Meguro to Akino wa Kizukanai
Reading (c5, p29). OKAY, I STOPPED READING BECAUSE THE GUY I WAS SURE AND WAS BADLY HOPING WOULD TOP FCKIN BOTTOMED SO *SCREW THIS*. I’m so pissed because what made this series interesting to me in the first place was having a cool but proper and serious seme with a very manly and masculine rough around the edges with no finesse uke but Nooooo they just had to reverse it and make it typical... SO F DISAPPOINTED FOR WASTING MY TIME *FUMES* EVERYTHING FROM HERE ON OUT IS REVERSE ORDER FFCCCK *pissed as a MF* Gay x Straight. Seme x seme. Mutual pining. In denial about their feelings seme & uke. Jerk-off buddies. Masturbation buddies. Top seme. Handsome seme. Manly seme. Muscular seme. Lean seme. Ripped body seme. Ripped seme. Broad shoulders seme. Hot seme. Excellent cook seme. Pride seme. Housewife seme. Jealous seme. Hard-on seme. Erection seme. Manly uke. Dumped uke. Nuisance uke. Messy uke. Drunken uke. Pride uke. Break-up comfort seeking uke. Uke keeps getting dumped by his girlfriends and goes over to his neighbor and fellow uni student (same uni) for comfort and basically comes onto seme, seduces and molests him and even though seme stops uke sternly saying uke is not his type, he still wants uke not to push it or else he’ll “fucking rape you.” So hot... Love that gay seme goes to complain about straight uke to his gay friends at the gay bar ALL THE TIME (like how whenever uke comes over he makes a complete mess of his whole flat, how he can’t get peace and quiet, how he gets molested and that he should just stay straight instead of touching a gay guy) so much much so that they seem to get the picture better than seme does, like, “he doesn’t even realise it yet but he’s already fallen for him (uke).”, haha (I know that’s a lot of gay and straight but the thought of it is so endearing in my BL fantasies). The gay bar Mama asks the seme isn’t it because he likes uke to which seme vehemently denies saying he likes the cute type (which uke is so far from being manly and dude-like) but they think it’s sad as falling in love with a straight guy is hardships ahead... Aww. Seme already so deep in love and doesn’t even realise it. When seme kicks uke out saying not to come to him anymore, uke stops coming to bother seme when he gets dumped, so Seme who thought he got rid of a nuisance starts to seriously miss uke and actually goes to the gay bar, drinks himself in despair and complains now that uke hasn’t contacted him at all in 2 months (even though he convinced himself he was back to his peaceful life), hehe. Seme actually cooked for and took care of uke and worries whether uke is being well fed by his new girlfriend so Mama again says to seme, “you are definitely in love with him.”, to which seme looks bewildered. Mama loses her patience when obstinate and in denial seme says uke is the worst friend and shouts that seme conplains when uke comes over but he also complains even worse when uke doesn’t haha. Seme realises he’s lonely thanks to Mama and thinks “hurry up and get dumped and come over... Shit!” LOL SEME HAS IT SO BAD! When seme hears from a mutual friend that uke is now going after men, jealous seme gets REALLY pissed. Turns out uke was troubling which male friend he’s annoying after getting dumped now which still pisses seme off. Seme just thinks that uke should apologise and come back to him instead of bothering another male friend as seme is the only one who can take care of uke best, lol, possessive much, haha. And of course it turns out that the reason uke keeps getting dumped is because he compares all his gf’s to seme and how nothing is good like seme’s food and cooking, the smell of the laundry detergent, etc. When seme finds this out through mutual friends he finally caves and texts uke and makes all his favourites and Aymara he’ll spoil him to the point uke will never want to leave and yet is still in denial after thinking that haha.
