david_holmes's manga / #Hate To Love(13)

Reading (read chapter 8). This damn series made me cry like a baby. I cried so much it was so sad but sweet at the end. Full circle but so damn sad! Uruha Ryo x Yamato Aoi.

Complete (read 5 chapters). 1 full penetrative sex scene (maybe 2 in last chapter). Mainly fingerfucking for first 3 chapters. Anal vibrator. Miyama Jyo x Asami Tomohiro. Reunion. Ex-college mates. Photographer x salaryman. Prostrate Masseur x advertising firm worker. Manly seme. Long-hair seme. Goatee seme. Uke hates seme mainly because he’s jealous that he’s such a good photographer and also because he stole his girlfriend. Erectile dysfunction seme. Plagiarised seme. When seme was a rookie but super talented photographer, his new boss (a famous photographer) stole his work and seme could not find a job as a photographer after he made the claim that that man stole his work. Uke resolves this mess for him. Happily ever after.

Reading (read chapter ?). Kokonoe Megumi x Tsugumi. High school students. Alpha x omega. Delinquents. Hate first. Handsome seme. Rich seme. Heir seme. Strong seme. Chairman’s son seme. Yankee uke. Strong uke. Manly uke. Tough uke. Badass uke. Ripped uke. Masculine uke. Seme-type uke. Kizudarake uke.

Reading (read chapter ?). Aizawa Sousuke x Tominaga Ayumu. High school students. Classmates. Hate to love. Top scorer x second. Honour student x second. Onesided rivalry. Super Handsome seme. Super tall seme. Popular seme. Smart seme. Good at sports seme. High spec seme. Perfect seme. Inferiority complex uke. Smart uke.

Completed (read 56 chapters +all 7 sides and afterword). Uke with main seme: 11 full penetrative sex scenes (11th it’s tied up seme with Queen uke; 8th is side story fantasy but I’m counting it; 5th-7th same session different positions; +1 full penetrative wank fodder shower sex scene c47 (I should almost count this one as it counts as an explicit penetrative sex scene, lol); 4th c35 is naked apron sex in the kitchen hot; c16 first time at public gym when closed). Uke with boss seme: 1 full penetrative sex scene (c40). C25: Boss seme that uke has an unrequited love for makes a move on uke and jerks him off (uke has slept with main seme 3x by this point). Two seme’s fighting for 1 uke haha. Seo Hwi x Lee Param. Office romance. Love triangle (see lowest paragraph for other seme). Company gym. Gym instructor x elite salaryman. Personal trainer x client. Younger seme x older uke. 27 x 29. Blackmail x deserves it. Gay x gay. Experienced x virgin. Jerk x jerk. Brawns x brains. Hate first. Super Handsome seme. Good looking seme. Cool seme. Hot body seme. Ripped seme. Broad shoulders seme. Muscular seme. Inferiority complex seme (kinda). Sensitive uke. Handsome uke. Under eye mole uke (left). Capable uke. Popular uke. Elite uke. Arrogant uke. Full of himself uke. Unrequited love uke (for his seme type handsome young boss Mr. Han). Big dick seme (uke surprised by it). Erection seme. Tenting trousers seme. Condom sex. Netorare (kind of as uke is on phone with seme boss he has crush on and who also wants him but meanwhile is being pleasured by main seme). Jealous seme. Jealous seme challenging other seme love interest. Threesome wet dream uke. Confession seme. Onesided love seme. Unrequited love seme. Cheating uke (uke sleeps with his seme boss he’s been crushing on after having accepted date with main seme though they’re not a couple). Guilty uke. Lovesick seme. Lovesick uke. Masturbating seme (c47). Wank fodder fantasy sex. Mousou seme. Phone sex masturbation (c49-50). Tokoroten uke. Sex toys. Anal vibrators. Queen uke. Tied up seme (side story 7). Seme hates people working in big companies like uke because they act like hotshots and think they’re better and arrogant and uke is just that. Seme has some inferiority complex about being called a brainless musclehead (maybe it’s not a complex so much as hates being treated that way by arrogant people? But complex kinda because he uses it to toy with uke who treated him the same lowly way). Seme just wanted to toy with uke at first but starts falling for him. C26: Seme has started falling in love. We knew he’s had it for uke for a while but here it’s clear. Seme Rival: Han Taehyun x Lee Param. Boss x subordinate. Older seme x younger uke. Gay x gay. Closet x closet. Uke has unrequited feelings for this boss seme but doesn’t know seme is attracted to him and interested as well. Mega Top seme. Super Handsome seme. Manly seme. Cool seme. Popular seme. Playboy seme. Heartbreaker seme (who fucks bottoms and throws them away) Unrequited love uke. Seme fucking other bottoms (c23; 1 full penetrative sex scene with other bottom). Jealous seme. Seme also had a painful heartbreak that made him become a shameless fuckboi. He was madly in love with another uke when he was a young, naive student who before then had no interest whatsoever in dating. That uke played him and was not serious about him at all by using his strict parents as excuses to break up with him and was cheating on him (seme caught him in bed with another man) on the side when all the while seme was feeling sorry and falling deeper in love. It tore seme’s heart and decided he’d be the one doing the hurting from then on so that he’s never hurt again. Tokoroten uke. Condom sex.

