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david_holmes's manga / #Idiots In Love(3)

Aiharakunto Kashimakunha Rabukome Kamoshirenai

Ongoing | Kishimoto | 2019 released

Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). Skimmed the first chapter AWWWW this is so terribly ADORABLE!! They’re both so madly in love with each other and are just too stupid!! This definitely deserves the “idiots in love” tag haha! Uke/SemePOV. Kashima Naoto x Aihara Tomoki. Coworkers. Boss x manager. Ex-lovers. Ex-boyfriends. Bickering couple. Still madly in love with each other secretly. Mutual Unrequited love. Handsome seme. Cool seme. In love seme. Baka seme. Jealous seme (c01). Possessive seme (c01). Pretty uke. Baka uke. Dere dere uke.

Why Are You So Kind To Everyone Except Me?

Ongoing | Mallinflower | 2022 released

UTD (read chapter 36). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c36 both naked missionary; first sexy times c26-27 cock frotting). I’m loving this! No I LOOOOOOOVE THIS OMGGGG!!! This is SEMECOPY at its best when seme’s copy everything about their uke’s because they’re so in love!! SEMESOINLOVE! By chapter 18, I have SO FAVOURITED THIS! I would be crazy not to it’s just SO SEXY AND GOOD!!! And also it’s ALL ABOUT SEME BEING DRIVEN CRAZY WITH JEALOUSY! C12: They shared a kiss back in high school because seme was so in love but uke acted awkward like he hated it when in fact uke thought it was his dirty fantasy and felt guilty toward seme so acted that way which hurt seme and made him cold towards uke but still loves uke. C13: Seme’s sexy moodiness from jealousy made butterflies flutter in my belly. C14: SEXY chapter with seme indirectly confessing that he kissed uke back in high school by saying he loses control of his urges when he drinks just like now with uke standing right in front of him but says he can never act on them while looking at uke. Then when uke acts innocent (because he has no idea what seme is talking about but feels a weird mood), seme confronts uke directly asking if he’s just pretending not to know or denying what happened between them on purpose. More butterflies in my belly damnnnn! C15: SEXY MURDEROUS JEALOUSY SEME when he sees uke taking another handsome guys number (it was for a girl but seme came charging like a demon of death halo and ready to murder that guy). SEXYYY!! Then when uke explained the situation seme became all smiles. C16: JEALOUS DESPERATE SEME DRINKING HIMSELF DRUNK JUST BECAUSE HE MISTAKENLY THOUGHT UKE SLEPT WITH HIS FEMALE FRIEND who’s just a really good friend EVEN THOUGH HE CAN’T HOLD HIS LIQUOR. AND DRUNKENLY CALLING UKE’S NAME OVER AND OVER AND OVER SEMESOINLOVE!!! MY HEART AND MY BELLY FLUTTER!!! C17: OMGGG SEMESOINLOVE SEME’S PASSCODE TO HIS APARTMENT IS UKE’S BIRTHDATE AWWWW!!! C18: DRUNK SEME GETTING ALL HOT AND HEAVY ON UKE SUCKING AND BITING HIS SKIN AND RUBBING HIS ERECTION ON UKE’S BUTT! We don’t see it but uke sure as hell felt it! And he wouldn’t let uke go home he was clinging onto uke so hard! C19: Jealous seme ambushing uke confronting uke about whether he’s going out with his female friend and then being proud of leaving that possessive kiss mark on uke’s neck! C20: INSANELY POSSEESIVE AND JEALOUS SEME NOT LETTING UKE FORGET THEY SHARED A KISS YEARS BEFORE OR HAVE YKE PRETEND THE NIGHT SEME GAVE HUM POSSESSIVE LOVE BITES DIDN’T HAPPEN AND DOES IT THIS TIME BOTH SOBER! Also gets INSANELY POSSESSIVE DARKLY DEMANDING IF UKE DOES THIS WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHEN UKE PLAYS IT OFF AS SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS WHEN PEOPLE ARE DRUNK! Stupid uke thinks seme is bipolar or has split personality due to seme’s jealous rages and uke not getting why he suddenly becomes dark and moody when he’s super happy (when uke says he’s never done it with others before). C21: Got BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY MAJORTIME due to seme’s wanting more from uke who when he questions what uke’s thinking, scared to have his feelings exposed uke says it’s because seme is so handsome and respects him which is not what seme was joking for clearly so says uke is also good looking and drives him crazy wanting to touch, bite and lick uke every time he sees him and says this is what you to do me and makes uke touch his HARD-ON ERECTION SEME MAKING UKE TOUCH HIS ERECTION AND UKE IS SHOCKED AT HIS HUGE DICK! We don’t exactly see the bulge or tent but kinda and he’s huge implied because seme takes uke hand and makes him touch his hard dick which is far along his thigh!! C26-27 +29: JESUS WHAT A MONSTER DICK SEME… Huge Dick seme it’s like a baby’s leg my god! C30: More butterflies in my belly from more jealous seme. Uke had gone over to seme’s house as a surprise hoping to spend some time but was crying heart broken after he sees a girl come over who uke mistakenly thought used to go out with seme (all in uke’s head I’m sure because seme is so lovesick for oblivious uke) and stay over an hour so when they come out and seme texts him uke acts evasive and seme asks if uke is with anyone while making a very dark expression (uke sees this as he’s just outside seme’s house but of course is so oblivious to seme’s feelings and jealousy he has no clue). Uke runs away but seme keeps calling and asks again who he’s with and when uke turns him down when seme says he’s coming over to see uke seme is clearly unhappy when uke says he has plans. SEXY JEALOUS SEME. C32: EXTREMELY JEALOUS SEME from uke texting himself with his sister (without showing her face so for seme it’s just a random woman) while he abruptly accompanied his sister to Taiwan. C33: RHINOS STOMPING WILDLY IN MY GUT LIKE CRAZY AND LOSING MY MIND WITH BELLY IN A TWIST FROM ALL THE ABOVE MISUNDERSTANDING WITH JEALOUS ANGRY POSSESSIVE SEME LOSING HIS MIND OVER UKE AND HIS UNFATHOMABLE ACTIONS (as he thinks uke’s just playing with him and thought uke was with a random girl in Taiwan and having a blast while seme was going crazy and checking his phone every second for a text but getting none because uke had lost his phone) AND SQUEEZING UKE’S ARM POSSESSIVELY AND PAINFULLY TO SEME’S UTTER DESPERATION FOR UKE TO UNDERSTAND SEME WILL DO *ANYTHING* GO DOWN ON HIS KNEES AND BEG, FOLLOW UKE EVERYWHERE (WHICH SEME WAS ALREADY DOING) AND DO EVERYTHING UKE SAYS DEMANDING UKE IF UKE WILL FINALLY LET SEME BE WITH HIM IF HE DOES ALL THAT AND THEN OUT OF SHEER DESPERATION AND HURT SHOUTING “HOW LONG SHOULD I LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME?” AND THEN SEME LEAVES (this is when uke realises seme loves him and that maybe he’s fed up of loving him and will lose seme so uke panics) BUT DESPERATE WHIPPED SEME COMES BACK SAYING SORRT FOR SHOUTING AND UKE CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS (seme basically breaking his own heart thinking he’ll let uke have his fun with others while he watches so long as he gets to be beside uke OMGGGG MY HEART) TO PLEASE NOT PUSH HIM AWAY!!! OMGGGG SEMESOINLOVE AND DESPERATE FOR UKE!!! But then finally uke confesses his longtime love to dispel the longtime misunderstanding much to seme’s utter shock and happiness and seme confesses the same that it was love at first sight for him and he’s always loved uke AWWWWW!! C34: MORE RHINOS IN MY GUT STOMPING FROM SEME MAJOR JEALOUSY AND POSSESSIVENESS AT SEEING HIS NOW LOVER UKE IN THE ARMS OF A MALE FRIEND AND THE PURE GLOOM AND DOOM AND DEATH AURA SEME GIVES OFF WHILE GLARING PURE DAGGERS AT THEIR MUTUAL FRIEND WHO IS CONFUSED AND TERRIFIED IS SO HOT!! OK SEME IS THE CONSTANTLY JEALOUS POSSESSIVE TYPE BOYFRIEND ALWAYS ANGRILY ASKING WHO UKE WENT THERE WITH AND THEN JEALOUS THAT UKE IS CLOSE TO A MALE FRIEND ANS WHY THEY’RE SO CLOSE ETC! SEME SO JEALOUS ALL THE TIME!! C35: MORE RHINOS IN MY GUT FROM SUPER POSSESSIVE BOYFRIEND SEME ACTING LIKE A STALKER SEME CONSTANTLY CALLING UKE ABD ASKING WHO HE’S WITH!! Then showing up where uke is at unannounced like a STALKER I LOVE IT!! C36: FIRST TIME SEX WITH SEME’S ARM SIZED DICK LOL! Saying he’s been dreaming of taking uke this way for so long saying uke has no idea how many times he’s messed up up this way while fucking him with his giant cock! Seme is so desperate! Kang Chaeheon x Seo Jeongyun. University students. Ex-high school classmates. Black haired x light haired. Gorgeous seme. Handsome seme. Tall seme. Very tall seme. 190cm x 178cm. Height difference. Rich seme (he buys expensive stiff like SUV cars when he’s just in university). Popular seme. Good at everything seme. Abs seme. Big hands seme (c09 uke is surprised how big seme’s hands are). Big feet seme (c18 the size difference is so sexy with seme’s naked feet size vs uke’s socked one). Smart seme. Scholarship seme (c07 seme mentions it). Arrogant seme (c07 seme mentioning he’s academic excellence so he won’t be affected by skipping a day hehe). Smoker seme. Seme who’s kind to everyone but uke. Clearly seme has feelings for uke as he’s always following him around secretly and literally copies EVERYTHING uke does. Popular uke. Pretty boy uke. Unrequited love uke. Oblivious uke (to seme’s very obvious and ominous