Why Are You So Kind To Everyone Except Me?
UTD (read chapter 36). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c36 both naked missionary; first sexy times c26-27 cock frotting). I’m loving this! No I LOOOOOOOVE THIS OMGGGG!!! This is SEMECOPY at its best when seme’s copy everything about their uke’s because they’re so in love!! SEMESOINLOVE! By chapter 18, I have SO FAVOURITED THIS! I would be crazy not to it’s just SO SEXY AND GOOD!!! And also it’s ALL ABOUT SEME BEING DRIVEN CRAZY WITH JEALOUSY! C12: They shared a kiss back in high school because seme was so in love but uke acted awkward like he hated it when in fact uke thought it was his dirty fantasy and felt guilty toward seme so acted that way which hurt seme and made him cold towards uke but still loves uke. C13: Seme’s sexy moodiness from jealousy made butterflies flutter in my belly. C14: SEXY chapter with seme indirectly confessing that he kissed uke back in high school by saying he loses control of his urges when he drinks just like now with uke standing right in front of him but says he can never act on them while looking at uke. Then when uke acts innocent (because he has no idea what seme is talking about but feels a weird mood), seme confronts uke directly asking if he’s just pretending not to know or denying what happened between them on purpose. More butterflies in my belly damnnnn! C15: SEXY MURDEROUS JEALOUSY SEME when he sees uke taking another handsome guys number (it was for a girl but seme came charging like a demon of death halo and ready to murder that guy). SEXYYY!! Then when uke explained the situation seme became all smiles. C16: JEALOUS DESPERATE SEME DRINKING HIMSELF DRUNK JUST BECAUSE HE MISTAKENLY THOUGHT UKE SLEPT WITH HIS FEMALE FRIEND who’s just a really good friend EVEN THOUGH HE CAN’T HOLD HIS LIQUOR. AND DRUNKENLY CALLING UKE’S NAME OVER AND OVER AND OVER SEMESOINLOVE!!! MY HEART AND MY BELLY FLUTTER!!! C17: OMGGG SEMESOINLOVE SEME’S PASSCODE TO HIS APARTMENT IS UKE’S BIRTHDATE AWWWW!!! C18: DRUNK SEME GETTING ALL HOT AND HEAVY ON UKE SUCKING AND BITING HIS SKIN AND RUBBING HIS ERECTION ON UKE’S BUTT! We don’t see it but uke sure as hell felt it! And he wouldn’t let uke go home he was clinging onto uke so hard! C19: Jealous seme ambushing uke confronting uke about whether he’s going out with his female friend and then being proud of leaving that possessive kiss mark on uke’s neck! C20: INSANELY POSSEESIVE AND JEALOUS SEME NOT LETTING UKE FORGET THEY SHARED A KISS YEARS BEFORE OR HAVE YKE PRETEND THE NIGHT SEME GAVE HUM POSSESSIVE LOVE BITES DIDN’T HAPPEN AND DOES IT THIS TIME BOTH SOBER! Also gets INSANELY POSSESSIVE DARKLY DEMANDING IF UKE DOES THIS WITH OTHER PEOPLE WHEN UKE PLAYS IT OFF AS SOMETHING THAT HAPPENS WHEN PEOPLE ARE DRUNK! Stupid uke thinks seme is bipolar or has split personality due to seme’s jealous rages and uke not getting why he suddenly becomes dark and moody when he’s super happy (when uke says he’s never done it with others before). C21: Got BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY MAJORTIME due to seme’s wanting more from uke who when he questions what uke’s thinking, scared to have his feelings exposed uke says it’s because seme is so handsome and respects him which is not what seme was joking for clearly so says uke is also good looking and drives him crazy wanting to touch, bite and lick uke every time he sees him and says this is what you to do me and makes uke touch his HARD-ON ERECTION SEME MAKING UKE TOUCH HIS ERECTION AND UKE IS SHOCKED AT HIS HUGE DICK! We don’t exactly see the bulge or tent but kinda and he’s huge implied because seme takes uke hand and makes him touch his hard dick which is far along his thigh!! C26-27 +29: JESUS WHAT A MONSTER DICK SEME… Huge Dick seme it’s like a baby’s leg my god! C30: More butterflies in my belly from more jealous seme. Uke had gone over to seme’s house as a surprise hoping to spend some time but was crying heart broken after he sees a girl come over who uke mistakenly thought used to go out with seme (all in uke’s head I’m sure because seme is so lovesick for oblivious uke) and stay over an hour so when they come out and seme texts him uke acts evasive and seme asks if uke is with anyone while making a very dark expression (uke sees this as he’s just outside seme’s house but of course is so oblivious to seme’s feelings and jealousy he has no clue). Uke runs away but seme keeps calling and asks again who he’s with and when uke turns him down when seme says he’s coming over to see uke seme is clearly unhappy when uke says he has plans. SEXY JEALOUS SEME. C32: EXTREMELY JEALOUS SEME from uke texting himself with his sister (without showing her face so for seme it’s just a random woman) while he abruptly accompanied his sister to Taiwan. C33: RHINOS STOMPING WILDLY IN MY GUT LIKE CRAZY AND LOSING MY MIND WITH BELLY IN A TWIST FROM ALL THE ABOVE MISUNDERSTANDING WITH JEALOUS ANGRY POSSESSIVE SEME LOSING HIS MIND OVER UKE AND HIS UNFATHOMABLE ACTIONS (as he thinks uke’s just playing with him and thought uke was with a random girl in Taiwan and having a blast while seme was going crazy and checking his phone every second for a text but getting none because uke had lost his phone) AND SQUEEZING UKE’S ARM POSSESSIVELY AND PAINFULLY TO SEME’S UTTER DESPERATION FOR UKE TO UNDERSTAND SEME WILL DO *ANYTHING* GO DOWN ON HIS KNEES AND BEG, FOLLOW UKE EVERYWHERE (WHICH SEME WAS ALREADY DOING) AND DO EVERYTHING UKE SAYS DEMANDING UKE IF UKE WILL FINALLY LET SEME BE WITH HIM IF HE DOES ALL THAT AND THEN OUT OF SHEER DESPERATION AND HURT SHOUTING “HOW LONG SHOULD I LET YOU WALK ALL OVER ME?” AND THEN SEME LEAVES (this is when uke realises seme loves him and that maybe he’s fed up of loving him and will lose seme so uke panics) BUT DESPERATE WHIPPED SEME COMES BACK SAYING SORRT FOR SHOUTING AND UKE CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS (seme basically breaking his own heart thinking he’ll let uke have his fun with others while he watches so long as he gets to be beside uke OMGGGG MY HEART) TO PLEASE NOT PUSH HIM AWAY!!! OMGGGG SEMESOINLOVE AND DESPERATE FOR UKE!!! But then finally uke confesses his longtime love to dispel the longtime misunderstanding much to seme’s utter shock and happiness and seme confesses the same that it was love at first sight for him and he’s always loved uke AWWWWW!! C34: MORE RHINOS IN MY GUT STOMPING FROM SEME MAJOR JEALOUSY AND POSSESSIVENESS AT SEEING HIS NOW LOVER UKE IN THE ARMS OF A MALE FRIEND AND THE PURE GLOOM AND DOOM AND DEATH AURA SEME GIVES OFF WHILE GLARING PURE DAGGERS AT THEIR MUTUAL FRIEND WHO IS CONFUSED AND TERRIFIED IS SO HOT!! OK SEME IS THE CONSTANTLY JEALOUS POSSESSIVE TYPE BOYFRIEND ALWAYS ANGRILY ASKING WHO UKE WENT THERE WITH AND THEN JEALOUS THAT UKE IS CLOSE TO A MALE FRIEND ANS WHY THEY’RE SO CLOSE ETC! SEME SO JEALOUS ALL THE TIME!! C35: MORE RHINOS IN MY GUT FROM SUPER POSSESSIVE BOYFRIEND SEME ACTING LIKE A STALKER SEME CONSTANTLY CALLING UKE ABD ASKING WHO HE’S WITH!! Then showing up where uke is at unannounced like a STALKER I LOVE IT!! C36: FIRST TIME SEX WITH SEME’S ARM SIZED DICK LOL! Saying he’s been dreaming of taking uke this way for so long saying uke has no idea how many times he’s messed up up this way while fucking him with his giant cock! Seme is so desperate! Kang Chaeheon x Seo Jeongyun. University students. Ex-high school classmates. Black haired x light haired. Gorgeous seme. Handsome seme. Tall seme. Very tall seme. 190cm x 178cm. Height difference. Rich seme (he buys expensive stiff like SUV cars when he’s just in university). Popular seme. Good at everything seme. Abs seme. Big hands seme (c09 uke is surprised how big seme’s hands are). Big feet seme (c18 the size difference is so sexy with seme’s naked feet size vs uke’s socked one). Smart seme. Scholarship seme (c07 seme mentions it). Arrogant seme (c07 seme mentioning he’s academic excellence so he won’t be affected by skipping a day hehe). Smoker seme. Seme who’s kind to everyone but uke. Clearly seme has feelings for uke as he’s always following him around secretly and literally copies EVERYTHING uke does. Popular uke. Pretty boy uke. Unrequited love uke. Oblivious uke (to seme’s very obvious and ominous feelings). Unrequited love seme. Jealous seme (c05 uke’s drunk friend away from uke who was clinging onto uke and acting like it was a simple thing he’d do with anyone but then poking the friend with his foot (subtlety kicking) the friend once dead drunk haha, seme is definitely jelly and possessive). Blushing seme (c05 super subtlety blushing only his ears from uke holding his large hand). Confession seme (c05 seme confession indirectly that he likes uke when he says he likes all physical contact with a person that he likes meaning uke after uke touches him and uke thinks seme hates it when seme recoils and blushes his ears off but uke just doesn’t get seme’s roundabout way of confessing haha). Jealous seme (c13 seme acting moody because he’s jealous after back in c11 I think a friend made a big dream that uke was dating a female friend which seme overheard of course as he’s ALWAYS beat uke somehow and got jealous). MURDEROUS JEALOUS SEME (c15 when he sees uke taking another handsome guys number and looks demonic and about ready to kill that other guy who’s terrified; it was a misunderstanding in the end and he went back to being happy and polite). Jealous seme (c16 seme drinking himself into a stupor just because he thought uke had slept with his female friend). Desperate seme (c16 seme calling uke’s name over and over drunkenly). Implied erection seme (c18 rubbing his stiffy all over uke). Possessive seme (c18 possessive sexual behaviour where he was bring and leave possessive marks all over uke). More jealous seme (c19 ambushing uke and confronting uke about whether or not he’s going out with that female friend of his). More possessive seme (c19 being proud that he left those mean possessive kiss marks on uke’s neck). Insanely Possessive seme (c20 when seme demands if he gets intimate with other when drunk when uke tries to play it off as a drunk people behaviour of getting too caught up in the moment). Huge dick seme (c21 we don’t see it very well but it’s heavily implied as seme makes uke touch his erection and it’s way far down his thigh and uke is shocked at how huge he is; c26-27 we see it and it is big though uke doesn’t mention it). Implied erection seme (c21). Semi-tenting trousers seme (c21 just see a slight outline of his bulge down his thigh). Implied masturbating seme (c27 seme says he has to jerk off a few times in the shower after their mutual wanking and seme was still so hard even after coming loads all iver uke). Huge dick seme (c26-27). Big dick seme (c26-27). More jealous seme (c30 when seme thinks uke is with someone else and gets rejected to see uke with uke saying he has plans). Jealous seme (c32 when uke suddenly has to go to Taiwan with his sister and texts a pic of him and his sis without showing her face and same angrily freaks out on uke when he sees uke even missing college which seme has never done (missing any class) since they met). Super Jealous and Possessive seme (c33 thinking uke was off gallivanting with women in Taiwan and leaving him high and dry while he was going crazy and grabbing uke’s arm in a vice grip). Utterly desperate seme (c33 thinking uke’s just playing with him and losing his mind over uke being with others but saying he’ll let him so long as uke doesn’t push him away). Mutual confession (c33 uke confesses first to finally dispel years of misunderstanding when uke realises seme has feelings for him and that he’s been hurting because uke was too oblivious). MORE MAJOR JEALOUS SEME (c34 when uke is in the arms of a mutual male friend and seme is about to murder said friend with his aura of death and doom and look). Constantly jealous seme (c34 always angry when uke is close to others or has gone somewhere like pubs with others). SUPER POSSESSIVE SEME (c35 constantly calling and texting uke where he is and who he’s with and it’s so sexy and he even shows up unannounced where uke is to whisk him away like a stalker boyfriend). Stalker seme (c35 seme boyfriend basically acting like a stalker constantly checking up on uke and showing up where he is and uke is just so in love he doesn’t realise how possessive seme is acting!). Giant cock seme (c36 lol the size of it geez!). Desperate seme (c36 during sex losing it as he’s dreamed of taking uke this way for so long). X-ray innies fingerfucking (c36 all of uke’s Pink insides shown at seme’s fingers spear uke and rubs uke’s prostate). X-ray innies fucking (c36 seme’s massive cock splitting uke’s pink rectum). First time painful sex (c36 I should think so with a cock SO MASSIVE!). Condom sex (c36).
