Banana's manga / #Full Color BL(157)

I recommend it to everyone who wanna get heartache I know its a BE as it tagged tragedy, but I expect it hurt this much. I almost cried every chapter, especially the half afterwards 40chapters, I keep crying nonstop. It's so beautiful yet it hurts so much. When the last few chapters, I was reminded that zhishu had asked 'why won't you treat me a little better, you are going to lose me' something similar to that when jiang wenxu is sleeping. Now that wenxu lost him, my tears flow with anger but more like sorrow. I felt like I throw up when I read this manhua. The way zhishu said his last words with simile hurtsssss me, like in the end, he can't help but still loving him so much that he thinks about him, dreams about him.. The sorrow of love.. depends on the depth of love.. For jiang wenxu, well I hate him, but later when I see him suffer, I just wanna blame him, blame him why he's not treat Zhishu a little better before, I don't really care if he died or not, maybe it's better for him to alive. IMHO, I actually think jiang wenxu loved him so much too as he said to the boy that he don't like the boy(I'm referring to the one who cheat w him)(sry I'm not sure abt the name) I guess to jiang wenxu, zhishu is a important person but he just thought he will never leave him, abandon him. He thought that's 'okay' as long as he didn't complain about it. I don't actually hate him to death but I'll never forgive his sins, not to mention he actually hurt two lives. (ps my throat hurt so much;-;)

9-9.5/10 Interesting √ Cute √ Pure love √ This is interesting, sooo interesting to the point that I didn't hesitate reading even if there's no sexy scene or frequently kisses. I tend to read some hotter plot when I discovered yaoi, and I can't stand reading long shounen ai in one go unless it really did attract me, and they're quite cute too. The author manage to create the sweet vibe between them without so much skin contact impressed me. Also I like the way they have multiple couple with rich contents!!!! Want moreee<3333 - First of all, our cinnamonroll Sean, I really sincerely think he to give Jake up if he's gotta hurt you again, but I do respect Sean's choice if he thinks this is better and he likes him. I rmb myself really so freaking mad when Jake try to attempt suicide, I mean I was happy when I finally see him hurt but like wth, you? Do you even have the qualifications to choose to die mf. Sean who lost his own baby at such a young age, carrying all those pressure, even tried to use his body to support his family. Even amoung all these suffering he still didn't think of dying, giving up, because he's a fucking good person and he's selfless. Jake is such a croward to try to escape from the pain, even need Sean to console him. I'm not saying killing your own baby doesn't hurt that much, no, I can imagine how terrifying it's to kill your baby with your loved one. I know it will be extremely hurt and hateful to yourself, want to kill yourself, or even think yourself disappeared is the best to Sean. But tbh, if only you have a little consideration, THE MOST IMPORTANT THING IS THAT YOU SHD TREAT HIM THE BEST YOU CAN AND TAKE AWAY SOME OF HIS PAIN, because you're not the only one who's suffering... What I think is that this is the karma of Jake did, living while having this past until death comes. Tbh not really hate him that much because it's not like he knows Sean had a baby... And for Kyle, I know he doesn't like his wife and properly was forced in marriage, but you don't have to be so cruel to the child, the child is innocent:-; No fault on chasing your love but damn it look at the kid.

COMONN :-; ITS REALLY HURT TO SEE JUNSEO ENDURE THE PAIN THE WHOLE TIME WHILE KEEP LISTENING ABT HIS CRUSH AND CONFORTING HIM, AGHH HE IS ALWAYS BY YOUR SIDE FUCK JUNSEO DOESN'T DESERVE TO BE HURT AGAINN (NOW THAT I UNDERSTAND WHY HE SAID HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE INLOVE BUT I REALLY WANT YOU GUYS TO BE TGT) COME TO ME I PROMISE I WON'T HURT YOUU..TOO BAD QQ..(let's hugg Junseo tgt)