feelings). Unrequited love seme. Jealous seme (c05 uke’s drunk friend away from uke who was clinging onto uke and acting like it was a simple thing he’d do with anyone but then poking the friend with his foot (subtlety kicking) the friend once dead drunk haha, seme is definitely jelly and possessive). Blushing seme (c05 super subtlety blushing only his ears from uke holding his large hand). Confession seme (c05 seme confession indirectly that he likes uke when he says he likes all physical contact with a person that he likes meaning uke after uke touches him and uke thinks seme hates it when seme recoils and blushes his ears off but uke just doesn’t get seme’s roundabout way of confessing haha). Jealous seme (c13 seme acting moody because he’s jealous after back in c11 I think a friend made a big dream that uke was dating a female friend which seme overheard of course as he’s ALWAYS beat uke somehow and got jealous). MURDEROUS JEALOUS SEME (c15 when he sees uke taking another handsome guys number and looks demonic and about ready to kill that other guy who’s terrified; it was a misunderstanding in the end and he went back to being happy and polite). Jealous seme (c16 seme drinking himself into a stupor just because he thought uke had slept with his female friend). Desperate seme (c16 seme calling uke’s name over and over drunkenly). Implied erection seme (c18 rubbing his stiffy all over uke). Possessive seme (c18 possessive sexual behaviour where he was bring and leave possessive marks all over uke). More jealous seme (c19 ambushing uke and confronting uke about whether or not he’s going out with that female friend of his). More possessive seme (c19 being proud that he left those mean possessive kiss marks on uke’s neck). Insanely Possessive seme (c20 when seme demands if he gets intimate with other when drunk when uke tries to play it off as a drunk people behaviour of getting too caught up in the moment). Huge dick seme (c21 we don’t see it very well but it’s heavily implied as seme makes uke touch his erection and it’s way far down his thigh and uke is shocked at how huge he is; c26-27 we see it and it is big though uke doesn’t mention it). Implied erection seme (c21). Semi-tenting trousers seme (c21 just see a slight outline of his bulge down his thigh). Implied masturbating seme (c27 seme says he has to jerk off a few times in the shower after their mutual wanking and seme was still so hard even after coming loads all iver uke). Huge dick seme (c26-27). Big dick seme (c26-27). More jealous seme (c30 when seme thinks uke is with someone else and gets rejected to see uke with uke saying he has plans). Jealous seme (c32 when uke suddenly has to go to Taiwan with his sister and texts a pic of him and his sis without showing her face and same angrily freaks out on uke when he sees uke even missing college which seme has never done (missing any class) since they met). Super Jealous and Possessive seme (c33 thinking uke was off gallivanting with women in Taiwan and leaving him high and dry while he was going crazy and grabbing uke’s arm in a vice grip). Utterly desperate seme (c33 thinking uke’s just playing with him and losing his mind over uke being with others but saying he’ll let him so long as uke doesn’t push him away). Mutual confession (c33 uke confesses first to finally dispel years of misunderstanding when uke realises seme has feelings for him and that he’s been hurting because uke was too oblivious). MORE MAJOR JEALOUS SEME (c34 when uke is in the arms of a mutual male friend and seme is about to murder said friend with his aura of death and doom and look). Constantly jealous seme (c34 always angry when uke is close to others or has gone somewhere like pubs with others). SUPER POSSESSIVE SEME (c35 constantly calling and texting uke where he is and who he’s with and it’s so sexy and he even shows up unannounced where uke is to whisk him away like a stalker boyfriend). Stalker seme (c35 seme boyfriend basically acting like a stalker constantly checking up on uke and showing up where he is and uke is just so in love he doesn’t realise how possessive seme is acting!). Giant cock seme (c36 lol the size of it geez!). Desperate seme (c36 during sex losing it as he’s dreamed of taking uke this way for so long). X-ray innies fingerfucking (c36 all of uke’s Pink insides shown at seme’s fingers spear uke and rubs uke’s prostate). X-ray innies fucking (c36 seme’s massive cock splitting uke’s pink rectum). First time painful sex (c36 I should think so with a cock SO MASSIVE!). Condom sex (c36).