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UTD (read chapter 13). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c13 naked sweet love making in bed sadly short). First kiss c04 when seme kisses uke and after rejection forcefully kisses uke. Deep confessions (c1 FINALLY!). I FUCKING LOVE THIS! This literally has all my kinks but poor seme though (the past trauma was bad). The cover does NOT do this work justice whatsoever plus seme’s much taller and bigger than uke but you can’t tell from the cover or even inserts! The sexual tension due to seme’s onesided desire for uke is FUCKING HOT!! Hetero sex seme (twice plus in the beginning when he’s about to get it on with a chick). Fuckboy seme with 2 girls one in the beginning about to fuck and another in that middle of the act. I just LOOOOVE how seme slowly tries to get closer to uke. This became a favourite “F+” just because of chapter 2 and seme’s sudden change in personality letting out his hidden desires for uke and makes it out to be a joke not to scare uke away! By chapters 5&6 it’s DEFINITELY “AF+”!!!! JESUS CHRIST THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST MADLY ANS DESPERATELY IN LOVE SEMES EVER! THOUGHTS: Okay that said, the first sex scene and from what I can see on Amazon.JP for sample of volume 3 which came out just ac few weeks ago December 1st, 2023 so hopefully Renta will release the licensed chapters soon (by the way I read this whole thing which had 13 chapters out in one sitting December 26, 2023 from early morning till evening), the sex scenes while super cute and full of sweetness are underwhelming with all the buildup that was setup what with seme’s sexual tension and “I’ll mess you up” and all I was really expecting a super pentup and horny seme to go nuts on uke but he just seems happy and relaxed which honestly isn’t what I was hoping for. I was hoping for some unrestrained tension and wild instincts I mean the guy was so damn pentup he has to unload on random chicks imagining he was violating uke and yet the sex scenes between our main couple fall flat of sexiness compared even to seme’s slut father being fucked by another seme. I mean they showed the cock going in and all while they never do here… Honestlt a letdown so I’m gonna have to reduce the rating I initially had from “AF+” to “F+” for that reason… Like don’t build us up so much to flop like a deflated balloon… I’m so happy that their feelings are mutual and seme’s feelings reached uke but what the hell happened to all that tension? Uke is so sexy and sensual how can seme stay sane in front of that and have normal vanilla sex?? As a fujoshi I feel a bit cheated :/ NOTES 2: OMG OMG I WAS ALLL WRONG ABOUT PREVIOUS CHAPTERS SEME WASN’T SEXUALLY ATTACKING UKE ALL THOSE TIMES DUE TO BASIC THINGS LIKE TRAUMAS OR TRIGGERS HE’S JUST SO MADLY IN LOVE WITH UKE AND UKE KEPT PROVOKING HIM AND HE ACTED ON HIS DESIRES!!!! AND ALL THOSE HETERO SEX SCENES WAS SEME RELEASING HIS PENT-UP DESIRE SO HE DIDN’T ATTACK UKE!!! NOTES: From what I gathered by chapter 4, seme is much more complex than the typical handsome BL playboy seme. We can figure out that seme has a complicated relationship with his mother. She deeply cares for him and misses him but it seems his father left his mother probably for another man as his distraught mother keeps saying “you won’t become like your father right?” to him which is why despite his mother telling seme to come visit home, he chooses to stay away from her instead opting to attend boarding school to be away from her. On top of that, seme clearly has unrequited feelings for uke which he probably feels guilty for due to his mother and so tries to deny them but can’t stay away from uke (who’s honestly too cute for his own good so we get it seme-kun!). Now it’s unclear till now if seme is repressing homosexuality in general (is he actually gay) which is why he keeps sleeping with girls left and right or if it’s just his feelings for uke in particular but either way he doesn’t want to disappoint his mother and so is struggling with that. OK! By chapter 5, it’s clear seme is trying to deny his feelings for UKE not gayness in general! That said seme’s trauma runs much deeper poor guy! Because, HOLY SHIT. The trauma seme endured as a child witnessing his slut uke father being fucked shamelessly by another man in an open car for all to see and calling out seme’s name after he saw his son (seme) saw him AND INSTEAD MOANING EVEN HARDER AS IN TAKING EVEN MORE PLEASURE FROM BEING SEEN AND TRAUMATISING HIS OWN SON like a bitch in heat letting himself get fucked mindless and poor seme coming in his pants from the shock… :( C01: I LOVE how the tables get turned! Confident cool seme who oozes sexual confidence too effortlessly teases uke for getting turn on while peeping when seme was fucking some chick and messes with uke and makes him come making uke feel humiliated yet seme is the one quietly escaping into a bathroom flustered and aroused beyond belief with a hard-on! C02: BUTTERFLIES IN MY GUT from how seme just worms his way into uke’s life and when uke lectures him with his easy-going careless troublemaker ways seme snaps. OH FUCK I GOT RHINOS STOMPING MY GUT OH SHIT FROM CAREFREE SEME REVEALING A DARK SIDE WHEN UKE CARELESSLY SAYS HE SHOULDN’T MESS AROUND AND GO FROM GIRL TO GIRL (saying that’s why the teachers consider him a troublemaker) AND SEME JUST SNAPS BANGS THE WALL SUDDENLY AND LOOKS AT UKE WITH A DANGEROUS AND SCARY BORED GAZE ASKING IF THAT MEANS UKE CAN TAKE THEIR PLACE THAT IF THAT MEANS SEME CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS TO UKE EVEN IF UKE CRIES AND TELLS HIM HE DOESN’T WANT IT THAT IT MIGHT BE ROUGH AND HURT AND WOULD MAKE HIM HATE SEME EVEN MORE THAT SEME WON’T STOP IF UKE CAN TAKE THAT THEN HE’LL CUT ALL TIES WITH ALL OTHER GIRLS AND UKE IS SHOCKED AND SEME SUDDENLY LAUGHS SAYING UKE TOOK THAT SERIOUSLY BUT FUCK THAT WAS SO FUCKING HOT BECAUSE YOU KNOW EASYGOING SEME MEANT EVERY WORD AND HE HAS THIS DARKER DESIRE FOR UKE HE HIDES UNDERNEATH HIS CAREFREE DEMEANOR FUCKKKK!!! SO FUCKING HOTTTTT!!! GODDD AND THE FAN TRANSLATION OF THAT SCENE WAS EVEN HOTTER I WANNA KNOW THE JAPANESE VERSION FFFFFCKKKK (it’ll hurt and it might be tough on you but I won’t stop)…. UGHHHHHHHH!!! C05: FUCKKKKKK THE RHINOSSS WERE TOMOING ALL OVER MY GUT AND LOINS FLUTTERING LIKE CRAZYYYYY DUE TO SEME’S LUST AND DESIRE FOR UKE AND SEXUAL TENSION AHHH!!!! OMGGGGG I NEARLY DIED FROM OVERLOAD OF SEXINESS HOLY SHIT! BACK IN C04 UKE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT SEME’S MOM BEING LONELY AFTER SHE HELPED UKE OUT BEING A BIT PREACHY WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT SEME’S GOING THROUGH WITH HIS MOTHER LIKE IMPLYING YOU SHOULD GO SEE HER OR SOMETHING WHICH TRIGGERS SEME AS HE’S DEALING WITH HIS OWN GUILT FOR HAVING GAY DESIRES FOR UKE DESPITE HIS MOTHER’S EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY REGARDING FATHER TURNING GAY AND SO SOMETHING INSIDE HIM SNAPS AND KISSES UKE BUT WHEN UKE SMACKS SEME TO STOP SEME THIS TIME FORCEFULLY KISSES UKE SOME MORE AND THRUSTS HIS TONGUE INSIDE DESPITE UKE’S RESISTANCE AND THE WAY HE LOSES CONTROL AND HIS LARGE HAND GROPES UKE’S NAKED ASS CHEEKS AND RUBS HIS HOLE LIKE HE’S LOST HIS MIND AND SCARES UKE UNTIL THE ONLY THING THAT SNAPS SEME OUT OF IT IS WHEN UKE BITES HIS TONGUE/LIP WHICH IF UKE HADN’T DONE THAT TO SNAP SEME OUT SEME WOULD HAVE PROBABLY ENDED UP RAPING UKE IN HIS PENT-UP DESIRE… BUT FUCKKKKKK THAT WAS HOT HOW SEME LOST CONTROL AND MADE ME THINK OF THAT SEXY WARNING HE GAVE UKE BACK IN C02 WHERE HE SAID HE WOULDN’T STOP EVEN IF IT HURT UKE… MY LOINS ARE ON FIYAHHHH!!!! AND THE WAY SEME HOLDS UKE LIKE IT’S HIS FEMALE THE WAY UKE RESISTS TRYING TO PUSH HIM AWAY AND HOLDING ONTO HIS SEXY MANLY SHOULDERS BUT SEME JUST WON’T BUDGE, SEME SIMPLY LOSING HIS MIND WITH LUST FOR UKE JUST EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS CHAPTER WAS SO CRAZY HOT!!!!! [CONT] AND FUCK HETERO SEX SEME AGAIN WITH TWO CHICKS MAKING THEM WEAR THE SAME TYPE OF PAJAMAS UKE WORE AT HIS HOUSE IN C04 AND HAVING THEM HAVE BLACK HAIR LIKE UKE AND COMING IMAGINING THE ONE HE’S FUCKING IS UKE UNFHHH!! And then throwing up after talking to his mother on the phone both from the guilt and fucking people that weren’t uke… [CONT] HOLY FUCK NOW WE GET A FLASHBACK INTO SEME’S CHILDHOOD AND GET TO KNOW WHAT TRAUMATISED SEME AND HIS MOTHER (I WAS PRETTY MUCH SPOT ON EXCEPT HAD NO IDEA IT WAS MUCH WORSE…) AND FUCK POOR SEME… HE WAS SUCH A CAREFREE HAPPY INNOCENT CHILD BUT HIS BITCH SLUT FATHER RUINED EVERYTHING… I FEEL *REALLY* BAD FOR SEME HE WAS SO INNOCENT POOR KID… SEME CAUGHT HIS SLUTTY BITCH WHORE FATHER BEING FUCKED IN PUBLIC BY ANOTHER MAN AND THE WHORE BITCH FATHER MOANED HARDER LIKE A PROSTITUTE AFTER BEING SEEN BY HIS OWN TRAUMATISED SON AND THE SIGHT OF A COCK SPEARING HIS FATHER’S HOLE SHOCKED SEME BUT WORSE HE REALISED HE CAME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE IN HIS TROUSERS AFTER SEEING THAT HE HATED HIMSELF FOR WANTING TO DO IT TOO… POOR POOR SEME… C06: Story of how seme fell in love with uke. AND OMG THIS WHOLE CHAPTER MADE MT HEART SKIP A BEAT AND MT GUT WRENCH WITH BUTTERFLIES AND RHINOS OMGGGG! So anyway, seme was so traumatised by what happened that he basically fucked his way straight after that one unmentionable incident with his whore father and thereafter was only sexually attracted to girls UNTIL UKE CAME ALONG AND RUINED HIM FOR OTHERS… IT WENT FROM CURIOSITY TO HOPELESSLY FALLING IN LOVE AND LUST AND ALMOST BECOMING A STALKER JUST TO BE NEAR UKE! At first he was curious about the guy who kept placing second and when he frivolously tried to chat him up, uke shot him down cold and then he was annoyed but after seeing uke cry, he started getting more interested. One day he overheard uke somewhat defending himself saying seme is only human and people should want to approach him normally instead of trying to get something out of seme and while seme knew uke’s just a righteous goody two shoes and was just talking idealistically, it still made him cry and then his keen interest became obsession and did nice things for uke anonymously like giving him vegetable drinks since uke was barely having enough money to eat. His obsession became POSSESSIVENESS IN THIS ONE HOT SCENE WHERE SEME IS WATCHING UKE LAUGH FREELY AND BEING PATTED BY A MALE FRIEND AND SEME THINKS “DON’T TOUCH HIM” and REALISES HIS POSSESSIVENESS BECAME TERRIFYING AS A CASCADE OF POSSESSIVE THOUGHTS WANTING UKE TO MONOPOLISE UKE AND VIOLATE HIM “I WANT TO RAVISH HIM - I WANT TO MAKE A MESS OF HIM - I WANT TO BREAK HIM - I DON’T WANT HIM TO BELONG TO ANYONE ELSE - I WANNA KEEP HIM HIDDEN SO ONLY I CAN SEE HIM - I DON’T WANT ANYONE ELSE TO SEE HIM CRY BUT ME - I DON’T WANT HIM TO SMILE FOR ANYONE ELSE - ETC” FUCKKKKKKK SEME YOU GOT IT BAD!! YOU PRACTICALLY A STALKER NOW YOU HANDSOME BOY! SEMESOINLUST SEMESODESPERATELYINLOVE!!!! SO HOTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! FOR THAT REASON OF BECOMING OBSESSIVELY DESPERATE FOR UKE SEME NEVER PLANNED ON GETTING INVOLVED WITH UKE FOR HIS OWN SAFETY. C08: SEME IS MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND WITH FANGIRL FEELS AND RHINOS STOMPING MY GUT ALL OVER THE PLACE AND MAKING MY HEART SKIP A MILLION BEATS… BECAUSE. OUR HIGH SPEC FRIVOLOUS EASYGOING CAREFREE SEME WHO’S NEVER CONFRONTATIONAL AND LETS PEOPLE DO AND SAY AS THEY PLEASE LOSES HIS COMPLETE SHIT AND UNLEASHES MURDEROUS CARNAGE ALMOST KILLING SOME OF HIS SO-CALLED FRIENDS (MORE LIKE SYCOPHANTS) FOR BAD-MOUTHING UKE (FOR BEING POOR) AND DEFENDING HIS BELOVED’S HONOR… HE PUNCHED AND SLASHED THEM BLOODY WITH GLASS SHARDS AND CAUSED ABSOLUTE MAYHEM IN THE SCHOOL CAFETERIA AND WORRIED UKE WITNESSES AS SEME STANDS THERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CARNAGE A BLOODY MESS AND WARNS “YOU LITTLE SHITS” NEVER TO SPEAK OR UTTER UKE’S NAME AND NEVER RUN THEIR MOUTHS ABOUT UKE AND TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM AND KEEP HIS NAME OUT OF THEIR FILTHY MOUTHS UGH AND HIS KILLING INTENT IS CRAZY AND HE JUST RUINED HIS (FUN EASYGOING) REPUTATION FOREVER WITH HIS GANG LIKE OMG HE DOESN’T EVEN CARE WHEN IT COMES TO HIS UKE LIKE THIS SEME WILL KILL ME INSTEAD *FANS SELF DESPERATELY* C09: Seme’s mother basically reveals seme’s feelings of intense love for uke as she caught on since she’d never seen her son make such a tender expression that time seme and uke took a taxi from his house back to school back in C03 (or C04 I forget). Geez, seme’s mom basically did the confession lol. And his mother realises that all those times he never came home for any holiday is because uke was always there was he loves far and can only afford to go home during summer holiday. C10: This chapter literally made me tear up and cry… because everything seme did was for uke… And uke remembers all the little hints of how much seme loved him and cared for him and UKE FINALLY REALISES!! OMGGGG WE REALISE HOW DEEPLY AND MADLY IN LOVE WITH UKE SEME HAS BEEN ALLLL THIS TIME OMGGGG AND UKE US REALIZING IT TOO! SEME’S WHOLE WORLD IS UKE… UKE EVEN FOUND A NOTEBOOK IN WHICH SEME NEVER TOOK NOTES BUT ALL THAT’S WRITTEN IN IT IS THE WORDS “YANO IS ALL I NEED.” WITH PEN SCRATCHES TO COVER IT UP! AND UKE LOVES SEME TOO AND RUNS TO HIM WHEN HE REALISES ALL THE SIGNS OF HOW DEEPLY SEME HAS ALWAYS LOVED UKE I AM CRYINGGGGGGGGGG!!! UKE RUNS TO SEME ANS HUGS HIM THINKING HE WANTS TO TREASURE SEME ABOVE ALL ELSE THANK GODDDDDD!!! THEIR FEELINGS ARE FINALLY MUTUAL!! SEME YOU HAVE ENDURED SO MUCHHH YOUR UKE IS YOURS NOW ENJOYYY!!!! C10: FINALLY MUTUAL DEEP CONFESSIONS (but as expected SEME IS INTENSE AND SO FULL OF INTENSE DEEP LOVE AND DESIRE AND UKE’S IS JUST SO SWEET!!). This goes beyond the regular “I like you” confessions! Seme’s is literally “I don’t care about anyone or myself. I don’t care about anything other than you.” OOOOF AND HE SAYS THIS WITH THE MOST SOMBER EXPRESSION THAT FORSHADOWS LIVES COULD BE LOST OR TAKEN FOR THIS LOVE JUST SHITTTTTT HE WOULD DIE IF UKE’S NOT IN HIS LIFE… GUHHH!! And seme throws in a casual proposal saying this won’t end after high school ends, and basically warning uke that he’s stuck with him as he won’t let uke leave him if uke ever finds someone else… And the sexual tension is so HOTTT and UKE FEELING THINGS UGHHH AND SEME HOLDING BACK SAYING ALL HE WANTS TO DO WITH MAKE A MESS OF UKE UGHHH SemePOV (c05-06 (some sight before that)). Odajima Sono x Yano Hisaya. High school students. Boarding school. 