Call
Reading (read chapter 2). I’m actually really liking this so far! Crap I was wrong about everything, the younger guy whom I thought was the straight uke is actually the cunning straight seme… Damn, I can’t read it anymore haha. I wanted a pushover feeble older seme but the older guy prefers bottoming, lol. Everything from here on out is opposite: We have a cunning money slut uke deceiving a super innocent and naive older seme. Akiyama x Haruhiko. Salaryman x scammer. Office worker x unemployed. Client x rent boy (pretending to be). Customer x fake rent boy. Gay x straight. Virgin x non-gay. Inexperienced x straight. Older seme x younger uke. Age gap. 36 x 22. Sugar Daddy x Gold digger. Gay x homophobe. Megane-kun seme. Oyaji seme (kinda since he looks older than he is). Naïve seme. Money loving uke. Scammer uke. NEET uke.
Blue Lust
Reading (read chapter ?). ? full penetrative sex scenes (???). I know I’ve already read this manga (not sure if I read it completely though) but I remember liking this angsty story. Souma x Hayato.
Therapy Game
Reading (read chapter 6 +ALL extras till extra 7.5). 8 full penetrative sex scenes (first time c06 (yes actual first time) naked in the house of uke’s trauma on a makeup floor bed in the attic where uke felt most comfortable after seme sucked uke and fingered him and seme has uke folded in two fucking into him with legs on his shoulder spread wide and then proper wide missionary; 2nd extra.1 clothed seme (pants) and naked uke both sitting in bed uke on top and implied seme went again; 3rd extra 3: fully clothed seme naked uke tied up fucked from the front for punishment sex as jealous seme; 4th & 5th extra 4: fully clothed on living room floor uke on top and did it again right after coming with seme still hard; 6th extra 4: different session fully naked in bath with seme from behind fucking uke roughly; 7th-8th extra 7.5: hot uncensored barebacking partially open bathrobe and boxer briefs sex in hotel first with seme holding uke from behind both sitting and then from behind seme fucking uke holding his arms back and then doggystyle and then sideways screwback and seme keeps fucking uke even sheer coming inside him spread eagle missionary folded in two with seme’s full weight with uke’s calves by seme’s shoulders; first time implied sex c01 (but it’s revealed in c06 seme didn’t actually penetrate as seme fell asleep haha) as they wake up from drunken one night stand where drunk seme made the moves and next day is horrified he slept with a man, real smooth straight seme; c02 uke giving seme’s big dick a blowjob; c03 more sexy times in hotel and seme pleasuring uke with his mouth and kisses and both naked fingerfucks scissors uke and not sure but possible implied sex but they don’t show it so can’t count it). I kept off reading this for the longest time because I haven’t technically read the prequel story completely (I meanly skimmed past the first 1-3 chapters) but I think it’s time I delved into it anyway (we’re February 16, 2024). Sorry but seme’s ex-girlfriend was truly a cheating whore I can’t believe she cheated on him without remorse and then dared to flaunt her new lying relationship in front of him right where he can see them (c01). I’m at end chapter 2 AND I LOOOVE THIS THIS IS SO SEXY!!! BY CHAPTER 3 I FAVOURITED THIS BITCH MY GOD IT’S GOOD!!! The one thing I was wondering how sensei would do is how to replace his obvious massive heart break over that cheating slut with uke, like how much more important will uke be to seme to override that whore in his heart and they did it SO WELL I WASN’T EVEN SCARED! Like seme was already smitten with uke thinking how he’d never met anyone like uke but c2.5 which technically comes after 3 but chronologically in 2 before they go back to the hotel after their date. C01: Despite seme still having feeling for the utter trash whore who cheated on him, he still saved uke’s honour when his friends bad-mouthed him by getting angry on uke’s behalf and leaving them behind. And it’s clear that even though uke says he’ll make seme fall for him and then dump his ass for humiliating him in the morning when he didn’t remember after forcing himself on uke, uke will fall hard for seme. Uke despite his tough exterior is needy for love and affection. But I love that seme has a little chest tightening (read: Doki equivalent) when uke shows a sweet unguarded laugh. Straight seme be falling!! C02: I LOVE HOW SEME IS FALLING FOR UKE. Love he can’t resist uke’s magnetic pushy charm Abs even asks his little brother (Main uke from original series “XXX Allergy” Shouhei) advice on hypothetically falling for a man AWWWW! But his ex really is a shameless cunt! Aww this is so wholesome too! Uke just tag a hard life not having parents (selfish ones who abandoned them) being raised by his older brother (seme of original story) so doesn’t believe in love and all but uke allowed himself to that one time straight seme got drunk and said sweet things. Seme finds uke cute again (just like that time he was drunk) taking him to the amusement park and cynical uke surprisingly has fun. [cont] OMG FIRST BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY BELLY AND IT’S NOT EVEN JEALOUSY!! First seme looked so excited to be uke’s first to take him to an amusement park and a date and shyly asked is he’d never head a lover before all expectant but then uke says how he doesn’t need a lover as trust other people because other people are scary they can just break you if you give your love, seme is stung enough to ask if he’s included in “other people” shocking himself (believing for a moment he was special and the reason behind uke’s singlemindedly focus on seme) and uke and THAT WAS HOT!! [cont] OMG MORE BUTTERFLIES IN SAME CHAPTER WITH SEME GETTING HURT from uke saying seme can just use him (sexually) and he won’t ask for Love