I just wanted a reversed personality seme with an innocent face but a sex monster in bed not an actual psychological plot. And its not the kind that makes it exciting; its just sad.
SPOILER
A baby-faced seme (ryouta) with an actual innocent vulnerable demeanor but is posed as a seme due to "uke's" (akito's) hallucinations. Which is all tied down to a pyshcological backstory: "seme" hit his head as both were escaping from delinquents, and now "seme" experiences amnesia. Extremely guilty, "uke" makes up an alternate ryouta= seme ryouta punishes him through sex. Why picture hime as the seme tho? One commenter, the spoiler where i read from lol, believed that he imagined himself as the submissive end due to guilt and regret.
SO FALSE ALARM LOL I JUST WANTED SOME REVERSE SEXY SMUT AND NOW IM FUCKING SAD. But now that ive released all that im slightttly better. But why ...just why.. y make a story like that and intentionally mislead ryouta to have multiple/reversed personalites. Which he's NOT. I get that its a plot device!! Butt im still salty looll :"c
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