Akai Ito No Shikkou Yuuyo
Complete (read chapters 5.6). 1 full penetrative sex scene. This was looooovely and it’s in my “F” for sure! This was just TOO CUTE AND SWEET AND AHH! I’m so glad there was a sexy ending at least where they consummated their love! Definitely got major butterflies and rhinos stomping due to lovesick seme’s adorable yet sexy puppy like persistence and keeping getting rejected harshly by uke and looking like a kicked up but can’t help wanting to be near and close to uke. Obata Hiroki x Arako Keiji. Destined lovers (connected by red string of fate). University students. Kouhai x senpai. Younger seme x older uke. Height difference. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Privileged seme. Rich seme. Sweet seme. Cute seme (manly way). Very Tall seme. Friendly seme. Refreshing seme. Sparkly seme. Soft seme. Earnest seme. Innocent seme. Good-natured seme. Gentle seme. Kind seme. Puppy seme. Kicked puppy seme. Dog-like seme. Wanko seme. Confession seme (multiple times attempted but uke cuts him off or rejects him). Smitten seme. Blushing seme (around uke). Seme falls in love first. Unrequited love seme. Onesided love seme. Deeply in love seme. Lovesick seme. Lovesick puppy seme. Needy seme. Clingy seme. Rejected seme (constantly). Madly in love seme. Persistent seme (like a lovesick puppy dog). Erection seme. Hard-on seme. Crying seme (when uke properly rejects him). Masturbating seme (only mentioned) (seme admits to jerking off many times while fantasising about uke’s disheveled self). Tsundere uke. Excitable uke. Supernatural power uke (can see the red string of fate tying two people). Housework uke (is good at sewing also). Mean uke (keeps being mean to seme in order to reject the fated connection but seme is so adorably persistent like a lovesick puppy, lol). Rejection uke. Seme is really tall, they don’t give his height but he’s like a head taller than uke and uke is a fairly tall guy like average height at the very least. Seme is immediately smitten by uke but uke who sees their red string connection tries to keep his distance and rejects him at every turn and opportunity but persistent seme follows him around like a lovesick puppy and keeps getting hurt by mean uke, aww). Seme has had a cushy privileged life spoiled by his parents and never had to work hard for anything so he really admires uke being a hardworking person. Seme is so madly deeply in love with uke that even when he’s suffering a bad fever when they’re stuck in the middle of nowhere after an accident during a snowboarding trip (where seme saves uke), seme confesses with all his heart and soul again and again (over and over again) how he’s in love with uke and how he’s not imagining things and that he’s absolutely certain about his feelings. So adorable yet hot that after that vulnerable nth meaningful confession and uke feeling remorse for constantly treating seme like crap due to his freak-out over being a fated pair with seme even though seme saved his life and is so sweet to him all the time, says he’ll grant any request of seme’s request and seme asks uke for a kiss which uke is about to give in due to seme’s earnest desire but then their friends come to the rescue and they comment that seme’s face is flushed and he had a stiffie LOL. OMG, so sad when uke cuts the string and rejects him, completely heart-broken seme cries his eyes out, poor baby...:(
Kimi ni Koisuru Hazu ga Nai
UTD (read volume 1, 6 chapters+extras).1 full penetrative sex scenes (v01c06 first time+implied they did it 3x more times wow; v01 extra implied as naked in bed). This was so good!! SemePOV. Kitaoji Rihito x Arima Chikage. Straight x gay. 28 x ??. Salarymen. Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Popular seme. Blond seme. Blond x dark. Unrequited love uke. Jealous seme. Possessive seme. Capable seme. Seme is closet otaku. Closet shoujo manga otaku seme. Seme who wants shoujo manga pure love. Sullen uke. Manly uke.