UTD (read chapter 17). 8 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c03 painful sex as seme too big in hotel; 2nd c03 after a time lapse seme was still fucking uke so implied many times in hotel; 3rd c04 flashback; 4th c06-07 in office with people still there so public sex first from behind and then spread open like a slut; 5th c8.5 in vivid historical dream where uke is King; 6th c12 reverse cowgirl and then doggystyle; 7th c15 in spread position; 8th c16 in bed; c09 fingerfucking in car till uke comes; c11 fingering). Skimmed first 2 chapters and I already like this a lot HAHA. I think there’s an error with the Mangago summary, it’s the same universe and company mentioned but the MC is an uke employee, not the HR uke who also appears in chapter 1. I’m sorry but I find it SO HOT how seme’s resting cock is lying in his jeans like a massive snake resting his hip and we can see just how BIG it is DAMN (c02)! RIMMING 2X (c02-03 & c15). I love a seme who loves to eat out his uke’s ass and lick the hole he’s going to fck real good! Actual summary: “Forever single ,Yoon Hye Dae works as an assistant manager at a good company ...when rumors spread about a mysterious adulter in the company Yoon misunderstands that the management planning department's employee, Kim Si won as the culprit ...without knowing that it all happened due to a prank made by Kim Si won's friend ...their first meeting started with a fight & both didn't had a good impression about each other ...But life is a mystery crate both didn't realized how their lives will intertwine with each other in future.” NOTES: Honestly, I had really high hopes for this which is why I put off reading it until I had enough chapters (17 by December 28, 2022) but I am thoroughly disappointed. Story is flat, no sexual tension whatsoever and it’s kind of all over the place and messy. Even the sex while hot felt meaningless. I mean I was expecting tons of slow burn even with all the sex as they started off hating each other, I didn’t buy into how they fell for one another. I’ll still keep reading this as I wanna know what comes next but honestly I’m so let down by what I thought would be a really sexy good story. Also, I hate that uke is so onesided into seme and chasing him like he has no self-respect even when seme keeps ignoring him for whatever reason. Like boy, I get the sex was so good but SO WHAT?! Have some self-respect and HURT HIM the way he’s hurting you bitch! Also, wonky translations so not able to enjoy it properly… siiiiiiigh And I don’t get how seme thinks he’s in an unrequited love when it’s so obvious the uke’s ALL OVER HIM AND SO WET FOR HIM. Like huh seriously?? You think YOU are in an unrequited Love?? Uke/SemePOV (c04). Kim Si-Won x Yoon Hye Dae. Company workers. Colleagues. Drunk sex (uke). Management planning team x sales team HR assistant manager. Junior x senior. Younger seme x older uke. 27 x 30. Experienced x virgin. Hate first. Bad first impressions. Handsome seme. Popular seme. Manly seme. Tall seme. Lip Mole same (lower right). Dimples seme. Smoker seme. Grumpy seme. Moody seme. Blunt seme. Rude seme. Gradually Smitten seme. Good in bed seme. Broad shoulders seme. Big hands seme. Ripped seme. Sexy body seme. Abs seme. Pretty uke. Disrespected uke at work (everyone takes him for a ride and push all the work onto him). Lewd uke. Slut uke. Sex addicted uke. Seme being rude to boss (uke) (c01). Big dick seme (c02 uke says he’s so big). Major penis size difference between seme and uke. RIMMING (c02-03 5 total panels with 3 where seme is tongue-fucking uke’s ass). Tokoroten uke from fingering (c03). Tokoroten uke (c03,06,07,09,12,15,16). Crying from painful sex (c03 because seme is too big). Jealous seme (c04 when younger seme coworker of uke’s is touchy feely and close to uke but seme gets crazy jealous the more he thinks about them but doesn’t understand why he feels like shit (baby it’s jealousy my sexy boy)). Public sex (c06). Jealous seme (c12 when seme thinks uke is saying he’ll practice with someone else and seme gets angry and fucks uke good). Sexy doggystyle (c12 seme’s sexy stomach and abs while he’s thrusting inside). Possessive seme (c14 seme telling uke that no one else should see uke’s bed hair). Erection seme (c14). Big cock outline seme (c14 where seme’s Big cock can be seen through his trousers). 2X RIMMING (c02-03; c15 seme eating out uke from behind standing up leaning against washing machine for 3 total panels and 2 shown panels with seme’s tongue licking uke’s hole). Basically, drunk uke comes onto seme for sex because seme has a sex God reputation at work. Seme doesn’t care for anything and thinks uke is a nuisance act is cold to uke. Uke gets fucked good at the hotel until morning with seme losing control because uke was unexpectedly cute. Seme is worried because uke passed out from sex so goes out to buy medicine but uke is gone when he comes back to the hotel room. Intrigued, seme chases after uke at work looking everywhere for him and finds uke at a meeting but being extremely close to another handsome seme-type. Jealous seme gets the wrong idea that they are a couple and starts avoiding uke completely at work. Uke is hurt but full chases after seme because he can’t stop thinking about how good he felt and seme’s big cock. Uke wants to experience his sex bucket list (like sex at the company i.e. Public sex, etc) with seme and resolves himself and confronts seme. Seme gives in even though he knows better as he thinks uke has a lover already but can’t help himself and fucks uke again. Seme rival Han Dong-Ju x Yoon Hye Dae (this seme already has his own uke in the spin-off).

