beta
i have seen a lot of bdsm story but my least favorite genre of it is "grooming" the uke into liking (or at least endure) bdsm. and a lot of the session happen without uke's consent. and bdsm without the other person' consent is just abuse.
unfortunately i like the way the author write this story. the pacing is great, the plot seems okay, and also the development is good. it's really scary to see this type of "violence" bcs usually yaoi authors made the seme just downright asshole, abusive, toxic, it's so easy to hate them but this one? this is one of the cruelest seme i've seen but in some chapter i caught myself thinking "i think he's not that bad". that's kinda scary to me.