or go or with him like women would and something in gentle seme snaps as he thought seme meant someone more to uke so seme was already down bad for uke. C2.5 (extra): This is during the amusement park date before they go back to the hotel room where we see seme truly falling in love with uke like how he thinks he’s not been this comfortable with someone in a long time or how he started to become aware of uke’s proximity or beauty and his heart beating faster around uke, the pining looks he gives uke, or the “he’s a man yet I…” “How come I feel this with him”, “he’s so beautiful no wonder I hit on him even though I was drunk” etc. I LOOOVE seme’s introspection and thoughts about uke here!! And the scene where uke is self-deprecating saying he’ll maybe one day want to forget this day seme is adamant saying there’s no way he could forget even if he wanted to and thinks to himself that he’ll remember this day for the rest of his life… because he’s never met anyone lie uke before and that he can’t tear his eyes away from uke… AWWWWWWWWW!!! SEMESOINLOVEE!!! Not it makes more sense why seme snapped at the hotel saying since uke will let him do whatever he wants then he will; when he realised uke didn’t feel the same way he was beginning to feel that uke thought it was just more sex than dating. C03: FAVOURITEDDDDD COZ MAJOR RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUY OMGGG AND LOINS ACHING AT SEME’S SEXINESS FOR UKE UGHHHHH!! THIS SEME WHAT IS HE DOING TO MEEEEE!! Like when he was hurt by uke not seeing him as a potential lover, and in response to uke saying he can do whatever he wants to him as he’s tough, instead of being violence act rough sex, basically breaks uke down through tender passionate love making playing him with his mouth and when uke protests saying just fuck me already seme reminds uke that uke says he could do whatever to uke which made uke eat his own words! And then uke says he can just use himas an onahole like he doesn’t need to be so tender, sexy seme proceeds to confess his love saying he’s always fallen for uke and he not satisfied with just sex! AND HE SAYS NOT UKE’S NAME BUT THAT HE LOVES UKE AGAIN AND AGAIN BUT UKE’S NAME TOO “MINATO, I LOVE YOU” and he wants uke to say it back to him one day AND LET ME TELL YOU BUT THE WAY SEME SEXILY KISSES DOWN UKE’S BACK SLOWLY AND LICKS AND CARESSES WHILE UKE IS EMBARRASSED UNGHHH (as if he was about to eat uke out but didn’t so close but that act was plenty fricking hot though) SO FCKN HOTTTTTTT!! AND THEN FINGERFUCKS UKE TO ORGASM AND WHEN UKE SAYS TO JUST FUCK HIM ALREADY AS HE DOESN’T WANT TO COME FROM SEME’S FINGERS, SEME SAYS HE’LL ONLY PUT IT IN IF HE DAYS HE LOVES HIM FVKKKKKKK SEMEEEEEEEE YOU!!!!! He is PERFECT! Seme is TOTALLY THE ROMANTIC ONE in the relationship, being thoughtful and kind and gentle and caring and loving AWWWW!!! [cont] UTTERLY HEART BROKEN SEME when he finds out uke was just making a bet to have him fall for uke when he overhears outside the door when he’s madly in love awwww AWWWW!! [cont] BY THE WAY, the fan translations and official book translations are quite different in this chapter. But seme does say “Minato, I love you” though. But the part where he fingerfucks uke and uke says enough and to put it in, seme says he wants today is about uke’s pleasure and he wants for uke to have all the pleasure, FUCK THAT’S HOT!! C04: IT IS SO CHEATER HOW DIFFERENT HIS HEARTBREAK WITH THAT CHEATING SLUT VERSUS UKE IS AND I LOVE IT!! I love how sensei distinguished the two, while seme was more parodying himself and feeling sorry for himself about his ex-girlfriend cheating on him and being dumped, he was still himself whereas after uke’s betrayal, not only is he not himself but he’d become cynical and somber, something he never did during his previous breakup, and can’t even talk to his brother about it when he was easily complaining to his tinder brother about his breakup with his ex-girlfriend, like his heartbreak from uke was so deep it altered him as a person. Also, his shameless cheating ex is still hanging around him selfishly hugging him and complaining about her boyfriend (the one she cheated on seme with) yet he’s doesn’t care enough to entertain her (plus he was happy seme her smiling even when she was with the boyfriend she cheated on him with) whereas to uke he says that he doesn’t want to talk to him because hearing his voice hurts… SEME SO LOVESICK AND HEART BROKEN!! Plus he even says he’s so sick of being betrayed and lied to and it would have been best if he didn’t trust anyone from the beginning and walks away darkly and friends are totally shocked (because he’s never said anything like that before) including that bitch who at least feels some shame at his words as she also betrayed him yet he never felt that way about her. It’s like, sure he loved her but he was never deeply in love with anyone the way he is with uke, never. AND THAT IS HOTTTTT!!! Meanwhile broken-hearted uke also keepss as calling uke and gets sick from sitting in the rain from heartbreak after seme rejects him over the phone (he was waiting outside seme’s university). [cont] Aww poor uke and his past trauma! Him and his older brother came from money. They are young masters but their parents ruined everything. Uke’s mother was only concerned with pleasing her distant estranged husband who turned out to be having a sexual gay affair with his driver and when he left the family and abandoning his two kids and wife, uke’s mom committed suicide and all he remembers is that she kept saying how uke is exactly like her so uke being traumatised by his party thinks if her lets anyone into his heart he’ll love them so much that if they ever hurt him he’ll want to kill hymself.. He’s terrified of becoming like her and thinks he’s just like her. That’s why he was so hurt and wanted revenge on seme that