david_holmes's manga / #Bullying(6)

UTD (read volume 2 chapter 6.5). 4 full penetrative sex scenes by c03 (first time c02 naked in bed missionary; 2nd naked in bed first uke on top and then seme fucking uke missionary spread uke legs bent after using an anal vibrator on uke; 3rd c03 both naked quick missionary seme on his knees; 4th c04 naked in bed missionary spread uke legs folded up and without blindfold for the first time). I love this! The angst from the misunderstandings between seme and uke who both have unrequited onesided feelings for each other is hot. I did get really annoyed by weak doormat uke at first but seme’s deep love and angst over uke and bullying him due to his own love and lust was hot so it’s forgiven. C04: Because of trash seme’s initial bullying, bullying for uke got so bad uke transferred schools and shocked seme felt relieved at first because uke wouldn’t get to know shit his deep feelings but he started refereeing after time passed and he can’t forget even if life was peaceful and goths kept confessing, they were not uke and he made them cry because seme couldn’t forget uke until he cried from sadness, because he wanted to see uke so bad and apologise to him. That’s what you deserve asshole! Uke/SemePOV (c04). Sanada Takumi x Itonaga Kouichi. College Students. Ex-Classmates middle school. Ex-Bully x victim. Handsome x ugly (not really but fits the link). Reunion. Mutual unrequited love. Handsome seme. Prince-like uke. Popular seme. Cool seme. Tall seme. Under Eye mole seme (left). Unrequited love seme. Secret onesided love seme. Confession seme (c91). Asking to go out seme (c01). Jealous seme. Possessive seme. Dirty seme (c5.5 taking pictures while having sex and using anal dildos (c03). Fucktalking seme (c5.5 telling uke to see where they’re connected). Prince-like Seme is a sex bully and beast in bed. Cute uke. Small eyes uke. Slant eyes uke. Closed eyes uke. Seme who wasted no time and puts the moves on uke (c92 French kiss). Aggressive seme (c01-03 who initiates all the physical aspect and sexual aspects with uke). Forceful seme (c02 in a desperate I don’t want to waste anymore time than I already have and I want to make uke mine now). Seme buying condoms when they’re just hanging out as he wants sex from uke (c02 he invites uke over for sex gets the condoms in front of uke so uke would know and asks to come home with him and he has this unreadable expression like yes that’s what I want). Rimming (volume 2, chapter 1). Phone sex (uke anal masturbation and seme jerking off). Anal toys (c03). Anal dildo (c03). Seme was close to uke in middle school and fell in love with cute uke (c04). Wet dream seme save coming in his pyjamas by morning (c04 flashback middle school even seme desired uke and had a sexual fantasy and came during the night). Seme who couldn’t believe he was in love with a male and hated the idea of being found out so took it out on uke by bullying him and being cold and cruel to him and as a consequence of his actions uke got properly bullied by the whole class (c04). Regretful of his actions seme (c04). Deeply in love seme even followed uke to the same university after finding out just to be with uke again. Once their feelings become mutual (or they FINALLY get to know it was mutual all along), seme keeps repeating he loves uke over and over and over again.

