Poopsiaetas's manga / #Toxic BL(56)

#Age Difference #Actors #Celebrity Life #Possessive Seme #Asshole Seme #Lovable Uke #Childish Uke #Legal Shota #14 year age gap #Coercion #Manipulation #Bullying #Rape #Sexual Assault #Dubcon #Blackmail #Abusive relationship #Abuse of power #He's called a devil for a reason lol So, I re-read both volumes and...vol 1 has 3 stars--vol2 is why I gave it 4 stars. xD Because Vol 2 has the high-key moments that took the breath from my lungs (JFC THAT PANEL WITH THE BLOOD OVER UKE'S FACE I'M--) and it achieves that level of tempestuous emotion without relying on the rape and sexual assault that defined vol 1. Author-san used their art brilliantly in vol 2, maximizing certain scenes so that the impact would be felt as if you were watching the characters act on a screen. Plus, the peak of the conflict was much more believable this time around. There was mention of how the antagonist's actions were exacerbated by an sexual assault he experienced, but...I mean, it was still better the gimmicky vol 1 peak-conflict. But my main issue with vol 1 was how the rape and sexual assault were handled. Author-san continuously used it as catalysts for the Uke and Seme. I'll give props to author-san for actually using the word "rape" rather than hiding it under softer terms, but still. v1c5 was the worst because the Seme actually did rape Uke, then they made it okay by having the Uke go "welp as long as it's you Seme-san" and I face-palmed lol. It made Uke more of a caricature rather than a character, so. It was just disappointing because this was a good read, but it could've been so much better if author-san used other methods. But either way, again, vol 2 was good.

#Dubcon #Sexual Abuse #Bullying #Revenge #Unhealthy Relationship #Asshole Seme #Innocent Uke Oof, Seme's past with Uke's "original" was painful. I can see why he took it out on Uke, even if it is fucked up of him. Either way, I love the sci-fi premise of this--it's always interesting to blur the lines between emotions that are genuine vs ones that are programmed. Obviously, though, even if Uke's feelings did start out programmed, it later became genuine, similar to how human emotions of lust and/or infatuation become a longer-lasting chemical reaction that leads to devotion.

#Abuse #Torture #Toxic Relationship #Borderline suicide attempt #Asshole seme #Dominating seme #Seme only gay for uke #Codependent uke #Badass uke #Underling/Lackey uke Enterrrrr Kabu and Nirasawa!! The infamous yakuza couple that probably should not be together, but will be because they are so up each other's ass (literally for Nira, metaphorically for Kabu) that they made a home there.

#Loan shark #Noncon prostitution #Rape #Dubcon #Seme only gay for uke #Borderline Incest #Meet ugly #Uncensored smut The flashy loan shark guy turns out to be more wholesome than I first thought + the Seme gets a taste of his ass and can no longer go back. *wheeze* I really liked that the loan shark was the Uke, it was a nice surprise since I fully expected him to be the top (not that it excuses the noncon prostitution, but I digress lol).

#Nosebleed worthy smut #Toxic relationship #Grief/Loss #Murder #Asshole seme #Dominating seme #Codependent uke #Badass uke #Seme only gay for uke #Underling/Lackey uke Final installment of Nirasawa's and Kabu's helplessly entwined fates! Will this end with Kabu finally losing Nirasawa after several near-misses? Or will this end with Kabu's death instead and Nirasawa following him to the afterlife? Stay tuned to find out!

#Underage sex #Adult/Minor #Childhood friends #Friends to lovers #Uke is sexually assaulted #Seme then gives noncon BJ #Uke is gang-raped #Uke gets PTSD #Seme gets revenge for uke #Seme tortures rapists #Seme/Uke in love each other for yeeeaaars #Seme actually tries to wait until uke is of age #Seme doesn't use his goddamn words #Possessive seme #Codependent uke #Uke tries to buy seme lol #Suicide attempt Oohhhhh. Oof. JUst. Oof. I am torn about the rape scene because part of me feels as if the Uke's rape was used for Seme and Uke to get together, also for drama points. But at the same time, Tomochi also portrayed just how destructive it was for the Uke and how much it also tore the Seme apart that he couldn't stop that from happening to Uke. What I really loved is how Seme's love and respect for Uke really shone through...save for that noncon BJ *glares at Seme*. BUT Seme could've...you know...COMMUNICATED w/Uke as to why he wanted to wait. But communication makes things all too easy. xD

#Dubcon #Sassy seme #Pushy seme #Rich seme #Spoiled seme #Runaway Seme #Hedonistic Seme #Doormat uke #Kind uke #Poor uke #Seme continuously hides secrets #Uses sex to keep uke from questioning him #Uke teaches seme a lot of things about the world #Uke accepts seme unconditionally even when he should make conditions #A lot of funny moments otherwise #Some even meaningful There are a lot of parts of this story I don't like because it was taken too lightly, but the parts I did like...I laughed so hard at them xD Despite himself, Seme can liven up the entire manga. And if a story can make me laugh as much as this one had, it becomes a treasured one I'll consistently look back on from time to time, especially if I need a pick-me-up. It also has these moments that really made me pause and re-read it again because "oh, that's nice".

#Coolmic style #Dubcon #Stoic seme not-so-stoic with uke #Cute uke #Legal shota #Seme doesn't fucking use his words #Seme trying and failing to be cool #Seme and uke head over heels for each other #Childhood friends #Friends to lovers #Popular seme #Unpopular uke #Possessive seme #Naive uke Hate-Love with this manga lol. For the love aspect, the Seme obviously wants Uke over any woman any day. The Uke makes Seme happy in a way no one else can. When they're not being dumb, they are cute and sweet. Also, the two friends in this manga are funny lol. Note: What Uke does to Seme, then later what Seme does to Uke, is rape. I just put it as dubcon cuz of context of manga.

#Slice of life #Underage sex #Minor/Minor #Pushy seme #Tsundere seme #Stoic seme not-so-stoic with uke #Possessive seme #Cute uke #Happy-go-lucky uke #Uke only gay for seme #Dubcon #Seme keeps touching uke despite uke saying no #Assault Both the Uke and Seme are straightforward in their own ways and Uke being oblivious about him being not-so-straight was dun in a fun, lighthearted way, rather than a way that made me want to tear my hair out lol. Def will read this again in the future.

#Nosebleed worthy smut #Toxic relationship #Suicide ideation #Asshole seme #Tsundere seme #Dominating seme #Seme only gay for uke #Codependent uke #Possessive uke #Badass uke #Underling/Lackey uke Continuation for Nirasawa and Kabu's toxic love UwU. In this installment, their love is tested to a point where Kabu might lose Nirasawa via 1) Suicide or 2) Homicide due to dangerous powerplays between gangs. Dun Dun Duuuun.