david_holmes's manga / #In Denial About Their Feelings(1)

Reading (c5, p29). OKAY, I STOPPED READING BECAUSE THE GUY I WAS SURE AND WAS BADLY HOPING WOULD TOP FCKIN BOTTOMED SO *SCREW THIS*. I’m so pissed because what made this series interesting to me in the first place was having a cool but proper and serious seme with a very manly and masculine rough around the edges with no finesse uke but Nooooo they just had to reverse it and make it typical... SO F DISAPPOINTED FOR WASTING MY TIME *FUMES* EVERYTHING FROM HERE ON OUT IS REVERSE ORDER FFCCCK *pissed as a MF* Gay x Straight. Seme x seme. Mutual pining. In denial about their feelings seme & uke. Jerk-off buddies. Masturbation buddies. Top seme. Handsome seme. Manly seme. Muscular seme. Lean seme. Ripped body seme. Ripped seme. Broad shoulders seme. Hot seme. Excellent cook seme. Pride seme. Housewife seme. Jealous seme. Hard-on seme. Erection seme. Manly uke. Dumped uke. Nuisance uke. Messy uke. Drunken uke. Pride uke. Break-up comfort seeking uke. Uke keeps getting dumped by his girlfriends and goes over to his neighbor and fellow uni student (same uni) for comfort and basically comes onto seme, seduces and molests him and even though seme stops uke sternly saying uke is not his type, he still wants uke not to push it or else he’ll “fucking rape you.” So hot... Love that gay seme goes to complain about straight uke to his gay friends at the gay bar ALL THE TIME (like how whenever uke comes over he makes a complete mess of his whole flat, how he can’t get peace and quiet, how he gets molested and that he should just stay straight instead of touching a gay guy) so much much so that they seem to get the picture better than seme does, like, “he doesn’t even realise it yet but he’s already fallen for him (uke).”, haha (I know that’s a lot of gay and straight but the thought of it is so endearing in my BL fantasies). The gay bar Mama asks the seme isn’t it because he likes uke to which seme vehemently denies saying he likes the cute type (which uke is so far from being manly and dude-like) but they think it’s sad as falling in love with a straight guy is hardships ahead... Aww. Seme already so deep in love and doesn’t even realise it. When seme kicks uke out saying not to come to him anymore, uke stops coming to bother seme when he gets dumped, so Seme who thought he got rid of a nuisance starts to seriously miss uke and actually goes to the gay bar, drinks himself in despair and complains now that uke hasn’t contacted him at all in 2 months (even though he convinced himself he was back to his peaceful life), hehe. Seme actually cooked for and took care of uke and worries whether uke is being well fed by his new girlfriend so Mama again says to seme, “you are definitely in love with him.”, to which seme looks bewildered. Mama loses her patience when obstinate and in denial seme says uke is the worst friend and shouts that seme conplains when uke comes over but he also complains even worse when uke doesn’t haha. Seme realises he’s lonely thanks to Mama and thinks “hurry up and get dumped and come over... Shit!” LOL SEME HAS IT SO BAD! When seme hears from a mutual friend that uke is now going after men, jealous seme gets REALLY pissed. Turns out uke was troubling which male friend he’s annoying after getting dumped now which still pisses seme off. Seme just thinks that uke should apologise and come back to him instead of bothering another male friend as seme is the only one who can take care of uke best, lol, possessive much, haha. And of course it turns out that the reason uke keeps getting dumped is because he compares all his gf’s to seme and how nothing is good like seme’s food and cooking, the smell of the laundry detergent, etc. When seme finds this out through mutual friends he finally caves and texts uke and makes all his favourites and Aymara he’ll spoil him to the point uke will never want to leave and yet is still in denial after thinking that haha.