Therapy Game

Complete | Hinohara Meguru | 2017 released

Reading (read chapter 6 +ALL extras till extra 7.5). 8 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c06 (yes actual first time) naked in the house of uke’s trauma on a makeup floor bed in the attic where uke felt most comfortable after seme sucked uke and fingered him and seme has uke folded in two fucking into him with legs on his shoulder spread wide and then proper wide missionary; 2nd extra.1 clothed seme (pants) and naked uke both sitting in bed uke on top and implied seme went again; 3rd extra 3: fully clothed seme naked uke tied up fucked from the front for punishment sex as jealous seme; 4th & 5th extra 4: fully clothed on living room floor uke on top and did it again right after coming with seme still hard; 6th extra 4: different session fully naked in bath with seme from behind fucking uke roughly; 7th-8th extra 7.5: hot uncensored barebacking partially open bathrobe and boxer briefs sex in hotel first with seme holding uke from behind both sitting and then from behind seme fucking uke holding his arms back and then doggystyle and then sideways screwback and seme keeps fucking uke even sheer coming inside him spread eagle missionary folded in two with seme’s full weight with uke’s calves by seme’s shoulders; first time implied sex c01 (but it’s revealed in c06 seme didn’t actually penetrate as seme fell asleep haha) as they wake up from drunken one night stand where drunk seme made the moves and next day is horrified he slept with a man, real smooth straight seme; c02 uke giving seme’s big dick a blowjob; c03 more sexy times in hotel and seme pleasuring uke with his mouth and kisses and both naked fingerfucks scissors uke and not sure but possible implied sex but they don’t show it so can’t count it). I kept off reading this for the longest time because I haven’t technically read the prequel story completely (I meanly skimmed past the first 1-3 chapters) but I think it’s time I delved into it anyway (we’re February 16, 2024). Sorry but seme’s ex-girlfriend was truly a cheating whore I can’t believe she cheated on him without remorse and then dared to flaunt her new lying relationship in front of him right where he can see them (c01). I’m at end chapter 2 AND I LOOOVE THIS THIS IS SO SEXY!!! BY CHAPTER 3 I FAVOURITED THIS BITCH MY GOD IT’S GOOD!!! The one thing I was wondering how sensei would do is how to replace his obvious massive heart break over that cheating slut with uke, like how much more important will uke be to seme to override that whore in his heart and they did it SO WELL I WASN’T EVEN SCARED! Like seme was already smitten with uke thinking how he’d never met anyone like uke but c2.5 which technically comes after 3 but chronologically in 2 before they go back to the hotel after their date. C01: Despite seme still having feeling for the utter trash whore who cheated on him, he still saved uke’s honour when his friends bad-mouthed him by getting angry on uke’s behalf and leaving them behind. And it’s clear that even though uke says he’ll make seme fall for him and then dump his ass for humiliating him in the morning when he didn’t remember after forcing himself on uke, uke will fall hard for seme. Uke despite his tough exterior is needy for love and affection. But I love that seme has a little chest tightening (read: Doki equivalent) when uke shows a sweet unguarded laugh. Straight seme be falling!! C02: I LOVE HOW SEME IS FALLING FOR UKE. Love he can’t resist uke’s magnetic pushy charm Abs even asks his little brother (Main uke from original series “XXX Allergy” Shouhei) advice on hypothetically falling for a man AWWWW! But his ex really is a shameless cunt! Aww this is so wholesome too! Uke just tag a hard life not having parents (selfish ones who abandoned them) being raised by his older brother (seme of original story) so doesn’t believe in love and all but uke allowed himself to that one time straight seme got drunk and said sweet things. Seme finds uke cute again (just like that time he was drunk) taking him to the amusement park and cynical uke surprisingly has fun. [cont] OMG FIRST BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY BELLY AND IT’S NOT EVEN JEALOUSY!! First seme looked so excited to be uke’s first to take him to an amusement park and a date and shyly asked is he’d never head a lover before all expectant but then uke says how he doesn’t need a lover as trust other people because other people are scary they can just break you if you give your love, seme is stung enough to ask if he’s included in “other people” shocking himself (believing for a moment he was special and the reason behind uke’s singlemindedly focus on seme) and uke and THAT WAS HOT!! [cont] OMG MORE BUTTERFLIES IN SAME CHAPTER WITH SEME GETTING HURT from uke saying seme can just use him (sexually) and he won’t ask for Love or go or with him like women would and something in gentle seme snaps as he thought seme meant someone more to uke so seme was already down bad for uke. C2.5 (extra): This is during the amusement park date before they go back to the hotel room where we see seme truly falling in love with uke like how he thinks he’s not been this comfortable with someone in a long time or how he started to become aware of uke’s proximity or beauty and his heart beating faster around uke, the pining looks he gives uke, or the “he’s a man yet I…” “How come I feel this with him”, “he’s so beautiful no wonder I hit on him even though I was drunk” etc. I LOOOVE seme’s introspection and thoughts about uke here!! And the scene where uke is self-deprecating saying he’ll maybe one day want to forget this day seme is adamant saying