Completed (read chapter 5). 6 full penetrative sex scenes (3rd & 4th seme session with seme cumming once on uke’s ass cheek and then uke urging him to come inside; 1st & 2nd same session with condom and then bareback). Rimming (c05). All of this mangaka’s works are above 9/10 they’re doing something that people here love which is great. I don’t always rely on mangago ratings for good works because often I’m disappointed and a lot of good works get lower ratings, however, it’s a good starting point. So definitely worth checking out! I really love this confident sexy confident uke, SO SEXY! It’s rare in more into the uke but this is the case of the kind of sexually confident uke I love, one who doesn’t act like a stupid hypocrite and surprised at his own and others’ actions when he instigated the result. He’s very aware of the effect he had in people and thrives on it. Wow uke’s friendship with fellow omega actor is so touching, god! The worry, care and concern is truly touching. I was not expecting such.l a sweet friendship on top of the sexy couple, this is definitely the cherry on top of this work! Though I’m not compelled to tag this “favourite”, this work is a “E++,F-”as it’s not a 2D story, surprisingly has a lot of depth to it. Characters are also very sympathetic and for this author to make a sensual and open yet totally likeable uke despite his flaws (like being a bit lewd, forward and a bit of a slut hehe) or in spite of (?) makes sensei very talented! SemePOV. Asaka Leo x Yanagi Eito. Actors. Second generation actors. Hate first. Son of famous actor x son of famous ex-supermodel actress Emma. Beautiful seme. Gorgeous seme. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Earring seme. Serious seme. No nonsense seme. Uninterested seme (in uke). Pretty uke. Sensual uke. Piercings uke. Playboy uke. Natural flirt uke. Confident uke. Whimsical uke. Pushy bottom uke. Teasing uke (who riles seme up). Aggressive uke. Surprisingly encouraging uke. Wise uke. Forceful kiss uke. Dirty talk uke. Lewd uke. Sexy uke. Condom sex. Barebacking. Anal creampie. Pregnancy dirty talk (uke). Unexpected sex beast seme. Uke wanting seme to come inside. Tokoroten uke. Possessive seme. Rimming (c05). Seme eating out uke’s arse nicely. Tenting trousers seme. Erection seme. Confession seme (during sex) (he’s already said he loves him but this was a direct “Eito… I love you” confession. Fucktalking seme. Fucktalking seme about hoping to impregnate uke. Wanting to make uke pregnant. Seme hates being in famous and handsome actor father’s shadow. Doesn’t want to be known as his dad’s son. Seme works very hard to make his own name so hates that people think he’s getting it easy and nice treatment for being his famous dad’s son. So hot how uke gets reamed by at first reluctant seme who gives into his lust and loses control and gives sexy uke a thorough fucking. Uke saying how powerful their thoroughbred child would be if he got pregnant from seme is so hot. I LOVE how they honestly respect each other as actors and their dedication and talent. Complimenting honestly on their strengths after they get badmouthed by some losers about how they got it easy as their parents are famous. Uke told them off and praised seme for being dedicated to his work when no one’s watching and being perfectionist and stubborn and impressed by seme’s devotion saying uke himself could never be like that so says seme will become big one day so let them talk and show them. While seme says while he had a bad first impression of uke and thought uke was just a hopeless flirt who couldn’t act, he was profoundly moved by ukes acting. And then they both blush, aww. Uke has a very touching friendship with this other omega actor and how they support each other through their heats is so sweet, that bittersweet loneliness with finally having someone they can talk to while they survive their mutual heat is so heart-wrenching. They form a deep bond after discovering they were omegas in Showbiz as it’s very dangerous for them. Uke bares his soul saying he’d love to love someone so much he wants to have their baby. I love how seme says he always hopes to get uke pregnant while he’s thrusting into him, mph. Plus possessive seme wanting to shout to the world how uke is his and thinking he wants to make uke his over and over with every bite. They don’t say explicitly that they’re fated pairs but it’s kinda implied. And the. BIGGEST CHERRY ON TOP? They both started working together for a movie where uke is illegitimate son born from the mistress of seme’s character’s respectable father (no one even knew he was capable of having an affair), making seme and uke half-brothers but also fated pairs. In rea life it’s heavily implied it’s LITERALLY THE SAME THING. Uke’s famous model mother hid the fact that she was an omega, had an affair with a famous alpha actor and went into hiding for some time to give birth to the baby without letting anyone know, including the father. No one knows who uke’s father is and when seme and uke confront seme’s real like alpha famous actor father about the scandal (uke is revealed to be omega and knows his son has mated and paired with him), seme father says he knows uke’s mom as he’s worked with her only once and the comments uke has her eyes… dun dun dun. Seme father slept and impregnated uke’s mom with uke! Seme and uke haven't realised this fact yet they’re literally playing out their own real life story on set! It’s obvious the director who chose this story is aware of this secret somehow and he’s also very supportive even after finding out uke is omega he has no prejudice and instead praising uke for being a talented actor saying it has nothing to do with being omega or alpha! So cool! It’s mysterious in a good way, haha! Plus I LOVE how they’re both serious about their acting and want to move forward together and become great actors in their own right regardless of gender. Side: Chitose Kotaro x Oga Natsume. These are uke’s actor friends. Friendship with a deeper relationship potential. Actors. Friends. Beta x omega. Friends. Handsome seme. Tall seme. Puppy seme. Past trauma seme. Seme hates omegas because he had a trauma with an omega, he had brought his omega girlfriend over at his place to introduce her to his best friend and they paired right in front of him, poor guy, no wonder he hates omegas. That whore even told him that he only dated him to get with his friend since h was her fated pair. Shouldn’t she just have gone straight to him instead of using a poor guy for it if he was someone who could easily lose control and fck his best friend’s girlfriend?? Shameless slut. Netorare seme (past).