first night as he tight for once that he could trust this feeling and fall for seme but seme totally forgot the next day so it truly hurt him deeply not just his pride. Our smart seme catches onto that and tries to find out what he did that might’ve hurt uke. [cont] When seme finally goes back to the gay bar to ask about uke and if he did something the old Mama at eh bar tells him that uke who’s usually cold to anyone else and bad tempered treated seme differently and knocked some sense into lovesick heartbroken seme saying to put aside his own hurt and think back to if uke was only deceiving him and realised that all this time uke was being honest with his feelings and regrets saying the awful things from heartbreak to uke like “I can’t trust you anymore” and hates himself and so Mama also tells him that uke has been sick for 2 days which is the time since seme rejected uke on the phone saying it hurts to talk to him and feels worry and regret and runs to uke’s flat after asking where he lived but is met with uke’s older brother who looks nothing like uke (the handsome main seme from “XXX Allergy”) and seme immediately thinks it’s a lover and it’s DÉJÀ VU ALL OVER AGAIN when he walked in on his ex cheating with another man and the look of horror on seme’s face says it all. C05: When worried uke chases after seme after he’s better and realises that seme rushed to uke’s flat to see him and asks his Nii-san (who was there to take care of his baby brother who was nursing a fever and flu), his seme older brother says that main seme got the wrong idea with the horrified look that uke had a lover and after some coaxing uke goes to the university and I LOVE HOW ALL SEME’S FRIENDS/RESEARCH COLLEAGUES SAY HE NEVER ACTED LIKE THAT WHEN HE BROKE UP WITH HIS EX, like this time, he didn’t even come the university and no one knows where he is and uke fears the worst. It turns out when seme visited uke at his flat and his older brother answered the door, after the initial shock and heartbreak that seme thought that the older brother was uke’s new lover (Niisan even said he observed that seme didn’t like that uke was with another man) but after a hint realised it was only uke’s older brother and was so damn relieved and then said he won’t disturb uke as he was sleeping off his cold and main seme asks uke’s brother what the town uke grew up in was so he can go there and take pictures to convince uke to one day visit as uke had hinted that he had bad memories and a bad past there. When seme gets there and asks the townsfolk about the “Kirigaya” family (uke’s Niisan had told seme to mention that name as it’s their birth last name) he finds out from an elderly lady that uke (and his brother) came from an affluent family of the town (he was a young master) and lived a traumatic past there due to their parents killing themselves or being killed (turns out disgusting father’s gay male lover whom he left his family for was a trash seme (he was topping the dad) just using him sexually to steal his money so killed the father and ran off with his money) and both siblings moved away to live with their grandmother. Main seme is completely shocked by this revelation of uke’s past and wants to help more than ever. SEME IS SO DOWN GOING TO UKE’S HOMETOWN OF TRAUMA JUST TO HELP HIS UKE GET OVER IT. Anyway, seme goes to the town without telling anyone and uke finds out where he is through the help of seme’s university colleagues who start warming up to uke (even the bitch cheating ex helps as she’s also a fellow university graduate student in their department) and find out when hacking his phone (seme’s ex-gf) that he’s sightseeing a town and taking pictures and uke recognises the scene immediately and is shocked beyond words at what seme’s doing there and motorbikes all the way there even though he hates being there and the trauma comes back to him (like memory of his mother hanging herself in the town right in front of his primary school) but pushes through to see his beloved seme. FINALLY THEIR HEARTS ARE COMING TOGETHER SO BEGONE MISUNDERSTANDING! Uke kisses him when seme keeps apologising and embracing uke! Yay! Extra: there’s an extra of the events after c03 after uke gives seme the blowjob that was so out of this world for seme was was literally blown away and it’s about how he couldn’t get over that he was blown by a man and never came so hard and it tells how he started fantasising about uke being fucked after he researched gay porn (seme figured out uke was the bottom after that drunken one night stand that he doesn’t remember anything) and became mousou seme and it’s mentioned he began having the most vivid wet dreams he’d not had since high school which helped him get over his heartbreak with that cheating slut quickly haha. I love how seme’s all confused by his own lust for uke and all disheveled lol. C06: Uke tells seme the sad story of his horribly tragic past… My god so sad… his Niisan really was his everything no wonder… he protected him as a big brother would over and over again shielding him from everything and taking the near fatal blow of a flower case that would have killed uke if his brother hadn’t slipped in and protected him and taken the hit himself… His mother had gone crazy because innocent uke as a child had given a book from that nasty trash lover of uke’s dad who wanted child uke to give it to his father. His crazy psycho mother who was always self-cantered and only cared about her husband and not the kids went mad after the betrayal and literally smashed a flower vase over his own child’s head (but luckily Niisan was able to block most of it with his arm which broke)… Uke’s Niisan bled profusely from his head wound because she even still she said they both betrayed her and killed herself in front of their school out of spite how nasty and horrible… That’s why uke grew