hataki's manga / #heart-breaking(3)

oh, my god! that cuts me fucking deep. all but crying just off the first chapter best friends in high school one confessed at graduation was called disgusting. yet, flash forward some 10 years later, they run into each other at the book shop one works at. the other is deep, deep, into the self-hating homophobia to himself. but yet, is still hooking up with violent guys left and right in a form of self-[punishment. the other guy sees this and is just so confused on how the guy called him disgusting is like this now (bruised up and getting banged in the alley) ch. 5 & part of 6: about two guys in the country side. pretty sweet read. guy was a virgin. other was not i just like it