It's actually worth it i felt so sad but both suffered uke roam around with guys trying to forget seme and seme suffering with his regret like "if i hadn't run away that day uke wouldn't have turn out this way situation would have been different " regrets on seme face show by mangaka very correctly both are young not sure what to do to overcome their fear, rejection and regrets I love the process of manga i found it through cheating tag but I think uke asked one of his friend to get together with seme he played as part of cupid for them more like uke was ready to be with him again in any form even if it's means through blackmail or as just sex friends I think seme has to do lot to those 10 years they were apart and that old guy with uke he called him piece of shit while dude himself sleep around with girls dude it's not same , but I m happy seme sure look hurtful guy i seriously know what it means to "regret it lives rest of your life with you till you couldn't get over it and know what it just never get out of your head." But I loved this manga.
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