up with twisted feelings on love (both mother and father got betrayed by the one they loved) and became very protective of his Niisan as Niisan kept protecting him. Seme calmly and supportively listens to uke’s sad story and his fears of becoming like his mother or hurting the one he loves and being hurt and says he doesn’t know if he can ever make seme happy, that they’d probably fight a lot due to his twisted personality and SEME THAT SEXY ROMANTIC BASTARD CHEERS UKE UP AND SAYS ALL THE PERFECT THINGS AND EMBRACES UKE AND ALLAYS ALL HIS FEARS SAYING WHAT IF THEY FIGHT THEY’LL FIGHT AND FCK HOW THEY MET (meet bad) AND HE LOVES UKE AND WANTS TO KNOW MORE ABOUT HIM WANTS TO BE WITH HIM AND TREASURE HIM AND MAKE HIM HAPPY AND UKE CRIES AND SEME KISSES UKE’S TEARS SAYING TO CHOOSE HIM WHILE HOLDING UKE TIGHT TELLING HIM TO BE PREPARED (TO BE LOVED BY SEME) AHHHHHHH!! THEY ARE SO BEAUTIFUL TOGETHER MY HEARTTT!! [cont] I’m the official version (yes I read both versions ugh), there’s a scene added that seme stares deeply with eyes full of love and yearning while passionately fucking uke and uke slaps his face away saying to stop staring like a creep and the GORGEOUS LOOK FULL OF ADORATION AND LOVE SEME GIVES UKE AS HE TELLS HIM NEVER THAT HE WANTS TO SWEAT EVERY DETAIL INTO HIS MEMORY SO HE NEVER FORGETS AGAIN AND MY GAWDDDDD!!! EXTRA 1: I HAD RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT A BUT FROM UKE ACTING LIKE THE ANNOYED BOSSY GIRLFRIEND TO WHIPPED BOYFRIEND SEME SHOUTING PUBLICLY TO STOP CLINGING TO HIM AND SEME JUST BEING THE WHIPPED BOYFRIEND THAT HE IS and lets his uke act like a soled moody girlfriend haha at the amusement park when uke was trying to follow his brother on his date with his own uke lover haha. And seme not scared of showing off his love for uke in public holding hands to people whispering about them like “yes see, it’s like THAT!” UGH SEME IS BRAVE and a REAL MAN! And uke gets jealous and insecure because seme is the perfect boyfriend as he’s had so many girlfriends and so much training to be considerate of the girl like holding all her things or paying for everything or naturally shielding her from the sun etc etc and uke doesn’t like it. Uke’s friends at the gay club he goes to unwind from his thoughts end up making it worse as they said most straight guys (or bisexual or by-curious) will go back to a woman in the end and get married and all so uke is even more insecure that seme will leave him for a woman or choose one over him. EXTRA 2: Seme gets jealous when uke goes to his gay club and one of his friends tries to flirt with him but it wasn’t like the guy-wrenching jealousy but seme did swat the male friend’s hand away from touching his uke BUT I WANT MORE!! But I LOVE HOW SEME WANTS HIS UKE TO COME HOME AND GIVES HIS HAND EXPECTING IT (READ: TAKE HIM AWAY FROM OTHER MEN AT THE GAY CLUB) and uke is acting spoiled and refuses (he’s irritated with seme because of his many ex-girlfriends). EXTRA 3: JEALOUS POSSESSIVE SEME! FINALLY! WITH JEALOUS PUNISHMENT SEX!! Seme asks uke about his relationship with his two seme-type friends from the gay club not liking how close they are and uke lies saying they’re just acquaintances but one of them happily says uke took the virginity of one of them act they’re SUUPER close and how uke is a sadist to tops but takes them to heaven and seme has this terrifying calm smile (he’s burning with jealousy) reminds uke he’d punish him of he lied and jealous seme does punishment sex by tying up uke (bondage) fingerfucking him act edge play come stopping while telling him how much he loves him and sweetly dirty talking FCKKKK HOTTTT!! Who knew seme had a sadist streak from loving uke too much! I LOVE HOW SCARY SEME’S EYES GET WHEN UKE ADMITS HE USED TO BE SEX FRIENDS AND WHEN SEME SAYS HE WANTS TO PUNISH UKE TO MAKE HIM REPENT (for being around his ex-sex friends and lying about it and making seme jealous). I love how seme says I love you Andover abd over and his uke being so cute and beautiful and skin so soft and fair and scent and voice so erotic over and over again while fucking him SO HOTT!! And how he dirty talks damn boy he freaky in a sheets unexpectedly! [cont] PRACTICALLY PROPOSAL SEME already checking out gay marriages and SEME SAYING IF THERE’S SOMEONE HE WANTS TO GROW OLD WITH IT’S WITH UKE AWWWW! Saying he wants to be with him like that for the rest of his life uke is the only one for seme SEMESODEEPINLOVE WANTING UKE FOREVER and shyly uke saying he’ll consider it if it’s not matching heart sweaters AWWWW THOSE TWOO!! And seme is so overwhelmed with happiness it completely blows uke’s insecurities and doubts about seme to smithereens! Uke saying he’ll be hard to grow old with as if seme has an affair he might kill and eat him (lol) and seme says same here so in love! Seme proposing they live together and seme wants a bigger place so that he and his lover can be together aww! C7.5: HOT HOT BAREBACKING ANAL CREAMPIE SEX! GODDDD SEME IS SO MADLY IN LUST AND LOVE FOR UKE IN THIS CHAPTER!! I MEAN HE’S SO WHIPPED FOR UKE HE IS YOUR TYPICAL PUSSY WHIPPED BOYFRIEND BUT ASS WHIPPED HAHA. When uke is busy with photography and seme wants sex and intimacy and uke pushes him away, sly seme says he’ll do something that will make uke feel good so massages uke like a pro and when uke is putty in his large warm hands, he grazes his touch in sexy places pretending it’s innocent touches. Uke fights it out and slaps his have away and makes him go to bed but uke is turned on from seme’s earlier touches that once he’s done with work he goes to seme who’s supposedly asleep but reveals he’s not when uke tells him not be fall asleep so fast, seme was waiting turned on from uke himself. They fuck passionately bareback (barebacking if my only problem as I wish they made a deal from transitioning from condom to bareback