Just Here :)'s manga / #Full Color BL(21)

Manipulative Seme grooms and rapes Uke. Couldn't get very far into it.

OK, I love this... It isn't perfect. Wan makes a hell a lot of the problems for himself, he's really not the brightest Romantic Lead out there, but that's part of what makes him so endering to me. Plus, I'm a sucker for the touch looking sweetheart (Ryuji from Toradora springs to mind.) Ha-Woon is a great character who shows what conditioning can do to a person. I'm not usually a fan of the Anmesia trope, but it works here. And he has a great range of emotions, lending to his character nicely. Suh-Hoo is a great Bestie, like I am like this with some of my friends. I am usually cool and laid back, don't really care what people say about me... but if they come to me hurt, Whoah, I tend to go ham. And I love how Suh-Hoo is like this and they keep him as just a Best friend. (Despite Ha-Woon's concern PFFT!) Purple Haired Dude (Can't remember his name, sorry my guy). He was lacking a little, and it sometimes felt like he was more of a plot device with how he flip-flopped between how he treated Ha-Woon, but I understand the motivations, I just don't think it was clear enough? IDK, he wasn't bad, he just wasn't the strongest character. And Dong-Woon, F**K this guy... like he should go die in the same ditch as Sunwoo from 'See You Again!' I love him as an Antagonist, and my GODS was he a great one. Every time he was in a panel I wanted to scream "Must Protect Them!" Psychotic and Sinister energy just oozes off of him and I loved hating him Pfft! The plot was well paced, it had a few things were you needed to Stretch your disbelief for (but tell me a story were you don't), and a few moment's were the drama could have been avoided (previously mentioned not so bright Romantic Lead PFFT!) but that fitted well with his character, he hadn't really had that much social interaction before, so his judgement was a little 'innocent'. Overall, Anti P.T. is the stronger out the two, but not by much. And if you enjoyed that, you will enjoy this too.

I- I need more! Why did it stop? Bring them back! They're the best couple ever! OMG I swoon for these two! I need to see them open a bakery! How do I do that??? PLEASE! There were no more chapters and now I- This needs to be READ BY EVERYONE! I actually just vanished into their love... like completely, we met them in high school and now they're working adults! I love them so much! :')

I- well damn, that just ran the whole spectrum of emotions didn't it? It's by far not flawless, but it is incredible. And I would suggest at least trying it. There are a few triggers for abuse (not from the leading romantic interest! YAY!) and rape, so if that does bother you, please approach with caution.

I couldn't get past chapter 3 for this one. Not only is the lead in an affair to start with, which he feels very conflicted over while his female partner seems to treat it and him like a game... The supposed romantic lead is creepily nasty. Like, casually using this information to blackmail a straight guy into dating him because the straight guy reminds him of his first boyfriend??!!! I felt so fucking sorry for the lead, like if I stopped reading it would stop getting worse for him. Tip for writers out there... Your leads romantic options should NOT feel like the rock and the hard place, at least ONE of them should be of comfort to your lead. And just general life tips. Should you find yourself in this situation, leave the affair, (you're most likely being played with), and tell the person blackmailing you to do one... THIS IS NOT ROMANTIC... CHRIST why do people think this is romantic???

BANGS HEAD AGAINST LAPTOP.... I'm blaming myself for this one. I read the description and actually hoped for better... never made it past chap 2. I- Where is a decent romantic interest?? T_T

This! This is a fantastic character study... I fell in love with Chiwoo! He is a wonderful lead, he fights against his abuser, and never gives up. Surrounds himself with good people and strives forward. EVERY SINGLE CHARACTER feels real and fleshed out. Of course, there are trigger warnings, so read it if you think you can. But if you do... DO NOT READ THE SEQUAL!