While reading this I kept crying and humming "ah this this love, what makes like divine from cendrillon.
At what point do you think I should start trying?
The ending kind of wrecked me, you leave everyone you ever know without a chance of coming back.
You could have been happy in your ignorance but you met him and know you know an other kind of happiness but the two will never intersected. You are at a crossroads and you need to make a choice where you never win but every thing was fated before you realise now you either accept it or go back.
Ah this is love ! What makes life divine
Rumspringa no Joukei