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I'm a virgin since I don't think I've met anyone in my life who I've wanted to do it with. I feel kinda disgusted about losing my virginity to some random guy; my virginity is very important to me. ╮(￣▽￣)╭

I actually feel the need to get this out of my chest, 'cause it's something that's been on my mind but I don't have the courage to tell anyone... Growing up, even though I dreamed of falling in love, I was so socially awkward that I ended up isolating myself. I was also going through family issues and was a bit overwheight so I had trust issues and......

i'm lowkey terrified of intimacy! i've had social anxiety since middle school and the thought of being open emotionally and sexually w someone else scares the shit out of me

That's because I am socially awkward nijikon ╮(￣▽￣)╭