Bokura no Koi to Seishun no Subete
Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???).
Pittosporum
UTD (read chapter 13). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c13 naked sweet love making in bed sadly short). First kiss c04 when seme kisses uke and after rejection forcefully kisses uke. Deep confessions (c1 FINALLY!). I FUCKING LOVE THIS! This literally has all my kinks but poor seme though (the past trauma was bad). The cover does NOT do this work justice whatsoever plus seme’s much taller and bigger than uke but you can’t tell from the cover or even inserts! The sexual tension due to seme’s onesided desire for uke is FUCKING HOT!! Hetero sex seme (twice plus in the beginning when he’s about to get it on with a chick). Fuckboy seme with 2 girls one in the beginning about to fuck and another in that middle of the act. I just LOOOOVE how seme slowly tries to get closer to uke. This became a favourite “F+” just because of chapter 2 and seme’s sudden change in personality letting out his hidden desires for uke and makes it out to be a joke not to scare uke away! By chapters 5&6 it’s DEFINITELY “AF+”!!!! JESUS CHRIST THIS IS ONE OF THE MOST MADLY ANS DESPERATELY IN LOVE SEMES EVER! THOUGHTS: Okay that said, the first sex scene and from what I can see on Amazon.JP for sample of volume 3 which came out just ac few weeks ago December 1st, 2023 so hopefully Renta will release the licensed chapters soon (by the way I read this whole thing which had 13 chapters out in one sitting December 26, 2023 from early morning till evening), the sex scenes while super cute and full of sweetness are underwhelming with all the buildup that was setup what with seme’s sexual tension and “I’ll mess you up” and all I was really expecting a super pentup and horny seme to go nuts on uke but he just seems happy and relaxed which honestly isn’t what I was hoping for. I was hoping for some unrestrained tension and wild instincts I mean the guy was so damn pentup he has to unload on random chicks imagining he was violating uke and yet the sex scenes between our main couple fall flat of sexiness compared even to seme’s slut father being fucked by another seme. I mean they showed the cock going in and all while they never do here… Honestlt a letdown so I’m gonna have to reduce the rating I initially had from “AF+” to “F+” for that reason… Like don’t build us up so much to flop like a deflated balloon… I’m so happy that their feelings are mutual and seme’s feelings reached uke but what the hell happened to all that tension? Uke is so sexy and sensual how can seme stay sane in front of that and have normal vanilla sex?? As a fujoshi I feel a bit cheated :/ NOTES 2: OMG OMG I WAS ALLL WRONG ABOUT PREVIOUS CHAPTERS SEME WASN’T SEXUALLY ATTACKING UKE ALL THOSE TIMES DUE TO BASIC THINGS LIKE TRAUMAS OR TRIGGERS HE’S JUST SO MADLY IN LOVE WITH UKE AND UKE KEPT PROVOKING HIM AND HE ACTED ON HIS DESIRES!!!! AND ALL THOSE HETERO SEX SCENES WAS SEME RELEASING HIS PENT-UP DESIRE SO HE DIDN’T ATTACK UKE!!! NOTES: From what I gathered by chapter 4, seme is much more complex than the typical handsome BL playboy seme. We can figure out that seme has a complicated relationship with his mother. She deeply cares for him and misses him but it seems his father left his mother probably for another man as his distraught mother keeps saying “you won’t become like