sex by emphasising the change) with seme losing control with lust and fucking uke twice coming inside with abandon without losing his erection. SemePOV. Ikushima Shizuma x Kirigaya/Mito Minato. University student (masters) x photographer. Veterinary science major x hobbyist. Resident (veterinary which means in training studying to be so not fully) x part-timer. Straight x gay. Red haired x blond. Drunk one night stand. Next morning regret (for straight seme). Car driver x biker. Veterinary family heir seme. Handsome seme. Cool seme. Big hands seme (c01 uke mentioned it). Lab coat seme. Aggressive seme (c01 when drunk even if he’s straight he was totally the one to put the moves on uke and yet he acted all shocked and disgusted humph!). Gentle seme (c02). Caring seme (c02 seme has a natural disposition to care for others also being a big brother like dying uke’s hair just because uke acted more spoiled). Seme wants uke to act more spoiled (c01 said when he was drunk; c02 says again indirectly). Totally smitten seme (c03 he’s totally smitten but it started gradually and by now he’s even listing the million reasons he fell in love with uke e.g. how his smiling face is cute, how he gets excited like a kid at the amusement park, how he’s docile like a cat, etc). Affectionate seme (c06). Pretty uke. Flashy uke. Playboy uke. Smoker uke. Sharp eyebrows uke. Sharp tongued uke. Sassy uke. Jaded uke. Diva uke. Tattooed uke (on right foot and ankle). Fox-like face uke. Tsundere uke. Cat-like uke. Jewellery uke. Rings uke. Piercings uke. Earrings uke. Brother complex uke. Cunning uke. Cynical uke. Self-deprecating uke (c03,c2.5 putting himself down thinking why would someone like seme like him or thinking things like he’s a bad person, etc). Childhood trauma uke (c04 from his parents ruining their lives and mother committing suicide and saying uke is just like her). Big dick seme (c02 uke says he’s really huge while sucking his dick; seme has a nice big thick large cock). Possessive seme (c03 seme left hickeys on ALL OVER uke’s neck and body). Confession seme (c03 seme says he’s fallen in love with uke and isn’t satisfied anymore with just sex). Multiple confession seme (c03 seme saying he loves uke over and over “Minato, I love you.” while tenderly loving and pleasuring him). Fingerfucking (c03 seme fingering uke from the back passionately while kissing his body). Passionate Confession seme again (c06). Condom sex (c06; extra 4). Big dick seme (c06 uke again says he’s too big and not used to such a big dick so to go slow). Tokoroten uke (c06 fucking). Confession seme during sex (c06). Uke confesses back which makes seme cum instantly haha (c06 sweet confession saying he’s always loved seme from the first moment he met him awww). Jealous uke (extra 1: seme is so popular as he’s good-looking and the PERFECT boyfriend always knowing how to treat his girlfriend like princesses and now that goes for uke but he hates that his lover has been so well trained by his ex-girlfriends). Jealous seme (extra 2: swatting away a seme-type uke’s friend hand that was about to touch uke away; seme doesn’t like seeing his uke be in a gay hookup bar). Possessive uke (extra 2: when his gay friends at the club become touchy feely with his seme uke loses it stabbing his food with a knife and whisking his lover away). Jealous seme (extra 3: doesn’t like uke being so close to the guy friends and finds out uke’s guy friends used to be sex friends and gets even more jealous pissed). Jealous punishment sex seme (extra 3: seme punishes uke’s lies of meeting up with his ex-sex friends by binding uke’s hands and edge playing come-stopping uke while fingerfucking him). Bondage (extra 3: seme binding uke’s hands with a belt). Edge play (extra 3: stopping uke from coming while fingerfucking him). Dirty talking seme during sex (extra 3). Confession seme during sex (extra 3 saying how much he loves uke sit telling uke how beautiful and sexy he is over and over again). Proposal seme (extra 3, basically saying he wants to spend the rest of his life with uke as he wants to grow old with him aww). Possible barebacking (extra 4 sex in the bath looks unprotected but not sure). Live together proposal seme (extra 4: seriously seme being so in love with uke he wants to live with him now). Barebacking (extra 7.5 not confirmed but pretty obvious). Raw anal (extra 7.5). Tokoroten uke (extra 7.5 twice one after another from seme’s incessant pounding). Anal creampie (extra 7.5 not confirmed but pretty obvious as when he comes a whole bunch of cum splashes out uke’s hole while being impaled by seme’s cock). Painful ass next day (extra 7.5 from seme’s relentless fucking). Seme is of course the Oniichan or Aniki of main uke from “Secret XXX/XXX Allergy” and has his own love story here with the younger brother of that story’s main seme who is this seme’s uke here. He is a super straight guy who is nursing a broken heart from his slut cheating girlfriend and went to get drunk with his friends at a gay bar to forget his troubles and ended up coming onto uke who’s a gay guy when they commiserated about their younger and older siblings (who are ironically a couple) respectively. They end up sleeping together as seme was drunk and wakes up shocked and regretting what happened which wounds very prideful uke’s pride. I find that straight seme hitting on uke even when drunk off his ass nursing a broken heart was his true instinct, his body and heart had already chosen him as his mate. And cynical uke who doesn’t trust people act doesn’t believe in love and who’s never had a love to let himself believe just from being touched by drunk seme was also his heart choosing seme. But by chapter 3, uke Stand want to do the bet on making seme fall for him and then dumping him as he doesn’t want to hurt seme and wants to be with him forever AWW SO CUTE!
