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Its so sad to think that Canale had the mindset of 'I didnt have a right to be loved' :( Poor boy, how can you say that when the reasons you were bringing misfortunes is basically caused by those people who regarded you as a curse just because of the fortune teller whatsoever. It is not you who caused those misfortunes, but those who thought of you as a demon by the time you were born which eventually clouded their sound mind and lead to making evil decisions and actions then blamed it all onto you at the end. As to Ayase, I love how he promised to be strong enough to kill Canale if he were to kill him first because I believed that to be with someone, you need to be on equal par with each other: someone who can fulfill and accept your flaws but strong enough to not tolerate your evil deeds.
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To think in historical time many people like Canale had suffered same fate cuz of blind faith in fortune tellers, Ayase is perfect match for him he is charming and dangerous guy who got this position himself fighting off pirates in his marvelous ways yet, he desired the most Angelic face in the in devil form like Canale who is beautiful yet clever who accepted his past and his disability a part of intelligence. Ayase promised to kill Canale in hope to give him reason not kill himself off in somewhere where Ayase wouldn't ever know. I like how unique their character were made very incredible.
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This is really wonderful I cried for Ray :( Although he's a split personality of Sooha, I feel like I want him to be another person because I think he deserves to be of his own person :( Dont worry Ray, we will also remember you Still, I'm also happy about how the story ends, at least theyre free from his grandfather and be able to do what they really want I can reread this for so many times :)
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One of my favorites I love how they tackle the topic about being in a relationship with the same sex, about the difference on how the parents will take it, plus the reaction of those around them. But most importantly, the courage to accept who you are, to love yourself despite being 'different' from the others as they might say. Lastly, just wanted to say to love freely and live life without regrets and stop imposing restrictions on yourself and who you want to be. A story I can reread for so many times
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I gave this story 5 stars because it really serves the 'tragedy' tag so well. This gives me a roller coaster emotions. I really felt sad for the three of them. For Zhishu, he doesnt deserve the way he was treated and the way he gives up the will to live, it is just so painful. As for Jiang, not that I am symphatizing with him, I just felt sad because he wasnt given a chance to say sorry personally to Zhishu and the feeling of not having a glance of your loved one even just for one last time, it will carve into your heart forever the devastation and regrets. As for the doctor, the feeling of watching your loved one slowly being crumbled by the disease that you cant do anything, how you watch him waiting for his death, having the strength not to cry every single time you see him, and lastly, holding him until his last breath, knowing that he will never open his eyes again. Tell me, how can you not cry for these situations?!? Just please love your partner wholeheartedly.
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Omg this is so perfect I really appreciate how the author shows that depressions or mental illnesses are not easy to conquer, it needs a lot of patience besides love.. And also the part where they are able to survive even without the physical presence of each other and makes each other an inspiration or motivation to live on A wonderful story
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this story is really interesting and frustrating at the same time.. Like how selfish their parents for keeping them apart from each other, they just think that what their sons have is not right which lead as to why Jowoon and Heaso dont listen to them . In terms of Jowoon and Heaso's relationship, it is so confusing, if it is love that theyre feeling, why cant they just be upront instead of having presumptions for every single thing that they encounter :( But Haeso's personality is the most intriguing part for me since I dont know if he'll end up with either of Jowoon or Taku, he has lots of deep thoughts and and I think he has insecurities about himself..
Mygosh, I love the twists hahaha best psychological bl I've ever read