2nd years. Dormitory. Roommates. Smart x hard worker. 1st x 2nd rank. Natural genius x super studious. Prodigy x scholarship student. Carefree x majime. Straight x uke. Red hair x black hair. Gorgeous seme. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Ikemen seme. Popular seme (ladies). Tall seme. High spec seme. Athletic seme. Good in sports seme. Rich seme. Rich upbringing seme. Effortlessly easy life (talented, sports come easily, smart, handsome and rich). Cybergenics seme. Earrings seme (studs on each side). Playboy seme. Fuckboy seme. Fickle seme. Frivolous seme. Untouchable seme. Boyishly manly seme. Broad shoulders seme. School topper seme despite never studying. Seme was always who excelled in sports and academics even without trying. Easy going seme. Blushing seme (only in secret when uke’s not looking like c04 hehe he recalls uke asleep leaning on his shoulder in the car). Unrequited love seme. Deep unrequited love seme. Onesided love seme. Forceful seme (c01,05 (this was was HOT AF!)). Hard-working uke. Sister complex uke. Serious uke. Hetero sex seme (c01 seme is vigorously fucking a chick with her legs spread wide with seme holding them wide apart showing her partial pussy pubes and big tits out; c05 fucking two girls with most tits out and fucking one spread legs; c06 attempted by failed). Erection seme (c01 from recalling uke’s sexy face when he messed with him). Tenting trousers seme (c01 remembering uke). Flustered seme (c01 about how turned on he got). Slapped seme (c02 by girls). Aggressive seme (c05 forcefully kisses uke despite uke resisting). Slapped seme uke edition (c05 smacked for kissing uke without warning but undeterred seme forcefully kisses him again after a pained expression SO HOT). Ass groping seme (c05 his large hand squeezing uke’s cheek and his finger down uke’s crack and implied rubbing his hole). Kabedon seme (c05 when uke rejects seme’s lustful advances by biting seme). Seme losing his mind with lust and desire for uke (c05). Obsessive seme (c05). Seme always watching uke secretly (c06). Stalker seme (c06 almost on how he changes his plans to make sure he’s alone in the dorms with uke). Intense Confession seme (c10 with “I don’t care about anything other than you”). Uke reply confession (c10 “you’re the only one who makes me feel this way” aww).
Yamada To Shounen
Completed (read chapter 7). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c07 naked in futon but by this it’s 2YL and they’ve been together for a while so they’ve had sex already but it’s the first shown penetrative scene (o won’t lie I wish they showed their actual first time I honestly can’t get enough of this couple they are precious; sexy times first time c06 + first deep kiss and make out as well with both naked frotting making love for first time non-penetrative). First kiss c03 (seme kisses uke when uke cries in his arms); first attempt at deeper kiss after seme asks permission god that so sweet and hot! THIS WAS AN ABSOLUTELY BEAUTIFUL TOUCHING HEART-WARMING LOVE STORY OF TWO SOULMATES FINDING EACH OTHER AND FALLING IN LOVE AND THEY MAKE MY HEART ACHE SO BAD EVEN AFTER FINISHING THIS STORY MY HEART YEARNS… This is SO SWEEET!! And really funny, seme’s antics really made me laugh out loud in chapter 2 onwards! No this is absolute gem! I LOVE THIS SO MUCH MY HEARTT!!! They are so cute together!! Seme saves uke when uke is passed out drunk on the ground and brings him home to help him, hence their story begins. I really love how gradually seme falls in love with uke… He truly cherishes uke, my heart. I absolutely had to favourite this by chapter 5 because why wouldn’t I? Why did I even wait that long this story and couple are ABSOLUTELY PRECIOUS MY GOD…!! OMG THESE TWO MADE ME CRY DAMN IT THEIR LOVE IS SO BEAUTIFUL AND PURE UGHHH!! SEMESOINLOVE MY GOD! He’s a proper straight man, a BRO yet he’s so in love he has accepted he’ll never get married and have children because he wants to be with uke in this life! C02: Seme made me laugh so much. He’s sure uke likes him from uke’s obvious reactions and as a straight while he’s stressed from being liked not only by a high school student but a male one at that, he’s more worried about hurting uke’s feelings from the rejection he would be giving. Yet, the funny thing is clearly uke is making and buying stuff for seme and instead of shooting uke down gently he still answers with his favourites so uke ends up making those thing (like food etc) hahahah! Like, seme-san if you don’t like uke in that way how about not answering with your favourite things when uke asks you what you want for a meal or etc HAHAHA! And stupid seme strikes again, his natural kindness makes uke blush and then seme gets shocked at how uke blushes it’s like Yo Seme you want to NOT make that kid fall for you even more so how about STOP doing things that will make him flustered HAHAHAHA! Yet seems seme just can’t help himself it’s like he subconsciously WANTS to make uke fall harder and then has the gal to be surprised LOLLLLLL C03: Uke confessed in the previous chapter which confirmed seme’s apprehension about uke going to great lengths to cook a nice meal for seme on valentines day and making a delicious chocolate brownie with seme’s favourite and for seme’s sake gave him a farewell valentines chocolate saying he’ll stay away as he doesn’t want to truly fall for seme and cause problems. Even though seme agrees it’s for the best, he still can’t stop thinking about uke and worrying about how he’s doing and even goes to the convenience store where he knows uke works but uke ignores him much to seme’s shock. I love the part where seme’s company sends him to uke’s school to fix a broken AC and hopes and prays he won’t run into uke yet when he hears uke’s name shouted from outside seme hastily opens the window to watch uke instead of avoiding it like he hoped… And then pining over uke and how he’s never seen this side of boyish happy uke who’s a normal high school boy yet in front of seme is effeminate and sensitive and cooks and a crybaby and thinks who uke would show that side of himself to if seme weren’t around with tinge of jealousy. Seme ducks when uke spots him haha and wonders just what the hell he’s doing LOL! Aww seme you may tell yourself all these things but you got it bad for sweet uke baby! I love how seme is so frustrated with his own behaviour and always thinking about uke “what the hell am I doing?” GOD SEME IS SO MUCH MORE HANDSOME WITH THE YEARS HIS LOVE FOR UKE MADE HIS SEXIER WITH AGE HE AGED LIKE FINE WINE! C05: Seme always thoughts his type was older women with big breasts as his first love was and all his other girlfriends since high school have been like that but that’s why it’s even more shocking to him that I’m his kid-20’s he’s fallen tits over arse for a high school boy when all he was attracted to in the past was older chicks with big tits. And I love how our adult experienced seme says that with uke he’s experiencing things he’s never experienced before… so sweet… AND UNGHH SEME ASKING PERMISSION TO KISS UKE AND THEN LAYING HIM DOWN ON THE BED AND ASKING TO PUT IN HIS TONGUE WAS BOTH SO SWEET AND SO HOT!! C06: GOD THEY MADE ME CRYYYYYYYY!!! SEME’S CONFESSION MADE ME CRY AND UKE MADE ME CRY AND UGHH!! That scene where uke lights the planetarium he made in class in seme’s room and it was just too beautiful… Uke tentatively wanting to be closer to seme to cuddle and it’s like he’s so scared of getting rejected but loves seme so much and seme has been trying to get up the courage to confess his own feelings and when he does, he is overwhelmed with love for his precious adorable young lover and holds him saying there’s no way he can’t do (physical intimacy) anything under these circumstances and asks permission (aww) to do stuff to uke when “I… …love you… so much…” OMGGGGGGGGGGG THESE TWO JUST TAKE MY HEART ALREADY!! The fact that seme thinks he’s never said stuff or wanted to say stuff like this before just shows how much he loves and treasures uke… Seme even says it AGAIN for good measure, this coming from the guy who’s never felt anything like this and hates troublesome things and gets embarrassed easily to say again “I love you so stay with me from here on out”). God the man’s practically proposing to uke DAMNNNN!! C6.9: OH GOD THESE TWO LOVEBIRDS! It’s been 9 years since being together and they live together now for a year and SEME WANTS TO PROPOSE TO UKE AND HAS A RING BUT CAN’T FIND THE TIME TO GIVE IT TO UKE! Seme says has regrets when uke asks if he wanted marriage and kids but says maybe in the next life because his current one is for uke UGHH THIS MAN SAYING HE WANTS TO BE WITH UKE FOR THE REST OF HIS LIFE! C07: THEY MAKE ME HEART ACHE SO BAD… More seme saying he’ll treasure uke for the rest of his life SEMESOINLOVE and coming to see uke during his exams by throwing rocks at his window like a real Romeo just because he missed uke and wanted to see him escaping from his Christmas party with his friends and saying even though he was there all he could think about was uke… UGHHH MY HEARTTTT!!! SemePOV. Yamada x Suzuki Chihiro. Electrician (construction worker type) x high school student. Older seme x young uke. 26 x 17. Straight x gay. Husband x housewife type relationship (uke is excellent cook and seme loves his uke’s cooking). Winter encounter. Unlikely friendship to love. Scruffy seme. Scruffy seme who would be handsome if he made effort like shaved beard. Tall seme. Handsome seme (with effort). Manly seme. Unkempt seme. Droopy-eyed seme. Ojisan-looking young man seme (he’s only 26 but everyone keeps mistaking him for an “ojisan” including uke hahaha). Older-looking young seme. Kind-hearted seme (c01 he even prays for uke to get all of seme’s luck in love to find a nice guy). Caring seme. Generous seme. Funny seme. Antics seme. Awkward with his feelings seme. Loving seme. Flustered seme (from stressing about his certainty of uke’s feelings for him). Big tits guy seme (before uke). Blushing seme. Frustrated seme with himself (c03 for acting out of character and always finding himself thinking of uke). Seme who just can’t get uke out of his mind after he finds out about uke’s feelings and even though it’s best to for everyone’s sake (c03). Seme always asking for permission before doing anything. Big dick seme (c06 uke saying it’s so big before giving seme a blowjob). Cute uke. Earnest uke. Blushing uke. Good cook uke. Seme helped uke when uke got drunk from a broken heart and became unlikely friends when seme agrees to uke visiting him again. Seme finds out uke has a broken heart from liking a fellow male classmate and friend straight seme panics a bit asking if uke views him as a potential Love interest and uke shoots him down immediately saying seme is not his type to seme’s relief. However, seme’s selfless kindness makes uke fall for seme quickly and is able to get over his initial heartbreak and move on. And seme comes to realise it from uke’s flustered responses to seme. And it’s nearly confirmed when uke asks seme how he *he* would react if another guy confessed to him which he honestly tells uke that he’d probably avoid them and yet even after he remembers saying that and realises uke’s most likely in love with him, he still can’t being himself to stay away from uke haha. I love that even though seme is just a good guy and straight l, he hasn’t stopped thinking about uke in his own way, first out of concern and worry for uke’s well-being as a fellow human being, then worry as an acquaintance and unlikely tentative friend and then him making himself stress about the fact and he’s sure uke has feelings for him and how he should act not to hurt him… Uke confesses first (c02 saying he’ll stay away from seme otherwise he’ll really fall for seme). Pining seme with hints of Jealous seme (c03 when seme thinks if he wasn’t around who would uke show that side of him that no one else but seme knows). Mutual confession (c04 seme doesn’t say love but that he can’t get uke out of his mind and implied in his actions and declarations that he cares deeply for uke and wants to be with him so for uke to come back). Seme asks uke out (c04). Uke confesses properly first (c4.5). Confession seme (c06 seme finally confesses and it’s the most beautiful scene yet and he says overwhelmed with love for uke, “I… …love you… so much…” and then says it AGAIN coming from the guy who’s never felt anything like this and hates troublesome things and gets embarrassed easily to say again “I love you so stay with me from here on out”). Proposal seme (c06 practically asking uke to stay with him (forever is implied)). Blowjob (c06 uke giving seme blowjob and almost making seme come). Frotting (c06). Proposal seme (c6.9 seme prepared a ring and tries to find the right time to give it to uke).