Complete (read chapter 62). The prologue (chapter 0) made absolutely NO SENSE to me whatsoever I don’t know if things went haywire in translation or the author was trying to be too abstract or prose-y but it failed miserably and I hope the actual chapters make actual sense *mad*. I don’t like when uke doesn’t take revenge when he’s been all puppy eyed and used by a mean nasty seme just because he said “I’m sorry for every single thing.” That being said, despite how much I hated uke for many reasons among them that he was a doormat pushover uke who follows seme around even though seme is a total piece of shit to him, uke FINALLY grows some and now it’s seme’s turn to chase after uke. It starts getting good after they resolve their misunderstandings of 7 years and uke moves away. Things start getting really interesting when seme’s heart changes and starts to fall for uke and even chases after uke after he’s moved away barging into uke’s life and being enraged with jealousy when he sees this seme type tall guy being extra friendly with uke. So MAJOR 180 ROLE REVERSAL from chapter 30. Major butterflies fluttering and rhinos stomping in my gut feelings due to sene seeing uke be close to other guys and this seme type handsome guy in particular. More seething jealousy when seme thinks uke has a boyfriend. Mean seme who treated uke like total crap getting what he deserves when he’s MAD MAD MADLY in love with uke and practically begging forgiveness and being a fool for uke, lovesick and needy! SUPER LOVESICK SEME. My favourite so I’m favouriting this because it’s my weakness!! “E,F”. Uke/SemePOV. Seo Skyler x Son Yeonduk. Childhood friends. Classmates. Fall out of friendship. Drifting apart. Hate to love. First loves. Bully x victim. Handsome seme. Popular seme. School star seme. Tall seme. Super tall seme. Major height difference. Mean seme. Bully seme. Super Rich seme. Regretful seme. Meek uke. Unrequited love uke. Gofer uke. Gofer boy uke. Weak uke grows balls. Revenge uke. Confession seme. Passionate confession seme. Rejected seme (damn right, go uke!). Jealous seme. Seething jealous seme. Lovesick seme. Needy seme. Clingy seme. Super needy lovesick seme. Madly madly in love seme. I hate hate hate it when an uke says I’ve had enough of pining over a shitty mean seme yet when seme acts a little friendly he gives in and acts like a lovesick puppy again, GROW A PAIR DAMN IT MAKE HIM BEG FOR YOUR FORGIVENESS. YUP SADLY THIS IS WHAT I FEARED. ANNOYING SPINELESS UKE WHO DOESN’T GET WHEN HE’S BEING HATED AND DOESN’T HAVE THE SELF-RESPECT TO KEEP HIS OWN DIGNITY AND INSTEAD BEING A SYCOPHANT TO SEME. UGH, YOU KNOW IT’S BAD WHEN YOU READ SEME’S FLASHBACK INTO WHY HE HATES UKE AND YOU END UP HATING UKE JUST AS MUCH AS SEME. UPDATE: Awful 7 year MAJOR misunderstandings finally got resolved. FINALLY seme chases after uke. So MAJOR 180 ROLE REVERSAL from chapter 30. It’s seme’s turn to pine after uke now. He treated uke like complete shit and used him because he thought uke was a spy for his mom and was only looking after seme for her and the things he got from her but it was wrong so now seme feels like utter shit for the way he treated uke for all those years. Seme feels extremely guilty (as he should). Major butterflies fluttering and rhinos stomping in my gut feelings due to seme’s jealousy. I hated uke and said that I understand why seme hates uke (he thought uke was just his horrible mother’s spy for him) but it doesn’t stop that seme was a mean piece of shit to uke. Passionate confession of love and lust seme and then rejected (c43). I AM A TOTAL SUCKER for stories where a mean horrible seme who treats uke like shit gets what he deserves by realising or falling madly in love with the uke and chasing after uke while feeling guilty and ending up being the most needy character and totally lovesick, and that’s what I’m getting, hahaha.

Reading (read chapter ?). I remember reading this in the near past, I’m surprised it wasn’t here as I somehow didn’t mark it? Hmm. ? x Hara Dai.

Reading (read chapter ?). Im Heechan x Jin Hyuk. Bully x Model student. Class bully x bystander. Handsome seme. Tall seme. Abused seme (by father).

