hataki's manga / #photography(16)

boring plot

all were in school together, majoring in photography. the two always had a subconcious thing for each other, even if they never got together. was in an 8 year relationship hate his ex. he broke up and left him. having put up with enough. he was forced to put his feelings on the back burner and put his feelings first. he let him give up on himself and his career. while he continued forward with his support. he never once told his friends or family even told multiple people "that disgusting" or "why would you suggest something like that". whenever people asked if they were dating. it was a super hero complex, he felt he had to "protect him" never said i love you. he just crushed him all together. it was a one-sided relationship the entire time. the ukes's friends knew about them. his parents know and kicked him out after beating the shit out of him. after his parents, loosing his career, and his relationship from hell what's that leave him? = some heavy ass wounded self esteem. loss of his back bone or ability to speak up for himself. what he wants. what he needs. what makes him angry or upset. enter his boss, who has watched them together over the years. he gets with him at this time. giving him a place to stay. said he was interested in him. (not romantically. ) they started hooking up. things of course get super messed up. because the uke is so damaged and fresh out of that relationship. as well as our boss/ seme being from a fucked up, broken home. both father and mother always, always walk into his life to ask for money. as he is succesful dad cheated on mom first. then it became like a competition. who could get the better relationship, and mooch off their son too. to say the least, he doesn't believe in love. he's never felt it or recieved it. he was honest from the start about this. he even points out, you know, that he watched them together for 8 years, and even they broke it off. so while he is interested in our uke. he's also bothered that they broke up at all. it's complicated for our seme to deal with the emotions he has only ever felt with our uke here. he only finds himself caring about him. only desiring him. only wanting to bully him. or be kind to him. or feeling so angry and frustrated. he blows up often, at the uke being a pushover with him too. he's always doing mean things, then yelling at him to "fight. push me back. tell me no", essentially telling him to not put up with it. basically from the start, our uke loved him, and he loved him too. even if it took a lot to get there. they seperated for a time. restarting on themselves. our boss/seme was more accepting of the fact that he in fact loved him and wanted to be with him. he was kinder to not only our uke, but to others around him. even set set the guys ex up, to start up his own studio. still teases him to no end. still a beast in bed. Our uke grew back his self-esteem, went back to photography, starting a studio for weddings. both straight and gay couples. he's finally stopped feeling insecure about what others think. he's proud in their relationship. he's mean and bullies him right back now. but also accepting that while he is innocent in bed, he also happens to have a pretty crazy lewd side to himself with his new boyfriend (that ex of his must of been a bad lay. their are plenty of things, our seme did to him and for him, for the first time. up to and including making him cum just with foreplay. ) seme never cheated on him once. Our uke, he was only the nd person he ever slept with or dated. they come back together. both with their own studios and living together. as new, healed people <3

<3 my god, i'm in love! rural little town frequents library with super attractive guy with burn scars finds himself uniquely drawn to him (a guy who only had interest in landscape not people) (not has strong desires) yet, older guy with scars made the first move. friends with romantic interest jerked each other off in chapter one. chapter 2- seem to be honest with each other and hooking up agrees to let him practice taking shots of him the art is breath - taking here.

onto - ch.6.5 Not great Not bad