Tasogare Outfocus
Complete (read all 7 chapters). 2 full penetrative sex scenes (c06 & c6.5). I got tons of butterflies in my belly from them so I’m putting this “F-“ just because it didn’t have jealousy from seme but this was lovely lovely lovely!!! Ootomo Hisashi x Tsuchiya Mao. Gay x straight. Roommates. Movies. Movie club. Acting. Playboy-type seme. Piercings seme. Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Pretty seme. Pretty boy seme. Slender seme. Tall seme. Cool seme. Confession uke. Seme already has a boyfriend (his middle school teacher but he was topping that teacher so he was seme since he was a kid but that still makes the teacher a pedophile ). Really cute story with sexy tiemz. I love a slender but tall pretty boy Seme. It’s sweet how they each realise their feelings for each other and go from “let’s make promises not to spill one’s gay and won’t attack the other” to “I’m madly in love with him”.
Gaman Nante Oyoshinasai
Complete (read 6.5 chapters). SemePOV. Aizumi Seijirou x Sakuragi Ryou. Designer x High school student. Salaryman x student. Working adult x student. Older seme x young uke. 30 x 18. 12-year age gap. Customer x part-timer cook. Same building residents. Husband x wife type relationship. Newlyweds. Body size difference. Height difference. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Manly seme. Masculine seme. Muscular seme. Roughed looking seme. Big seme. Forward seme. Smitten seme. Enamoured seme. Touchy feely seme. Affectionate seme. Aggressive seme. Smoker seme. Sexy body seme. Ripped seme. Seme falls in love first. Love at first sight seme (kinda). Unrequited love seme. Horny seme. In lust seme. Confession seme. Erection seme. Bulging trousers seme. Innocent uke. Cute uke. Sweet uke. Excellent cook uke. Honest uke. Soft uke. Housewife uke. Seme is so shocked by how good uke’s cooking is that he hires him as his personal part-time cook. Seme calls uke of wife and even if just in jest, he says to uke, “please be my wife!” because of uke’s amazing cooking skills.
Hatsukoi Encounter
Completed (6 chapters). ABSOLUTELY LOVED THIS! MUST ADD THIS TO MY LIST! Favourite? Will reread to see if can favourite. So sweet with a really sweet story line that kept my attention (doesn’t happen much these days) but insanely sexy, erotic and surprisingly explicit and smutty with a fucktalking and and ending in public rimming with uke talking to his club mates from the window and unknown to his peers getting eaten out by seme on the other side. HOT. Hachikaku x Mine. Popular x nerd. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Popular seme. Gorgeous seme. Manly seme. Tall seme. Nerd uke. Rimming (c06?).
Mask Danshi wa Koishitakunai no ni
UTD (Read 13.1 chapters). (Short chapters). OMGGGG CHAPTER 13.1 LEAVES US WITH A CLIFFHANGER DAMN ITTT!! CRAZY INSANE WITH JEALOUSY JEALOUS SEME WANTS TO KNOW WHAT HAPPENED BETWEEN UKE AND THAT HANDSOME PLAYBOY TSURUGA!!! I can’t believe I haven’t said this yet but this is SOOOOOO GOOOOD!! Maybe “F-“ good!! Uke/SemePOV (very little). Saikawa Tsuzuru x Sayama Keigo. Highschool students. Classmates. Popular x loner. Tutor x pupil. Hate first relationship (onesided uke to seme). Conditions for service (seme agrees to tutor only if uke removes his face mask). Self-healing. Self-improvement (uke). Height difference. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Popular seme (ladies). Popular seme (general). Hot seme. Smart seme. Top student seme (effortlessly). Famous seme (school celebrity). Very Tall seme (mentioned by uke as standing out amongs his friends due to his height). Easygoing seme. Friendly seme (lots of friends everywhere). Broad shoulders seme (also mentioned by uke). Rowdy seme. S seme. Hidden bad personality seme. No sense of personal space seme. Facade seme (uke sees through seme and how he fake smiles). Big seme. Big hands seme. Cunning seme. Obsessed seme (seeks uke out everywhere). Confession seme (who realises his feelings in the moment and blurts it). Lips fixation seme. Bully seme (only to uke as he loves teasing him). Mean seme (only to uke whom he loves to tease and anger). Super Possessive seme. Very Jealous seme. Condom sex. Wants to do rimming seme. Tsundere uke. Foul-mouth uke. Antisocial uke. Face mask uke. Masked uke. Bad temper uke. Lip mole uke. Past trauma uke (regarding his mouth hence the mask). Gamer uke. Unrequited Love uke (it’s obviously mutual but he angsts on his own). Seme who keeps hanging around uke even though uke clearly dislikes him lol. Uke’s mask is both a physical and symbolic item as he is hiding his lip mole but also because he hates his mouth for saying bad things (he’s bad with words and it comes out wrong so he’s ashamed of his inability to say the right things so hides his mouth). Seme gets aroused from touching hand teasing uke’s lips under his mask. Uke’s lips are a euphemism for his ass as seme fingers his mouth, it’s like a hidden treasure that only seme knows. HOTT!! Ugh seme’s possessiveness of so sexy, ugh! Seme doesn’t like when other guys touch his uke and gets more clingy and touchy to show them to back off his property hehe. He thinks uke seduced the guys with his cuteness haha. Ugh seme is so possessive he wants uke all to himself. Uke hates seme from when they first bump into each other (seme crashes into uke and they fall down the stairs). Uke notices that seme’s smiles don’t reach his eyes (meaning he’s more sinister than the carefree cheerful persona he exhibits in school). Antisocial hates seme because he doesn’t get how such a perfectly blessed guy (great looks, tall, loved by all, smart and athletic) keeps talking to him and annoying him when he has so many other friends. When hostile uke calls Seme disgusting and how his smiles never each his eyes, seme’s composure sort of inwardly snaps. After that, seme keeps teasing uke’s lips under over his mask saying the mouth is the second sexual body part. It seems seme can be himself with uke, he wants to tease and make uke mad for fun instead of having to superficially be fake nice to people. Uke realises that he’s in love with seme. Uke tries to change for the better thanks to seme’s encouragement and love. Aww so sweet lots of “I love you’s” from both in a sweet heated mutual confession moment, especially from seme who trembling says he’s never been this happy before... awww. I love that uke is just as deeply in love with seme as seme is with uke. Chapter 11 introduces us to a new troublesome character..a womaniser piercings (thick round ones on both ears like k-pop idols) tall handsome playboy-type seme named Tsuruga who’s normally rude and mean but interested in why uke keeps his mask on after they bump into each other. Uke is famous as the mask guy and this seme-type wants to know what uke is hiding. This seme type reminds uke of his now boyfriend and lover, seme. This new seme-type makes our seme lose his mind with jealousy when that seme type clings onto uke. Our seme gets super possessive sending this new seme type a death glare while holding uke saying “don’t you dare get close to what’s mine.” Seme type is shocked by Seme’s scary face but realises the deal. Seme tells uke that that seme-type is infamous as a girlfriend stealer of even his friends and seniors. He’s flashy and stands out. But seme seriously loses it when uke kinda defends that flashy arrogant guy after witness one kind act in secret. Seme bangs the wall in jealous rage.