Reading (read chapter 19). 4.5 full penetrative sex scenes (0.5 on c12 is not shown both are under the blanket and “connected”; 4th uke rides seme but seme reverses position and fucks pushy bottom uke good; 3rd spans c06-07; c04 first time did it at least twice (2nd partially down but counted it as full anyways)). OVERALL THOUGHTS (BY C16): HATE THIS UKE. Just like this author’s other works, AGAIN. I’m pretty sure gonna drop this because I have no patience. I don’t knows if it’s this writer’s way with creating shitty uke’s who can’t take responsibility for their own issues or because I’m biased against it because of the other work I read before (the mafia seme one and mind reader) but I can’t stand uke’s like this. This one causes a whole bunch of trouble for everyone around him and takes no responsibility for doing that. Not just for seme. Like I get you hate seme and the fact that you lost control during your heat and need him to fck you tramples your pride but HE STILL HELPED YOU, NUMEROUS TIMES. And was even courteous about it even though he was a jerk before. Yet you reject him violently and then wonder why he’s poised and ignoring you when you kept ignoring him before and had to have him keep chasing after you. Plus you go back just because you want to use him again for your own selfish reasons. Uke thanked him once but then went back to being a selfish little btch. I mean first heat rant uke’s fault of course but luckily no one was around. But second totally was as he was careless about his meds and afterwards wasn’t because his meds were failing. That being said, NO ONE IS RESPONSIBLE FOR YOUR OWN ISSUES. He even never thanked another Omega (uke) colleague he’s not even close to for inconveniencing him so many times. Uke seme led and rocked Omega with his problems and even that Omega colleague so far as to long him his apartment the whole day due seme and uke To have sex due to uke’s heat… I HATE A MANNERLESS UKE LIKE THAT. It’s even worse because uke is manly and tall and masculine and not omega or uke like so for him to be such an ungrateful little Bitch with a seme type of pride and sense of entitlement (like this isn’t supposed to happen to someone like me so it doesn’t exist) is extremely infuriating. Uke only apologised to seme because he wanted something from him. Uke involved seme in his lie to his family about being steady with the alpha he slept with (seme) and planning to get married (seme) just so he wouldn’t have to move back home so naturally his family want to meet him. See, if you’re gonna consider using seme like that, and ask him for the HUGE favour of meeting your family, BTCH YOU BETTER HAVE SOMETHING TO OFFER IN RETURN and not think it’s seme’s duty to help you for your selfish reasons. C05 THOUGHTS: I LIKE that at least this uke acknowledges that it’s his fault and that he’s the sole one to blame for what happened (his heat being triggered as he was careless and didn’t take his meds hence resulting in fcking his hated coworker, seme). The first webtoon of this author I ended up hating ans dropped it (the one with the seme mafia and annoying hypocrite uke) so maybe I should have read this first as I keep getting biased vibes from previous one, ugh. C09: INSANELY JEALOUS RAGE SEME. For the first time seme is overwhelmed with murderous jealousy when uke lies denying that he’s not dating as he was sick of seme’s taunting that no one would date a short tempered omega prick like uke and was confident uke wasn’t dating anyone even their omega colleague asked him but then was hit by a bludger when uke said he might, haha. Love that reaction so sexy! Jung Taehan x Lee Doyun. Alpha x omega (half). Real alpha x Omega mistaken for alpha. Seme x seme type. Cats & Dogs relationship. Antagonistic relationship. Bickering couple. Fighting couple. Manly Couple. Younger seme x older uke. 24 x 26. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Antagonistic seme (to uke only). Seme type uke. Handsome uke. Alpha like uke. Tall uke. Manly uke. Big uke. Cool uke. Strong uke. Tough bottom uke. Pushy bottom uke (in sex; move, harder, etc). Pigtails pulling seme. Blushing seme. Smitten seme. Erection seme (c03; due to uke’s heat). Tenting trousers seme (c03). Tokoroten uke. Jealous seme. Murderous jealous rage seme (c09). Condom sex. Asking to date seme. Rejected seme. Uke is basically an alpha in appearance, demeanour ans strength so everyone assumes he is alpha but he’s actually an omega who’s never gotten a heat ans therefore never produced omega pheromones. Seme is actually quite mean to uke like I’ma “I hate your guts” kind of way and they insult each other every time they’re together. Uke’s first heat (c01) is when he gets affected (maybe jealous without realising) that seme (an actual alpha) admits to trying to hit on their regular omega coworker a few times with no success, when uke thinks back on what seme said at home, it triggers his heat. One day uke stupidly neglects to take his heat suppressant medicine thinking what he had wasn’t a heat And his heat suddenly happens right next to seme. I love how affectionate seme can be in trying to calm down his volatile uke. Even though they’re enemies at work and seme is pretty antagonistic, it feels more like “bullying or being mean to the one you like” scenario on both their parts haha. Because seme is CLEARLY affected and has paid a special attention to uke from the beginning even before he found out uke was omega and not alpha like he assumed which means seme unconsciously was attracted to uke on an instinctive level. Uke is so out of control with his omega pheromones that they have to call his doctor while he’s literally being fcked by seme. I’m starting to really hate this uke, not only did he meanly reject seme and has been antagonistic and ignoring seme who’s been chasing after him and at least courteous to uke but then he dares to ask seme for a favour (to meet his family) after lying that they’re engaged… bitch you’re really shameless. ANTAGONISTIC RELATIONSHIP EXPLAINED: It seems at first when they started working together they got along well and were chummy but seme kept referring to uke as alpha which pissed uke off and even retaliating with punches so of course seme also started hating uke and this started hating each other. But it’s obvious seme would think that as uke is almost as tall as seme and so much stronger even though seme is really strong himself. Side: Kim Jinyoung x Lee Dojun (it seems that seme is the doctor of uke with uke’s third older brother who’s protective of uke (c14)). Alpha x alpha. Doctor x ?. Handsome seme. Under eye mole uke (left). Seme is ultra seme as he’s sexually attracted to other alpha and not interested in omegas. Uke older brother is protective of main uke.