Lost in the Cloud
UTD (read chapter 100). First kiss c16 (deep French kiss forced by seme to humiliate and get back at his stepmother), 2nd c91 (actual first real kiss with seme asking permission awww), 3rd c94 (in public at the movies sexy deep French kiss), etc. Almost kiss (c82 when seme tries to kiss uke again but uke rejects it). C06: Uke confronts seme angrily as seme is really making uke miserable by messing with uke by almost spilling the beans and threatening uke indirectly in front of uke’s object of affection / unrequited crush and grabs at seme and seme says it pisses him off that uke cut off seme from all the photos and that he’s more good looking than ukes crush. Anyways seme pretends to be innocent even though uke realises now that seme is a bully who likes messing with him and secretly is happy to find a “toy” to distract himself with. C13: We learn that before uke fell for crush (Chan-Il), he was actually quite mean to him and pushed him away a lot and said terrible things as uke is a loner. I’m surprised in a good way as I thought loner uke just generic BL fell in love you the bright fun-loving seme-type guy but it wasn’t like that at all. Uke kept Chanil at a distance and was truly mean saying like “I don’t care about what the fuck you think just stay the fuck away from me” or “stop trying to act like we’re friends” etc when the seme-type crush was so nice and sweet to him and genuinely trying to be his friend and get close to him. I didn’t think uke was rue mean type when were first introduced as he seemed like the pushover nice guy so seeing him be so randomly mean to his crush back then is a bit of a shock. Uke from c01 seemed like he didn’t want to worry his mom and all so seemed good-natured… C20: SEXY FIRST HINTS OF JEALOUS SEME! We don’t know why seme is into uke yet as he seems to hate him but he’s still interested in uke to do all he did so far like blackmail him, bully him, bring uke home (he’s never done with that with any of his friends) and kiss him forcefully and showing his true bad personality to uke when he’s hiding it from everyone else including his closest friends. And now SEME IS JEALOUS FOR THE FIRST TIME SHOWN AS HE RECALLS HOW MUCH UKE HATED BEING KISSED BY SEME GAGGING ANS CRYING DISGUSTED AND WONDERS IF UKE WOULD HAVE REACTED LIKE THAT WITH HIS CRUSH (seme’s friend Chan-Il) IMAGINING UKE BEING INTO THE KISS AND GIVES HIS FRIEND (uke’s crush) THE STINK EYE BOY IS SO JEALOUS!! He wonders what’s so good about uke’s crush (AKA seme’s friend Chan-Il) when he thinks he’s so much better. C23: I love that seme starts to yearn for uke when he follows uke with his eyes and sees uke smiling with others yet hating him. Uke has now started completely ignoring seme and it’s really getting to him. Seme is obsessed with uke in his own way. He’s ALWAYS thinking of uke and how uke hates him. C27-36: [FLASHBACK OF UKE’S HORRIBLE PAST] C27: Start of uke’s flashback as a kid when he first met his ex-best friend Choi Minwoo (who becomes a handsome pretty boy seme type with an under eye more (left)) when was 10 and they became inseparable (he’s the reason uke has a trauma) uke is like a completely different person. Whereas now he’s a nerd type who studies, likes photography (and is good at it) and a loner and outcast, he used to be super sporty, jock-type (seme-looking) and athletic. He became more delinquent and aggressive after his parents divorced and he starting fighting a lot with his mom (being a careless bad son or maybe just a regular rebellious teen) and falling in with a bad crowd at the end of middle school when his then best childhood friend Minwoo, got influenced by the older bad kids who smoked and all. C31: Flashback of the falling out between him and his ikemen seme-type then best childhood friend and neighbour Choi Minwoo back when they were 16 (end middle school in Korea?). They both got drunk on Minwoo’s dad’s alcohol and uke kissed him which is shocking because I thought his best friend would put the moves since he’s always been touchy feely one… But his best friend got grossed out and told him to fuck off… C33: CRUEL SCENE of best friend pretending to like the kiss to humiliate uke by blindfolding him and make him kiss this gross fat nerd and cruelly laughed at uke saying that’s what uke did to him… Damn… C34: FLASHBACK. MORE HORRID INTENSE DRAMA. Uke confronts his now ex-friend about the horrid thing he did and they end up in fist fight with the friend not being sorry and saying how it made him puke that uke thought his brotherly affection was taken for something else all these years and both crying the ex friend tells him he never wants to see his disgusting face again and better yet to go and fucking die... The next day, the rumours start with the ex friend telling the whole school that uke tried to kiss him while sleeping and uke’s becomes a nightmare… C35: RAPE. This ex friend is just PLAIN CRUEL. Even though he felt betrayed by uke’s noncon kiss hole he slept, he became the ringmaster of uke being billed daily at school and even encouraged his gang to rape uke while he stood by emotionless fully aware of what was happening… YOU ARE NOT HUMAN NO MATTER WHAT WHAT THE FUCK?!!! What kind of piece of shit is he that he egged on cruelty of that level… Not only to incite horrible bullying to someone you considered your brother but RAPE?!!! What the fuck????? C36: When uke’s mom was going to confront uke’s childhood friend’s