Therapy Game
Reading (read chapter 6 +ALL extras till extra 7.5). 8 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c06 (yes actual first time) naked in the house of uke’s trauma on a makeup floor bed in the attic where uke felt most comfortable after seme sucked uke and fingered him and seme has uke folded in two fucking into him with legs on his shoulder spread wide and then proper wide missionary; 2nd extra.1 clothed seme (pants) and naked uke both sitting in bed uke on top and implied seme went again; 3rd extra 3: fully clothed seme naked uke tied up fucked from the front for punishment sex as jealous seme; 4th & 5th extra 4: fully clothed on living room floor uke on top and did it again right after coming with seme still hard; 6th extra 4: different session fully naked in bath with seme from behind fucking uke roughly; 7th-8th extra 7.5: hot uncensored barebacking partially open bathrobe and boxer briefs sex in hotel first with seme holding uke from behind both sitting and then from behind seme fucking uke holding his arms back and then doggystyle and then sideways screwback and seme keeps fucking uke even sheer coming inside him spread eagle missionary folded in two with seme’s full weight with uke’s calves by seme’s shoulders; first time implied sex c01 (but it’s revealed in c06 seme didn’t actually penetrate as seme fell asleep haha) as they wake up from drunken one night stand where drunk seme made the moves and next day is horrified he slept with a man, real smooth straight seme; c02 uke giving seme’s big dick a blowjob; c03 more sexy times in hotel and seme pleasuring uke with his mouth and kisses and both naked fingerfucks scissors uke and not sure but possible implied sex but they don’t show it so can’t count it). I kept off reading this for the longest time because I haven’t technically read the prequel story completely (I meanly skimmed past the first 1-3 chapters) but I think it’s time I delved into it anyway (we’re February 16, 2024). Sorry but seme’s ex-girlfriend was truly a cheating whore I can’t believe she cheated on him without remorse and then dared to flaunt her new lying relationship in front of him right where he can see them (c01). I’m at end chapter 2 AND I LOOOVE THIS THIS IS SO SEXY!!! BY CHAPTER 3 I FAVOURITED THIS BITCH MY GOD IT’S GOOD!!! The one thing I was wondering how sensei would do is how to replace his obvious massive heart break over that cheating slut with uke, like how much more important will uke be to seme to override that whore in his heart and they did it SO WELL I WASN’T EVEN SCARED! Like seme was already smitten with uke thinking how he’d never met anyone like uke but c2.5 which technically comes after 3 but chronologically in 2 before they go back to the hotel after their date. C01: Despite seme still having feeling for the utter trash whore who cheated on him, he still saved uke’s honour when his friends bad-mouthed him by getting angry on uke’s behalf and leaving them behind. And it’s clear that even though uke says he’ll make seme fall for him and then dump his ass for humiliating him in the morning when he didn’t remember after forcing himself on uke, uke will fall hard for seme. Uke despite his tough exterior is needy for love and affection. But I love that seme has a little chest tightening (read: Doki equivalent) when uke shows a sweet unguarded laugh. Straight seme be falling!! C02: I LOVE HOW SEME IS FALLING FOR UKE. Love he can’t resist uke’s magnetic pushy charm Abs even asks his little brother (Main uke from original series “XXX Allergy” Shouhei) advice on hypothetically falling for a man AWWWW! But his ex really is a shameless cunt! Aww this is so wholesome too! Uke just tag a hard life not having parents (selfish ones who abandoned them) being raised by his older brother (seme of original story) so doesn’t believe in love and all but uke allowed himself to that one time straight seme got drunk and said sweet things. Seme finds uke cute again (just like that time he was drunk) taking him to the amusement park and cynical uke surprisingly has fun. [cont] OMG FIRST BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY BELLY AND IT’S NOT EVEN JEALOUSY!! First seme looked so excited to be uke’s first to take him to an amusement park and a date and shyly asked is he’d never head a lover before all expectant but then uke says how he doesn’t need a lover as trust other people because other people are scary they can just break you if you give your love, seme is stung enough to ask if he’s included in “other people” shocking himself (believing for a moment he was special and the reason behind uke’s singlemindedly focus on seme) and uke and THAT WAS HOT!! [cont] OMG MORE BUTTERFLIES IN SAME CHAPTER WITH SEME GETTING HURT from uke saying seme can just use him (sexually) and he won’t ask for Love or go or with him like women would and something in gentle seme snaps as he thought seme meant someone more to uke so seme was already down bad for uke. C2.5 (extra): This is during the amusement park date before they go back to the hotel room where we see seme truly falling in love with uke like how he thinks he’s not been this comfortable with someone in a long time or how he started to become aware of uke’s proximity or beauty and his heart beating faster around uke, the pining looks he gives uke, or the “he’s a man yet I…” “How come I feel this with him”, “he’s so beautiful no wonder I hit on him even though I was drunk” etc. I LOOOVE seme’s introspection and thoughts about uke here!! And the scene where uke is self-deprecating saying he’ll maybe one day want to forget this day seme is adamant saying there’s no way he could forget even if he wanted to and thinks to himself that he’ll remember this day for the rest of his life… because he’s never met anyone lie uke before and that he can’t tear his eyes away from uke… AWWWWWWWWW!!! SEMESOINLOVEE!!! Not it makes more sense why seme snapped at the hotel saying since uke will let him do whatever he wants then he will; when he realised uke didn’t feel the same way he was beginning to feel that uke thought it was just more sex than dating. C03: FAVOURITEDDDDD COZ MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUY OMGGG AND LOINS ACHING AT SEME’S SEXINESS FOR UKE UGHHHHH!! THIS SEME WHAT IS HE DOING TO MEEEEE!! Like when he was hurt by uke not seeing him as a potential lover, and in response to uke saying he can do whatever he wants to him as he’s tough, instead of being violence act rough sex, basically breaks uke down through tender passionate love making playing him with his mouth and when uke protests saying just fuck me already seme reminds uke that uke says he could do whatever to uke which made uke eat his own words! And then uke says he can just use himas an onahole like he doesn’t need to be so tender, sexy seme proceeds to confess his love saying he’s always fallen for uke and he not satisfied with just sex! AND HE SAYS NOT UKE’S NAME BUT THAT HE LOVES UKE AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT UKE’S NAME TOO “MINATO, I LOVE YOU” and he wants uke to say it back to him one day AND LET ME TELL YOU BUT THE WAY SEME SEXILY KISSES DOWN UKE’S BACK SLOWLY AND LICKS AND CARESSES WHILE UKE IS EMBARRASSED UNGHHH (as if he was about to eat uke out but didn’t so close but that act was plenty fricking hot though) SO FCKN HOTTTTTTT!! AND THEN FINGERFUCKS UKE TO ORGASM AND WHEN UKE SAYS TO JUST FUCK HIM ALREADY AS HE DOESN’T WANT TO COME FROM SEME’S FINGERS, SEME SAYS HE’LL ONLY PUT IT IN IF HE DAYS HE LOVES HIM FVKKKKKKK SEMEEEEEEEE YOU!!!!! He is PERFECT! Seme is TOTALLY THE ROMANTIC ONE in the relationship, being thoughtful and kind and gentle and caring and loving AWWWW!!! [cont] UTTERLY HEART BROKEN SEME when he finds out uke was just making a bet to have him fall for uke when he overhears outside the door when he’s madly in love awwww AWWWW!! [cont] BY THE WAY, the fan translations and official book translations are quite different in this chapter. But seme does say “Minato, I love you” though. But the part where he fingerfucks uke and uke says enough and to put it in, seme says he wants today is about uke’s pleasure and he wants for uke to have all the pleasure, FUCK THAT’S HOT!! C04: IT IS SO CHEATER HOW DIFFERENT HIS HEARTBREAK WITH THAT CHEATING SLUT VERSUS UKE IS AND I LOVE IT!! I love how sensei distinguished the two, while seme was more parodying himself and feeling sorry for himself about his ex-girlfriend cheating on him and being dumped, he was still himself whereas after uke’s betrayal, not only is he not himself but he’d become cynical and somber, something he never did during his previous breakup, and can’t even talk to his brother about it when he was easily complaining to his tinder brother about his breakup with his ex-girlfriend, like his heartbreak from uke was so deep it altered him as a person. Also, his shameless cheating ex is still hanging around him selfishly hugging him and complaining about her boyfriend (the one she cheated on seme with) yet he’s doesn’t care enough to entertain her (plus he was happy seme her smiling even when she was with the boyfriend she cheated on him with) whereas to uke he says that he doesn’t want to talk to him because hearing his voice hurts… SEME SO LOVESICK AND HEART BROKEN!! Plus he even says he’s so sick of being betrayed and lied to and it would have been best if he didn’t trust anyone from the beginning and walks away darkly and friends are totally shocked (because he’s never said anything like that before) including that bitch who at least feels some shame at his words as she also betrayed him yet he never felt that way about her. It’s like, sure he loved her but he was never deeply in love with anyone the way he is with uke, never. AND THAT IS HOTTTTT!!! Meanwhile broken-hearted uke also keepss as calling uke and gets sick from sitting in the rain from heartbreak after seme rejects him over the phone (he was waiting outside seme’s university). [cont] Aww poor uke and his past trauma! Him and his older brother came from money. They are young masters but their parents ruined everything. Uke’s mother was only concerned with pleasing her distant estranged husband who turned out to be having a sexual gay affair with his driver and when he left the family and abandoning his two kids and wife, uke’s mom committed suicide and all he remembers is that she kept saying how uke is exactly like her so uke being traumatised by his party thinks if her lets anyone into his heart he’ll love them so much that if they ever hurt him he’ll want to kill hymself.. He’s terrified of becoming like her and thinks he’s just like her. That’s why he was so hurt and wanted revenge on seme that first night as he tight for once that he could trust this feeling and fall for seme but seme totally forgot the next day so it truly hurt him deeply not just his pride. Our smart seme catches onto that and tries to find out what he did that might’ve hurt uke. [cont] When seme finally goes back to the gay bar to ask about uke and if he did something the old Mama at eh bar tells him that uke who’s usually cold to anyone else and bad tempered treated seme differently and knocked some sense into lovesick heartbroken seme saying to put aside his own hurt and think back to if uke was only deceiving him and realised that all this time uke was being honest with his feelings and regrets saying the awful things from heartbreak to uke like “I can’t trust you anymore” and hates himself and so Mama also tells him that uke has been sick for 2 days which is the time since seme rejected uke on the phone saying it hurts to talk to him and feels worry and regret and runs to uke’s flat after asking where he lived but is met with uke’s older brother who looks nothing like uke (the handsome main seme from “XXX Allergy”) and seme immediately thinks it’s a lover and it’s DÉJÀ VU ALL OVER AGAIN when he walked in on his ex cheating with another man and the look of horror on seme’s face says it all. C05: When worried uke chases after seme after he’s better and realises that seme rushed to uke’s flat to see him and asks his Nii-san (who was there to take care of his baby brother who was nursing a fever and flu), his seme older brother says that main seme got the wrong idea with the horrified look that uke had a lover and after some coaxing uke goes to the university and I LOVE HOW ALL SEME’S FRIENDS/RESEARCH COLLEAGUES SAY HE NEVER ACTED LIKE THAT WHEN HE BROKE UP WITH HIS EX, like this time, he didn’t even come the university and no one knows where he is and uke fears the worst. It turns out when seme visited uke at his flat and his older brother answered the door, after the initial shock and heartbreak that seme thought that the older brother was uke’s new lover (Niisan even said he observed that seme didn’t like that uke was with another man) but after a hint realised it was only uke’s older brother and was so damn relieved and then said he won’t disturb uke as he was sleeping off his cold and main seme asks uke’s brother what the town uke grew up in was so he can go there and take pictures to convince uke to one day visit as uke had hinted that he had bad memories and a bad past there. When seme gets there and asks the townsfolk about the “Kirigaya” family (uke’s Niisan had told seme to mention that name as it’s their birth last name) he finds out from an elderly lady that uke (and his brother) came from an affluent family of the town (he was a young master) and lived a traumatic past there due to their parents killing themselves or being killed (turns out disgusting father’s gay male lover whom he left his family for was a trash seme (he was topping the dad) just using him sexually to steal his money so killed the father and ran off with his money) and both siblings moved away to live with their grandmother. Main seme is completely shocked by this revelation of uke’s past and wants to help more than ever. SEME IS SO DOWN GOING TO UKE’S HOMETOWN OF TRAUMA JUST TO HELP HIS UKE GET OVER IT. Anyway, seme goes to the town without telling anyone and uke finds out where he is through the help of seme’s university colleagues who start warming up to uke (even the bitch