Completed (read 5.5 chapters). 2 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c04; 2nd c05). This was fun and super cute and sexy! Idiot bickering couple madly in love and everyone around them knows but them, trope haha. Cute and sexy story of rivalry and quarrelling to disguise their mutual love and lust (seme) they have for each other (though uke is oblivious to his own feelings or in denial and seme wild rather die than admit his attraction to “gorilla” uke (his words). Seme tries to stay away as he’s so in love and in lust with uke he doesn’t want to pounce him and uke takes seme’s insults at face value thinking he looks down in him for being an omega and shears fights with him to get his attention. Uke realises that teasing (teasing) him is more effective in getting a reaction until seme’s well-guarded self-control snaps finally and pounces uke. Ishio Ryuuji x Mochizuki Tsubaki. Karate x Judo. Club captains. Rivals. Alpha x omega. Bickering couple. Fighting couple. Hate to Love. Same height. Handsome seme. Broad shoulders seme. Blushing seme (at uke’s teasing and naked body). Manly seme. Droopy Eyes seme. Boyishly attractive seme (in how innocently he laughs with his friends, like boys will be boys, but he’s super attractive). Attractive seme. Hunk seme. Innocent seme. Conservative seme. Serious seme. Rich seme. Prude seme. Betrothed seme (parents supposedly arranged a girl for him). Fiancé seme (not uke; see previous). Manly uke. Beefy Uke. Muscly uke. Under Eye Mole uke (left). Tsundere uke. Tease uke. Sexy uke. Good cook uke. Good Big brother uke. Good at chores uke (has 2 small siblings he takes care of in place of the parents so he’s always trained to become seme’s wif wifey hehehe). Slapped seme (more like judo thrown and punched in the gut when uke basically thought he was playing with him cheating on him having a fiancé haha). Scorned uke beating seme (thinking he’s using her when he’s already betrothed). Possessive seme (c02; when seme’s female alpha friend tries to go for uke seme murderously possessively tells her not to touch him to back off as “he is mine!”). Seme who’s actually crazy about uke (admits it himself c04). Confession seme (c02). Barebacking (c04). Anal creampie (c04; close up of big load properly oozing out). Madly in love seme. Seme who says uke’s name over and over during sex. Seme tells uke (who keeps trying to pick fights with him) that he should be more aware of being an omega and stay away from him. So frustrated uke tries to egg seme on and tease seduce him, seme angrily admits he thinks about uke and then blushes and to backtrack says there’s no way he’d be turned on by a gorilla like uke whilst blushing furiously in embarrassment… oh you, seme-kun, you busted! Uke realises earnest virgin seme gets flustered around uke’s naked body so starts to use his sex appeal to tease seme to win against him, hugging seme, pushing him down, chasing him with regard for time and place, but it backfires because seme is still an alpha and uke a sexy omega. Seme is so adorable blushing furiously whenever uke is around or they make eye contact or worse when uke is showing skin, awww! Seme is so innocent! I love how big of a deal it is to seme to be so aware and shy of his beloved’s proximity and nudity but uke meanwhile is frustrated because he wants to be touched and looked at by his beloved seme, who is cutely conservative.

Reading (read chapter 34 (official until c27; after 28+ all HORRIBLE CRAP fan translations so reread official from C28)). 6 full penetrative sex scenes (painful first time c06 after Rimming being eaten out by seme, fingerfucked did it from the back and then seme spreads uke wide eagle in missionary; 2nd c10 painful penetration after fingerfucking (uke says they did it 7 yes SEVEN TIMES MY GOD WHAT A BEAST SEME IS!; 3rd c10 continuation of same session; 4th c12-13 in seme’s bathroom lifted and spread in air hug by seme standing up and then against large mirror; 5th c14-15 long SUPER smutty session (in same day as previous fuck but new session after break) after being thoroughly eaten out by seme sucking and slurping slut uke’s hole and making her come she fucked from behind and then spread eagle like a whore from the front while big cock is still lodged inside; 6th c21-22 first time barebacking and passionate more lovers sex (missionary, uke on top then close missionary); c17 quick uke fantasy of uke being tucked from behind by seme but didn’t count it; c08 implied uke slept with seme again for 2nd time as they end up in bed again after the act and did it at least twice as 2 condom wrappers; first kiss c04 seme kisses uke to tease him and make fun of him saying uke’s a bad kisser and then uke kisses him back as a challenge and one thing lead to another and the next chapter they fck!). 1 full penetrative sex scene with uke and his first crush, a classmate from high school, an asshole straight seme who was super handsome, Lee Heesung. To be TOTALLY HONEST, this story made me feel damn hot if ya get my drift I mean HOT DAMN… The sex scenes ARE HOTTT AF I CANNOT DENY! I can’t lie seme is HOT AF! He so handsome, I mean he’s crazy good-looking and sexy, his hairstyle with the curl on the side, the way his side profile looks perfect save with the shape of his head, with a perfect body shape not to mention HOLY SMOKES THAT RIPPED BODY MY GOODNESS! I’d almost say he’s my type damn! He reminds me A LOT of AmePara’s Kaburagi whom I ADORE both in looks and personality like rude and blunt but handsome as heck. I was hoping it wouldn’t fall into the enemies have drunk sex and start liking each other act thankfully it isn’t COMPLETELY that but partly as they are under the influence the first time but consentingly decide to have sexual relations and second time again alcohol is involved. 