i'm not sure y'all understand. param doesn't necessarily want to top hwi, he just loves him so much that he thought that topping him would make him feel even better during sex so that's why he wanted to try it out. however, hwi is obviously not exactly comfortable with this, and says that he already feels good enough when he tops param. i think this just shows that hwi really won't ever bottom and i think param is fine with that. also, i'm pretty sure there was another reason why he didn't want param to top but that's another theory for another day... any who i just like the dynamic now. param as a power bottom is amazing we love to see it.
i'm seeing a lot of people not understanding or liking this flashback but from what i'm understanding.... the author is trying to make a point. this is back in the day when hyun and ivan were semi-new to the company and how they ended up meeting each other. it's supposed to show the ups and downs of their relationship. the 'behind the scenes' so to say. first hyun and ivan didn't talk to each other or slightly avoided the other (but it's clear that ivan has already gotten feelings) and then become friends. but what happens that leads up to the beginning of the story where they hate each other's guts? obviously something had to happen between them. this is supposed to show what happens so i'm guessing some shit/drama will go down within the next few chapters but ahhh i love this manwha the author is doing an amazing job!
NO BCS IF A BOSS THAT REALLY LIKED ME AND WAS HOT SUDDENLY CALLED ME INTO HIS OFFICE WHIPPED OUT MY FANFIC AND STARTED READING THE SPICY SCENES OUT LOUD???????? WHAT THE FUCK I'D LITERALLY FAINT FROM UTTER EMBARRASSMENT PLEASE WHAT DID THIS DUDE THINK IRO WOULD DO ;;;;;;; WE- I-
i have the strongest feeling yoojin will be the one to have him just like... idk my yaoi instincts have always been correct when it comes to yaoi ＊ー＊
Yohan and the Cameraman deserves their horny and devilish selves (〜￣△￣)〜
ugh finally keith is getting better but like i'm still suspicious -_-
WHAT IS GOING ON ALL I KNOW AT THIS POINT IS THAT WHOEVER HURTS ANYONE IS CATCHING THESE FISTS
Same, this was so confusing that I need a novel understand it properly
wait his cousin raped him? that's so sad :( no wonder he hates seeing him... i cant believe he still goes and sees him wow
I think in one chapter the MC told his bff(?) that when his cousin raped him his family turned their backs on him because of the manipulative cousin
did u miss that whole chapter of him getting raped ??
i might've or like i just forgot since i forget a lot of things :(
people are hating on ray for being "relieved" ... he wasn't... he loved ian just not in a way that ian wanted his love reciprocated... also should i mention i almost broke down when he said it's better this way... like it's meaning that he wants ian to have the life he deserves and he's happy now because now ian will be happy but their love was so beautiful at times i just can't believe this is happening please someone console me this is genuinely hurting me i don't know why maybe ash & eiji vibes?
Some people are limited in the comprehension department....very slow
tw// manipulation, break-ups, rape, sexual assault, and trauma from rape
i will use r*pe for rape in this. if this triggers you please do not read. thank you and stay safe <33
hm... yuma is... i honestly have no words for his actions. i'm glad that he hugged makoto when he started crying... but just walking out saying "i don't want to see you for awhile" (i have had this said to me and now this person and i have no relationship together) it's just like a break-up. and just after makoto had been r*ped too? go to another room, or even the bathroom to cool off for a second and come back. it was the right choice to leave in the moment because you can obviously tell yuma doesn't want to hurt makoto, but what he doesn't realize is that he hurt makoto by doing that. makoto is now dealing with the loss of his lover, manipulation and betrayal from a person he thought he could trust, and JUST being r*ped.... it's a lot and he did nothing to deserve what he got. he dealt with the situation like anyone would. he was told he had "cheated" on yuma but he really didn't, but because makoto loves yuma so much he ended up believing it and feels extremely guilty for it (once again, even though. it wasn't his fault!) that's why he started to cry. he couldn't tell yuma because of one) the trauma from being r*ped and two) his guilt from being raped, the manipulation he endured (now thinking it's his fault, that he cheated on yuma, etc) so no, it is not makoto's fault. yuma is an absolute scumbag for leaving makoto in such a fragile state. i will continue to read this because i hope the misunderstanding will be cleared up soon but i absolutely hate when miscommunications likes these in mangas happen because it's just so fucking toxic! i'm mad at yuma goodnight