cheating ex helps as she’s also a fellow university graduate student in their department) and find out when hacking his phone (seme’s ex-gf) that he’s sightseeing a town and taking pictures and uke recognises the scene immediately and is shocked beyond words at what seme’s doing there and motorbikes all the way there even though he hates being there and the trauma comes back to him (like memory of his mother hanging herself in the town right in front of his primary school) but pushes through to see his beloved seme. FINALLY THEIR HEARTS ARE COMING TOGETHER SO BEGONE MISUNDERSTANDING! Uke kisses him when seme keeps apologising and embracing uke! Yay! Extra: there’s an extra of the events after c03 after uke gives seme the blowjob that was so out of this world for seme was was literally blown away and it’s about how he couldn’t get over that he was blown by a man and never came so hard and it tells how he started fantasising about uke being fucked after he researched gay porn (seme figured out uke was the bottom after that drunken one night stand that he doesn’t remember anything) and became mousou seme and it’s mentioned he began having the most vivid wet dreams he’d not had since high school which helped him get over his heartbreak with that cheating slut quickly haha. I love how seme’s all confused by his own lust for uke and all disheveled lol. C06: Uke tells seme the sad story of his horribly tragic past… My god so sad… his Niisan really was his everything no wonder… he protected him as a big brother would over and over again shielding him from everything and taking the near fatal blow of a flower case that would have killed uke if his brother hadn’t slipped in and protected him and taken the hit himself… His mother had gone crazy because innocent uke as a child had given a book from that nasty trash lover of uke’s dad who wanted child uke to give it to his father. His crazy psycho mother who was always self-cantered and only cared about her husband and not the kids went mad after the betrayal and literally smashed a flower vase over his own child’s head (but luckily Niisan was able to block most of it with his arm which broke)… Uke’s Niisan bled profusely from his head wound because she even still she said they both betrayed her and killed herself in front of their school out of spite how nasty and horrible… That’s why uke grew up with twisted feelings on love (both mother and father got betrayed by the one they loved) and became very protective of his Niisan as Niisan kept protecting him. Seme calmly and supportively listens to uke’s sad story and his fears of becoming like his mother or hurting the one he loves and being hurt and says he doesn’t know if he can ever make seme happy, that they’d probably fight a lot due to his twisted personality and SEME THAT SEXY ROMANTIC BASTARD CHEERS UKE UP AND SAYS ALL THE PERFECT THINGS AND EMBRACES UKE AND ALLAYS ALL HIS FEARS SAYING WHAT IF THEY FIGHT THEY’LL FIGHT AND FCK HOW THEY MET (meet bad) AND HE LOVES UKE AND WANTS TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM WANTS TO BE WITH HIM AND TREASURE HIM AND MAKE HIM HAPPY AND UKE CRIES AND SEME KISSES UKE’S TEARS SAYING TO CHOOSE HIM WHILE HOLDING UKE TIGHT TELLING HIM TO BE PREPARED (TO BE LOVED BY SEME) AHHHHHHH!! THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL TOGETHER MY HEARTTT!! [cont] I’m the official version (yes I read both versions ugh), there’s a scene added that seme stares deeply with eyes full of love and yearning while passionately fucking uke and uke slaps his face away saying to stop staring like a creep and the GORGEOUS LOOK FULL OF ADORATION AND LOVE SEME GIVES UKE AS HE TELLS HIM NEVER THAT HE WANTS TO SWEAT EVERY DETAIL INTO HIS MEMORY SO HE NEVER FORGETS AGAIN AND MY GAWDDDDD!!! EXTRA 1: I HAD RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT A BUT FROM UKE ACTING LIKE THE ANNOYED BOSSY GIRLFRIEND TO WHIPPED BOYFRIEND SEME SHOUTING PUBLICLY TO STOP CLINGING TO HIM AND SEME JUST BEING THE WHIPPED BOYFRIEND THAT HE IS and lets his uke act like a soled moody girlfriend haha at the amusement park when uke was trying to follow his brother on his date with his own uke lover haha. And seme not scared of showing off his love for uke in public holding hands to people whispering about them like “yes see, it’s like THAT!” UGH SEME IS BRAVE and a REAL MAN! And uke gets jealous and insecure because seme is the perfect boyfriend as he’s had so many girlfriends and so much training to be considerate of the girl like holding all her things or paying for everything or naturally shielding her from the sun etc etc and uke doesn’t like it. Uke’s friends at the gay club he goes to unwind from his thoughts end up making it worse as they said most straight guys (or bisexual or by-curious) will go back to a woman in the end and get married and all so uke is even more insecure that seme will leave him for a woman or choose one over him. EXTRA 2: Seme gets jealous when uke goes to his gay club and one of his friends tries to flirt with him but it wasn’t like the guy-wrenching jealousy but seme did swat the male friend’s hand away from touching his uke BUT I WANT MORE!! But I LOVE HOW SEME WANTS HIS UKE TO COME HOME AND GIVES HIS HAND EXPECTING IT (READ: TAKE HIM AWAY FROM OTHER MEN AT THE GAY CLUB) and uke is acting spoiled and refuses (he’s irritated with seme because of his many ex-girlfriends). EXTRA 3: JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME! FINALLY! WITH JEALOUS PUNISHMENT SEX!! Seme asks uke about his relationship with his two seme-type friends from the gay club not liking how close they are and uke lies saying they’re just acquaintances but one of them happily says uke took the virginity of one of them act they’re SUUPER close and how uke is a sadist to tops but takes them to heaven and seme has this terrifying calm smile (he’s burning with jealousy) reminds uke he’d punish him of he lied and jealous seme does punishment sex by tying up uke (bondage) fingerfucking him act edge play come stopping while telling him how much he loves him and sweetly dirty talking FCKKKK HOTTTT!! Who knew seme had a sadist streak from loving uke too much! I LOVE HOW SCARY SEME’S EYES GET WHEN UKE ADMITS HE USED TO BE SEX FRIENDS AND WHEN SEME SAYS HE WANTS TO PUNISH UKE TO MAKE HIM REPENT (for being around his ex-sex friends and lying about it and making seme jealous). I love how seme says I love you Andover abd over and his uke being so cute and beautiful and skin so soft and fair and scent and voice so erotic over and over again while fucking him SO HOTT!! And how he dirty talks damn boy he freaky in a sheets unexpectedly! [cont] PRACTICALLY PROPOSAL SEME already checking out gay marriages and SEME SAYING IF THERE’S SOMEONE HE WANTS TO GROW OLD WITH IT’S WITH UKE AWWWW! Saying he wants to be with him like that for the rest of his life uke is the only one for seme SEMESODEEPINLOVE WANTING UKE FOREVER and shyly uke saying he’ll consider it if it’s not matching heart sweaters AWWWW THOSE TWOO!! And seme is so overwhelmed with happiness it completely blows uke’s insecurities and doubts about seme to smithereens! Uke saying he’ll be hard to grow old with as if seme has an affair he might kill and eat him (lol) and seme says same here so in love! Seme proposing they live together and seme wants a bigger place so that he and his lover can be together aww! C7.5: HOT HOT BAREBACKING ANAL CREAMPIE SEX! GODDDD SEME IS SO MADLY IN LUST AND LOVE FOR UKE IN THIS CHAPTER!! I MEAN HE’S SO WHIPPED FOR UKE HE IS YOUR TYPICAL PUSSY WHIPPED BOYFRIEND BUT ASS WHIPPED HAHA. When uke is busy with photography and seme wants sex and intimacy and uke pushes him away, sly seme says he’ll do something that will make uke feel good so massages uke like a pro and when uke is putty in his large warm hands, he grazes his touch in sexy places pretending it’s innocent touches. Uke fights it out and slaps his have away and makes him go to bed but uke is turned on from seme’s earlier touches that once he’s done with work he goes to seme who’s supposedly asleep but reveals he’s not when uke tells him not be fall asleep so fast, seme was waiting turned on from uke himself. They fuck passionately bareback (barebacking if my only problem as I wish they made a deal from transitioning from condom to bareback sex by emphasising the change) with seme losing control with lust and fucking uke twice coming inside with abandon without losing his erection. SemePOV. Ikushima Shizuma x Kirigaya/Mito Minato. University student (masters) x photographer. Veterinary science major x hobbyist. Resident (veterinary which means in training studying to be so not fully) x part-timer. Straight x gay. Red haired x blond. Drunk one night stand. Next morning regret (for straight seme). Car driver x biker. Veterinary family heir seme. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Big hands seme (c01 uke mentioned it). Lab coat seme. Aggressive seme (c01 when drunk even if he’s straight he was totally the one to put the moves on uke and yet he acted all shocked and disgusted humph!). Gentle seme (c02). Caring seme (c02 seme has a natural disposition to care for others also being a big brother like dying uke’s hair just because uke acted more spoiled). Seme wants uke to act more spoiled (c01 said when he was drunk; c02 says again indirectly). Totally smitten seme (c03 he’s totally smitten but it started gradually and by now he’s even listing the million reasons he fell in love with uke e.g. how his smiling face is cute, how he gets excited like a kid at the amusement park, how he’s docile like a cat, etc). Affectionate seme (c06). Pretty uke. Flashy uke. Playboy uke. Smoker uke. Sharp eyebrows uke. Sharp tongued uke. Sassy uke. Jaded uke. Diva uke. Tattooed uke (on right foot and ankle). Fox-like face uke. Tsundere uke. Cat-like uke. Jewellery uke. Rings uke. Piercings uke. Earrings uke. Brother complex uke. Cunning uke. Cynical uke. Self-deprecating uke (c03,c2.5 putting himself down thinking why would someone like seme like him or thinking things like he’s a bad person, etc). Childhood trauma uke (c04 from his parents ruining their lives and mother committing suicide and saying uke is just like her). Big dick seme (c02 uke says he’s really huge while sucking his dick; seme has a nice big thick large cock). Possessive seme (c03 seme left hickeys on ALL OVER uke’s neck and body). Confession seme (c03 seme says he’s fallen in love with uke and isn’t satisfied anymore with just sex). Multiple confession seme (c03 seme saying he loves uke over and over “Minato, I love you.” while tenderly loving and pleasuring him). Fingerfucking (c03 seme fingering uke from the back passionately while kissing his body). Passionate Confession seme again (c06). Condom sex (c06; extra 4). Big dick seme (c06 uke again says he’s too big and not used to such a big dick so to go slow). Tokoroten uke (c06 fucking). Confession seme during sex (c06). Uke confesses back which makes seme cum instantly haha (c06 sweet confession saying he’s always loved seme from the first moment he met him awww). Jealous uke (extra 1: seme is so popular as he’s good-looking and the PERFECT boyfriend always knowing how to treat his girlfriend like princesses and now that goes for uke but he hates that his lover has been so well trained by his ex-girlfriends). Jealous seme (extra 2: swatting away a seme-type uke’s friend hand that was about to touch uke away; seme doesn’t like seeing his uke be in a gay hookup bar). Possessive uke (extra 2: when his gay friends at the club become touchy feely with his seme uke loses it stabbing his food with a knife and whisking his lover away). Jealous seme (extra 3: doesn’t like uke being so close to the guy friends and finds out uke’s guy friends used to be sex friends and gets even more jealous pissed). Jealous punishment sex seme (extra 3: seme punishes uke’s lies of meeting up with his ex-sex friends by binding uke’s hands and edge playing come-stopping uke while fingerfucking him). Bondage (extra 3: seme binding uke’s hands with a belt). Edge play (extra 3: stopping uke from coming while fingerfucking him). Dirty talking seme during sex (extra 3). Confession seme during sex (extra 3 saying how much he loves uke sit telling uke how beautiful and sexy he is over and over again). Proposal seme (extra 3, basically saying he wants to spend the rest of his life with uke as he wants to grow old with him aww). Possible barebacking (extra 4 sex in the bath looks unprotected but not sure). Live together proposal seme (extra 4: seriously seme being so in love with uke he wants to live with him now). Barebacking (extra 7.5 not confirmed but pretty obvious). Raw anal (extra 7.5). Tokoroten uke (extra 7.5 twice one after another from seme’s incessant pounding). Anal creampie (extra 7.5 not confirmed but pretty obvious as when he comes a whole bunch of cum splashes out uke’s hole while being impaled by seme’s cock). Painful ass next day (extra 7.5 from seme’s relentless fucking). Seme is of course the Oniichan or Aniki of main uke from “Secret XXX/XXX Allergy” and has his own love story here with the younger brother of that story’s main seme who is this seme’s uke here. He is a super straight guy who is nursing a broken heart from his slut cheating girlfriend and went to get drunk with his friends at a gay bar to forget his troubles and ended up coming onto uke who’s a gay guy when they commiserated about their younger and older siblings (who are ironically a couple) respectively. They end up sleeping together as seme was drunk and wakes up shocked and regretting what happened which wounds very prideful uke’s pride. I find that straight seme hitting on uke even when drunk off his ass nursing a broken heart was his true instinct, his body and heart had already chosen him as his mate. And cynical uke who doesn’t trust people act doesn’t believe in love and who’s never had a love to let himself believe just from being touched by drunk seme was also his heart choosing seme. But by chapter 3, uke Stand want to do the bet on making seme fall for him and then dumping him as he doesn’t want to hurt seme and wants to be with him forever AWW SO CUTE!