2x RIMMING (c05,14). I LOVE a seme who can eat ass before inserting his HUGE DICK inside uke hole! C16: FINALLY some SemePOV after all this time damn!! Just a bit though so can’t put proper SemePOV until we get more but it’s seme finally finding uke cute and being DAMN HORNY for uke and thirsting the hell out of uke when he sees pretty uke being serious at work and damn he says “fuck work, fuck everything, I just want to fuck you”. HOT DAAAAAMN!!! C18: More SemePOV tidbits just about how he’s becoming more considerate of uke and it’s confusing him as to why (lol). And OOHHH some hint of jealous seme for the first time when he thinks that uke’s trauma during sex which made uke cry and storm off (c15) was because of all the assholes uke had slept with who treated uke like shit. C19: a little more of inner seme teasing uke and slipping up saying something a boyfriend would. C20: more inner seme and the second Doki Doki for seme yay!! He fallin he fallin! Since c18 seme has been almost being pleading with uke to tell him how he wants it (sex) Abby that seme will do that, oooh seme has it bad and he don’t know it yet!! Also seme’s HUGE DICK IS SO BIG he confesses it’s hard to find his size condom at a regular convenience store! Okay, it’s talked about and emphasised SO MUCH that I had to add the “SIZE MATTERS” tag, uke is a Cockslut size Queen, there! C22: 3rd doki for seme and wonders why it feels so good and not just because it’s their first raw sex without condoms. Most of the inner thoughts were seme’s here. PLOT TWIST when uke gets a call (right after the best sex yet and he’s super well-fucked) to be set up for another blind date and SEME HEARS IT AND FREAKS OUT (please be jealous please be jealous!). C23: It’s so sexy hot seme convinces himself uke will reject the blind date set up because it’s clear he doesn’t want uke to go. Seme’s hurt and shocked expressions when uke agrees to be set up and basically breaks up with seme (their sex friends relationship) made me swoon because he’s clearly caught feelings and is so hurt and jealous!! C24: PROPER SEMEPOV!! C25: Inner seme trying cocky thinking uke loves him and wants to be with seme officially and seme preening and thinking he doesn’t mind dating uke anymore but gets jealous and heartbroken when uke still wants to go on that blind date. SEME HAS FALLEN IN LOVE AND HAS IT BAD FOR UKE!! C26: More SemePOV + admitting to uke he’s jealous!!! Seme is ALL OVER UKE not leaving him alone and demanding uke spend the day with him as if seme has gone crazy stay barebacking uke and cumming inside uke like he’s whipped after that haha! SEXY! Seme suddenly acting so loving and caring like a loving boyfriend and making uke spend the day with him knowing he has a date the next day is such possessive behaviour! C27: SEME SO HOTTTT SAYING HE’S GOING AFTER HIS LOVER (UKE) WHO’S CHEATING ON HIM SO SEXYYYYY!!! NOTES 2: To be honest, by c13 I kind of find it REALLY ANNOYING that uke has ZERO willpower when it comes to seme. Like he keeps spewing his I’m all for Romance I’m never ever sleeping with him again she literally the next scene is uke being in seme’s house kissing him like WTF?! Your self-righteousness is all BULLSHIT and you’re always just doing what he wants, where the fuck is your self-respect, aren’t you the one who’s totally against sex friends yet you act like a cock addicted slut around him like come ON UKE!!! I don’t hate this uke but I HATE that he is full of shit and gives into seme and seme is NOT SUFFERING AT ALL HE IS WINNING! WTF!! He has it all and is a god in bed but you were the romantic yet why do you let his view win over yours???? Uke’s just good at spreading his legs and being FUCKED over and over again by seme and enjoying it like the cockslut she is, that’s it. By C17, it was coming along here and there’s since a few chapters but uke is starting to fall for seme and feeling some jealousy for seme’s past exes. NOTES: Even though we have a super hunk seme who’s my type in looks and with a killer physique (though a bit too bulky up top), one of my favourite tropes (enemies to lovers), hot hot damn sex, it was only in chapter 7 in the aftermath of that one night stand that I REALLY got into this and started to love this as we get to see how being so intimate with someone you supposedly hated affects them differently like seme being kinder to uke. C18: Okay, when uke says all seme has is his huge dick the size of his forearm that just stabs at uke but no technique as in seme’s so huge he can get away with no technique (compliment in uke’s mind), seme takes it as a challenge saying let’s have sex and I’ll pull out all the stops and I’m ready, means you know next chapter will be pure smut haha!! C09: I actually got butterflies fluttering in my belly a bit when seme is so impatient to get uke to bed being super aggressive, slamming uke against the wall, groping his ass being lost in the passion, biting and all and when uke tells him to slow down as they fcked just yesterday, seme says that’s exactly why he’s so impatient and desperate (and he’s super hard and big) because he knows what it’s like and wants more and the desperate horny AF face he makes when he says it is SO HOTTTT!!! C23: Tightening of my stomach at seme’s shock over uke agreeing to the blind date!!! MAJOR BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY BELLY at UPSET SEME thinking uke’s not gonna sleep with him anymore UGHH!! C25: MAJOR loins clenching and butterflies in belly when seme is upset uke doesn’t want to be with him after saying despite just being fuck buddies, seme taught him what it was like to be in a normal relationship UNGHHH! ALL OF C26!! Seme admitting he’s jealous, saying he was upset when uke started talking about boyfriends and when uke said they had to stop having sex! C27: ALLLLLLL OF C27 ALLL OF IT!! MY LOINS ON FIRE AND BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FLUTTERING LIKE MAD FROM PROTECTIVE SEME (he learns who uke is out on a blind date with (uke’s asshole first love) from mutual friends and pours soju on the head of one of the guys for talking shit about uke!) AND THEN RUSHING TO UKE’S BLIND DATE PLACE AND TELLING DRIVER TO DRIVE FAST AS POSSIBLE AS HE’S GOING AFTER HIS LOVER WHO’S CHEATING ON HIM AHHHHH!!! SO SEXY SO HOT I CAN’T!!!!! C21: When they run out of condoms, seme refuses to have sex as he says he’s never done it without a condom and he’s a staunch safe sex practitioner but all uke wants is for seme to