there’s no way he could forget even if he wanted to and thinks to himself that he’ll remember this day for the rest of his life… because he’s never met anyone lie uke before and that he can’t tear his eyes away from uke… AWWWWWWWWW!!! SEMESOINLOVEE!!! Not it makes more sense why seme snapped at the hotel saying since uke will let him do whatever he wants then he will; when he realised uke didn’t feel the same way he was beginning to feel that uke thought it was just more sex than dating. C03: FAVOURITEDDDDD COZ MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUY OMGGG AND LOINS ACHING AT SEME’S SEXINESS FOR UKE UGHHHHH!! THIS SEME WHAT IS HE DOING TO MEEEEE!! Like when he was hurt by uke not seeing him as a potential lover, and in response to uke saying he can do whatever he wants to him as he’s tough, instead of being violence act rough sex, basically breaks uke down through tender passionate love making playing him with his mouth and when uke protests saying just fuck me already seme reminds uke that uke says he could do whatever to uke which made uke eat his own words! And then uke says he can just use himas an onahole like he doesn’t need to be so tender, sexy seme proceeds to confess his love saying he’s always fallen for uke and he not satisfied with just sex! AND HE SAYS NOT UKE’S NAME BUT THAT HE LOVES UKE AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT UKE’S NAME TOO “MINATO, I LOVE YOU” and he wants uke to say it back to him one day AND LET ME TELL YOU BUT THE WAY SEME SEXILY KISSES DOWN UKE’S BACK SLOWLY AND LICKS AND CARESSES WHILE UKE IS EMBARRASSED UNGHHH (as if he was about to eat uke out but didn’t so close but that act was plenty fricking hot though) SO FCKN HOTTTTTTT!! AND THEN FINGERFUCKS UKE TO ORGASM AND WHEN UKE SAYS TO JUST FUCK HIM ALREADY AS HE DOESN’T WANT TO COME FROM SEME’S FINGERS, SEME SAYS HE’LL ONLY PUT IT IN IF HE DAYS HE LOVES HIM FVKKKKKKK SEMEEEEEEEE YOU!!!!! He is PERFECT! Seme is TOTALLY THE ROMANTIC ONE in the relationship, being thoughtful and kind and gentle and caring and loving AWWWW!!! [cont] UTTERLY HEART BROKEN SEME when he finds out uke was just making a bet to have him fall for uke when he overhears outside the door when he’s madly in love awwww AWWWW!! [cont] BY THE WAY, the fan translations and official book translations are quite different in this chapter. But seme does say “Minato, I love you” though. But the part where he fingerfucks uke and uke says enough and to put it in, seme says he wants today is about uke’s pleasure and he wants for uke to have all the pleasure, FUCK THAT’S HOT!! C04: IT IS SO CHEATER HOW DIFFERENT HIS HEARTBREAK WITH THAT CHEATING SLUT VERSUS UKE IS AND I LOVE IT!! I love how sensei distinguished the two, while seme was more parodying himself and feeling sorry for himself about his ex-girlfriend cheating on him and being dumped, he was still himself whereas after uke’s betrayal, not only is he not himself but he’d become cynical and somber, something he never did during his previous breakup, and can’t even talk to his brother about it when he was easily complaining to his tinder brother about his breakup with his ex-girlfriend, like his heartbreak from uke was so deep it altered him as a person. Also, his shameless cheating ex is still hanging around him selfishly hugging him and complaining about her boyfriend (the one she cheated on seme with) yet he’s doesn’t care enough to entertain her (plus he was happy seme her smiling even when she was with the boyfriend she cheated on him with) whereas to uke he says that he doesn’t want to talk to him because hearing his voice hurts… SEME SO LOVESICK AND HEART BROKEN!! Plus he even says he’s so sick of being betrayed and lied to and it would have been best if he didn’t trust anyone from the beginning and walks away darkly and friends are totally shocked (because he’s never said anything like that before) including that bitch who at least feels some shame at his words as she also betrayed him yet he never felt that way about her. It’s like, sure he loved her but he was never deeply in love with anyone the way he is with uke, never. AND THAT IS HOTTTTT!!! Meanwhile broken-hearted uke also keepss as calling uke and gets sick from sitting in the rain from heartbreak after seme rejects him over the phone (he was waiting outside seme’s university). [cont] Aww poor uke and his past trauma! Him and his older brother came from money. They are young masters but their parents ruined everything. Uke’s mother was only concerned with pleasing her distant estranged husband who turned out to be having a sexual gay affair with his driver and when he left the family and abandoning his two kids and wife, uke’s mom committed suicide and all he remembers is that she kept saying how uke is exactly like her so uke being traumatised by his party thinks if her lets anyone into his heart he’ll love them so much that if they ever hurt him he’ll want to kill hymself.. He’s terrified of becoming like her and thinks he’s just like her. That’s why he was so hurt and wanted revenge on seme that first night as he tight for once that he could trust this feeling and fall for seme but seme totally forgot the next day so it truly hurt him deeply not just his pride. Our smart seme catches onto that and tries to find out what he did that might’ve hurt uke. [cont] When seme finally goes back to the gay bar to ask about uke and if he did something the old Mama at eh bar tells him that uke who’s usually cold to anyone else and bad tempered treated seme differently and knocked some sense into lovesick heartbroken seme saying to put aside his own hurt and think back to if uke was only deceiving him and realised that