set them up and now they’re going out and Chanil is in love and happy and this broke uke’s heart completely. C64: SUPER POSSESSIVE SEME. Already seme has admitted he was trying to isolate uke (implied to get him all to himself) but here he is blatantly territorial about uke as he possessively grabs him back when a friend was clingy to uke when they were both scared of a frog. C65: Seme’s extreme jealousy and possessiveness ended up hurting uke as seme himself didn’t understand why he was acting that way and when uke thought it’s because he gets on seme’s nerves as seme doesn’t want uke to get close to his friends, seme not understanding his own feelings yet says mean things that it’s true uke gets on his nerves lately (because he’s falling in love and doesn’t understand it yet so uke is ALWAYS on seme’s mind) and that he doesn’t want uke to be close to his friends (possessive seme). Meanwhile this scene dredges up the horrid past with his ex childhood best friend who said horribly cruel things to uke years back in their falling out. C66: MY GUT WRENCHED WITH BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY BELLY FROM SEME PANICKING LIKE MAD WHEN UKE IGNORES HIM AND WITH SEME’S OBSESSION WITH UKE. OBSESSED SEME WAITING FOR UKE LIKE A STALKER OR WORRIED BOYFIE AT UKE’S STUDY CENTRE FOR HOURS. After seme hurt uke and said mean things out of jealousy he runs to uke’s places of study and even almost home (stalker seme) and texts and calls uke obsessively 23+ times like a psycho and when uke ignores him seme goes crazy again saying he went crazy as uke wasn’t answering his phone and loses his mind more when uke rightfully ignores him and realising that if this continues he will lose uke forever seme finally apologises and confesses that he got angry because he hated others being close to uke. Uke misunderstands thinking seme was scared uke would tells others about seme’s own secrets and forgives seme in his own way (seme has no idea what even uke’s talking about but is just happy uke isn’t angry with him anymore lol). SEME DOWN HORRENDOUS FOR UKE! C70: OMG MASTURBATING SEME IMPLIED!! C71: Uke has figured out that seme has feelings for him. C73-80: [FLASHBACK TRAUMATIC PAST CHILDHOOD SEME] 1ST AFTERMATH OF LOSING MOTHER (with father wishing his own son had died instead of his wife which child uke heard and saying being home is hell… wow…); 2) GRIEVING KID SEME HAVING LOST BOTH HIS MOTHER AND FATHER (because he rejected seme’s existence) AND WAS CRAVING THE LOVE OF PARENTAL FIGURES, BEING MOLESTED BY MALE TEACHER (c79 not shown but implied and kid seme was so traumatised he even peed his pants in class poor kid and his stepmother made him feel bad about it saying he embarrassed her instead of comforting him and he hit her and realised that the adults who had do much control over him could be overpowered) :( … From that day, seme became cold and knowing his father hated him the most, he vowed to make sure he was also never happy, just like what he did to seme as a kid. C80: This is how seme became the cold fake bastard uke knows him to be. The only one he treasured was his beloved Samoyed dog Cotton Candy who loves him for him and is terrified of what will hair if she dies and no one is left to love him. Flashback of why and how seme did what he did to uke. At first, he thought uke was just a stalker creep but then realised he was a lot like seme trapped in misery so that’s why he wanted uke to wallow in worse misery than him to feel better about his own pathetic hopeless life and give it some meaning but then became the fear of being left behind by uke, that uke would find happiness without seme to being terrified that without uke, seme wouldn’t be able to go on. C82: RHINOS STOMPING IN MY BELLY IN THIS CHAPTER! In a heart to heart seme almost spills to uke that he was molested by his teacher when he was a kid when seme wants them both to share secrets. When uke refuses seme tries to kiss uke who rejects the kiss and SEME GOES CRAZY WITH UKE’S REJECTION FORCING HIMSELF ON UKE SAYING WHY WON’T UKE LET HIM KISS HIM AND HOW UKE ALWAYS TREATS HIM AS IF HE’S DIRTY. And then seme cries saying sorry… C85: Shameless disgusting father fucked his new girlfriend on his own son’s bed… We find out in C86 that the disgusting whore knew about the camera too and did it on purpose. C91: AWWW FIRST REAL KISS WITH SEME ASKING PERMISSION AND UKE GETTING IVER HIS TRAUMA TO KISS SEME BACK!! C96: Seme finally tells uke that he was molested by his male teacher back in the third grade. Pedophile teacher. C97: Sweet sad moment of uke telling seme it’s not his fault and seme crying his eyes out AWWW… Then possessive seme deleting Chanil’s