family (they’re family friends), uke almost committed suicide threatening to jump off the building. The reason why uke was so hostile to his crush (not his childhood friend, the recent Orange haired guy in his photography club who uke took tons of pictures of), is because he reminded uke of his cruel ex-best friend. C47: I love how even MOB characters are noticing how weird seme is acting around uke, like an obsessed stalker haha. The character who’s uke’s “friend” monologued that seme was just standing behind uke as if waiting for uke to notice him with his intense eyes. HOT. C53: INSANE RHINOS STOMPING IN MY GUT AND ACHING THROBBING LOINS FROM THE GUT-WRENCHING CRAZY JEALOUSY OF SEME AND FIRST WHEN HE PANICS AND RUNS THE WHOLE SCHOOL DOWN LOOKING FOR UKE AND SEME’S FRIEND (CHANIL WHO UKE HAS A CRUSH ON) AFTER HE’S TOLD BY A MUTUAL FRIEND THAT THEY STUDIED THE WHOLE WEEKEND TOGETHER (seme freaks out thinking “together the whole weekend?!” AND WHEN SEME SEES THEM TOGETHER HIS INSANE YANDERE JEALOUSY JUMPS OUT SEEING UKE LAUGH AND SMILE AND THINKING MURDEROUSLY “WHY OF ALL PEOPLE DOES IT HAVE TO BE CHANIL?” WITH TICKING JAW AND HIS NAILS PAINFULLY SCRATCHING THE WALL!! HOTTTTTTT!!!! C57: Seme realises his friend Chanil (the one uke has a crush on) has a crush on a close female friend of his and tries to set them up so he will leave uke’s side. So cunning seme this will break uke’s heart though. C58: Uke’s object of unrequited love Chanil fell in love with a good friend of seme’s and seme set them up and now they’re going out and Chanil is in love and happy and this broke uke’s heart completely. C64: SUPER POSSESSIVE SEME. Already seme has admitted he was trying to isolate uke (implied to get him all to himself) but here he is blatantly territorial about uke as he possessively grabs him back when a friend was clingy to uke when they were both scared of a frog. C65: Seme’s extreme jealousy and possessiveness ended up hurting uke as seme himself didn’t understand why he was acting that way and when uke thought it’s because he gets on seme’s nerves as seme doesn’t want uke to get close to his friends, seme not understanding his own feelings yet says mean things that it’s true uke gets on his nerves lately (because he’s falling in love and doesn’t understand it yet so uke is ALWAYS on seme’s mind) and that he doesn’t want uke to be close to his friends (possessive seme). Meanwhile this scene dredges up the horrid past with his ex childhood best friend who said horribly cruel things to uke years back in their falling out. C66: MY GUT WRENCHED WITH BUTTERFLIES FLUTTERING IN MY BELLY FROM SEME PANICKING LIKE MAD WHEN UKE IGNORES HIM AND WITH SEME’S OBSESSION WITH UKE. OBSESSED SEME WAITING FOR UKE LIKE A STALKER OR WORRIED BOYFIE AT UKE’S STUDY CENTRE FOR HOURS. After seme hurt uke and said mean things out of jealousy he runs to uke’s places of study and even almost home (stalker seme) and texts and calls uke obsessively 23+ times like a psycho and when uke ignores him seme goes crazy again saying he went crazy as uke wasn’t answering his phone and loses his mind more when uke rightfully ignores him and realising that if this continues he will lose uke forever seme finally apologises and confesses that he got angry because he hated others being close to uke. Uke misunderstands thinking seme was scared uke would tells others about seme’s own secrets and forgives seme in his own way (seme has no idea what even uke’s talking about but is just happy uke isn’t angry with him anymore lol). SEME DOWN HORRENDOUS FOR UKE! C70: OMG MASTURBATING SEME IMPLIED!! C71: Uke has figured out that seme has feelings for him. C73-80: [FLASHBACK TRAUMATIC PAST CHILDHOOD SEME] 1ST AFTERMATH OF LOSING MOTHER (with father wishing his own son had died instead of his wife which child uke heard and saying being home is hell… wow…); 2) GRIEVING KID SEME HAVING LOST BOTH HIS MOTHER AND FATHER (because he rejected seme’s existence) AND WAS CRAVING THE LOVE OF PARENTAL FIGURES, BEING MOLESTED BY MALE TEACHER (c79 not shown but implied and kid seme was so traumatised he even peed his pants in class poor kid and his stepmother made him feel bad about it saying he embarrassed her instead of comforting him and he hit her and realised that the adults who had do much control over him could be overpowered) :( … From that day, seme became cold and knowing his father hated him the most, he vowed to make sure he was also never happy, just like what he did to seme as a kid. C80: This is how seme became the cold fake bastard uke knows him to be. The only one he treasured was his beloved Samoyed dog Cotton Candy who loves him for him and is terrified of what will hair if she dies and no one is left to love him. Flashback of why and how seme did what he did to uke. At first, he thought uke was just a stalker creep but then realised he was a lot like seme trapped in misery so that’s why he wanted uke to wallow in worse misery than him to feel better about his own pathetic hopeless life and give it some meaning but then became the fear of being left behind by uke, that uke would find happiness without seme to being terrified that without uke, seme wouldn’t be able to go on. C82: RHINOS STOMPING IN MY BELLY IN THIS CHAPTER! In a heart to heart seme almost spills to uke that he was molested by his teacher when he was a kid when seme wants them both to share secrets. When uke refuses seme tries to kiss uke who rejects