Honesly idk how I feel about this, but I know I enjoyed it and was throughly engrossed. I hate cheating, I almost always find it extremely disgusting, nonetheless all the sex scenes were extremely sensual and hot (though that might just be because of the amazing authors and my love for their art style/work). In a way it felt almost toxic with how wishy washy / care free the Seme felt and how indecisive the uke was. We only got to see the turmoil from the ukes pov, I really wish we could’ve seen how the 5 years were for the seme and him really struggling and regretting life without the uke, at the end you do get this sense that he’s really in love and obsessed but until then his affection feels so flippant as his still with his girlfriend. Ukes boyfriend is the real sad one. I hope he gets a side story and finds love. He really spent 5 years of his life as the rebound - in complicated spot in my heart
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