your father right?” to him which is why despite his mother telling seme to come visit home, he chooses to stay away from her instead opting to attend boarding school to be away from her. On top of that, seme clearly has unrequited feelings for uke which he probably feels guilty for due to his mother and so tries to deny them but can’t stay away from uke (who’s honestly too cute for his own good so we get it seme-kun!). Now it’s unclear till now if seme is repressing homosexuality in general (is he actually gay) which is why he keeps sleeping with girls left and right or if it’s just his feelings for uke in particular but either way he doesn’t want to disappoint his mother and so is struggling with that. OK! By chapter 5, it’s clear seme is trying to deny his feelings for UKE not gayness in general! That said seme’s trauma runs much deeper poor guy! Because, HOLY SHIT. The trauma seme endured as a child witnessing his slut uke father being fucked shamelessly by another man in an open car for all to see and calling out seme’s name after he saw his son (seme) saw him AND INSTEAD MOANING EVEN HARDER AS IN TAKING EVEN MORE PLEASURE FROM BEING SEEN AND TRAUMATISING HIS OWN SON like a bitch in heat letting himself get fucked mindless and poor seme coming in his pants from the shock… :( C01: I LOVE how the tables get turned! Confident cool seme who oozes sexual confidence too effortlessly teases uke for getting turn on while peeping when seme was fucking some chick and messes with uke and makes him come making uke feel humiliated yet seme is the one quietly escaping into a bathroom flustered and aroused beyond belief with a hard-on! C02: BUTTERFLIES IN MY GUT from how seme just worms his way into uke’s life and when uke lectures him with his easy-going careless troublemaker ways seme snaps. OH FUCK I GOT RHINOS STOMPING MY GUT OH SHIT FROM CAREFREE SEME REVEALING A DARK SIDE WHEN UKE CARELESSLY SAYS HE SHOULDN’T MESS AROUND AND GO FROM GIRL TO GIRL (saying that’s why the teachers consider him a troublemaker) AND SEME JUST SNAPS BANGS THE WALL SUDDENLY AND LOOKS AT UKE WITH A DANGEROUS AND SCARY BORED GAZE ASKING IF THAT MEANS UKE CAN TAKE THEIR PLACE THAT IF THAT MEANS SEME CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS TO UKE EVEN IF UKE CRIES AND TELLS HIM HE DOESN’T WANT IT THAT IT MIGHT BE ROUGH AND HURT AND WOULD MAKE HIM HATE SEME EVEN MORE THAT SEME WON’T STOP IF UKE CAN TAKE THAT THEN HE’LL CUT ALL TIES WITH ALL OTHER GIRLS AND UKE IS SHOCKED AND SEME SUDDENLY LAUGHS SAYING UKE TOOK THAT SERIOUSLY BUT FUCK THAT WAS SO FUCKING HOT BECAUSE YOU KNOW EASYGOING SEME MEANT EVERY WORD AND HE HAS THIS DARKER DESIRE FOR UKE HE HIDES UNDERNEATH HIS CAREFREE DEMEANOR FUCKKKK!!! SO FUCKING HOTTTTT!!! GODDD AND THE FAN TRANSLATION OF THAT SCENE WAS EVEN HOTTER I WANNA KNOW THE JAPANESE VERSION FFFFFCKKKK (it’ll hurt and it might be tough on you but I won’t stop)…. UGHHHHHHHH!!! C05: FUCKKKKKK THE RHINOSSS WERE TOMOING ALL OVER MY GUT AND LOINS FLUTTERING LIKE CRAZYYYYY DUE TO SEME’S LUST AND DESIRE FOR UKE AND SEXUAL TENSION AHHH!!!! OMGGGGG I NEARLY DIED FROM OVERLOAD OF SEXINESS HOLY SHIT! BACK IN C04 UKE SAID SOMETHING ABOUT SEME’S MOM BEING LONELY AFTER SHE HELPED UKE OUT BEING A BIT PREACHY WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT SEME’S GOING THROUGH WITH HIS MOTHER LIKE IMPLYING YOU SHOULD GO SEE HER OR