Spitfire's manga / #beautifulllll(3)

Ch 6 updates june '19 Oh woooow!!!#%$%$#%$#&%+7&6$@!!!!! Sooo good, I can't wait till he finds out that she's his daughter!!!! Omg I'm so excited!!!$#@&%$-%(-$&$@$&#-$!!! Update Ch 16 Jan '20, it's still good, but kings frustrating!! This is the second time the uke had refused the seme! I get why, he wants the seme to actually love him. And this guy has no sense of emotions at all! I really think the seme does love him, he just doesn't understand that's why he feels differently about the uke. Argh, idk, it's very good but I'll prolly hold of on reading so I'm not left with such cliffhangers! Will the seme go back to America, or our we'll they get together?! What about the chibi? Daddy seme isn't just gonna leave her right? I NEED MOOORE!!

I started out thinking... How can they fit a whole lifetime in 6 chapters?! This'll be a bone bare story... As I sit here with a runny nose from crying my eyes out I can see that I was so so wrong! It was beautiful.not in the oh so perfect sense, but in the damn that's so relatable I can fit myself into the characters so easily sense. Tho I still think the seme was a douche for leaving the uke( and I'm pretty damn sure he was cheating on him with his future wife towards the end of their relationship, like that weekend he had something to do) I couldn't help but be understanding towards his reasons for leaving. Each and everyone of us are weak, and his weakness was so understandable. How hard would it be for a gay man still in the closet to stay with his male lover facing parents, friends and society pressuring you to conform?( Tho for real..I'm still pissed he cheated.. I hope his ex took all his money!!) Also I'm pretty sure he got cancer or something at the end..And having stage 4 cancer myself that made this even more relatable for me.. Tho I never did see those author notes that were suppose to explain what the uke meant by it being (3) times he's had to deal with the seme doing something suspicious of whatever. Anywho this is going in my favorites. I'm just sad this isn't more popular.