Define The Relationship
Reading (read chapter 68). 7 full penetrative sex scenes (1st time c13-15 suuuuper long sex session in bed both naked missionary first then seme taking uke on his lap facing each other all after seme gives uke a blowjob and eats him out (rimming); 2nd c15 same previous session at nighttime still going with more missionary but uke completely folded in half on himself with back of knees on seme’s shoulders pounded into; 3rd c15same previous session it’s very brief but it’s implied seme came and he puts it back in briefly and takes it out (missionary) but still counted as it seemed he came; 4th c26 both naked from behind seme pounding flush against him doggystyle and taking uke’s arms back and pounding into him then missionary; 5th c27 same previous session but like timeskip where SUUUPER INTENSE seme pounds uke ALL night and morning missionary; 6th c42-43 both naked with kinky seme fucking uke missionary after putting in an anal egg inside uke and then pulling it out and fucking uke; 7th c53 flashback naked missionary; c10 seme fingering and giving uke blowjob). Uke x others: c01 uke as alpha topping another omega. Skimmed 4 chapters and it looks really good! Seme is the gentle carefree but with a mysterious powerful aura and he reminds me a little of Okkotsu Yuuta from JJK in how he’s nice but also weirdly blunt and a little mean. It’s kinda really hot haha. I think we’re in for a lot of angst as seme seems to love someone else and is only going through with this physical arrangement as a favour to that person, has forgotten the NYE kiss in NY with uke and uke of course falls for this seme. That said, I’m hoping even with this angst that seme falls DESPERATELY in love with uke. Let’s see if it’s someone I can read or abandon from being too onesided… Also, as this is a massive work, I will try not to take too many notes as I usually do and just take the basic necessary and the parts that give me butterflies or what not and essentially try to just enjoy this story. LONG RIMMING (c13). YOU KNOW I LOVE ME A SEME WHO CAN EAT DAT ASS before giving it! READ ME!! 44 chapters in and THIS SEME IS AN ABSOLUTE MENACE LIKE I CANNOT HELP BUT THINK OF THIS SEME WITHOUT MY UTERUS JUMPING AND RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT AND LOINS ACHING LIKE MY GOD THIS HAS NEVER HAPPENED BEFORE THAT’S THE AMOUNT OF RIZZ THIS MAN HAS LIKE SEND HELP AND ALSO I CAN’T NOT FAVOURITE THIS AT THIS POINT… C04: Seme keeps sending worldly mixed signals that throw uke off balance. Seme is super flirty as acts like he actually likes uke but when uke asks seme reassures that he’ll never develop feelings for uke (like he’s so emphatic that it’s impossible probably due to his own unrequited love for uke’s brother’s lover) but he says he’s treating uke like this because in this time frame of 2 months seme will only be seeing uke and he wants to rest his sex partner right… Meanwhile uke is falling in love… I don’t like this fickle seme humph! C05: OMG THIS SEME IS A TOTAL MENACE!!! He’s so insanely charming and charismatic and SUPER RIZZ when he flirts with uke and acts like a man desperately in love doing PDA teasing uke and the butterflies in my belly when uke who’s about to fall for this menace pushes seme away UGHHH! And seme acting all jealous and possessive interrupting and cock blocking uke and an omega who’s clearly interested in uke and seme possessively holding uke’s waist and calling uke his boyfriend and uke is fighting a losing battle in his heart. WHY IS SEME ACTING SO JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE WHEN HE JUST SEES UKE AS A SEX FRIEND?!!! I’M GETTING RHINOS IN MY GUT OVER HERE!! The way my poor uke is so flustered by the actions of this insanely charming man who possesses this super masculine boyish charm that is MAKING EVEN ME FALL FOR THAT JERK UGH!! THIS SEME GIVES ME SUCH OKKOTSU YUUTA VIBES AND THIS IS SO OKKOITA AHHHH!! C06: WHY ARE YOU ACTING SO JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE SEME?! YET BE MEAN AND TELL UKE IT’S IMPOSSIBLE FOR YOU TO HAVE FEELINGS?! And why are you giving uke hickeys in public to mark him as yours you don’t even like him?! THERE IS SOMETHING SO INFINITELY SEXY ABOUT UKE THINKING THE WAY SEME IS WITH HIM MAKES HIM FEEL LIKE HE’S BEING HUNTED AND DEVOURED AND HE’S AN ALPHA SO THAT IS SO CRAZY HOTTTTT!!! C07: I GOT BUTTERFLIES IN MY BELLY FEOM THE WEIRD WAY SEME ACTED ASKING UKE ABOUT A MAN SEME-TYPE UKE THEY BUMPED UKE WHO KNEW AND TEASED UKE. C13: OH GODDDDD SEME LOOKS LIKE HE’S SO INTO UKE GEEZUS MY HEART WHY DOES HE LOOK AT HIM LIKE THAT YET NOT HAVE FEELINGS FOR HIM AND LOVE SOMEONE ELSE?! SEME EATING DAT ASS SOOOOOO GOOOOD MMMMMM (RIMMING). It’s long too omgggg! And uke thinking he’s never even done it himself to an omega is SOOO HOT LIKE SEME JUST NATURALLY EATING OUT HIS ALPHA LOVER LIKE IT’S NOTHING UGHH!! I love that every time uke tells him to stop seme goes harder sucking on uke’s hole and poking his tongue inside! He is so strong he just folds uke over like it’s nothing too wow love the man could have fingered him but no he chooses to put his mouth on alpha uke’s hole! And uke is so shocked and bewildered but feeling so good! C16: MAJOOOOOOORRRRRRRR CRAZY RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT AND UTERUS BECAUSE HOLY FUCKKKKKKKKK SEME YOU SEXY CHARMER YOU HEARTBREAKER FREAKING OUT SAYING SORRY BECAUSE HE BROUGHT A CONDOM BUT WAS SO TURNED ON BY UKE THAT HE FORGOT WEAR IT SAYING “I WAS… HOLDING BACK FOR SO LONG THAT IT MADE ME LOSE MY SENSES” with a remorseful puppy dog expression…. AHHHHHH SEMEEE!! SEME SAYING UKE IS SO SEXY AND ALLURING THAT HE THOUGHT HE WAS GOING CRAZY OMGGGGG SEME DON’T CONFUSE US WHEN YOU SAY IT LIKE THAT IT SOUNDS LIKE YOU’VE BEEN WAITING FOREVER WTFFFFFFFF!!!! Uke doesn’t understand seme’s behaviour either acting like he’s madly in love with uke yet only seeing him as a sex partner WTFFF SEME WHY YOU GOTTA SAY THIS THAT MAKE US WEAK YOU RIZZ MASTER?!!! Also when uke says it’s ok to come inside act seme says he hopes it’s not something uke will offer up so easily when her sleeps with other alphas it’s SO AMBIGUOUS LIKE IT COULD BE GENUINE CONCERN BECAUSE IF HE LIKED UKE HE WOULDN’T BRING UP UKE SLEEPING WIN OTHERS BUT WHY WOULD SEME SAY SOMETHING KINDA JEALOUS BUT AT THE SAME TIME COULD JUST BE GENUINE CONCERN LIKE I DON’T GET IT?! HOT SEXY SEME DIRTY TALKING UKE ABOUT HIS TIGHT HOLE UGHHH!! Seme being happy that he may be the only alpha uke ever lets fuck him. Uke is falling for this heartbreaker so bad poor baby! C19: Seme casually breaking uke’s heart by saying when uke will be in a proper relationship or seme saying he only puts on hickeys when he’s in a relationship sht reminding uke that this is just temporary… Poor uke. C21: Brazen seme is absolutely unafraid of public displays of affection publicly groping uke’s ass while holding uke from behind like ANYONE who saw this would think those two are so in long they don’t even realise where they are. Like it’s only the two of them in the entire world. C23: OH NOOOO SEME LOOKS SHOCKED to find out that uke’s brother’s mate is pregnant (more it feels very obvious that seme has unrequited feelings for that man named Nick (Nicholas))… NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!! Why did he heat uke so sweetly and lovingly if that was the case just for this arrangement??? C26: AHHH SEME ASKING PERMISSION TO BE ROUGH WITH UKE AFTER FINGERFUCKING HIM UNGH! And talking dirty too! PRAISE KINK SEME AHHH when uke says it hurts as seme’s just too big lol! “You’re being so good for me…” while groping uke’s tits and nipples. Seme actually swearing when uke says he can go harder “Oh fuck… you really know how to drive me crazy”. C27: HOTTTTTT HOTTT HOTTTT!! Seme being kind of mean bullying uke and being kind of Yandere (this is SOOOO OKKOTSU YUUTA AND OKKOITA) and edge playing uke and stopping uke from coming because uke told him coldly they didn’t have that kind of close relationship (because he was heartbroken due to seme obviously looking like he had feelings for uke’s brother in law Nick when seme found out he was pregnant). SEME MAKES HIM SQUIRT! Uke is going through his rut by the way. C33: There’s something really sexy about seme’s sister saying seme has only brought over 2 people to meet her uke included acts her saying she’d never dream of hitting on uke knowing how crazy possessive her brother (seme) is… ugh… Also when asked by uke if he wanted children as he loves them and is so good with them, seme says he doesn’t because he wants only one person to love more than anyone in the world… WOW… and the way he looks at uke while saying that just wow… C35: OH MY GOD THE RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT FROM SEXY SEME’S ACTIONS LIKE WHEN THEY KISS IN THE ROOM (they’re still at seme’s sister’s house), WHEN UKE TURNS AWAY BECAUSE HE’S SHY FROM BEING OVERWHELMED BY SEME, SEME MAKES AN UNHAPPY FACE THAT UKE’S ATTENTION IS ELSEWHERE AND PUSHES HIM DOWN IN A WAY THAT SAYS “DON’T RUN AWAY FROM ME” AND IT WAS SO SEXY!! Also, POSSESSIVE SEME WHEN UKE EMBRACES SEME’S SISTER AMICABLY BUT SEME POSSESSIVELY GRABS HIM AND PULLS HIM AWAY FROM HER. AND WHEN THEY WALK SEME DOESN’T LEAVE EVEN A MM OF SPACE BETWEEN THEM HE’S SO CLINGY AND POSSESSIVE. He’s so possessive yet loves another what the fuck!! C40: I feel seme’s becoming more greedy for uke than carefree like before because he gets annoyed whenever uke pushes him away or tries to keep him at a distance (uke is already madly in love with him and doesn’t want to embarrass himself so tries to stay cool by acting distant sometimes but it always backfires as it only makes seme more persistent and aggressive… I mean the face of displeasure he made when uke said he didn’t want to wash up together was SO HOT! C41: It’s crazy how intense this seme is MY GOD EVERY CHAPTER ATP IS CONSTANT RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT. Seme barging into uke’s shower to see uke fingering himself in to prep his butt and seme finding it hot but wanting to BE THE ONE TO LOOSEN UP UKE LIKE HE’S JEALOUS OF UKE FINGERING HIMSELF UGHH!! And he molests uke groping and grabbing uke’s big butt pulling the cheeks apart MAN! BUT THE UNHAPPY PISSED OFF AURA SEME HAD WHEN ASKING UKE POSSESSIVELY “How are you so good at sucking dick?” While grabbing uke’s hair in muted anger and then forcefully fucking his face WAS SOOO SEXY!! C42-43: Seme losing his mind with lust for uke and saying uke’s so sexy he drives him crazy while fucking him is SO HOT!! C43: Seme going overboard in his lust (and what I believe is possessive sex) and Fucktalking which made uke cry and push seme away (seme said while pounding into uke that uke’s sexy body would drive anyone crazy and not just seme himself but any other alpha). C48: HEARTBREAK CHAPTER! When uke overhears seme telling his female employees and subordinates that uke and him aren’t anything so there’s no point in introducing uke to them and this after uke went through all the trouble of finding and acquiring this super rare painting that seme loves to give to seme as a gift… OH NOOOOOOOOO!!! C49: [BREAKUP CHAPTER OMGGG] TOTAL HEARTBREAK HOTEL UKE BECAUSE INCURABLE FLIRT SEME SWEETLY AND CRUELLY SAYS WITH A SMILE THAT THEY ARE NOTHING TO EACH OTHER SO NONCHALANTLY AS IF HE’S SIMPLY JUST STATING A FACT REPEATING WHAT HE TOLD HIS COLLEAGUES IN C48 AND UKE’S WORLD CRUMBLES INSIDE…. OH NOOO POOR UKEEEE!! SEME HOW COULD YOU SAY SUCH SWEET THINGS AND ACT LIKE UKE IS THE ONLY ONE FOR YOU YET SAY SUCH HORRIBLE THINGS THE NEXT?!!! YOU KEEP SAYING UKE IS A MYSTERY BUT YOU’RE SO MUCH WORSE!!! EVEN I FELT THE PAIN ON UKE’S FACE… SO MY BABY BOI UKE BREAKS UP WITH HIM SAYING THEY DON’T NEED TO SEE EACH OTHER ANYMORE BREAKING HIS OWN HEART WHILE STILL HOPING HE MEANT AT LEAST A LITTLE SOMETHING TO SEME… BUT NOTHING AS SEME READILY AGREES WITH THIS COLD SOMEWHAT CONDESCENDING SMILE AND HIS LOOK IS SO FREAKY UGHHHH!!! Uke walks away in a daze and seme never chases after him awwww!! C51: FINALLY SEMEPOV (but only a glimpse of him who’s known to be a scary perfectionist is suddenly spaced out which freaks out his colleagues). C52: MORE SEMEPOV!! FINALLLLLYYYY!!! Who are you really seme!!! C52: SEMEPOV. SO SEXY SEME CHASING AFTER AND GRABBING THE HAND OF SOMEONE WHO LOOKS LIKE UKE BUT BEING MISTAKEN AHH! Seme is a bit of a cold person by nature, he’s charming and kind but never lets himself get attached to anyone. But he started feeling different about uke after seeing what he was like. C53: SEMEPOV. All this time seme did this really as a favour to uke’s brother’s spouse and seme was just curious and acting like a flirt that’s just the way he is but I think it was his instinct that attracted him to uke as his mind was still trying to keep a distance and failing. Somewhere his feelings started changing and he became greedy. What he meant in C48-49 is that they’re not anything to each other yet but they may be more. Uke misunderstood. I was hoping somewhere that seme was actually in love with uke but I was wrong damn