SOMETHING WHICH TRIGGERS SEME AS HE’S DEALING WITH HIS OWN GUILT FOR HAVING GAY DESIRES FOR UKE DESPITE HIS MOTHER’S EMOTIONAL INSTABILITY REGARDING FATHER TURNING GAY AND SO SOMETHING INSIDE HIM SNAPS AND KISSES UKE BUT WHEN UKE SMACKS SEME TO STOP SEME THIS TIME FORCEFULLY KISSES UKE SOME MORE AND THRUSTS HIS TONGUE INSIDE DESPITE UKE’S RESISTANCE AND THE WAY HE LOSES CONTROL AND HIS LARGE HAND GROPES UKE’S NAKED ASS CHEEKS AND RUBS HIS HOLE LIKE HE’S LOST HIS MIND AND SCARES UKE UNTIL THE ONLY THING THAT SNAPS SEME OUT OF IT IS WHEN UKE BITES HIS TONGUE/LIP WHICH IF UKE HADN’T DONE THAT TO SNAP SEME OUT SEME WOULD HAVE PROBABLY ENDED UP RAPING UKE IN HIS PENT-UP DESIRE… BUT FUCKKKKKK THAT WAS HOT HOW SEME LOST CONTROL AND MADE ME THINK OF THAT SEXY WARNING HE GAVE UKE BACK IN C02 WHERE HE SAID HE WOULDN’T STOP EVEN IF IT HURT UKE… MY LOINS ARE ON FIYAHHHH!!!! AND THE WAY SEME HOLDS UKE LIKE IT’S HIS FEMALE THE WAY UKE RESISTS TRYING TO PUSH HIM AWAY AND HOLDING ONTO HIS SEXY MANLY SHOULDERS BUT SEME JUST WON’T BUDGE, SEME SIMPLY LOSING HIS MIND WITH LUST FOR UKE JUST EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS CHAPTER WAS SO CRAZY HOT!!!!! [CONT] AND FUCK HETERO SEX SEME AGAIN WITH TWO CHICKS MAKING THEM WEAR THE SAME TYPE OF PAJAMAS UKE WORE AT HIS HOUSE IN C04 AND HAVING THEM HAVE BLACK HAIR LIKE UKE AND COMING IMAGINING THE ONE HE’S FUCKING IS UKE UNFHHH!! And then throwing up after talking to his mother on the phone both from the guilt and fucking people that weren’t uke… [CONT] HOLY FUCK NOW WE GET A FLASHBACK INTO SEME’S CHILDHOOD AND GET TO KNOW WHAT TRAUMATISED SEME AND HIS MOTHER (I WAS PRETTY MUCH SPOT ON EXCEPT HAD NO IDEA IT WAS MUCH WORSE…) AND FUCK POOR SEME… HE WAS SUCH A CAREFREE HAPPY INNOCENT CHILD BUT HIS BITCH SLUT FATHER RUINED EVERYTHING… I FEEL *REALLY* BAD FOR SEME HE WAS SO INNOCENT POOR KID… SEME CAUGHT HIS SLUTTY BITCH WHORE FATHER BEING FUCKED IN PUBLIC BY ANOTHER MAN AND THE WHORE BITCH FATHER MOANED HARDER LIKE A PROSTITUTE AFTER BEING SEEN BY HIS OWN TRAUMATISED SON AND THE SIGHT OF A COCK SPEARING HIS FATHER’S HOLE SHOCKED SEME BUT WORSE HE REALISED HE CAME FOR THE FIRST TIME IN HIS LIFE IN HIS TROUSERS AFTER SEEING THAT HE HATED HIMSELF FOR WANTING TO DO IT TOO… POOR POOR SEME… C06: Story of how seme fell in love with uke. AND OMG THIS WHOLE CHAPTER MADE MT HEART SKIP A BEAT AND MT GUT WRENCH WITH BUTTERFLIES AND RHINOS OMGGGG! So anyway, seme was so traumatised by what happened that he basically fucked his way straight after that one unmentionable incident with his whore father and thereafter was only sexually attracted to girls UNTIL UKE CAME ALONG AND RUINED HIM FOR OTHERS… IT WENT FROM CURIOSITY TO HOPELESSLY FALLING IN LOVE AND LUST AND ALMOST BECOMING A STALKER JUST TO BE NEAR UKE! At first he was curious about the guy who kept placing second and when he frivolously tried to chat him up, uke shot him down cold and then he was annoyed but after seeing uke cry, he started getting more interested. One day he overheard uke somewhat defending himself saying seme is only human and people should want to approach him normally instead of trying to get something out of seme and while seme knew uke’s just a righteous goody two shoes and was just talking idealistically, it still made him cry and then his keen interest became obsession and did nice things for uke anonymously like giving