message to uke to go see some photography exhibition and thinking how he is terrified uke will leave him. C100: SUPER CRAZY POSSESSIVE SEME. Uke finds out seme has deleted all messages from Chanil asking to go to the photography exhibition and seme hitting uke when he sees uke and Chanil being close and acting super Yandere. Uke/SemePOV. Baek Hyunwoon (Cirrus) x Yeon Hanuel (Skylar). Blackmail. Classmates. Young master x normal. Popular x loner. Class toppers. Hate first. Enemies to lovers. Ikemen seme. Super Handsome seme. Red eyes seme. Cool seme. Tall seme (6’0). Gentle seme (fake). Nice guy seme (fake). Popular seme. Super Rich seme. Young master seme. Smart Seme. Yandere seme. Fake personality seme. Strong seme. Bully seme. Sadistic seme (who gets off on uke’s misery caused by him). Seme who likes to play with uke’s feelings for fun and acts all innocent and remorseful (c03,06). Cruel seme who’s just using uke for his own enjoyment (c06). Family problems seme (c07 his father’s mistress/wife (?) (his messed up stepmother who’s much younger than his dad and only using him for his money and not telling any of her friends she’s dating a much older man and single father). Seme in hateful relationship with his stepmother. Past trauma seme (c73-79 being hated by his own father and molested by a male teacher). Shitty father (c85 seme’s father is disgusting fucking his mistress on his own son’s bed to torment him). Megane uke. Sick uke. Loner uke. Antisocial uke. Past trauma uke (c17 seme kissed uke which dredged up a past trauma from middle school when another student kissed him and probably humiliated uke). Slapped seme (c18 uke punches him for going too far and constantly being in his face). Jealous seme (c20 imagining about uke liking being kissed by his crush when he hated being kissed by seme and wondering so good about his friends when hee thinks he’s so much better). Horrible past trauma from bullying (c31+ when uke’s childhood best friend became his horrible bully after uke secretly kissed him while he slept). Insane Jealous seme (c53 when seme goes crazy looking for uke and the friend whom uke has a onesided crush on and going crazy at seeing them happy and murderously pissed off from jealousy thinking why does it have to be him). Very jealous seme (c56 he’s still watching uke and his crush (seme’s friend Chanil) like a hawk and wondering what to do to get rid of Chanil from uke’s side). More extremely jealous seme (c63 seme getting pissed at uke and telling him to stop being so loud in front of class just because a friend was getting close to uke about playing soccer together). Super possessive seme (c64 violently grabbing uke away from a friend who was clinging onto uke). Jealous seme (c65 doesn’t understand why he lost it and flipped when he saw his friend hanging all over uke and possessively grabbing uke pulling him away… boy you in love and you don’t want anyone to touch what’s yours!). Obsessed seme (c66 he’s been obsessed with uke for some time now but now more than ever with him calling uke 23+ times when he said something mean to uke out of jealousy). Implied Masturbating seme (c70 in the shower he recalls kissing uke that one time (c16) and how badly he wanted to touch uke and seme is naked and panting so it’s implied he masturbated and jerked off but they do t show anything to give us a definite yes just heavily implied). Rejected kiss seme (c82). Hurt seme from having his kiss be rejected by uke (c82 seme goes crazy forcing himself on uke and licking his neck and giving uke a possessive hickey (c83). and then crying and apologising). Confession seme (c88 seme offhandedly confessing that he likes uke a lot and then talking about other stuff lol). Uke asking him out after deliberating haha (c88-89). First kiss (c91 real first not forced kiss). Dating (c91+). Possessive boyfriend seme (c97 deleting a message on uke’s phone of Chanil (the guy uke initially had a onesided crush on) to go see something without uke’s knowledge as he’s terrified uke will leave him). Seme is the close friend of uke’s object of his affection, an orange haired seme-type named Seong Chanil who’s nice to sickly Megane uke. Uke who’s in the photography club like a creepy stalker takes pictures of his unrequited love and saves them on his school computer account. Seme finds them and sort of threatens uke with it yet acts so concerned and troubled by uke but by end c03 turns out seme is kinda Yandere and has a double personality than the nice normal class president image as he laughs meanly and calls uke stupid when he’s recalling uke’s tearful crying plea to keep this a secret from his crush as well as everyone.
Kiraide Isasete