haha. To be honest, I’m kinda disappointed that in c43 when seme mentioned other alphas it really was just dirty talk instead of something deeper… C55: SEMEPOV AND FINALLY FEELING HEARTBREAK NOW!! RHINOS STOMPING WILDLY IN MY GUT!! Seme had a pretty tough childhood (c54) losing the mother he adored to a terrorist attack but the notion of love was very deeply drilled into him from his mother who was loved by another man (the rich painter who made the art seme loves). That man protect seme as a child from the blast. SEME REALISES HE WANTS TO SEE UKE TO ASK HIM AND FINALLT CALLS HIM BUT PHONE IS OFFLINE AND SEME DRIVES TO UKE’S HOUSE BUT PROPERTY IS SOLD AND SEME FINALLY ASKS A FAVOUR BACK FROM THE GUY HE DID THIS FAVOR FOR WHICH (Nicholas; uke’s brother’s spouse whom we still think seme has unrequited feelings for) IS TO HELP HIM SEE UKE AGAIN AHHHH!! C56: SEME SHOCKED FACE WHEN NICK AND KYLE (uke’s dominant alpha younger brother) TELL SEME IF SEME WANTS TO SEE UKE TO COME TO UKE’S ENGAGEMENT PARTY GAVE ME SO MANY RHINOS STOMPINGGGG!!! C57: MORE RHINOS STOMPING FROM SEME FREAKING OUT BEING IGNORED AT BY UKE AHHH!! I love that in the previous chapter Nick (uke’s brother’s spouse) tells seme his carefree laissez faire air is gone! And despite me wanting seme to have had deeper unrequited feelings for uke from the beginning to give his actions deeper meaning but at first sad to be proven wrong, seeing what’s unfolding with seme, it might just be worth it that seme was actually cold and didn’t really care for uke until now because it makes this moment so much sweeter and his heartbreak so much sexier!! Personally, like I mentioned before, I feel his instincts had already chosen uke as his mate but his mind only caught up a month after they broke up what uke really meant to seme. C58: SEME BEING SPURNED FOR ONCE THIS CAREFREE GUY IS GETTING HURT YASSSSS QUEEN YOU SPURN HIM BACK!! CONFESSION SEME AND THE RHINOS JUST WON’T STOP STOMPING MY GUTTTTTT!!!! FCKKKK MORE RHINOS IN MY GUTT FROM SEME FINALLY EXPERIENCING FIRST HAND THE PAIN HE CAUSED UKE FROM BEING IGNORED BY UKE AND IT HURTS DO BAD HIS CHEST IS ON FIRE. I think it’s becoming obvious that seme’s never truly fallen this deeply in love with anyone until now and that’s so hot. AND SHOWING UP TO UKE’S ENGAGEMENT PARTY AND NOT BEING ABLE TO KEEP HIS HANDS OFF UKE, AND MAJOR RHINOS AND UTERUS JUMPING WHEN SEME BREAKS OUT WHEN UKE GIVES HIM THE COLD SHOULDER AND TO LEAVE BUT GRABBING UKE’S ARM. JUST UNGHH. Beginning of lovesick seme indirectly confessing his love. Then despite the heartbreak desperate seme saying they still have one more meeting! I LOOOOOVE HOW THE TABLES HAVE TURNED AND IT’S NOW SEME’S TURN TO BE LOVESICK AND SPURNED! C59: OMG ANGRY UKE PUSHING AWAY SEME WHIS ABOUT TO CONFESS HIS LOVE! You go girl, give it to that sexy jerk for hurting you! Rejected seme even before he could confess! C61: SEME CONFESSES HIS LOVE FOR UKE AND MORE THAN ONCE! C62: SEME AGREEING TO LEAVE FOR NOW AS HE PROMISES (WARNS SWEETLY) HE’LL BE SEEING UKE AGAIN AND TELLS UKE AGAIN HE LOVES HIM WITH THIS BLINDING SMILE… C64: FINALLLLYYYYY JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME FOR REAL THIS TIME!! SEME ARRIVES UNANNOUNCED AT A.L NOBLES GATHERING JUST TO SEE UKE AND BE WHERE UKE IS AT AND WHEN UKE’S FRIEND WHO GETS WHAT’S GOING ON TRIES TO PROVOKE SEME BY TOUCHING UKE’S CHEEK AND BEING AFFECTIONATE SEME FLIPS OUT GRABBING THE MAN’S HAND IN A VICIOUS GRIP AND YANKING IT AWAY FROM UKE HURTING THE MAN WHILE GLARING UNHAPPILY IN JEALOUSY! C65: PROPER MAJOR POSSESSIVE AND JEALOUS SEME STILL HURTING THE ABOVE UKE’S MALE FRIEND’S ARM AND THEN POSSESSIVELY HOLDING UKE AND ANTAGONISES UKE’S SAID MALE FRIEND GLARING AT HIM WHEN LATTER TEASES THAT UKE OWES HIM KISSES! C69: SEME FINALLY REMEMBERS THE NYC NYE KISS YEARS AGO ANS RECREATES IT! He hadn’t forgotten about it but never realised it was uke all this time. To be honest, after c64 it got a little boring for me as I felt uke gave in to seme too quickly. I wanted seme to suffer more for what he did to uke (which is just being his natural carefree charming self who is blunt and mean a little as he keeps people at a distance) but let’s see how the rest unfolds. SemePOV (c51-58). Ash Jones x Karlyle Frost. British x British. Commoner (but good family) x nobleman. Company director x heir to head of family. Alpha x alpha. Dominant x non-dominant. Seme x seme (looks). Older seme x younger uke (only a year difference). 33 x 32. Handsome seme. Heterochromia eyes seme (grey and blue). Gorgeous seme. Tall seme (he’s taller than 6’1 as uke is that height and seme is taller). Ripped seme. Sexy body seme. Taller seme. Fickle seme. Charming seme. Flirty seme. Touchy feely seme. PDA seme. Alluring seme. Romantic seme (natural romantic not actual love). Mysterious seme. Super Rizz seme. Charismatic seme. Magnetic charm seme. Tender seme. My pace seme. Carefree seme. Extremely clingy seme (c35 there’s not a mm of space between the two while walking as seme is stuck like glue to uke). Affectionate seme. Strong seme (c17 easily princess carrying a grown alpha man who’s 6’1 and 176lbs). Good cook seme (c18 can bake and all). Unrequited love seme (for another alpha not uke). Dog like seme (c40,44 the fake chibi ears and tail come out). Unrequited love uke (seme). Handsome uke. Manly uke. Ripped uke. Stoic uke. Tall uke. Expressionless uke. Good cook uke (c18). Flustered uke (only around seme). Uke falls in love first (c16). I love that seme is so turned on by uke. Jealous seme (c05-06 acting like he’s jealous of uke being hit on by an omega and much to uke’s confusion actually sounds upset (jealous)). Possessive seme (c05 possessively kissing touching uke and calling himself uke’s boyfriend; c06 publicly giving uke very territorial hickeys to mark uke as his). Jealous seme (c07 not sure if it was jealousy but the way seme asked about the seme-type they bumped into at the hotel who was very familiar with uke looked off). LONG RIMMING (c13 for 20 total shots with 6 shown where seme eats out uke missionary pressing down on and spreading uke’s thighs away folded in half ass raised up to access his hole with his mouth and tongue his face in uke’s ass and I love that uke’s like “I’ve never even done this myself to an omega and I’m an alpha!”). Tokoroten uke from rimming (c13 wow that’s super rare). Erection seme (c13 after rimming his uke). Tenting trousers seme (c13 not trousers but the small towel he’s wrapping around his waist). Barebacking (c15 seme confirms in 16 he was so turned on he forgot to wear the condom he brought SEXYYY). Raw anal (c15). Painful first time (c13-14 it’s not shown yet or mentioned explicitly but I think seme’s very big down there because uke thinks he’s too big and filling him up and then tells seme he doesn’t think it’ll work as he’s just too big (but didn’t see it though we had a brief glance that he seems bigger than uke) and that he’s in a lot of pain and seme also warned him it’s going to hurt). Tokoroten uke (c15 from fucking with uke on top; c27 missionary pounded hard all night and morning but implied came countless times). Uke scratching seme’s back from overstimulation (c15 from seme’s alpha pheromones). Uke full of hickeys on his body (c16). Uke falls in love first (c16). Anal creampie (c15 cum trickles out of uke and it’s confirmed in c16 that seme forgot to wear a condom; c16 more thick white cum properly pouring out of uke’s hole). Vaguely jealous comment seme (c16 not sure but when uke says it’s okay for seme to come inside him seme says quickly he hopes it’s not something uke will offer easily when he sleeps with other alphas like why round you that?). Fucktalking seme (c16 about uke’s hole being so tight he thought he wouldn’t be able to get it in but then uke’s hole wouldn’t let go and was pulsing tightly around his cock). Seme fingerfucking his come out of uke’s hole (c16-17 otherwise it will hurt uke). Dirty talking seme (c17 while fingerfucking uke asking if uke likes sweet love making or sometimes to be dominated and how about toys ugh). Heartbreaker seme (c19 casually breaking uke’s heart by mentioning past relationships and the temporary nature of their arrangement). Heartbroken uke (c23 when seme is shocked to know that uke’s brother’s mate, seme’s friend that he’s doing this favour for is pregnant and it’s clear seme seems to be in an unrequited love for them). Fucktalking seme (c26 asking uke if he wants seme to fuck his hole). Permission seme (c26 seme asking if he can be rough with him). Uke saying seme is too big while being fucked (c26). Knotting (c27 it’s only mentioned once by uke that seme’s knotting but not sure as not emphasised). Punishment sex seme (c27 seme going a little Yandere and doing edge play not letting uke come when he says it hurt when uke said they don’t have that kind of close relationship to seme back in c23). Squirting uke (c27 seme edge playing uke meanly for punish him for hurting uke saying they’re not close and then uke squirting all over the place). Crazy possessive seme (c33 are confirmed by seme’s sister). Possessive seme (c35 when uke hugs seme’s sister warmly to say goodbye but seme pulls uke away possessively). Ass groping seme (c40 seme LOVES uke’s ass and always grabs uke’s ass cheeks). Jealous seme (c41 a clear moment of obvious displeasure at uke being so good at sucking dick when seme asks uke as much with heavy atmosphere while pulling uke’s hair). Facial uke (c41 seme comes all over uke’s face after face fucking him from what seems pretty clear is jealousy and possessiveness). Sex toys (c41-43 seme shoved an anal vibrator up uke’s ass without warning or consent yummy). Anal vibrator (c41+). Sex bully seme (c42 using toys and edge play being mean and forceful in a super sexy way). Do S Seme (c42 (c41-43) seme never stopping when uke says stop and in fact keeps going). Sadist seme (c41-43 seme has a forceful mean streak but super tender and giving at the same time only focusing on uke’s pleasure). Condom sex (c42). Super horny seme (c43). Overstimulated uke (c43 uke who can’t come anymore because he already came 3 times). Pseudo-ahegao uke (c43). Squirting uke (c43 seme makes uke squirt). Crying uke (c43 seme’s crude Fucktalking about uke driving crazy any alpha hurts uke). Erection seme (c44 still insanely turned on seme sporting an erection when uke is sitting on his lap as he was made to by uke). Heartbroken uke (c48 uke overhearing seme telling everyone that uke and him aren’t anything to each other). Completely heartbroken uke (c49 seme telling uke to his face with a carefree smile that they’re nothing to each other). Uke breaking up with seme from heartbreak (c49 seme’s cold look and demeanour is so freaky when he's always so warm and full of love in his eyes for uke… so sad). Crying uke from heartbreak (c50 stoic expressionless uke cries and doesn’t even realise he does it from pure pain). Indirect Confession seme (c58 OMGG SEME INDIRECTLY CONFESSES FIRST even though uke fell in love first!!). Seme realising he’s in love with uke and is willing to go through any pain if it’s for uke (c58). Rejected seme even before he could confess from hurt and angry uke rightfully so (c59). Confession seme (c61 proper confession seme many times over; c62 a sweet confession). PROPER JEALOUS SEME FOR REAL THIS TIME (c64 viciously yanking the hbd of uke’s friend who’s teasing uke away from uke from jealousy and he was so angry). Possessive seme (c64 pulling a man’s hand away from touching his uke). PROPER POSSESSIVE SEME (c65 possessive seme constantly touching and holding uke to claim him from uke’s friend and glaring daggers at him). Uke comes from one of the most noble English families and even though a half-blood, he’s a nobleman. His grand father is a blood purist who I loves strict sexual acts guidelines for his noble alpha descendants where they must mate with different grandfather-approved or chosen omega each rut. However, being eh eldest, uke has a sexual dysfunction of a psychosomatic nature that prevents him from climaxing with omegas (probably due to the extreme pressure and expectations placed on him and his duties as the eldest of the family) so the doctor advised he have sex with an alpha (as a bottom basically) to cure this dysfunction. The stud in question is the mysterious alpha man who kissed him years back in New York on NYE and doesn’t seem to remember him at all (they also met a second time after that though and he seems to remember that) and has admitted immediately that he’s doing this as a favour to a friend (uke’s brother’s alpha mate) whom he seems to have an unrequited love for and is pretty mean when he says he’d never develop feelings for someone like uke (when uke said not to involve unnecessary emotions) but quickly feels bad and apologises not long after for saying something so rude. Seme puts their sex partners time frame for 2 months weekends only but then seme already breaks the arrangement during a non-weekend saying he needs to get to know his partner before feeling any kind of desire.