Musebinake, Junjou
Completed (read 6.5 chapters). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c06 after getting his asshole licked and eaten +2 implied c6.5 but not explicitly shown like one is post-car sex and another is kinda car sex as uke is naked and seme partially but not sure as they better full around but don’t ). Uncensored. Had to read this a second time because I’m such an idiot, I had read this but because not only did I not bookmark the page I was at, I didn’t write what chapter I was at, I had no idea where I was because I also didn’t mark it as complete so had to reread the whole thing... such a dumbass... Absolutely loved this! Art was stunning and story so sweet. Godai x Yuki. Bickering couple. Older seme x younger uke. 29 (?) x 18. Human x beast (half). Attack unit commander x errand boy. Anti-beast folk assault unit x bartender. Swordsman x wolf beast. Playboy x virgin. Experienced x virgin. Handsome seme. Gorgeous seme. Stunning seme. Manly seme. Piercings seme (rings both ears). Crazy Strong seme. Badass seme. Fighter seme. Ripped seme. Sexy body seme. Sexy abs seme. Suit seme. Dog like seme. Smoker seme. Flashy seme. Womaniser seme. Playboy seme. Rowdy seme. Fun seme. Easygoing seme. Carefree seme. My pace seme. Hopeless seme. Tactless seme. Kind but tactless seme. Crass seme. Vulgar seme. Persistent seme. Forceful seme. Trash seme (according to uke who’s in love with him haha). Flirt seme (with others not just uke *mad*). Sexual harassment seme (to uke only). Fickle seme (even when he aggressively goes for uke he’s still attracted to others like his sensual and very beautiful male boss whom he’s openly said in front of uke that he wants to fuck and even gets horny around him and flirts and all so that is a big NONO for me). Slapped seme (rather kicked in the gut and punched as he’s always resting to sexual molest uke). Big dick seme (mentioned he’s Huge by uke). Tenting trousers seme (c01 boxer briefs). Erection seme (c01). Hard-on seme (c01). Pretty uke. Cute uke. Unrequited love uke. Confession uke (c05). Tsundere uke. Dat ass uke. Sexy big bubble butt uke. Light spanking (c01). Rimming (c06 5 almost 6 panels of seme eating uke’s ass and licking uke’s home until uke comes). Beast form uke sex. Human x Kenonomimi sex. Seme is a badass combat unit commander who loves to let loose with drinks, gambling and women. He’s loud and easygoing and loves to tease and mess with uke. Seme also doesn’t discriminate between men and women for sex as long as the face is good and there’s a hole (his words, lol). And uke is hopelessly in love with this sexy beast of a man who attracts everyone’s attention. One thing I REALLY dislike is a fickle and flirt seme who literally flirts with other people (his beautiful male boss “Omi-san” making moon and heart eyes) right in front of uke. I mean I hate that he does but that right in front of the person you’re trying to get with??? Like. NO. No wonder uke is so insecure and keeps wondering if he’s anyone special to seme *FUMES* Anyway the scene where uke confesses is sad and made me cry (at least the second time reading it it did) becuae uke’s deep unrequited onesided love for the man who rescued him from despair yet can never have is about to kill him. Seme’s whole family was massacred by beast folk so when he annihilates them for his work he enjoys the thrill of the kill and has this crazy look in his eyes. Seme now knows uke’s a beast and seme came foe him while uke was held captive by other beast folk who found out there was a chimera (half beast) who can look completely human. Uke says he’s sorry he didn’t tell seme about his true form but wanted to countless times but got scared of being hated by seme and with this sweet innocent smile that shows true no regrets happiness says it’s because he loves seme and that hes glad it was seme who came for him and he’s ready for seme to kill him now. And uke thinks he’s finally said it and wants to be in seme’s arms until his last moment and wants to burn everything into his dying memory. I cried there. I couldn’t help the depth and hopelessness of his unrequited love hit hard here. Because seme has been this infuriatingly charming but unreachable saviour who plays with his feelings and hurts uke in the process while still being kind and saying he’ll always protect him... But to dispel all those hopeless thoughts seme kisses uke senseless in his cat beast form saying he doesn’t give a shit about the whole human-beast crap. Uke doesn’t want to hurt seme by accident due to his beast form but Seme says he’s at a point where he doesn’t mind anything as long as it’s uke. When uke’s not with him his mind wanders to uke no matter what he does and can’t believe he’s this affected by a brat. He’s been after uke since he first picked up uke off the streets when uke was abandoned by his mother with nowhere to go but seme tried to hold back his urges so as not to scare him and only started being aggressive when he saw uke looking at him with want. Then they make sexy sweet love with seme rimming his uke. In the end, seme defiantly says he’s quitting the anti-beast organisation headed by his beloved boss “Omi-san” and taking uke away from there basically betraying the org and Omi for uke’s sake but his boss allows him to leave as long as he reports back to the org once a week and even gives them living expenses for a while. It turns out that the boss’ right hand man (who’s his faithful dog in more than one way) is uke’s half-beast older brother (black wolf too) and “Omi-san” was actually wanting to raise uke lovingly along with his brother and take care of uke. Though uke’s older brother who seems to hate beasts (or does because of his dog-like faithfulness and most likely love foe boss “Omi-san”) and was pretty threatening towards uke and cares for no one but his master did help uke by saving him from other beasts. Basically, seme gives up everything for uke, he went from being a carefree guy who loved to kill, drink, gamble and womanise leaves his comfortable ways all for uke for a life on the run... “Omi-san” who had wanted to keep uke away from such a dangerous man (seme) is shocked that seme given who he is would be this serious about someone.