him vegetable drinks since uke was barely having enough money to eat. His obsession became POSSESSIVENESS IN THIS ONE HOT SCENE WHERE SEME IS WATCHING UKE LAUGH FREELY AND BEING PATTED BY A MALE FRIEND AND SEME THINKS “DON’T TOUCH HIM” and REALISES HIS POSSESSIVENESS BECAME TERRIFYING AS A CASCADE OF POSSESSIVE THOUGHTS WANTING UKE TO MONOPOLISE UKE AND VIOLATE HIM “I WANT TO RAVISH HIM - I WANT TO MAKE A MESS OF HIM - I WANT TO BREAK HIM - I DON’T WANT HIM TO BELONG TO ANYONE ELSE - I WANNA KEEP HIM HIDDEN SO ONLY I CAN SEE HIM - I DON’T WANT ANYONE ELSE TO SEE HIM CRY BUT ME - I DON’T WANT HIM TO SMILE FOR ANYONE ELSE - ETC” FUCKKKKKKK SEME YOU GOT IT BAD!! YOU PRACTICALLY A STALKER NOW YOU HANDSOME BOY! SEMESOINLUST SEMESODESPERATELYINLOVE!!!! SO HOTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!! FOR THAT REASON OF BECOMING OBSESSIVELY DESPERATE FOR UKE SEME NEVER PLANNED ON GETTING INVOLVED WITH UKE FOR HIS OWN SAFETY. C08: SEME IS MAKING ME LOSE MY MIND WITH FANGIRL FEELS AND RHINOS STOMPING MY GUT ALL OVER THE PLACE AND MAKING MY HEART SKIP A MILLION BEATS… BECAUSE. OUR HIGH SPEC FRIVOLOUS EASYGOING CAREFREE SEME WHO’S NEVER CONFRONTATIONAL AND LETS PEOPLE DO AND SAY AS THEY PLEASE LOSES HIS COMPLETE SHIT AND UNLEASHES MURDEROUS CARNAGE ALMOST KILLING SOME OF HIS SO-CALLED FRIENDS (MORE LIKE SYCOPHANTS) FOR BAD-MOUTHING UKE (FOR BEING POOR) AND DEFENDING HIS BELOVED’S HONOR… HE PUNCHED AND SLASHED THEM BLOODY WITH GLASS SHARDS AND CAUSED ABSOLUTE MAYHEM IN THE SCHOOL CAFETERIA AND WORRIED UKE WITNESSES AS SEME STANDS THERE IN THE MIDDLE OF THE CARNAGE A BLOODY MESS AND WARNS “YOU LITTLE SHITS” NEVER TO SPEAK OR UTTER UKE’S NAME AND NEVER RUN THEIR MOUTHS ABOUT UKE AND TO STAY AWAY FROM HIM AND KEEP HIS NAME OUT OF THEIR FILTHY MOUTHS UGH AND HIS KILLING INTENT IS CRAZY AND HE JUST RUINED HIS (FUN EASYGOING) REPUTATION FOREVER WITH HIS GANG LIKE OMG HE DOESN’T EVEN CARE WHEN IT COMES TO HIS UKE LIKE THIS SEME WILL KILL ME INSTEAD *FANS SELF DESPERATELY* C09: Seme’s mother basically reveals seme’s feelings of intense love for uke as she caught on since she’d never seen her son make such a tender expression that time seme and uke took a taxi from his house back to school back in C03 (or C04 I forget). Geez, seme’s mom basically did the confession lol. And his mother realises that all those times he never came home for any holiday is because uke was always there was he loves far and can only afford to go home during summer holiday. C10: This chapter literally made me tear up and cry… because everything seme did was for uke… And uke remembers all the little hints of how much seme loved him and cared for him and UKE FINALLY REALISES!! OMGGGG WE REALISE HOW DEEPLY AND MADLY IN LOVE WITH UKE SEME HAS BEEN ALLLL THIS TIME OMGGGG AND UKE US REALIZING IT TOO! SEME’S WHOLE WORLD IS UKE… UKE EVEN FOUND A NOTEBOOK IN WHICH SEME NEVER TOOK NOTES BUT ALL THAT’S WRITTEN IN IT IS THE WORDS “YANO IS ALL I NEED.” WITH PEN SCRATCHES TO COVER IT UP! AND UKE LOVES SEME TOO AND RUNS TO HIM WHEN HE REALISES ALL THE SIGNS OF HOW DEEPLY SEME HAS ALWAYS LOVED UKE I AM CRYINGGGGGGGGGG!!! UKE RUNS TO SEME ANS HUGS HIM THINKING HE WANTS TO TREASURE SEME ABOVE ALL ELSE THANK GODDDDDD!!! THEIR FEELINGS ARE FINALLY MUTUAL!! SEME YOU HAVE ENDURED SO MUCHHH YOUR UKE IS YOURS NOW ENJOYYY!!!! C10: FINALLY MUTUAL DEEP CONFESSIONS (but as expected