Completed (read 5.5 chapters). 1 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c04 rape; +another shown and heavily implied c05 but not bottom part). Premise: basically both seme and uke survive a near death experience (in fact they should have died: uke by suicide slitting his wrists and seme hit by a truck caused by uke’s nascent powers), and come out with super powers (able to hear people’s thoughts except each other’s and super strength and indestructible bodies). Seme especially does a 180 after his own near death accident, he goes from being a high and mighty “I’m better than everybody” full of himself looking down on everyone to being weak and insecure after he realises he has crazy powers that make him a freak. C02: The best part is that seme is still the same seme after he wakes up from the accident with superpowers and still acts high and mighty at first (punching out a classmate who came to visit him at the hospital when he thought the guy was bad mouthing seme but really he was hearing the classmate’s thoughts) but becomes freaked out when he realises he hears everyone’s thoughts and not talking and also has superpowers (super strength when he punched his classmate yet it felt like he was hurting tofu and nearly killed the guy breaking his jaw). When seme realises that he can’t hear the thoughts of the guy who comes to visit him in hospital (uke; whom alarmingly he still doesn’t even remember who he is even though he ruined uke’s life and again crossed paths with him right before the accident), seme latches on to uke as of his life depended on it and pleads for uke to visit him regularly, which uke does. Seme also becomes super possessive of uke. C03: While seme keeps desperately holding onto uke trying to get closer to uke and having uke all to himself, uke entertains him due to crippling guilt and pretends to be friends with seme. Seme constantly texts and calls uke and asks uke if he can also hear other people’s thoughts, uke says he can and then seme asks uke to be his saviour. C04: Yandere seme stalker seme who not only secretly put GPS on uke’s phone to track him but murdered all of uke’s high school bullies and kills anyone who hurt uke… Timeskip 5 years later ever uke lost all his powers for a while but seme is still totally smitten with him so uke doesn’t tell seme about losing his powers as he’s now terrified of losing him. Meanwhile, seme has been able to hear uke but loves him madly still. C05: Uke gets the news that his mom is dead and while uke is crying, seme comforts uke but is elated that another person in uke’s life is gone until no one will be left but both of them and he can’t wait☠️ Mental Seme… SemePOV (c02,04). Oda Nobumasa x Katou Kiyomi. High school students. Classmates. Bully x victim. Bully instigator x bully victim. Blond x black haired. Suicide from bullying uke (c01 slashed wrists). Handsome seme. Cool seme. Bad boy seme. Piercings seme. Earrings seme (stud). Popular seme (natural leader whom others want to follow). Popular seme (ladies). Playboy seme (sleeps around with older women and Bigshot older women). Cybergenics seme (is the smartest, best athlete, has good looks and from a rich family). Life on easy mode seme. Oresama seme. Horrid personality seme. Bored seme (due to always getting everything he wants as he’s smart, good looking and rich). Delinquent type seme. Moody seme. Disaffected seme. Blasé seme. Nonchalant seme. Cruel seme. Mean seme (c01 calling uke lame after he hears rumours that he committed suicide). Bad attitude seme. Seme who considers other people as human trash (c04 except uke who he thinks of as his saviour). Desperate seme (c02 for uke post-superpowers). Needy seme (post-superpowers). Possessive seme (c02 post-superpowers). Yandere seme (post-superpowers especially by c04). Super possessive seme (c04). Smitten seme (post-superpowers). Obsessed seme (post-superpowers). Stalker seme (c04 kinda as he admits that he knew where uke lived after he followed uke home the day before and dropped by unannounced). More Stalker seme (c05 he put GPS tracker on uke’s phone). Murderer seme (c05 Seme killed everyone who bullied or hurt uke in high school act anyone who dares hurt him now). Insane seme. Confession seme (c04). Freckled uke. Ugly uke (more like a nerd). Nerd uke. PTSD uke. Trauma uke (from bullying). Hikikomori uke (post-bullying). Shut-in uke (post-bullying). Panic attack uke (c03). Rape (c04 seme just forces himself on uke). Basically, what happened was uke was picked on and bullied by seme on the first day of middle school and due to that, the other guys in class started properly bullying uke which escalated from making him do their homework proper bullying like scribbling things on his desk, throwing garbage water on him in the bathroom, taking pictures with his pants forced down, etc. Meanwhile, seme wasn’t part of the escalation, but he was the one to instigate it and continue making uke do his homework but left uke more or less alone after others started to bully him properly. But it’s still totally seme’s fault. So then uke stopped going to school and eventually became a shut-in hikikomori due to the trauma. Poor uke… And the worst part is, seme doesn’t even remember uke after he did that to him and ruined uke’s life when his shitty bully classmates were talking shit about uke and rumours about him killings himself or whatnot. When seme crosses paths with uke again, he calls uke a creep and thinks of uke as a freak and gross. Seme on the other hand, has always had everything he ever wanted as he was rich, always first in academics and sports. He got bored and disgusted by the people around him who struggled to be anywhere near what he does very naturally and thinks of them as failures and losers. That’s why seme is so blasé and bored with life and nauseated that he will be surrounded by pathetic creatures like this for life. Seme is actually a horrible person who looks down on everyone since he himself is too blessed and is jaded due to that. I love that after the accident (by uke’s powers where uke wished he’d get hit by a truck but also wished he didn’t die when consumed by sudden guilt when he realised that he might a murderer) and seme starts to hear people’s thoughts, this brings seme down a notch or ten, he gets humbled as he acts like a lunatic to others since he can what their thoughts but people get freaked out by that. People that seme looked down on now think of seme as a freak… Serves seme right, hmph! Uke tries to commit suicide to leave the hell he’s living in by slashing his wrists but somehow he wakes up unhurt (but full of the blood spilled when he slashed his wrists and the bloody knife), a with the ability to hear people’s thoughts and an indestructible body (he tries to cut his wrists again but it didn’t work). Also, he can make his deepest wishes come true like when he saw seme again and wished he’d get hit by a truck and he did.