fuck him raw and seme gives in… HOT DAMN! C22: Okay, Size Queen uke is confirmed here (as if it wasn’t obvious enough by now she loves her man’s big dick) but she says it’s not like seme’s one of those dudes with a small cock who jackrabbit the hell out of uke! Damn girl! C23: SEXY CONFIDENT SENSUAL BITCH UKE WHO AGREES to go on the blind date with another man when he’s literally JUST been fucked raw and has seme’s cum dripping out of his ass! Make that seme eat his words girl YASSS!! C27: OMG SEME HAS IT BAAAAAAD FOR UKE BUSTING THROUGH THE DOOR WHERE UKE IS HAVING HIS DATE! Seme is WHIPPED I tell you!! Then SEME PRETENDING TO BE UKE’S LOVER TO SAVE UKE WHO’S BEING MANHANDLED BY EX FIRST LOVE SEME HEESUNG TELLING UKE THAT HE’LL DO BETTER AND IN FRONT OF UKE’S JERK EX FIRST LOVE THAT EX’S COCK IS PROBABLY WAY SMALLER THAN HIS AND THREATENING THE GUY WITH HIS STRENGTH HURTING HIM AND TELLING UKE NOT TO LEAVE HIM FOR SOME RANDOM DUDE OMGGGGG!! SEXYYY!!! C33: LOLLL SEME AGAIN USING HIS BIG COCK AS FORM OF POSSESSIVE INTIMIDATION AND CLAIMING HIS UKE AGAINST EX-SEME (like “I’m a better male specimen than you so I get dibs on this sexy female (uke), I’m top dog die to my big cock so back off from my female!” LOLLL! Good thing this is not Omegaverse because seme is DEFINITELY DOMINANT ALPHA and will FIGHT for his uke as he’s doing now! C28: Pleading seme tells uke, “go out with me”, saying he’s not sure if he likes uke the way uke wants but he hates uke seeing others and going on blind dates with clothes seme bought him and he may not give uke the grand romance he wants as it’s not seme’s style and they may fight a lot still but seme says he will never cheat and never treat uke like he’s been treated by his shitty exes and that he’ll compromise wherever uke needs it, isn’t seme just perfect OH MYY!!! C33: TWO SEMES FIGHT FOR UKE! Who’s Top Dog Alpha (why, Main seme of course!). Love triangle but not really as uke doesn’t like his bastard Ex-seme. SEMESOINLOVEEEE!! He possessive takes uke’s hand saying he hates that that Ex-seme hurt him and won’t stand for it and when uke protests as seme is taking his hand in public (like lovers), seme says he doesn’t care what people think and he’ll seduce uke whenever he gets the chance and do anything for him even in the middle of the bright day or when the sun is high so to hurry up and finish this stupid trial temporary lover as he wants to be uke’s real lover…. AWWWWW SEME SO CRAZY ABOUT UKE AWWWW!!!! C34: Uke COMPLETELY channelled me when upon seme’s constant prodding to tell him his sexual fantasy, uke says it’s not much of a fantasy but all he wants is to see his partner (seme) lose his mind from pleasure! YOU GO GIRL I WANT THAT TOO UNGHHHH!! WE WANT AHEGAO SEME FTW!!! Uke/SemePOV (24-26; a little in c22,23). Kang Hyunwoo x Go Youngwon. Collleagues. Coworkers. Engineers. Hate first. Cats & dogs Relationship. Gay x gay. Researcher & Development Research team. Research team x senior researcher. Smart x smart. PhD’s. 33 x 33. Opposites attract. Allergic to relationships (love) x hopeless romantic. Sexually experienced x inexperienced. Blind date turns out to be seme haha. Sex friends. Sexually compatible. Uke wants Romance in his life while seme is just the friends with benefits or sex friend (fuck buddy) type. Super Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Cool seme. Ikemen seme. Very Tall seme. Height difference. 187cm (~6’2) x 174cm. Tall, dark and handsome seme. Hunk seme. Hot seme. Big seme. Manly seme. Masculine seme. Grumpy seme. Serious seme. Blunt seme. Arrogant seme. Broad shoulders seme. Super Capable seme. Perfectionist seme. Arrogant seme. Cars otaku seme. Auto fanatic seme. Ripped seme. Shredded seme. Abs seme. Aggressive seme. Sex beast seme. Whipped seme (post-c22 raw sex). Strong seme (c13 as he’s able to completely lift a fully grown man and fuck him lifted for a really long time without tiring; I don’t care that is STRONG). Under eye mole uke (right). Capable uke. Antics uke. Engineering otaku uke. Auto fanatic uke. Failure in love uke. Slutty Uke. Slut uke. Cockslut uke. Lewd uke. Size Queen uke (c19 not at first but she keeps mentioning it so much that she might as well be and so I had to add it). Rejected uke (c01 on their blind date seme thinks uke likes him and rejects him saying uke’s not his type haha even though uke hates him!). Seme again says uke is not his type (c04). Seme puts the moves first (c04). Sex bully seme. Erection seme (c05). Tenting trousers seme (boxers actually) (c05). Big dick seme (c05; c18-19 mentioned many times but here again when uke says ask seme has is a huge dick the size of his forearm damn). Huge dick seme (c05 uke wonders how the hell he goes around with that thing attached to his body haha and when he sees seme’s naked erect dick he freaks out thinking how in the hell that’s humanly possible LOL). Well-endowed seme (c19 subject of much scrutiny and praise from uke so I’m almost considering putting the “size matters” tag as uke seems to be becoming a size queen). RIMMING (c05 for total 9 panels with 6 showing seme tongue-fucking uke’s hole and how deep his tongue penetrates uke’s ass HOTT; c14 in 69 position seme sucks and licks uke’s just previously well-fucked and lube dripping swollen hole burying his face inside uke’s ass cheeks and slurping and sucking for total 15 panels and 6 shown with his face inside uke’s ass or licking uke’s hole and making slut uke lose her mind from pleasure and coming). Fucktalking seme (c05 talks about how uke’s hole sucks him in and later calls uke a slut SO HOT!). Seme calling uke slut (c05 about uke morning love a slut while having his asshole eaten out). Uke going into a trance from pleasure from rimming (c05,14). Spanking (c05 seme slapping uke’s ass after eating out uke’s asshole). Painful first time penetration (c06). Condom sex (c06). Bulging belly from Seme’s big cock (c06,14). Tokoroten uke (c06,10,13,14,22). Ahegao uke (c06 uke losing his mind from being fucked good by a seme who knows how to fuck with his huge cock; c14 that fucked silly face from slut uke is really something and 3x in same chapter; c22 