SEME IS INTENSE AND SO FULL OF INTENSE DEEP LOVE AND DESIRE AND UKE’S IS JUST SO SWEET!!). This goes beyond the regular “I like you” confessions! Seme’s is literally “I don’t care about anyone or myself. I don’t care about anything other than you.” OOOOF AND HE SAYS THIS WITH THE MOST SOMBER EXPRESSION THAT FORSHADOWS LIVES COULD BE LOST OR TAKEN FOR THIS LOVE JUST SHITTTTTT HE WOULD DIE IF UKE’S NOT IN HIS LIFE… GUHHH!! And seme throws in a casual proposal saying this won’t end after high school ends, and basically warning uke that he’s stuck with him as he won’t let uke leave him if uke ever finds someone else… And the sexual tension is so HOTTT and UKE FEELING THINGS UGHHH AND SEME HOLDING BACK SAYING ALL HE WANTS TO DO WITH MAKE A MESS OF UKE UGHHH SemePOV (c05-06 (some sight before that)). Odajima Sono x Yano Hisaya. High school students. Boarding school. 2nd years. Dormitory. Roommates. Smart x hard worker. 1st x 2nd rank. Natural genius x super studious. Prodigy x scholarship student. Carefree x majime. Straight x uke. Red hair x black hair. Gorgeous seme. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Ikemen seme. Popular seme (ladies). Tall seme. High spec seme. Athletic seme. Good in sports seme. Rich seme. Rich upbringing seme. Effortlessly easy life (talented, sports come easily, smart, handsome and rich). Cybergenics seme. Earrings seme (studs on each side). Playboy seme. Fuckboy seme. Fickle seme. Frivolous seme. Untouchable seme. Boyishly manly seme. Broad shoulders seme. School topper seme despite never studying. Seme was always who excelled in sports and academics even without trying. Easy going seme. Blushing seme (only in secret when uke’s not looking like c04 hehe he recalls uke asleep leaning on his shoulder in the car). Unrequited love seme. Deep unrequited love seme. Onesided love seme. Forceful seme (c01,05 (this was was HOT AF!)). Hard-working uke. Sister complex uke. Serious uke. Hetero sex seme (c01 seme is vigorously fucking a chick with her legs spread wide with seme holding them wide apart showing her partial pussy pubes and big tits out; c05 fucking two girls with most tits out and fucking one spread legs; c06 attempted by failed). Erection seme (c01 from recalling uke’s sexy face when he messed with him). Tenting trousers seme (c01 remembering uke). Flustered seme (c01 about how turned on he got). Slapped seme (c02 by girls). Aggressive seme (c05 forcefully kisses uke despite uke resisting). Slapped seme uke edition (c05 smacked for kissing uke without warning but undeterred seme forcefully kisses him again after a pained expression SO HOT). Ass groping seme (c05 his large hand squeezing uke’s cheek and his finger down uke’s crack and implied rubbing his hole). Kabedon seme (c05 when uke rejects seme’s lustful advances by biting seme). Seme losing his mind with lust and desire for uke (c05). Obsessive seme (c05). Seme always watching uke secretly (c06). Stalker seme (c06 almost on how he changes his plans to make sure he’s alone in the dorms with uke). Intense Confession seme (c10 with “I don’t care about anything other than you”). Uke reply confession (c10 “you’re the only one who makes me feel this way” aww).
Nomi×Shiba
Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). SemePOV. Nomiya x Mikoshiba. Straight x uke. Unrequited love seme. In denial seme.
Bokura ni Namae wo Tsukerunara