the kiss and SEME GOES CRAZY WITH UKE’S REJECTION FORCING HIMSELF ON UKE SAYING WHY WON’T UKE LET HIM KISS HIM AND HOW UKE ALWAYS TREATS HIM AS IF HE’S DIRTY. And then seme cries saying sorry… C85: Shameless disgusting father fucked his new girlfriend on his own son’s bed… We find out in C86 that the disgusting whore knew about the camera too and did it on purpose. C91: AWWW FIRST REAL KISS WITH SEME ASKING PERMISSION AND UKE GETTING IVER HIS TRAUMA TO KISS SEME BACK!! C96: Seme finally tells uke that he was molested by his male teacher back in the third grade. Pedophile teacher. C97: Sweet sad moment of uke telling seme it’s not his fault and seme crying his eyes out AWWW… Then possessive seme deleting Chanil’s message to uke to go see some photography exhibition and thinking how he is terrified uke will leave him. C100: SUPER CRAZY POSSESSIVE SEME. Uke finds out seme has deleted all messages from Chanil asking to go to the photography exhibition and seme hitting uke when he sees uke and Chanil being close and acting super Yandere. Uke/SemePOV. Baek Hyunwoon (Cirrus) x Yeon Hanuel (Skylar). Blackmail. Classmates. Young master x normal. Popular x loner. Class toppers. Hate first. Enemies to lovers. Ikemen seme. Super Handsome seme. Red eyes seme. Cool seme. Tall seme (6’0). Gentle seme (fake). Nice guy seme (fake). Popular seme. Super Rich seme. Young master seme. Smart Seme. Yandere seme. Fake personality seme. Strong seme. Bully seme. Sadistic seme (who gets off on uke’s misery caused by him). Seme who likes to play with uke’s feelings for fun and acts all innocent and remorseful (c03,06). Cruel seme who’s just using uke for his own enjoyment (c06). Family problems seme (c07 his father’s mistress/wife (?) (his messed up stepmother who’s much younger than his dad and only using him for his money and not telling any of her friends she’s dating a much older man and single father). Seme in hateful relationship with his stepmother. Past trauma seme (c73-79 being hated by his own father and molested by a male teacher). Shitty father (c85 seme’s father is disgusting fucking his mistress on his own son’s bed to torment him). Megane uke. Sick uke. Loner uke. Antisocial uke. Past trauma uke (c17 seme kissed uke which dredged up a past trauma from middle school when another student kissed him and probably humiliated uke). Slapped seme (c18 uke punches him for going too far and constantly being in his face). Jealous seme (c20 imagining about uke liking being kissed by his crush when he hated being kissed by seme and wondering so good about his friends when hee thinks he’s so much better). Horrible past trauma from bullying (c31+ when uke’s childhood best friend became his horrible bully after uke secretly kissed him while he slept). Insane Jealous seme (c53 when seme goes crazy looking for uke and the friend whom uke has a onesided crush on and going crazy at seeing them happy and murderously pissed off from jealousy thinking why does it have to be him). Very jealous seme (c56 he’s still watching uke and his crush (seme’s friend Chanil) like a hawk and wondering what to do to get rid of Chanil from uke’s side). More extremely jealous seme (c63 seme getting pissed at uke and telling him to stop being so loud in front of class just because a friend was getting close to uke about playing soccer together). Super possessive seme (c64 violently grabbing uke away from a friend who was clinging onto uke). Jealous seme (c65 doesn’t understand why he lost it and flipped when he saw his friend hanging all over uke and possessively grabbing uke pulling him away… boy you in love and you don’t want anyone to touch what’s yours!). Obsessed seme (c66 he’s been obsessed with uke for some time now but now more than ever with him calling uke 23+ times when he said something mean to uke out of jealousy). Implied Masturbating seme (c70 in the shower he recalls kissing uke that one time (c16) and how badly he wanted to touch uke and seme is naked and panting so it’s implied he masturbated and jerked off but they do t show anything to give us a definite yes just heavily implied). Rejected kiss seme (c82). Hurt seme from having his kiss be rejected by uke (c82 seme goes crazy forcing himself on uke and licking his neck and giving uke a possessive hickey (c83). and then crying and apologising). Confession seme (c88 seme offhandedly confessing that he likes uke a lot and then talking about other stuff lol). Uke asking him out after deliberating haha (c88-89). First kiss (c91 real first not forced kiss). Dating (c91+). Possessive boyfriend seme (c97 deleting a message on uke’s phone of Chanil (the guy uke initially had a onesided crush on) to go see something without uke’s knowledge as he’s terrified uke will leave him). Seme is the close friend of uke’s object of his affection, an orange haired seme-type named Seong Chanil who’s nice to sickly Megane uke. Uke who’s in the photography club like a creepy stalker takes pictures of his unrequited love and saves them on his school computer account. Seme finds them and sort of threatens uke with it yet acts so concerned and troubled by uke but by end c03 turns out seme is kinda Yandere and has a double personality than the nice normal class president image as he laughs meanly and calls uke stupid when he’s recalling uke’s tearful crying plea to keep this a secret from his crush as well as everyone.
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