Shangri La no Tori
UTD (read chapter 19.5 official; read c13 fan trans; reread only c12-19.5 official (so damn good)). ? full penetrative sex scenes (c18 first time seme erection and wanking together). Lots of fingerfucking (job for seme so has to do it, doesn’t enjoy as he’s straight). First kiss c11 (so hot non-penetrative love making but with fingering where seme makes uke come). 3 rules of Shangri-La between studs/foreplay men (seme) and “birdies”/prostitutes (uke): 1) don’t make them come, 2) no intercourse & 3) no falling in love (you get completely expelled from “Paradise” if that happens). This became an absolute favourite as in [E,F+++] after chapter 13 as seme kept thinking about uke and how he wouldn’t get to touch him anymore unless uke requested him and then that INSANE WITH JEALOUSY WHERE HE WAS ABOUT TO BEAT THE SHIT OUT OF THE MEN THAT WERE FUCKING UKE IN A GANGBANG. I swear this reads like A REALLY GOOD AMAZING FIC AND THAT IS SAYING SO MUCH OMG (favourited this and wrote the last 2 lines June 13, 2024). I AM DYING FOR MORE I’M AT CHAPTER 15 I NEED THE REST PLEASE OMG WHEN WILL THIS GET UPDATED SO I NEED TO WAIT MONTHS OR YEARS AGAIN?!!! NOOOOOOOOO I NEED IMMEDIATE UPDATES GET HAPPENS AFTER C15?!!! *CRIES IN FUJOSHI* // UPDATE: OMG OMG OMG OMG IMAGINE THE ANIMALISTIC HOWL SQUEAL I MADE (though not as loud as I would as FIL is with us right now) WHEN I SAW THEY UPDATED CHAPTER 16 ONWARDS THE VERY NEXT DAY JUNE 14, 2024; THIS IS THE WHOLE REST OF VOLUME 3 (AND AFTER CHAPTER 15) RIGHT AFTER I MADE THAT DESPERATE NOTE STOPPING AT CHAPTER 15 LOL I AM SO INSANELY HAPPY THIS JUST MADE MY MONTH!!! // NOOOOOOOO I’M ALREADY UP TO DATE AT CHAPTER 19.5 CLIFFHANGER JUNE 14, 2024 LIKE PLEASE NOOOO I NEED MORE NOW BUT HAVE TO WAIT YEARS NOOOOOOOOO!! IT WAS JUST ABOUT TO GET GOOD WITH THEM FINALLY FINALLLLYYY ABOUT TO HAVE SEX AND SEME PASSIONATELY MAKING SWEET SWEET LOVE TO UKE!! C12: Some tensions arise between the MCs as seme is now ordered to move to other prostitutes as a stud and prepare them and while all the bottoms go wild to finally get a taste of that sexy hetero man, uke is jealous but pretends to be strong. Seme is not jealous but he’s uncomfortable and keeps looking at uke… Come on jealous seme!! Make your appearance! But uke sees seme being gentle, caring and loving to another uke just like he was with uke and uke breaks a little inside… Poor uke I WANT SEME TO FALL MADLY IN LOVE WITH YOU!! C13: OMGGG MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT AND ACHING LOINS FROM SEME LOSING IT SEEING UKE BEING FUCKED BY 4 MEN IN AN ORGY. IT IS THE FIRST TIME SEME SHOWS SIGNS OF WHAT IS OBVIOUSLY JEALOUS POSSESSIVENESS! HE NEARLY GOES BATSHIT CRAZY SEME AUTOMATICALLY SPRINTS RUNNING TO UKE TO TEAR UKE AWAY FROM THE OTHER MEN BUT STOPS HIMSELF WHEN HE REALISES WHAT HE’S DOING SEEING UKE SMILE AR BEING BUKKAKE’D BY ANOTHER MAN! THEN SHOCKED SEME AT HIS OWN ACTIONS WALKS OFF WHILE HIS HEART WAS BEATING VICIOUSLY! Would he is assaulted the other men like he did with the man he found his wife cheating on him with? SEME’S LOOK OF PURE SHOCK AND UTTER BETRAYAL ON HIS FACE WATCHING UKE HAPPILY GET FUCKED FEOM BEHIND WHILE GIVING HEAD GAVE ME SO MANY BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY BELLY UGHHH!!! THERE WERE LIKE 5 CLOSEUP SHOTS OFF HIS HORRIFIED SHOCKED FACE UGHHH!! [cont] BUT I REREAD THE CHAPTER OFFICIAL VERSION AND IT’S EVEN HOTTER BECAUSE UKE WAS ON SEME’S MIND SO MUCH BEFORE THAT SEXY MOMENT! LIKE CASUALLY YET PERSISTENTLY HOW UKE DOESN’T COME TO HIM ANYMORE (since seme is free to be with other birds (bottoms)) AND WORRYING OVER IF UKE IS EATING WELL ETC AND THEN REALISING THAT HE RING EVER GET TO TOUCH UKE UNLESS UKE REQUESTS FOR HIM AS A STUD (“TEASER” IN OFFICIAL VERSION)! C14: MORE BELLY FLUTTERINNG FROM BUTTERFLIES AS SEME CAN’T STOP THINKING ABOUT UKE CONSTANTLY REMEMBERING THAT SEME HAREM ORGY WITH UKE TAKING MEN IN ALL HIS HOLES AND IN HIS MOUTH AND TRIES TO STOP THINKING ABOUT IT BUT CANNOT HELP IT AT ALL AND GETS HORRIBLY UPSET, JEALOUS OVERPROTECTIVE SEME (who doesn’t realise it’s jealousy yet because he also feels extremely protective of uke) WHO IS SEETHING WITH ANGER FEOM UKE SMILING AND LIKING IT AND WORSE THAT THEY TREATED UKE SO ROUGHLY AND IN RAGE SEME SQUEEZES THE WATER BOTTLE HE’S HOLDING DISTORTING IT GREATLY WHILE IT’S FULL OF WATER! GOD IT WAS SO HOTTTT!!! BUT IT’S THAT THIS SCENE PLAYS LIKE A WAKING NIGHTMARE FOR HIM, LIKE IT’S LITERALLY A TRAUMA RUT HIM TO HAVE TO RELIVE THAT SCENE IN HIS MIND. Just the pure look of deep and utter betrayal on c13 when he first sees it and the horror at uke enjoying it just gets my heart pumping and loins aching! C15: THEY FINALLY MEET AGAIN YAYYYYY!! AND MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT WHEN UKE ANSWERS TO SEME THAT HE ENJOYS HIS “JOB” AND SEME’S CHEST THROBS PAINFULLY (OMGGG) FROM FURIOUS JEALOUSY AND HURT AND THEN HE REMEMBERS THAT TRAUMATISING SCENE OF UKE BEING FUCKED IN ALL WAYS AND SEME LOSES IT AND SCREAMS HOW COULD UKE LIKE BEING TREATED LIKE THAT AND REIGNS HIMSELF IN AFTER UKE IS BEWILDERED BY SEME’S OUTBURST! SEME IS SO JEALOUS AND HURT FROM UKE LIKING BEING TAKEN THAT WAY BUT ALSO BECAUSE HE DEEPLY CARES ABOUT UKE. But BOTH ARE SUCH IDIOTS IN LOVE AS UKE REALISES HE’S JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE OF SEME (oblivious to his own feelings even after another Bird tells him so) and SEME WHO IS STRAIGHT AS A ROD AND FINDS IT ALMOST UNBEARABLE TO BE GET INTIMATE TO PREP OTHER MEN YET IS TOTALLY FINE WITH UKE AND CAN EVEN KISS UKE NO PROBLEM WITHOUT FEELING GROSS OR THAT IT’S A DRAG OR A CHORE BUT THAT HE IS ALMOST SINGLE MINDED ABOUT UKE THINKING ABOUT HIM AND HIS HEALTH CONSTANTLY. And THEY KISS AGAIN. And it’s so sexy and soft and seme lets himself get into it even though it’s another man. Seme admits to uke he can’t do it with any other “Bird/bottom” (man) other than uke… YO I CANNOT WAIT TILLL SEME FINALLY CAN GET AN ERECTION FROM UKE!!! C16: OKAY. So you know how I’m DYING to see seme’s first chub with uke? Well it hasn’t happened yet BUT HE IS STARTING TO FEEL SOME DESIRE SEEING UKE NAKED BODY, LIKE BECOMING SEXUALLY ATTRACTED TO UKE AS HE’S STARING AT UKE’S NAKED BODY AS UKE’S NAKEDNESS MAKES HIS HEART POUND NOW!! ALSO HE IS BECOMING JEALOUS AND POSSESSIVE NOT WANTING UKE TO GO BACK TO WORK (prostitute himself) but is still subtle as he didn’t say anything, just wonders unhappily that uke will be going back to work. ALSO HE IS GETTING MORE PASSIONATE PREPPING UKE NOW AND CHASES AFTER HIM WHEN UKE LEAVES TO ATTEND TO HIS CUSTOMERS BUT DOESN’T ACTUALLY HOLD UKE BACK EVEN THOUGH SEME REACHES OUT TO GRAB UKE’S ARM WHILE UKE IS WALKING AWAY. SEME HAS SERIOUSLY FALLEN IN LOVE WITH UKE MAN IS DOEN BAD AND DOESN’T REALISE IT. I FVKING LOOOOOVE THIS!! It all gave me butterflies fleeing in my belly!!! C18: OMGGGGGGGGGG SEME IS SO DEEPLY IN LOVE AND WE GET OUR FIRST SEME ERECTION!!! HE JERKS THEN OFF TOGETHER AND CUM TOGETHER OMGGGGG!!! SEME NOT WANTING UKE TO GO BACK AND TAKE CUSTOMERS *AT ALL* FINDING EXCUSES SINCE CHAPTER 16-17 TO KEEP UKE AWAY AND KEEP UKE TO HIMSELF! NOTE HE’S ACTUALLY CHASING AFTER UKE GRABBING HIS ARM AND TELLING HIM NOT TO GO OMGGGGG!! BURGLED IN MY GUT AND BELLY!!! SemePOV. Apollo x Phi. Stud x prostitute. Ex-salaryman x prostitute. Straight x gay. Divorced x prostitute. Foreplay man x whore. Fair x tanned. Older seme x younger uke. 34 x 26. Handsome seme. Big seme. Tall seme. 192cm. Gorgeous seme. Fit seme. Gorgeous body seme. Abs seme. Disaffected seme. Stoic seme. Somber seme. Sullen seme. Big dick seme. Sexually experienced uke. Violent side uke. Male prostitute uke. Tragic past uke (forced into child prostitution at 10 by his shitty abusive drunk father). Trauma uke. Uke lived in slum and after being abandoned by his worthless father, got into gang of kids trying to survive by robbing and prostituting and when military came to “cleanse” homeless, uke accidentally killed (or thinks he did after he pushed him off the rundown building they were living in) his leader/pimp/fellow young lover after a fight when he was fcking a woman. Uke got saved by the owner of the brothel and owes his life to him. Uke thinks that ex-lover/pimp may be alive when uke gets stalked and taken pics of and sent weird texts with pics of what he did and how that guy’s legs and feet looked like when he’d killed Hassan (the pimp/lover). Seme walked in on his wife cheating on him with another man having sex right there in their home. Seme beat up his ex-wife’s lover so bad he was in the hospital. Fingerfucking seme. Seme’s job is to turn on and finger uke to get him ready for his clients. Jealous uke (c12 when seme is assigned to be the stud for other birdies (uke) and sees seme finger and be sexual with them). I wanna see JEALOUS SEME AND POSSESSIVE SEME THOUGH!! SUPER JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME FINALLY COMES THROUGH (c13 SemePOV when seme leaves the island to take care of his divorce papers and returns after 4 days to see the usual male orgy and uke being fucked by 4 men being cummed on, SEME IS SHOCKED AND GOES MAD WITH JEALOUSY RUNNING TOWARDS UKE TO TEAR UKE AWAY FROM THE MEN ONLY TO REALISE WHAT HE’S DOING AND STOP HIMSELF AND FREAK OUT AT HIS OWN BEHAVIOUR!! FINALLYYYYYY!!!). Desperate seme (c18 stopping uke from leaving to take customers (from getting fucked by other men). Possessive seme (c17-18 keeping uke sexy on vacation and keeping uke all to himself). ERECTION SEME (c18 HIS FIRST ERECTION BEING TURNED ON BY UKE CALLING HIS NAME BUT JUST BY UKE AND WANKING THEM TOGETHER!). Uke commented about how big seme is without erection. Uke comments a lot about how huge seme’s cock is. SORRY BUT I CAN’T STOP READING CHAPTERS 13-19 (especially 13-15) OVER AND OVER AND OVER AGAIN BECAUSE OF SEME’S SUDDEN AND INTENSE JEALOUSY AND POSSESSIVE PROTECTIVE LOVE THAT MIXES IN WITH HIS GENUINE CARE FOR UKE.
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