clown's manga / #school life(18)

crying so hard this was just such a nice story. when i was reading it i didn't really realize that miyamura was learning to break out of his shell. you kind of get lost in all the nice day-to-day moments like the characters do, so it was nice to see the scenes at the end where he stops to think about it and appreciate it all. the progression of all of their relationships, romantic & platonic, felt natural and their interactions were great to read. i just love this story so much. and although his original look was cool, i love that he changes it. it symbolizes his growth, i think. in the beginning when hes alone its long, then throughout the middle of the story where he begins to grow he cuts it, and at the end where he's accepted his past self and looks towards the future, he cuts it again. that's what i think, anyway. this story was a nice break from all the sad shit i keep consuming

we didn't get a confession nor a backstory but do i care? no this shit just made me happy

watching taemin beat the shit out of everyone else who thinks they're better is satisfying as hell

so happy everyone got their happy ending, even the lesbian background couple i love it

very interesting read, also love how namsoo is drawn bc it makes him look cool lmao

THEY BOUGHT RINGS FOR EACH OTHER WAAA WAAAAAA I LOVE THEM

poor portrayal of bdsm and is basically just a bunch of different scenarios under the guise of bdsm. terrible dom since she doesn't use safe words (its mentioned one time with hyunwoo, who doesnt use it) and constantly does things that the others dont like (mainly sunhwee who at one point begs and cries to not do something in public and is only let back into his room bc he caught hyseol off guard) and is just overall manipulative. no care in the world if the subs are uncomfortable or she obviously hurts them doing something. like she literally shoves the rest of a toy into sunhwee despite it being his FIRST TIME getting penetrated with no care in the world and is shocked that he actually gets hurt and starts crying. and then calls him a baby for crying over that?? bffr. ALSO her attitude when sunhwee was like hey i cant have sex i really fucked up my back??? who acts like that?? shes literally a child who throws a tantrum when her subs dont do EVERYTHING she says and expects them to submit in & out of a sexual setting. typically you separate those unless its agreed upon to do something in public. like people have their own lives girl you are not the center of their universe no matter how hard u try to make it. YOU made urself miserable by trying to keep all 3 under control 24/7. the latter half is better than the former because everyone starts ending the relationship and she starts (i hope) maturing. the relationship between sunhwee and hyesol when theyre older in the company seems a lot better than before. its also probably good that she isnt introducing subs because that was a dumpster fire. anyway! side characters are good even if hyunwoo is a little crazy in the coconut for hyesol but sunhwee and tae-yoon are great and im so happy she and heesun get married <333

would've been a 5 star story because it was cute aside from the casual assault scene in like the second chapter. i don't want to go into these expecting a scene like that to be brushed off but i guess i'm gonna have to with how often i see it. how hard is it to just. wait. or ask before. or stop in the middle. how is it that literally nobody has ANY self control. the most self control ive seen was in a two SEPARATE omegaverses and those are the most notorious for glorified rape!!!!!!!! sighhhhhhhhh