all this time uke was being honest with his feelings and regrets saying the awful things from heartbreak to uke like “I can’t trust you anymore” and hates himself and so Mama also tells him that uke has been sick for 2 days which is the time since seme rejected uke on the phone saying it hurts to talk to him and feels worry and regret and runs to uke’s flat after asking where he lived but is met with uke’s older brother who looks nothing like uke (the handsome main seme from “XXX Allergy”) and seme immediately thinks it’s a lover and it’s DÉJÀ VU ALL OVER AGAIN when he walked in on his ex cheating with another man and the look of horror on seme’s face says it all. C05: When worried uke chases after seme after he’s better and realises that seme rushed to uke’s flat to see him and asks his Nii-san (who was there to take care of his baby brother who was nursing a fever and flu), his seme older brother says that main seme got the wrong idea with the horrified look that uke had a lover and after some coaxing uke goes to the university and I LOVE HOW ALL SEME’S FRIENDS/RESEARCH COLLEAGUES SAY HE NEVER ACTED LIKE THAT WHEN HE BROKE UP WITH HIS EX, like this time, he didn’t even come the university and no one knows where he is and uke fears the worst. It turns out when seme visited uke at his flat and his older brother answered the door, after the initial shock and heartbreak that seme thought that the older brother was uke’s new lover (Niisan even said he observed that seme didn’t like that uke was with another man) but after a hint realised it was only uke’s older brother and was so damn relieved and then said he won’t disturb uke as he was sleeping off his cold and main seme asks uke’s brother what the town uke grew up in was so he can go there and take pictures to convince uke to one day visit as uke had hinted that he had bad memories and a bad past there. When seme gets there and asks the townsfolk about the “Kirigaya” family (uke’s Niisan had told seme to mention that name as it’s their birth last name) he finds out from an elderly lady that uke (and his brother) came from an affluent family of the town (he was a young master) and lived a traumatic past there due to their parents killing themselves or being killed (turns out disgusting father’s gay male lover whom he left his family for was a trash seme (he was topping the dad) just using him sexually to steal his money so killed the father and ran off with his money) and both siblings moved away to live with their grandmother. Main seme is completely shocked by this revelation of uke’s past and wants to help more than ever. SEME IS SO DOWN GOING TO UKE’S HOMETOWN OF TRAUMA JUST TO HELP HIS UKE GET OVER IT. Anyway, seme goes to the town without telling anyone and uke finds out where he is through the help of seme’s university colleagues who start warming up to uke (even the bitch cheating ex helps as she’s also a fellow university graduate student in their department) and find out when hacking his phone (seme’s ex-gf) that he’s sightseeing a town and taking pictures and uke recognises the scene immediately and is shocked beyond words at what seme’s doing there and motorbikes all the way there even though he hates being there and the trauma comes back to him (like memory of his mother hanging herself in the town right in front of his primary school) but pushes through to see his beloved seme. FINALLY THEIR HEARTS ARE COMING TOGETHER SO BEGONE MISUNDERSTANDING! Uke kisses him when seme keeps apologising and embracing uke! Yay! Extra: there’s an extra of the events after c03 after uke gives seme the blowjob that was so out of this world for seme was was literally blown away and it’s about how he couldn’t get over that he was blown by a man and never came so hard and it tells how he started fantasising about uke being fucked after he researched gay porn (seme figured out uke was the bottom after that drunken one night stand that he doesn’t remember anything) and became mousou seme and it’s mentioned he began having the most vivid wet dreams he’d not had since high school which helped him get over his heartbreak with that cheating slut quickly haha. I love how seme’s all confused by his own lust for uke and all disheveled lol. C06: Uke tells seme the sad story of his horribly tragic past… My god so sad… his Niisan really was his everything no wonder… he protected him as a big brother would over and over again shielding him from everything and taking the near fatal blow of a flower case that would have killed uke if his brother hadn’t slipped in and protected him and taken the hit himself… His mother had gone crazy because innocent uke as a child had given a book from that nasty trash lover of uke’s dad who wanted child uke to give it to his father. His crazy psycho mother who was always self-cantered and only cared about her husband and not the kids went mad after the betrayal and literally smashed a flower vase over his own child’s head (but luckily Niisan was able to block most of it with his arm which broke)… Uke’s Niisan bled profusely from his head wound because she even still she said they both betrayed her and killed herself in front of their school out of spite how nasty and horrible… That’s why uke grew up with twisted feelings on love (both mother and father got betrayed by the one they loved) and became very protective of his Niisan as Niisan kept protecting him. Seme calmly and supportively listens to uke’s sad story and his fears of becoming like his mother or hurting the one he loves and being hurt and says he doesn’t know if he can ever make seme happy, that they’d probably fight a lot due to his twisted personality and SEME THAT SEXY ROMANTIC