Matsuyoi no Oni
UTD (read 6 chapters). 3 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c02; 2nd c04; 3rd c05). I ABSOLUTELY LOOOOOVED THIS AND I’M BADLY HOPING THIS CONTINUES UGHHH!!!! SO GOOOOD AND JUST LOVELY LOVELY LOVELYYY!!! ️ This couple is so cute and I love that uke has character and seme is HOT AF and their love is so sweet even though it starts with sex (due to seme tricking uke because he wanted him hehe). Definitely “E++” in my book and maybe even “F-“ if the series continues to another volume or we get more... *crosses fingers* Sakyoumaru (Maru) x Suzuka Minoru. Historical. Demon x Human. Oni x Writer. Faery (fairy) x human. Yokai x human (youkai). Dog x human. Big black horned snake-tailed dog x novelist. Creature x food source. Supernatural being x human. Height difference. Stunning seme. Gorgeous seme. Ultra stunning seme. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Powerful seme. Very Tall seme. Tall, dark and handsome seme. Brooding seme. Fangs seme. Protective seme. Jealous seme. Possessive seme. Healing abilities seme. Ripped seme. Sexy body seme. Sexy abs seme. Pretty uke. Calm uke. Good-natured uke. Funny uke. Smoker uke. Tragic past uke. Seme getting stares and ooh and abs from the ladies for his stunning looks. Jealous uke (c04; when he thinks seme’s having sex with other people for “food” aww, baby even punches him cutely when seme tries to touch him saying he doesn’t want to be touched by (cheating) seme, haha, baby don’t you know you’re the only one!). Uke has the ability to see yokai (faeries usually thought to be evil) since childhood. Seme is a powerful Oni who was weakened by uke’s female ancestor, Tomoe, a priestess who sealed seme’s true self and powers into the dog creature so is always weak and doesn’t know his real name. Seme says he’s going to suck uke’s lifeblood in order to regain his powers as uke has Tomoe’s spirit. Uke wonders how such a powerful oni got defeated by a mere priestess so surmises it’s because seme got distracted by his feelings for her to which seme pins uke down in rage (maybe uke was right). Uke strikes a deal with seme that seme will tell him all the stories of him and Tomoe (for writing material) and uke will be seme’s food. But since uke doesn’t want pain seme says the only other painless way is to have sex. I’m glad uke is not a doormat. Since uke is seme’s food (sex), he says he has to have 3 meals a day! Fufu. Love how seme defends uke from shitty people trying to judge him with a sense of entitlement. Love even more how seme’s interested in uke’s life and tragic past and seme becoming jealous and protective when people are nice to uke. I love seme’s enraptured expression as he makes love to uke and how he realises what loneliness is only when he feels the pain of (almost) losing someone he (truly) loves for the first time (uke who was almost gone spiritually). I love how uke’s feelings for seme deepen when he realises he doesn’t want to hear stories about his ancestor Tomoe as he (wrongly) thinks seme must have been in love with her abs still is. I love their misunderstandings that lead to a deeper love and bond! I LOOOVE THIIIS!!!! Gorgeous stunning artwork, wow!
Daiji ni Suru Kara Tabete Ii