from how good raw sex feels). Painful after sex throbbing (c07). Aggressive in bed seme (c09). Erection seme (c09). Tenting trousers seme (more like bulging trousers seme) (c09). Adonis body seme (c10). Fucktalking seme (c10 sexy dirty talk about what seme likes to do to his partners and what he likes in sex like fucking after they’re soaking wet and loosened, how he likes to know everything about the body underneath him, etc). Great in bed seme (c10 uke admits it here but it was obvious from the pleasure face uke made in c05). Painful penetration (c10 so much uke kicks seme while seme cock is inside). Foot licking (c10 licking and sucking while toes being fucked HOTT). Insatiable seme (c10 fucked uke 7 times in a row like a sex starved beast whoa). Spanking (c13 slapped until uke’s bubble butt is red). More Fucktalking seme (c14 saying stuff like you like it when I fuck you hard like this (then proceeds to pound uke into oblivion) or my cock makes you feel so good like you wouldn’t believe, seme just fucktalks A LOT during sex). Squirting uke (c14). Post-sex wobbling walk (c15 uke was indeed well-fucked or fucked out I mean whole day he was fucked this way and that to the point of squirting). Seme’s first heart tug for uke or Badum (Doki) at c15 after seeing uke cry. DAMN Horny seme (c16 while they’re working tirelessly to damage control and review a mountain of documents to take to court and sue an ex-employee who screwed the company over by joining a rival company and leaking confidential information on their features and models that uke and seme created, seme suddenly throws the folder away and says “fuck work, I just want to fuck you” and when uke balks saying they’re at company HQ, seme says again “fuck work, fuck everything, I just want to fuck you.” HOLY SHIIIIT). Thirsty seme (c16). Sexy Fucktalking seme (c20 about how seme’s cock is so stupid huge that is it’s dumb if it goes just a few days without sex; this is a sarcastic sexy comeback at uke who said all he has is his huge cock and no technique). Ripped condom seme (c20 this is a first for me! Seme was so turned on his huge throbbing cock broke the condom). Fucktalking uke (c21 I want your cock in my ass, told you she was s as Cockslut!). Begging for raw sex uke (c21). Uke still going on about seme’s stupidly huge cock he can’t fit in his hand (c21 while he’s trying to fit seme’s cock in his ass). Ass cheeks spreading seme (c21). Raw anal sex (c21-22 first time). Barebacking (c21-22). Anal creampie (c22). Seme cum dripping out (c22). Uke losing his mind from pleasure from being cummed inside (c22). JEALOUS SEME (c23 FINALLY! When uke agrees to go on the blind date “i hate feelings” seme goes into kind of shock YASS). Hurt seme (c23 at uke agreeing to blind date with someone else). Break up uke (c23 says they can’t do this anymore as he’s just agreed to be set up on a blind date). VERY JEALOUS SEME (24 seme acting out from jealousy and acting like a petulant child like when uke goes clothes shopping for the blind date and seme buys out practicality the whole luxury store costing a fortune for uke to wear what he bought him and so uke doesn’t look cute on his date, etc). Blushing seme (c25 from being found out to have feelings for uke). Jealous seme (c26 admits he was acting out because he was jealous). Indirectly possessive behaviour seme (c25 buying uke luxury items to wear for his blind date; c26 hovering over uke all day and making uke spend the day with him). Seme jealously hovering around uke and not working (c26). Getting drunk from jealousy seme (c26). Protective seme (c27). More SEXY SUPER JEALOUS SEME (c27 who drinks himself silly when he keeps hearing blind date and goes to uke to stop it as he’s learned uke’s blind date is his asshole first love who used him to try fucking a man). Possessive seme (c27 calling uke is lover who’s cheating on him AHHH). Knight in shining armour seme (c27 saving uke from shitty ex first love handsome seme Heesung). Cock fight seme from jealousy and possessiveness (c27 seme fake nicely saying uke’s ex’s cock is way smaller than seme’s while threatening him to leave his uke OMG). Possessive seme (c27 takes uke away by hand). Seme asks uke out (c27 FINALLY). Temporary lovers (c32 after seme’s confession to go out uke sets terms for temporary lovers for a week). MAD HORNY SEME (c32 thirsting BAD for uke he wants to fuck). Pervert seme (c32 asking uke if he can eat uke’s ass anilingus Rimming). CRAZY JEALOUS SEME Seme admitting he was going CRAZY with jealousy (c32 when uke said he was going in a date). Possessive seme (c33 seme possessively holds into uke in front of Ex-seme and uses his big cock as form of “I’m better than you” by saying “oh if it isn’t the guy with the smaller cock”, OMG SEMEEE). More JEALOUS SEME (c33 acting like a grade school child by being nasty and uncooperative to Ex-seme which is impeding on work and unprofessional as now Ex-seme has to work with them). Uke and seme have to stay in the same room and share a bed at the hotel during a business trip and seme who likes to sleep (walk around) in only his boxer briefs and shamelessly flaunt his perfect ripped body is making uke uncomfortable. After talking for a bit (where uke realises seme is a lot more talkative outside work), uke reaches for the remote but seme kisses him instead, even though he’s told uke twice that uke is not his type at all! C08-09: Seme proposes they sleep with no strings attached (sex friends). Seme rival: Lee Heesung x Go Youngwon (uke’s first love and jackass). Former high school classmates. Reencounter (c26&33). Reunion (he’s the guy that uke gets set up on the blind date with where he had to break up with seme c23 OH LORD). Second Reunion (c33 due to work as ex-seme’s company is hired for consultancy and he becomes a manager for joint project with his own areas of expertise management and security with uke and seme’s company AR Motors as Ex-seme also took engineering), Straight x gay (former). Gay (Bi?) x gay (present). Handsome seme. Tall seme. Jerk seme. Asshole seme. Big dick seme (not as big as Main seme). Past Raw anal sex (c18). Past Barebacking (c18).