BASTARD CHEERS UKE UP AND SAYS ALL THE PERFECT THINGS AND EMBRACES UKE AND ALLAYS ALL HIS FEARS SAYING WHAT IF THEY FIGHT THEY’LL FIGHT AND FCK HOW THEY MET (meet bad) AND HE LOVES UKE AND WANTS TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM WANTS TO BE WITH HIM AND TREASURE HIM AND MAKE HIM HAPPY AND UKE CRIES AND SEME KISSES UKE’S TEARS SAYING TO CHOOSE HIM WHILE HOLDING UKE TIGHT TELLING HIM TO BE PREPARED (TO BE LOVED BY SEME) AHHHHHHH!! THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL TOGETHER MY HEARTTT!! [cont] I’m the official version (yes I read both versions ugh), there’s a scene added that seme stares deeply with eyes full of love and yearning while passionately fucking uke and uke slaps his face away saying to stop staring like a creep and the GORGEOUS LOOK FULL OF ADORATION AND LOVE SEME GIVES UKE AS HE TELLS HIM NEVER THAT HE WANTS TO SWEAT EVERY DETAIL INTO HIS MEMORY SO HE NEVER FORGETS AGAIN AND MY GAWDDDDD!!! EXTRA 1: I HAD RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT A BUT FROM UKE ACTING LIKE THE ANNOYED BOSSY GIRLFRIEND TO WHIPPED BOYFRIEND SEME SHOUTING PUBLICLY TO STOP CLINGING TO HIM AND SEME JUST BEING THE WHIPPED BOYFRIEND THAT HE IS and lets his uke act like a soled moody girlfriend haha at the amusement park when uke was trying to follow his brother on his date with his own uke lover haha. And seme not scared of showing off his love for uke in public holding hands to people whispering about them like “yes see, it’s like THAT!” UGH SEME IS BRAVE and a REAL MAN! And uke gets jealous and insecure because seme is the perfect boyfriend as he’s had so many girlfriends and so much training to be considerate of the girl like holding all her things or paying for everything or naturally shielding her from the sun etc etc and uke doesn’t like it. Uke’s friends at the gay club he goes to unwind from his thoughts end up making it worse as they said most straight guys (or bisexual or by-curious) will go back to a woman in the end and get married and all so uke is even more insecure that seme will leave him for a woman or choose one over him. EXTRA 2: Seme gets jealous when uke goes to his gay club and one of his friends tries to flirt with him but it wasn’t like the guy-wrenching jealousy but seme did swat the male friend’s hand away from touching his uke BUT I WANT MORE!! But I LOVE HOW SEME WANTS HIS UKE TO COME HOME AND GIVES HIS HAND EXPECTING IT (READ: TAKE HIM AWAY FROM OTHER MEN AT THE GAY CLUB) and uke is acting spoiled and refuses (he’s irritated with seme because of his many ex-girlfriends). EXTRA 3: JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME! FINALLY! WITH JEALOUS PUNISHMENT SEX!! Seme asks uke about his relationship with his two seme-type friends from the gay club not liking how close they are and uke lies saying they’re just acquaintances but one of them happily says uke took the virginity of one of them act they’re SUUPER close and how uke is a sadist to tops but takes them to heaven and seme has this terrifying calm smile (he’s burning with jealousy) reminds uke he’d punish him of he lied and jealous seme does punishment sex by tying up uke (bondage) fingerfucking him act edge play come stopping while telling him how much he loves him and sweetly dirty talking FCKKKK HOTTTT!! Who knew seme had a sadist streak from loving uke too much! I LOVE HOW SCARY SEME’S EYES GET WHEN UKE ADMITS HE USED TO BE SEX FRIENDS AND WHEN SEME SAYS HE WANTS TO PUNISH UKE TO MAKE HIM REPENT (for being around his ex-sex friends and lying about it and making seme jealous). I love how seme says I love you Andover abd over and his uke being so cute and beautiful and skin so soft and fair and scent and voice so erotic over and over again while fucking him SO HOTT!! And how he dirty talks damn boy he freaky in a sheets unexpectedly! [cont] PRACTICALLY PROPOSAL SEME already checking out gay marriages and SEME SAYING IF THERE’S SOMEONE HE WANTS TO GROW OLD WITH IT’S WITH UKE AWWWW! Saying he wants to be with him like that for the rest of his life uke is the only one for seme SEMESODEEPINLOVE WANTING UKE FOREVER and shyly uke saying he’ll consider it if it’s not matching heart sweaters AWWWW THOSE TWOO!! And seme is so overwhelmed with happiness it completely blows uke’s insecurities and doubts about seme to smithereens! Uke saying he’ll be hard to grow old with as if seme has an affair he might kill and eat him (lol) and seme says same here so in love! Seme proposing they live together and seme wants a bigger place so that he and his lover can be together aww! C7.5: HOT HOT BAREBACKING ANAL CREAMPIE SEX! GODDDD SEME IS SO MADLY IN LUST AND LOVE FOR UKE IN THIS CHAPTER!! I MEAN HE’S SO WHIPPED FOR UKE HE IS YOUR TYPICAL PUSSY WHIPPED BOYFRIEND BUT ASS WHIPPED HAHA. When uke is busy with photography and seme wants sex and intimacy and uke pushes him away, sly seme says he’ll do something that will make uke feel good so massages uke like a pro and when uke is putty in his large warm hands, he grazes his touch in sexy places pretending it’s innocent touches. Uke fights it out and slaps his have away and makes him go to bed but uke is turned on from seme’s earlier touches that once he’s done with work he goes to seme who’s supposedly asleep but reveals he’s not when uke tells him not be fall asleep so fast, seme was waiting turned on from uke himself. They fuck passionately bareback (barebacking if my only problem as I wish they made a deal from transitioning from condom to bareback sex by emphasising the change) with seme losing control with lust and fucking uke twice coming inside with abandon without losing his erection. SemePOV. Ikushima Shizuma x Kirigaya/Mito Minato. University student (masters) x photographer. Veterinary science major x hobbyist. Resident (veterinary which means in training studying to be so not fully) x part-timer. Straight x gay. Red haired x blond. Drunk one night stand. Next morning regret (for straight seme). Car driver x biker. Veterinary family heir seme. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Big hands seme (c01 uke mentioned it). Lab coat seme. Aggressive seme (c01 when drunk even if he’s straight he was totally the one to put the moves on uke and yet he acted all shocked and disgusted humph!). Gentle seme (c02). Caring seme (c02 seme has a natural disposition to care for others also being a big brother like dying uke’s hair just because uke acted more spoiled). Seme wants uke to act more spoiled (c01 said when he was drunk; c02 says again indirectly). Totally smitten seme (c03 he’s totally smitten but it started gradually and by now he’s even listing the million reasons he fell in love with uke e.g. how his smiling face is cute, how he gets excited like a kid at the amusement park, how he’s docile like a cat, etc). Affectionate seme (c06). Pretty uke. Flashy uke. Playboy uke. Smoker uke. Sharp eyebrows uke. Sharp tongued uke. Sassy uke. Jaded uke. Diva uke. Tattooed uke (on right foot and ankle). Fox-like face uke. Tsundere uke. Cat-like uke. Jewellery uke. Rings uke. Piercings uke. Earrings uke. Brother complex uke. Cunning uke. Cynical uke. Self-deprecating uke (c03,c2.5 putting himself down thinking why would someone like seme like him or thinking things like he’s a bad person, etc). Childhood trauma uke (c04 from his parents ruining their lives and mother committing suicide and saying uke is just like her). Big dick seme (c02 uke says he’s really huge while sucking his dick; seme has a nice big thick large cock). Possessive seme (c03 seme left hickeys on ALL OVER uke’s neck and body). Confession seme (c03 seme says he’s fallen in love with uke and isn’t satisfied anymore with just sex). Multiple confession seme (c03 seme saying he loves uke over and over “Minato, I love you.” while tenderly loving and pleasuring him). Fingerfucking (c03 seme fingering uke from the back passionately while kissing his body). Passionate Confession seme again (c06). Condom sex (c06; extra 4). Big dick seme (c06 uke again says he’s too big and not used to such a big dick so to go slow). Tokoroten uke (c06 fucking). Confession seme during sex (c06). Uke confesses back which makes seme cum instantly haha (c06 sweet confession saying he’s always loved seme from the first moment he met him awww). Jealous uke (extra 1: seme is so popular as he’s good-looking and the PERFECT boyfriend always knowing how to treat his girlfriend like princesses and now that goes for uke but he hates that his lover has been so well trained by his ex-girlfriends). Jealous seme (extra 2: swatting away a seme-type uke’s friend hand that was about to touch uke away; seme doesn’t like seeing his uke be in a gay hookup bar). Possessive uke (extra 2: when his gay friends at the club become touchy feely with his seme uke loses it stabbing his food with a knife and whisking his lover away). Jealous seme (extra 3: doesn’t like uke being so close to the guy friends and finds out uke’s guy friends used to be sex friends and gets even more jealous pissed). Jealous punishment sex seme (extra 3: seme punishes uke’s lies of meeting up with his ex-sex friends by binding uke’s hands and edge playing come-stopping uke while fingerfucking him). Bondage (extra 3: seme binding uke’s hands with a belt). Edge play (extra 3: stopping uke from coming while fingerfucking him). Dirty talking seme during sex (extra 3). Confession seme during sex (extra 3 saying how much he loves uke sit telling uke how beautiful and sexy he is over and over again). Proposal seme (extra 3, basically saying he wants to spend the rest of his life with uke as he wants to grow old with him aww). Possible barebacking (extra 4 sex in the bath looks unprotected but not sure). Live together proposal seme (extra 4: seriously seme being so in love with uke he wants to live with him now). Barebacking (extra 7.5 not confirmed but pretty obvious). Raw anal (extra 7.5). Tokoroten uke (extra 7.5 twice one after another from seme’s incessant pounding). Anal creampie (extra 7.5 not confirmed but pretty obvious as when he comes a whole bunch of cum splashes out uke’s hole while being impaled by seme’s cock). Painful ass next day (extra 7.5 from seme’s relentless fucking). Seme is of course the Oniichan or Aniki of main uke from “Secret XXX/XXX Allergy” and has his own love story here with the younger brother of that story’s main seme who is this seme’s uke here. He is a super straight guy who is nursing a broken heart from his slut cheating girlfriend and went to get drunk with his friends at a gay bar to forget his troubles and ended up coming onto uke who’s a gay guy when they commiserated about their younger and older siblings (who are ironically a couple) respectively. They end up sleeping together as seme was drunk and wakes up shocked and regretting what happened which wounds very prideful uke’s pride. I find that straight seme hitting on uke even when drunk off his ass nursing a broken heart was his true instinct, his body and heart had already chosen him as his mate. And cynical uke who doesn’t trust people act doesn’t believe in love and who’s never had a love to let himself believe just from being touched by drunk seme was also his heart choosing seme. But by chapter 3, uke Stand want to do the bet on making seme fall for him and then dumping him as he doesn’t want to hurt seme and wants to be with him forever AWW SO CUTE!